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look right now my familt is a lil jacked up.If any of u who see this have simaler probloms...tell me.I may be only 13 but I have more maturety than most 18,and older,year olds.So look if u have troubles goin on that u don`t feel comfertable to talk about noramlly,just let them out here.Nobody`s gonna see you cry and i know I will try to help as best as I can.Look all of you men,women,boys,girls,elderly...who are looking at this...try it.I know that I have done this on just plain chat rooms.I swear that you will feel better.

#1 Jun 23rd 2007, 12:45am

Kitsune AK

Haha -- well I can totally relate. My family is a little more then jacked up -- they're down right insane. *laughs* but what can you do right.

#2 Aug 12th 2007, 2:46pm

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I think we can run away?It`s possible.I kno i`ve thought about running away many times.As well as cutting and suicide.But never went thru with any of them.Almost tho witht he last to.I am seeming 2 have a facination with knives lately.Tryin 2 stay away from them.But yeah i`m not emo jus so u kno.I`m a lil but it`s more punkish yeah i`m a punk.I`m thinking about dying my hair blue if my mom would let me.But I don`t think she will.

#3 Aug 13th 2007, 5:30pm

Kitsune AK

I don't think running away would solve any problems, in fact I think it would create a lot more. I'm the kinda person who doesn't like to be alone, and the thought of running away is quite scary to me. Though that's not saying I have never thought about it before, because I have, I even saved up money and plotted when I was going to leave. But it never happened. I guess that’s something a lot of people tend to go through.

One thing about self injury is it can become quite addicting. Even if nothings going wrong, and you don't need it as a way to cope -- you'll still find yourself sneaking off to satisfy your addiction. I’ve been cutting since I was 9 and I haven’t been able to stop since. I hate that people, especially the media, have turned self harming into some form of fad, when really it’s a problem that needs to be taken very seriously.

Ugh sorry to rant like that but yeah.

I don’t know what type of label I would have [IE: punk, skater] haha, but dying your hair blue would look pretty cool. That’s not something I ever really had the want to do but I’ve had a lot of friends with very “different” hair colors. *laughs*

Anyways as you can see I like to write novels, so if you want to talk feel free to message me here or email me from my profile. If you have a LJ account, you can get my username off “Innocents” [the Intermission chapter] or just ask.

#4 Aug 14th 2007, 12:23am

X-mas-snow-X

ur cool.I`d like 2 become friends wit u buddy.Yeah it can be addicting just thinking about it.I hav a couple friends hwo cut and I warn them and i`m gonna do the same 2 u. Don`t go 2 overboard with it.I don`t want 2 hear that sumone died from blood loss relateing 2 cutting.Cuz i MIGHT think it could hav been u or ney 0f my other friends.

#5 Aug 14th 2007, 5:22am

Amias

Hey, i'm really glad that you have opened this forum, and believe me, i know what it is like to have issues. I'm only 15 but like melchan i also feel that my maturity level has skyrocketed since i was about 9. My family is also pretty messed up aswell as closest friends, and i know that alot of them cut themselves. i hav pretty much had to deal with alot of crap over the years so i can totally relate.

Yeah, self harm is a really easy option to deal with it all and i used to do it very often. Now it's not so much, but maybe i'll be able to stop soon when i leave home, which is pretty much me running away. Oh well, i'll deal with that when i get there!

and just to be abit more cheerful. i love saiyuki, probably just because i can also relate to the way they deal with their issues and i don't mean going and beating up demons!!! i would say personality wise i'm a mix up of hakkai and sanzo. Hakkai's forced smile and sanzo's pride...but i'm a girl!!

thanks for letting me say all this.

-Amias-

#6 Aug 23rd 2007, 4:27am

X-mas-snow-X

i`m more like Goku and Sanzo...Goku`s fearof lonelyness and Sanzo`s not wanting 2 get close 2 anybody becasue they might be taken away in the blink of na eye...and running away is something I feel like doing weel;y but the only thing is I have no place to run to and i have no cash...

#7 Aug 23rd 2007, 6:11am

Amias

yeah i understand that side of sanzo too. i generally don't trust anyone because i think they will hurt me too much and it's not a good way to be but it makes me feel safer. currently, it is ruining me and my boyfriends relationship, that and he keeps trying to force himself on me.

back to running away, i don't know where to go either. i mean a park bench doesn't sound too great does it? neither a street corner. where i live the homeless isn't helped much. i don't want to go too a friends house cos my family will find me and we live in a pretty small neighbourhood. so your right to truly run away you need alot of cash. i really don't have that money!!!! i suppose if i stop buying saiyuki stuff... no effing way! a job perhaps?

-Amias-

#8 Aug 23rd 2007, 6:32am

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If only i COULD get a job....and I`d probobly go off somewhere idk iocialted(sp don`t really ccare tho It`s my fourm I can spell anyway I want 2 *sticks tounge out*)like an abandond farm shed and just nick stuff from the fields at night...that way no money and a roof over ur head!HEHE!my mom qould probobly kick my arse if she found out I was talking about how 2 run away...i don`t kno about anyof u but I feel my mom dosn`t like 2 much like i`m just an obligation or something.I kno sounds pretty crul 2 talk about ur mum like that butthats honestly how I feel not that I would ever tell her that but in anycase...

#9 Aug 23rd 2007, 6:47am

Amias

yeah there is alot of farms around me.....hmmm, the possibilities!!! though i would get a bit pissed off if i woke up everyday with straw in my hair. but the not having to pay really would do it for me!!!

my grandma hates me if thats any help to your mum situation tho i kno its not as bad. it really does get on my nerves when she can't even remember my name and obviously gives out money to my brother and then ignores me. but wot can u do, eh?? i shouldn't have to change just for her.

#10 Aug 23rd 2007, 7:16am

X-mas-snow-X

yeah u shouldn`t hav 2 change 4 anybody.I think thats kinda shallow haveing someone change for themself but yeah straw in the hair would be a bugger but thats why ppl invented the brush!

#11 Aug 23rd 2007, 7:22am

Amias

wel the only reason i'm keeping myself alive is for my brother but the brush was an ingenious invention. can you imagine how many other problems we would have if we did not pocess such an amazing instrument as THE brush.

-Amias-

#12 Aug 23rd 2007, 7:40am

X-mas-snow-X

yes we would have tangles and out heads would look....lets just say that hell would be paying if my hed ver looked like it would without brushes!^^

#13 Aug 23rd 2007, 7:47am

X-mas-snow-X

More drama after the next. I feel like becomeing EMO! I SWEAR! My ex-boyfriend is practicly stalking me. I have to worry about my grades too much. I hate my life where I am now. My family is really broke. My life goes from bad to worse. I really want to run away now. But O could never leave my mom especially when she needs me alot now. Gah! HELP WITH SOLUTIONS!

#14 Oct 19th 2007, 3:56pm

X-mas-snow-X

GAH!!!!! I just totaly humilated myself the other day! I wrote a note to a guy that I like and I gave it to him and GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He hasn`t said a word to me about it. People tell me he is going to say yes but.....I just hope they are right!

#15 Nov 13th 2007, 4:34pm

Amias

i really kno how u feel. i got drunk once and spilled the beans on how i felt about this guy. god, that was one hella of a night. he didn't speak to me for some time. wot can u do eh?? just blame it on a the alcohol, drugs or mental disposition (or atleast i did).

however.....he may say yes!!!!! wwwooooooooo!!!!!!!

and always carry mistletoe with you just incase he comes up to talk to you. afterall, it is the season to b jolly nd all that crap

goodluck!!!!

#16 Dec 05th 2007, 10:50am

X-mas-snow-X

thanks but we decided to just be friends even though I am hopeing he will change his mind and want 2 be more than friends. But here is wht will happen. I'll find myself in a good relationship and he will acctually want 2 be with me and it'll be 2 late kinda like one of those soap operas my aunt is always watching.

#17 Dec 06th 2007, 1:55pm

X-mas-snow-X

HEY! Guess wht? I finally hav a boyfriend who isn't a complete jackass! And I really like him so I hope it works out. Oh and to my BF: HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!^^

#18 Jul 05th 2008, 3:29pm

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