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Hikaru The Black Kitsune
Topic: Anti happy! (no pixi stix or coke)
Say good bye to hyper!

sugar highs are not permitted

i have no idea why i'm posting this thing

all i know is that my head hurts and that the keyboard is getting closer very fast

hjjefgv mdrffd

jkdfllghifg ohrg oriuhgotiughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#1 Nov 10th 2007, 8:30pm
Graveside Rose
darkness is all around, happiness is gone
#2 Nov 10th 2007, 9:20pm
Bob Da Peach
*sulks in corner*

i hate you mandy!

I GOTS NAME!

i mean...yeeh.. i got a name...

its Ryoanei-Onkei

but Anei for short since its a bit long winded...

the literal translation is dragon shadow blessing...but being a japanese name you dont go literal you say something like shadow blessed dragon... it's gonn b weird because im a spaz and i have such an emo looking and sounding character...she will be having a personality just like mine too...your all doomed :D

#3 Nov 11th 2007, 1:21am
Bob Da Peach
oh and heads up im changing me name...

bob da peach is now Ryoanei-onkei...

#4 Nov 11th 2007, 1:24am
Graveside Rose
Mines slightly Bi poler and i'm serching for a name now
#5 Nov 11th 2007, 1:24am
Bob Da Peach
ok... you do that then *stands in corner facing wall*
#6 Nov 11th 2007, 1:28am
Graveside Rose
The feeling of being shunned, happiness is no more in me
#7 Nov 11th 2007, 1:30am
Bob Da Peach
...im sulking...leave me alone...*sulks*
#8 Nov 11th 2007, 1:31am
Graveside Rose
Sadness fills her body as she faces the wall of emptyness

Her feelings are unknown, all that shows is sulk

#9 Nov 11th 2007, 1:32am
Hikaru The Black Kitsune
very good rose

ur getting the 'no happy' rule!

*pats her on the head*

#10 Nov 11th 2007, 7:29pm
Graveside Rose
Indeed
#11 Nov 11th 2007, 7:33pm
Bob Da Peach
ur weird...

*continues sulking in corner*

#12 Nov 11th 2007, 11:34pm
Graveside Rose
The children of men shall cry

The children of men shall die

A wall that sees cannot hold

A Wall that sees is not bold.

Close you eyes and you shall see

That your standing close to thee

Do not try to hide away

Darkness will over throw

#13 Nov 11th 2007, 11:36pm
Bob Da Peach
Stand alone

Think outloud

Always stick out in the crowd

Shout for help

No-one hears

Always running from your fears.

#14 Nov 12th 2007, 12:36am
Graveside Rose
Look around

hide your face

Nothing hides from midnights grace

Listen to hear

No-one cares

Always chasing forgotin tears

#15 Nov 12th 2007, 12:41am
TheAlmightyMoi
kyugima: i wrote this myself.

why oh why,

were we born to die.

sleep oh sleep.

you were born to weep.

oh silent death,

this is your last breath

#16 Nov 20th 2007, 12:37am
Graveside Rose
Thats pretty, I could answer those questions if you want
#17 Nov 20th 2007, 12:11pm
TheAlmightyMoi
kyugima: there is actually a couple of lines i have forgotten.
#18 Nov 21st 2007, 12:48am
Graveside Rose
Its good.

We're born to die so we can live life to what we want and not just laz along knowing we have time.

Born to weep to show that we have feeligns and yes they can be hurt

#19 Nov 21st 2007, 12:28pm
Hikaru The Black Kitsune
have you guys heard the song on the good charlotte album;

The battle of ife and death

'tis a really cool japanese goth/emo song!!!

*sings to self*

seise to shi umarete wa shinu...

#20 Nov 21st 2007, 10:02pm
Grape Icies
*Sigh*

When you look at me, what do you see?

When I look at me, I only see me.

Don't go by what others tell you,

I just want to be your friend.

Please,

All I ask is for your company.

Don't let these shadows of lonliness cosume me.

Be my friend,

It's all I ask.

#21 Nov 22nd 2007, 11:24am
Graveside Rose
My poems, some arnt good and I need help with them.

Butterfly wings of morning

Sweetest smile of promise

Love me? You might.

The longest fall for the smallest Maple leaf.

The longest time you've brought me grief.

Love me? Love my maple leaf?

The highest sky for the lowest child.

The lowest ground for the Highest Bird.

Love me? Would you say that word?

The deepest hole holds a secret.

The shallowest opening brings new joy.

Love me? You used me like a Childs toy.

The brightest time, the sun is high

The Darkest time nothings there

Love me? All you did was lie.

The shortest time a babies young

The shortest time a Childs there

Love me? Do you care?

The coolest breeze from a nothing tree.

The Hottest glare from suns true stare.

Love me? Love my Maple leaf?

Owls cry of night.

Promise of guarding.

Love me? You might.

Those looks I give you

Those touches you take

I've always loved you

Yet you always Mistake

Those deep brown eyes

Hold so much faith

Those deep brown eyes

Are more then I can take.

I will miss you when you're gone

I will miss you when you down.

Your pretty hair is now torn

Your lips will no longer make sound

Your body lies sprawled beneath me

A knife within my hand

Now look what you did, why couldn't you see me?

Now you'll be taken to the Promised Land.

Your deep brown eyes begged as I took your life

But you never noticed me so I can't sympathise

Love is fickle and Hate is love.

I will no longer see your face

While this knifes above.

I will place within my case.

Your deep brown eyes say goodbye as you leave.

My love for you will always be.

Goodbye, you were too young to die

Goodbye, you were too daft to live.

Do the bushes envy the trees?

Do the grounds envy the skies?

And when the trees cast their leaves.

Do they picture there once was lives?

Do the fish envy the birds?

Do the waves envy the sands?

And when the winds blow the sea.

Do they wish that they are the sea?

Snow falls on broken skin.

Blood falls on a tiled room.

What I'm doing, is it a sin?

Wrists of blood, sky of ice.

Together as one, held within my eyes.

Blood drips as I create.

What would soon be in my wake.

A winter's tear carved on me.

Hidden feelings show

Like sunshine on snow

Hidden thoughts are said

Like a bird whose first feed

Tears are shed while silence is heard

Wishing you could fly like that little bird

Wishing life was easy

But nothings easy

Ever seen a heart bleed?

Ever seen one cry?

Ever seen one feed?

Ever heard one sight?

Hearts change, their never the same.

Hearts move, they can't stay.

I sit on my back and howl to the moon

The smell of pray is there

It shall meet its doom

I howl once more just to share

the kill of the night with you

Off I prance panting hard

my sense of smell leading my way

I stop short as if I've been bared

the smell is strong yet it's almost morn

my back cracks my hands grow

I howl in the pan I under go

My body has less my body has more

I look at the sun and I confess

That my life as a wolf was worth a great deal more

The sun has done it

It's changed me back

Into a man I thought I forgot

I scream and hit the ground below

To release the anger that has grown

When my rant is over with

I curl up in my little bed

I lay there and drift to sleep

Till the next night the moon calls for me.

If no one knows me am I here?

Holding pain inside my fear.

If no one see's me do I exist?

And if I died would I be missed?

Would Roses be placed beside my grave?

Or would you all still be depraved.

Would I be seen when I'm gone?

Or would all my hopes still be torn.

Can you see me when I'm here?

Can you see me when I'm there?

Blending in isn't fun

When no-one see's what you've done.

I'll cry for one who is lost

would you cry for me no matter the cost.

If no one knows me am I here?

Whilst I shed these quite tears

if no one see's me AM I real?

Why do you think I cannot feel?

Roses placed on the tombstone.

While you lay inside your grave.

Under the dirt all alone.

Your soul sighs, you can't be saved.

From all I've seen, and all I've felt.

Your soul has yet to leave.

The fires burning. The ice has begun to melt.

Your angry spirit will always weave.

I wish to help you, before you make a larger mess.

Time yourself right and I might just fall for you.

The need to help you never grows less.

I'll always be here no matter what you do.

Love and lust, Love and hate

They always go hand in hand.

Why is the choice always fate?

You fall you land.

Roses placed on bedside graves.

Tombstones tower over those who have gone.

Goodbye my friend, I tried to save

The thing we had but deaths always torn.

Ok there we go

#22 Nov 22nd 2007, 12:34pm
Captive of Darkness
They are fantastic... they really make you think too...

this one was my fav:

"Snow falls on broken skin.

Blood falls on a tiled room.

What I'm doing, is it a sin?

Wrists of blood, sky of ice.

Together as one, held within my eyes.

Blood drips as I create.

What would soon be in my wake.

A winter's tear carved on me."

I do like that one, it relates to me.

nicely caught! you rule.

#23 Nov 22nd 2007, 3:23pm
Captive of Darkness
and 'all hail the black kitsune!'

finally, a forum topic that is really... hmm, that i like a lot! i can thrive in here...

*bows*

#24 Nov 22nd 2007, 3:25pm
Graveside Rose
Thank you, I do like that 1 2.
#25 Nov 22nd 2007, 5:43pm
TheAlmightyMoi
kyugima: They're amazing! i can only write poems about family members who have died. the why oh why one was about my aunti who died of cancer not long ago.
#26 Nov 23rd 2007, 8:52pm
Graveside Rose
Awww I sympathyse
#27 Nov 23rd 2007, 9:54pm
Captive of Darkness
you have my sympathies also.

It can't be easy if somone you cared about passed on to the netherworld...

So far, i have only lost those whom hated me.

#28 Nov 24th 2007, 3:55pm
Graveside Rose
I lost a friend and may be losing another, he says not to worry but i can't help it.
#29 Nov 24th 2007, 4:47pm
Captive of Darkness
completley understandable. i mean, what kind of a friend wouldn't?
#30 Nov 24th 2007, 4:57pm
Graveside Rose
Yeah. I hope hes ok though.
#31 Nov 24th 2007, 4:57pm
Captive of Darkness
what's happening to him then?
#32 Nov 24th 2007, 4:58pm
Captive of Darkness
excusing my abruptness...
#33 Nov 24th 2007, 5:00pm
Graveside Rose
He has bowel cancer. He says hes taking tablets, hes coufing up blood. I didn't knwo you take tablets for bowel cancer
#34 Nov 24th 2007, 5:00pm
Graveside Rose
don't worry about it
#35 Nov 24th 2007, 5:00pm
Graveside Rose
Captive talk to Lauren, your the only one shes going to listen to. Put us all out of our misery
#36 Nov 24th 2007, 5:14pm
Captive of Darkness
hmm?

what about?

#37 Nov 24th 2007, 5:17pm
Graveside Rose
She has this major crush on this guy, james she told you about him, anyway She thinks he hates her yet he talks to her, shes always going on about being loney and all this stuff. Its rather irritating hearing "James this" and "James that" and "Did you know James has long blond hair?"
#38 Nov 24th 2007, 5:19pm
Captive of Darkness
hahaha!

how sweet.

and i'm meant to be telling her what exactly?

and why would she listen to me?

anyhow?

#39 Nov 24th 2007, 5:21pm
Captive of Darkness
the guy i liked decided he wanted me dead...

charming eh?

#40 Nov 24th 2007, 5:22pm
Graveside Rose
She was saying about how shes slighgtly scared of you and your the only one she'll listen to.

Tell her to ask him for help, Tell her to talk to him! She wnated to ask him to help her with this big performance but she didn't want to at the same time.

Mandy and I are getting rather irritated.

Nice boy, why did he want that?

#41 Nov 24th 2007, 5:22pm
Captive of Darkness
i'll try.

and i don't know...

maybe...

nope. i really have no clue.

though, hmm...

it may have had somthing to do with the fact that we were in different gangs!

meh... i moved on.

#42 Nov 24th 2007, 5:25pm
Graveside Rose
Well I would rather like to maul this boy into an intch of his life, or is it death?
#43 Nov 24th 2007, 5:26pm
Captive of Darkness
and,

scary eh?

i like that idea.

*brandishes katana*

though where she got that ides...

*evil grin*

hmm...

#44 Nov 24th 2007, 5:26pm
Captive of Darkness
and probably life, knowing the charming people i hang around with.
#45 Nov 24th 2007, 5:27pm
Graveside Rose
Lol. you amuse me but also frighten me a bit. COnfusing
#46 Nov 24th 2007, 5:27pm
Graveside Rose
Hmm, still. Charming boy. Were did I put that dagger?
#47 Nov 24th 2007, 5:28pm
Captive of Darkness
i can lend you one?

:D

damn, must be off,

big brother is home and

personally... he sacres me!

#48 Nov 24th 2007, 5:30pm
Graveside Rose
That would be delightful.

Wow who ever scares you would kill me, EE!

#49 Nov 24th 2007, 5:31pm
Captive of Darkness
hehe, he is in trouble with the big dogs.

:D happy

#50 Nov 24th 2007, 9:19pm


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