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Black ViolinTopic: Let's Chat! I guess we can talk about off topic stuff here...so, how are you guys today?| #1 Oct 19th 2006, 11:50am | |
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Wolf of LegendI'm fine. You?| #2 Oct 25th 2006, 10:05am | |
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Black ViolinI can't complain...my mom's in the hospital though...that's a real bummer... |
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MissingExodusYeah, that's too bad. My mom sent me to guidance. Apparetly I have 'problems'. |
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Wolf of LegendMy mom did that once.| #5 Oct 27th 2006, 10:30am | |
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MissingExodusYep. Apparently I have some freaky mix of schizofrenzia(or however the heck you spell it) and whatever-you-call-the-disorder-where-you-have-multiple-personalites. She said I was insane!Yes, I hear voices. Yes, I have a darker side. Yes, I have my own little world(who doesn't?). But I am,by no means, insane! I am the smartest girl in school with a 4.0 grade average on a 4.0 scale and am a favorite amongst the teachers. I have survived the court case my 'grandparents' set agianst my parents. I am a strong, SANE, free-thinking idivitual and I am sick and tired of everyone calling me insane! Pardon the rant there. |
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Wolf of LegendDon't worry, I rant on and on at times too. My mom thought I was insane (I think she still does) so she sent me to a pchiatrist (I can't spell) I have my own world and a majorly overactive imagination as well as a darker side. The pshcy doctor didn't diagnose me with anything, but we could only afford two sessions or so.| #7 Oct 30th 2006, 10:09am | |
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MissingExodusYep, well, this is my school guidence consuler. She sent me to a real what's-his-face doctor. I've been professionally diagnosed and ya know what? I'm willing to work with my darker side. I'm willing to give her a chance. If they can't deal with that, tough. |
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Black ViolinI'm sorry guys...I hate when that happens. I don't have a darker side. Really, I have a lighter side. And I have a ton of my own little worlds. I've had a couple teachers who thought I was retarded. In third grade they put me in anger managment and made me read 'little critter' books. (I was reading Harry Potter at home by myself then) |
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MissingExodusYa know what? I hate it when people hear something bad and say they're sorry when they had nothing to do with it. Besides, I'm through talking to therapists and psycatrists and people like that. I don't care what others think of me. For all they know, I could an f***ing emo and they wouldn't know for a long time. I'm good at hidding things. Pardon usage of lanuage. | #10 Nov 05th 2006, 5:39am | |
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MissingExodusCool new penname by the way.| #11 Nov 05th 2006, 5:46am | |
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Black ViolinThank You! And sorry for saying sorry...| #12 Nov 06th 2006, 2:22pm | |
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MissingExodusThat sounded weird...Oh well, I'm willing to let it go. Guess what? I've got state testing coming up and its all week! You know how bad that's goinna suck? Oy=ther than that, I'm great...haven't been to the guidance consuler since my last message...I'm doing great... | #13 Nov 06th 2006, 5:32pm | |
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Wolf of LegendGood! Nise to hear from you agian.| #14 Nov 07th 2006, 10:29am | |
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MissingExodusHey! I've just heard a new song that gets me crying every time I hear it. It's about child abuse and is called "Alyssa Lies" by Jason Micheal CarrollMy little girl met a new friend, just the other day, on the playground at school between the tires and the swings But she came home with tear-filled eyes, and she said to me "Daddy, Alyssa lies" Well I just brushed it off at first, 'cause I didn't know how much my little girl had been hurt or the things she had seen. I wasn't ready when I said "You can tell me" and she said... "Alyssa lies to the classroom, Alyssa lies everyday at school, Alyssa lies to the teachers as she tries to cover every bruise" My little girl laid her head down that night to go to sleep. As I stepped out the room, I heard her say a prayer so soft and sweet "God bless my mom and my Dad and my new friend, Alyssa *oh*I know she needs you bad Because Alyssa lies to the classroom, Alyssa lies everyday at school, Alyssa lies to the teachers as she tries to cover every bruise" (bridge) I had the worst night of sleep in years as I tried to think of a way to calm her fears I knew just what it was I had to do *I knew exactly what I had to do* but when we got to school on Monday I heard the news My little girl asked me why everybody looked so sad the lump in my throat grew bigger with every question that she asked. Until I felt the tears run down my face and I told her that Alyssa wouldn't be at school today 'Cause she doesn't lie in the classroom she doesn't lie anymore at school Alyssa lies with Jesus because there's nothin' anyone would do Tears filled my eyes when my little girl asked me why Alyssa lies *Oh Daddy, oh* Daddy tell me why Alyssa lies I believe Alyssa dies in the end, or she was taken away. Most likely the former, though. Child abuse is a horrible tragedy and I'm hate it. | #15 Nov 09th 2006, 7:33pm | |
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Wolf of LegendI hate that stuff too. That is a good song! I have a bit of history with abuse.| #16 Nov 10th 2006, 10:32am | |
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MissingExodusReally? How? I understand if you don't wanna tell, but I would like it if you did.| #17 Nov 10th 2006, 2:11pm | |
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Black ViolinSometimes I have dreams of other people being abused. I met one from my dreams once too. It was so sad...| #18 Nov 11th 2006, 5:09pm | |
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MissingExodusI had a friend once named Elizabeth, she was 5 when she died. Her father-the heartless bastard-killed both her and her mother. I was crying for weeks...| #19 Nov 12th 2006, 4:45am | |
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Wolf of LegendI'm adopted. My birth-father used to abuse my mom alot, and I would for hours from them. That was before he got arrested for something.| #20 Nov 13th 2006, 10:26am | |
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MissingExodusThat's sad. I have a friend who's adopted. Her parents were drunks and druggies. She had two older brothers, but they were spereated when they entered the system and were later killed in a drive-by shooting.| #21 Nov 13th 2006, 4:49pm | |
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Wolf of LegendI have an older sister who got seperated from me, but I still have the younger one.| #22 Nov 14th 2006, 6:26am | |
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Black ViolinDeppressing world, huh? I'm very lucky. I have a family that loves me very much and a good home and lots of friends.| #23 Nov 16th 2006, 2:26pm | |
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Wolf of LegendTHe world dose have its good points| #24 Nov 16th 2006, 4:23pm | |
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MissingExodusYeah. I guess, it's just that I was watching this one segment on tv last night, and you wouldn't BELIEVE what the people in the Middle East are saying about us. Here's a qoute I heard:"You cannot find a single nation that likes the Jews. Hatred of Jews is in the heart if all people." And they put that in school text books! It's scary. | #25 Nov 16th 2006, 7:48pm | |
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Wolf of LegendThe things some poeple belive... it is kinda scary.| #26 Nov 21st 2006, 10:23am | |
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MissingExodusYeah, tell me about it. On another note, I heard from a friend of mine that FF.net is having problems with email agian. I haven't gotten an FF.net email in about a week, if not two. How 'bout you guys? | #27 Nov 21st 2006, 6:34pm | |
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Black ViolinI havn't checked in like...forever... I also wanted to say...HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (since I won't be on here on tg) | #28 Nov 21st 2006, 9:24pm | |
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MissingExodusYeah, u 2. Don't ask why I just typed that. Anyway, anything new happening for you guys? | #29 Nov 23rd 2006, 2:42pm | |
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Black ViolinMy birthday was on the 27th! I didn't get any good stuff but thats ok. I'm getting a bigger bedroom!!| #30 Nov 29th 2006, 2:44pm | |
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MissingExodusCool. You change penames faster than my nephew changes expressions.| #31 Nov 29th 2006, 3:20pm | |
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Black Violinlol! I know! :) I have a bad habbit of doing that.| #32 Nov 30th 2006, 9:07am | |
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MissingExodusOh, well. Nice new penname, though. 'Authoress on Crack'. I like it. (I personally liked your last penname the best, though. But this works too!)| #33 Nov 30th 2006, 3:33pm | |
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Wolf of LegendI liked your last penname better too!| #34 Dec 01st 2006, 10:29am | |
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Black ViolinYeah, I was thinking about changing it back. the 'on crack' was a spur of the moment thing. My friend and I, Jynxx is her name, were pretending that we were on crack while we roleplaying each other...one the same site...one the same computer...it was interesting!| #35 Dec 02nd 2006, 7:51am | |
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Black ViolinOh yah! (sorry for double posting) I was thinking about having this forum where other people can make sub clans and invite their friends into it. Because it is only us three and there really is no place for other people to enter with what we have now. What do you guys think?| #36 Dec 02nd 2006, 7:55am | |
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MissingExodusFine with me. I CALL RAVEN, WOLF AND DRAGON CLANS! HA! TAKE THAT JESSIE! I BEAT YOU TO IT! Oh, by the way, these are my friends Jessie and SarahJessie: Hi! See Sarah? This isn't so bad! Sarah: Yeah, well, we can only post from Nikki's computer. ME (MissingExodus): Yeah, we'll have to convince the school to un-ban FF.net. Hope you two don't mind me bringing my crazy friends here. They're spending the night and we were bored so I check my email. | #37 Dec 02nd 2006, 3:43pm | |
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MissingExodusIf we do do the clans things, Why don't we start off as if the Watchers Clan stuff hasn't happened yet? In other words, before me,you and Snowy met?| #38 Dec 02nd 2006, 4:19pm | |
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Black ViolinWe could. I just want to make this forum more interactive for other people as well. What do you think Snowy?(Nice to meet you Sarah and Jessie! :) ) | #39 Dec 04th 2006, 2:12pm | |
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Wolf of LegendSounds like a plan! It be fun to invite other people! Sorry I've been gone so long. (Hi Sarah and Jessie!) | #40 Dec 07th 2006, 10:16am | |
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MissingExodusSarah: Hi!Jessie: Have any of you been attacked by mutant shrimp puffs? ME: Jessie, have you been hitting the cactus juice again? Jessie: MUSHROOM! ME: We've been watching Avatar: The Last Airbender. Either that, or we dropped Jessie on her head after she fainted outside. | #41 Dec 07th 2006, 3:50pm | |
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Wolf of LegendLOL!| #42 Dec 10th 2006, 7:48pm | |
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Black ViolinStupid question: How do you moderate the forum? -_-| #43 Dec 11th 2006, 2:06pm | |
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Wolf of LegendDon't ask me, I haven't got a clue.| #44 Dec 13th 2006, 2:51pm | |
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Black Violingeez...i feel dumb right now| #45 Dec 13th 2006, 5:17pm | |
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Wolf of LegendSo do I.| #46 Dec 21st 2006, 10:10am | |
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MissingExodusANd yet another new penname. Geez, woman, what the heck are you trying to do? Set a world record for the most penname changes?| #47 Dec 21st 2006, 5:15pm | |
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Black ViolinI probably could...| #48 Dec 25th 2006, 2:44pm | |
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MissingExodusAnother new penname. Wth? When I got the email, the penname was sxyriku. Did you change your penname twice in one day?| #49 Dec 25th 2006, 5:24pm | |
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MissingExodusBTW, merry Christmas.| #50 Dec 25th 2006, 5:27pm | |
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