*sniffles* I miss all of the old threads. If I'd known they were going to delete stuff, I'd have taken screen caps or something. I don't know the details of any of my challenges anymore since the files I'd originally save them to got deleted when my files all died last year TT-TT THEY KILLED THE NOSTALGIA TOO. Like. I just saw my first post here, and I don't even remember where Sam the emo kid came from, but now I can't even look for him *cries*

... Writing it yourself actually sounds really cool.

Felt a need for double post because of rant urges sorry ._.

I need to rave, cry and scream . My external hard drive died T_T I'm trying to recover everything with a recovery program, it seems to be working but my day tomorrow will be hellish to sort through everything. So far it has recovered 31 509 files, still more are being added while I'm typing this. All my fics and all other random writing is(was) on there T_T atm that is a total of 418 word documents(not yet done so it will be more) that now have names like f012673838 and so on T_T I have to read every one of them and rename them re-order every piece of writing I ever did T_T I really feel like banging my head to a close wall and throw my external hard disk out of the window . I have to re-download all the Yaoi I ever downloaded since that would take less time then sorting through all the jpg and png files that are being recovered. *stab stab stab* Oh I feel so murderous right about now . If possible I would start growling a wild dog with rabies would look tame compared to me right now . My computer hates me T_T I haven't even start to think about the 7500 songs that were on that hard drive because that will kill me even more, my collection was becoming more and more perfect(lucky that my last few cd's were saved on my computer that saves about going through a 500 more songs)....and now it's ruined by a weird something of my computer, it's just plain evil.....the apocalypse is near I tell ya . I feel a bit better now ._. about 5 more hours to go until I know the full damage ._.

): That really really sucks. You should go to a computer shop because generally most externals are recoverable though? I hope it works out for you.

(and generally, double-posts are frowned upon, so do try to avoid them ): sorry to have to say this when you're in such distress.)

On another note, I am woeful because I was refused a summer job 'cause apparently I looked too frail-looking to be of any visual comfort to clients |:

It sucks bigtime, lucky nobody was home to hear my constant swearing to the computer ._.; Even threatening my computer didn't help this time T_T

(I know they are frowned upon but since nobody had reacted in a while I thought it wouldn't be that bad, since I couldn't delete my own post T_T, So Gomenasai M(x_x)M )

Jeesh it sucks to be rejected of such reason, people are evil to reject for such a reason .

): Threatening the computer never helps me at all. Maybe you can take the opportunity to get a super awesome new external?

(and it's totally no problem (: just making sure it was known; double-posting when threads are dead is totally acceptable, but if it hasn't been that long just edit your old post!)

I know right? I need a summer job and she didn't even look at my resume! I'm still a bit irritated but now I have to look in other areas for a job |:

This one was super T_T it was like top of the line when I bought it like 4 years ago . 250GB, well I wanted to buy an extra anyway since I tend to save everything I make or write for that matter....but this one will have either 1TB or 2TB, can not decide really. My computer already has 1TB so it will be a nice addition ^^ Although I really fear going through all my stuff, but it might be good for me so I will throw some stuff away ._.;

(k I'll edit after this)

I know how you feel, although the only reason I've been rejected were like I was overqualified and another reason was they thought I wouldn't want to work in a team.....I was ** like hell, because I needed the job, didn't really care for anything . I hope you find a summer job soon, summer will arrive soon i just can feel it.....probably after the apocalypse though ^^;

I'm not depressed, but more like really angry and frustrated since

a) just failed that son-of-a-freaking-** of a driving license test by hitting a goddamn curb, and

b) I was too truthful to a sensitive writer and consequently she's deleted her entire profile and her work

I hate people.

I'm somewhat sad because this forum's a bit dead.

Minna~ where art thou?

It's been a while since we last gathered. ;-; I think the flooding thread gets the most love nowadays, because anything and everything can go there. xD

...but still most love is very little love. ;_;

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