Thank you to everyone for all the reviews! I know some of you have been waiting for this story for various different reasons so hopefully it will live up to expectations. :) Don't worry if some things don't make full sense yet. As I said in the author notes of the current chapter, not everything is supposed to fit together yet, the pieces will draw together as things progress. :) Thank you all again for continuing to read and review!

Also, I'm sorry I'm way behind on my review responses to Take Me and the last chapter of Take the Lead. I'll be answering those individually as I'm able. *glares at work and wishes for more time*

Review Responses for Chapter 1 of "Secrets in the Dark":

xBloodyxAngelx: Yes, I second that!! ;D Thanks!

Imaginary Fushia: Heheh! Yeah... nice mental image there, no? Poor Kaname indeed... *wants to huggle him* but fortunately he does have Zero. :D

YenGirl: Thanks! :D *hugs tightly* Yes, they've definitely only gotten closer over the past few years. :) Hopefully that shows in the comfortableness they have with one another in this chapter. Although obviously, they still don't know everything about one another just yet. Yes, I'm afraid you're quite right, there will indeed be even more detailed and painful flashbacks when the time comes, but I will put big warnings on those chappies so they'll be plenty of time to stock up on tissues before reading. ;D You are right again, as usual. ;D The door does indeed relate to the rape in a way. It's actually quite significant, but that will be explained in time. Explode it will, but yes, thank goodness he's got Zero there with him and a love that he knows he can count on.

Yes, I think they've come to be very understanding of one another's quirks, LOL and fortunately Zero's quick and resilient enough to survive Kaname's occasional night terrors. XD *grins* Oh yes... the confession moment when it all finally comes out between them and there is angst and then sweet comfort *happy sigh* is probably going to be one of the most fun / touching moments to write in this story.

I think that Zero is still shy in some ways, but he and Kaname have indeed both opened up and grown more comfortable and confident with one another over the past couple years. LOL yes, I too find myself sometimes feeling wistful for the early days, but it seems natural that they would continue to mature and grow together, and beautiful in its own way too. Aw, thank you so much for saying that!!

ROTFL! Um... *cough* that's okay. I'm not as wonderful as Zero either. I usually don't even wake up when my fiancé does. XD Unless he's sick or something... but *sparkly eyes* Zero and Kaname are fictional, so they can be just endlessly wonderful. XD

I agree completely, if the hurts of the past have to come back and bite Kaname, now is the best time really, because he and Zero have settled enough in their relationship that it's stable, they have a solid basis of trust, they know they love each other and can even manage to say it without too much trouble. ;) If this had happened any earlier on, when things were still uncertain or, heaven forbid, during the earlier stages of Blood Moon... *shudders* I fear things would have ended up really badly for both of them. Aw, well, no worries, there will be plenty of sweetness in amongst the angst too. Thanks!

darkHeartedAngel26: I do too! Thank you very much!!

Amorpheous: Glad you're enjoying and thanks for the review!! Yes! That twisted paradox is exactly what I wanted to convey through the dream. You hit the nail very much on the head about the coping techniques and the hidden meanings in the dream. Yeah, the way he woke up was supposed to be rather shocking and confusing, actually. It obviously startled the heck out of him too. Yes, the sick pleasure of the negative emotions were definitely part of it, but there is more to it as well, although that's supposed to be left as a question mark for now. :) Kaname truly doesn't remember what all is behind that door he's created... but it's not content to stay there any longer. A little like Yuki's repressed memories in the manga, when she started seeing blood everywhere, he's starting to deal with stabs of the past and sensations which he doesn't understand and he won't... until he unlocks that door.

I think you are completely right on that - Kaname is too good at what he does and Zero is (ironically) too trusting. Those are both weaknesses and strengths for them. On one hand, they've come to a balance where they can forgive and tolerate each other's quirks. On the other... when there's something like this going on... it gets a chance to build unseen until an explosion or meltdown is inevitable.

*smiles* Ah yes, they have indeed come quite far from there to now. I agree about Zero subconsciously knowing what Kaname needed. They are very good for each other that way. Even as, as you said so well, they continue searching for exactly the right balance of when to accept and when to push, etc. :) Thank you again very much!!!

HelloLish: Thank you!!

The Musician's Quill: Thanks!! :D

Fangirl66: Thank you very much!!

Nineorchids: LOL yes, it was a rather "jumpstart" beginning. :D Glad you liked it and that you find the gradual development of Kaname and Zero's relationship natural and enjoyable! *beams* thank you! I'm glad you like the premise too and hopefully it shall not disappoint. :) You're very right, the door and all of that will become clear in time. Thank you again!!!

Isilen: Thanks! LOL! Yay! Good timing then... :D I agree, I think that even in canon, Kaname had a pretty crappy childhood with a lot of people pressing things on him that he didn't want, although it was most probably not quite as awful as some of us 0:) like to make it. I imagine it would indeed be very hard to get away with hurting a pureblood the way Kaname has been hurt in the past in this fic, but I do have an explanation built in, and hopefully when the time comes it will seem believable. :)

*giggles* yup! I think they are pretty much good as married. :D We'll get little glimpses of what they've been up to over the intervening years as things progress. Zero has been accepted by the hunters, although not all of them really trust him yet and he is still training with Yagari, although he's currently on a break at the time of this fic. Nothing much has changed for Kaname except that Kuran Corp. has continued to grow and prosper. Takuma is indeed well established in his Syndeo now and although I'm not sure they'll actually come into this fic at all, I tend to imagine that Kain and Ruka are a couple by now, even if they're still dating / courting maybe. Yes, poor Aido. I don't know that I actually intend to pair him with anyone in my stories. I like he and Yori together, but I'm not sure I'll write it in, we'll see. :) I know... makes me a little sniffly too to think of them all growing up and all.

LOL it is funny how the manga came up with a somewhat mysterious door at the same time I was starting this fic. XD The two have nothing to do with one another, but it is important to this story, as many parts of the dream were, which will come clear with time. *chuckles* I like the way your mind works. Yes, you're right, that kind of waking reaction it would be, eh... good for starting other things... ;D We get to find out about the Mission Oil situation in this chapter, but... *grins* hold that thought you had. Because Yuki's case is going to make a reappearance as well in some unexpected ways and nothing may end up completely as it seems.

Yes, I think Zero was pretty open there in part because he was half asleep. XD OH! I love those song lyrics! They fit so well! *heart explosion* Well, in my version of their history, Kuran mansion holds some pretty painful memories for Kaname (and, in my universe, it's not close to the Academy or Kaname's other business concerns, making it less convenient) so I think he just hasn't gone there yet, preferring to start a new life with Zero in a new place. I may eventually take them back there at some point, or I might not, don't know yet. Hey, there is NOTHING wrong with your LOVELY review! *hugs* I loved it, thanks!!

CrimsonLily82: Aw, well, don't worry, you didn't miss too much! Still plenty of growing for them to do. ;) Yup, many mysteries will be revealed by the time this fic is over. Thank you!! *chuckles* well, I actually have enough plot in mind to carry me through at least another two or three stories after this one, but who knows if my Muse will stay inspired long enough to get me through all those, so I can't promise, but we'll see. :D Thanks again!

crimsoneyes44: Thanks. No, I haven't given up on Yours to Hold, but I've still got huge writer's block on it at the moment. :S *glares at her non-cooperative muse* I do intend to finish it, I just don't know when.

starberries bite: Thank you!!

DivinityofDarkness: *blushes* thank you!! LOL! Yes, the angst is back... *chuckles* but there will be some sweetness in this fic too, and definitely loads of hurt/comfort. ;) Don't kill anyone except the bad guys... got it... ;D Thanks again! *hugs*

DarkPureblood: *offers more tissues* Thank you very much!!

aniluja: Sorry to hear that. I do hope you might consider giving the story a shot anyway and seeing if I can change your mind. ;) I'm not sure about a 'movement' LOL (although since I like stories like that I wouldn't be too adverse to it *hides*) ;D Actually, I've had this in my head as part of Kaname's back-story in my AU world since Crimson Door, so you don't have to worry, it's not like it's going to change my portrayal of Kaname or anything, it's always been there in my mind, shaping some of his reactions to a certain, low-level extent. If it seems that this comes at a time when a number of other stories are working with similar situations, it's just because I write slow, so it's taken me two years to get to this point *sweatdrop* although I've actually had tiny snippets of this story written for over a year and a half (I had parts of Blood Moon written while I was still finishing Crimson Door too, it seems to be the way I write). Sorry if the hints were too subtle, I did try to weave them in from the start - like the way Kaname was so worried, almost horrified in Crimson Door when he thought that maybe he'd forced Zero in the warehouse. And it (along with the then more recent angst of the icky stuff that Ichiou and Rido had done to him) was part of what made Kaname pull up short when he was dangerously close to actually forcing Zero in the hotel room in Chapter 19.

"The pained look speared clearly across Kaname's smooth features again as the dark, hideous memory effectively threw a bucket of cold water on his fire. There were other memories too, even darker, from longer ago... scars that ran so deep he'd tried to cut them out of his mind and heart entirely. Kaname fumbled and froze. What was he doing? He couldn't do this to Zero... well, he could but he shouldn't."

It was actually the events that will come out in this fic that I was referring to in the mention about the darker, longer ago scars that Kaname had tried to cut out of his mind and heart. I dropped some hints in Blood Moon too, although I was trying not to get too far ahead of myself. Don't worry, this story will also be covering the mystery of Yuki's death as well. The history that will come out in this story plays into unraveling that mystery in such a way that you really can't divorce them from one another or Yuki's death won't actually make sense. I just couldn't cram all that into the summary, LOL. This story is also crucial to a continuing plotline / arc that I may keep following with some future stories as well, if my muse holds out. We'll see.

I appreciate your honesty even if I am very saddened that you don't like the premise. :*( *sniff* I can only hope that maybe you'll still give it a chance and might end up enjoying it anyway. :) *curls up in a corner and hugs her (struggling) cat mournfully*

AmidA: LOL I have fangirls? Cool! XD *wonders if she should be scared* Thanks for the review and for your comments! I appreciate everything you said. :D I'm glad you found the out of body experience believably portrayed. Well, it wasn't really a person on the other side of the door that was trying to open it, it was more a symbol of what's happening inside Kaname's mind, of the pressure of repressed memories that are trying surface. As for who the dirtball is who is responsible... 0:D We'll be meeting him soon. *bounces* thanks! Glad it had that cryptic dream-like feeling to it, it is kind of hard to capture that when writing because the urge is to make things more linear or try to make them make sense right away, but dreams rarely do. This one will eventually though. You are right to worry about that. Very right. :D *giggles* yes, Zero + half asleep is totally cute! Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!! *Huge, huge hugs*

Eilara: Thank you so much!!

VaneCaos: Thanks! *hugs* We've already talked, I know, but I want to say again that I totally understand if you want to skip it because of the rape theme. I would definitely not want you to read anything that would hurt or sadden more than it was enjoyable. It won't be the entire story though, there is an actual plot woven throughout, LOL so, if you do decide you want to give it a try anyway, I promise I will be putting big warnings on any chapters that contain actual flashbacks of what happened so they would be easy to skip. Most chapters will only be dealing with the mental and emotional issues raised after the fact.

Yeah, the whole it's happening to someone else is very much a coping mechanism for abuse and you're quite right about the door. The fact that he was inexplicably aroused like that is wreaking havoc with Kaname's mind right now too, actually, so you're not alone in not understanding. It's supposed to be a bit of a mystery, the reason will come out later. It ties into some of the memories that have been suppressed. *more big hugs*

Dani-ko: Thanks for reviewing! I'm really glad you've been enjoying the stories! Yes, this story is, among other things, going to wrap up a lot of the unfinished questions surrounding Yuki's death. Thanks again!!

eCaiSme.hOneyBee: Well thank you, I appreciate the review! I'm very happy that you like the series and the stories! Mwahahah, well good luck with corrupting your friend then! XD Thanks!!

aisha4senru: Yup, definitely another angsty one! Thanky you sooo much!!

stallion14: Thank you!!

SkyChild: Wow, read your mind huh? Cool! Hopefully no one can read mine... I can't be held responsible for what's up there sometimes... *cough* XD Thanks so much!

animechix112: Thanks!

roro237: Thank you! Yes, mysterious is definitely what I was hoping for in that whole dream sequence. All those answers shall definitely come in time. Thanks!!!

Mystikwriter: Thank you very much!!

Tatari00: I'm glad you liked those stories too and the start of this one, thanks! Ooh! You caught my hints, yay! Yup, this is the story that will finally cover it. Kaname is indeed pretty confused, poor thing. And so are we on some things, but all will come clear with time. For now I'll just say those are some pretty good guesses you made there. ;)

DiaSuru: Thanks!! LOL yes, it was supposed to be very disturbing, so, um... I'm glad? ;D *hugs*

Jiggary: Will do! ;)

catlover28: Thank you so much!!

XquidditchxbeaterX: I have a feeling you are very right! *snaps Zero's seatbelt for him* XD And yes, I think he will... :)

DeepWaterBlack: *high fives fellow K and Z fan* It is kinda nice to see them able to relax and be kinda natural together like that. :) It's enjoyable watching how they have progressed through time. Yikes, yes, totally creepy dream! Kaname will eventually confess to Zero, but it will take a little while. Oh! I like that idea of yours! That's not quite how it will happen (LOL too bad, it's a killer idea!) but it actually is really close in a couple of ways. :D You'll see when we get there. Thanks so much!!

shikiXichijo23: Thank you very much!! *beams happily*

AnoymouslyStupid: Thank you!!! Yes, it's definitely a continuation. Crimson Door, Blood Moon, Take the Lead and this story are all part of one long, connected chain of events. LOL I love your username by the way. X3

Ebony-Knight: Thanks!

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Thank you so much!!! :D

Maydn: Thank you! I couldn't help thinking that if it was a TV show or something, that first chapter, since it was kind of short, is like the little teaser segment they'd start off with before they went to the title credits. *my mind works so strangely* .

*bounces happily in her seat* I'm delighted that you found it compelling. I was really hoping to get that disjointed / detached feeling, so thanks! Yes, Kaname's age and other such details will come out as things unfold. I think Zero already has a feeling that something is up, but he can't pin it down yet. It will, however, begin to become more and more apparent to him. :D

Thank you SO much for what you said, I really, truly appreciate it. *feels very happy* I hope the story lives up to expectations and that you continue to enjoy it!

*nods* I am an official Blackened Wing fangirl! X"3 I have also gotten a few dozen other people into you because I believe that any self-respecting Vampire Knight fanfiction fan needs to read your work! You are by far the best I've ever read on FFN! *dances* No need to fear! I'm not one of those crazy fangirls...*tries to look innocent* ^^; Anyway, after the horrendous not-being-able-to-post-reviews thing with Blood Moon...*sighs* Not to mention, once I read this story, how could I NOT want to review?? n.n And I figured out that it wasn't an actual person behind that door about ten seconds after I posted the review. -_-; I felt so stupid! And that dirtball...*cracks knuckles* ^~^ Hehe. You know. I've never read such a believable dream sequence! You did a wonderful job...I want your writing skills! *cries* And I don't want to be right about that! *looks around nervously* The door can just stay closed forever, right...? -_-; I'm guessing that's a no. Oh dear...*turns on author* Don't you hurt those two too much! I won't be able to handle it...XD And I think Zero ANYWAY is pretty much ADORABLE. *smiles deviously* But then again, so is Kaname...*drools* You're welcome you're welcome you're welcome! I am so excited that you finally updated! *goes to read next chapter*...*turns around and glomps* Can't forget the untimate hug first! You are so awesome. *returns to new chapter*

~AmidA

Aww! *blushes and hugs* Thanks!!! LOL and hey, not stupid at all, the whole dream thing was intentionally vague and was supposed to be ripe with possibility for many interpretations until things progress and the final one starts to come clear, so that was a perfectly valid guess too. :) I'm delighted it seemed believable! :D LOL and yeah... that would be a no... poor Kaname! But don't worry, I'll try to make sure that there's equal amounts comfort for hurt. :) *giggles* yes, they're both adorable.

Thanks again!!

*returns hug* Yay, I made the author blush! XD Well...either way, I FELT stupid. ^^; And DRAT! *curses door* Just get outta here, will ya?! *sighs* Oh well. I have a feeling I'm gonna cry at this fic too...;-; You've made me cry at all the other ones! *huggles Kaname plushie* I'll just find comfort in this little guy! *giggles* Anyway, can't wait for the next chap! I know it'll be just as good. XD And I hope you don't mind the freakishly long review I left on the second chapter...O.o

Courtney

Mind? MIND?! Of course I don't mind! Freakishly long reviews are always welcomed with delight! *huggles*

As usual, let me say thank you, thank you, THANK YOU all for all the wonderful reviews!! I always say it, but that's just because it's true - you all are the reason I write. :) Also, I want to mention that although it's obvious in this chapter that Kaname and Zero are generating some misunderstandings between them because Zero doesn't understand what's going on with Kaname, don't worry too much for them. They've got a good base of love and understanding to work from by now, so their inter-relational issues are not likely to get as angsty as they have in the past.

Oh, a number of people commented on a line was confusing because somehow a few words got left out of it *bangs head on desk* I have fixed it in the story chapter, but for all of you who read it before, that line was SUPPOSED to read:

"He drew in a deep breath and told himself to just accept the situation and start formulating new plans.He hadn't gotten what he wanted, but he hadn't necessarily lost the game yet either."

LOL sorry for the mess-up.

Review Responses for Chapter 2 of "Secrets in the Dark":

XquidditchxbeaterX: I have to agree, Kaname is often much too hard on himself. Yeah, it usually is, so thank you! I'm really glad you found the whole An'swala situation intriguing. Thanks!!

Eilara: LOL! Thanks, I'm glad it didn't bog things down. Yes, Kaname is more terrified than even he realizes I think. Poor thing. As for how he'll get over it... :D :D I guess we'll have to just wait and see. :D

roro237: Thank you! I always want people to be able to visualize the scene as clearly as I'm seeing it, so I really appreciate what you said! Ooo, and I think you are very right about why he's having these dreams now... ;)

Imaginary Fushia: Yeah, I don't think he exactly realized he felt that bad either until it happened, and I'm certain Zero didn't. :S Thank you!!! I'm glad you're looking forward to it. :) LOL yes, I thought that probably needed explaining, and yes, it does have its reasons for sure. Don't worry if you didn't get it all, later on when things start to develop, it will make more sense. Mm! Yes, I must admit I liked that image too. Thank you so much!

starberries bite: You're welcome, thanks!

BloodyRoseLove1: yeah! ;D

The Musician's Quill: Really? Cool! Thank you!!!!!!!

Good Evening: Thanks, I'm glad you're enjoying it. Yes, all the much-too-familiar business / political blah blah in that chapter was definitely dry. *reaches for some water and offers you a glass as well* LOL but hopefully that's the last time we'll have to have so much out and out explanation. I'm really glad you like the story thus far and thanks so much for what you said about me and my little Doujin and all too! *blushes and giggles* I do indeed wish to please both ZxK and KxZ fans (especially since I am strange and hopeless enough to actually be both at the same time XD), so that makes me quite happy! ROTFL!! A happy Kaname sadist, huh? XD Well then there will be a lot to like in this story for you, I think, because Kaname is not going to be a very happy camper a lot of the time, poor thing. :) Thanks again for the review!

xBloodyxAngelx: LOL well that's okay, I think it was kind of confusing and boring to Zero too. XD It will make sense with time, and Kaname's past will also start to be revealed in time, no worries. Thanks!

AmidA: Oh dear! LOL sorry to have made you wait so long! At least this one comes out much quicker. ;) *snickers* Little human jelly donuts... *bursts out laughing* okay, yes, that amuses me too even though it probably shouldn't. XD Thanks, I do always want to inject a little of the lighter side in there, especially since, as you said, things often get pretty dark and heavy. Yes, it must suck to be a pureblood and have to worry about accidentally broadcasting your mood/feelings to everyone around you. :P Aww *coos at cute Kaname plushie* Yes, you're right, that was a typo, oops!

*tries to look innocent* what, me? Torment poor Kaname? Um... I refuse to answer on the grounds that a certain pureblood and hunter may track me down and kill me. 0:) Heheheh yes, somehow I think Zero has no problem guarding Kaname's... uh... body... XD *is shot* LOL! Oh no worries, you don't have to really understand the business talk, the important bits will become clear as things continue. Yes, Kaname is a pureblood after all, and capable of being ruthless in his dealings if he feels the situation warrants such... or if he's pissed. ;) But of course, never with Zero. :) Thankies for catching those other couple of typos too! *is appalled as always by how much she managed to miss* Er... yeah, I really screwed that line up, didn't I? I fixed it so it reads right now. You can see how it was supposed to read at the top of this post.

Thank you!! *beams happily* I'm so glad you like the way I write their relationship and that it has a kind of genuine feel to it. The way their relationship has developed across all the different stories is really just about as important to me as whatever else was happening in the stories, so thank you! *is delighted beyond words* I am also so, SO delighted that you liked the way Kaname spoke! *is now residing on cloud 99* THANK YOU!!! *giggles and blushes profusely*

LOL um, well, you'll kind of get both your wishes... we will eventually see what's behind that door, but we don't have to see it just yet. Lots of angsty build up to get there. XD Although we'll soon be getting more hints again. :) ROTFL!! You know, I have often wondered what is it about Kaname and/or Zero that makes one want to scream at the screen so often, you know? XD I have that a lot too... ;)

Explanations will definitely come on that part. *nods* And actually, that feeling you have of not knowing what is memory and what is dream is perfect! XD That's exactly how Kaname feels actually, even though he has a little bit more of a clue, but not too much. So yes, it's okay that you're confused about that kind of stuff right now, it's supposed to be confusing. But it will get clearer.

Yeaaah, that probably wasn't a really helpful memory for him at that moment. And you're right, the situation is actually different for him, but from the outside, he doesn't realize that. Yes, you're exactly right about Kaname's mind and body trying to tell him something too. :) Aww! *blushes some more and moves up several more cloud layers* Wow, cloud 999 now! They're going to have to start building some more tiers if you keep making me float like this! ;D Thank you SO much for what you said, I can't say how much I appreciate it and how happy you've made me. Thank you!! *hugs back tightly*

SkyChild: LOL yes it is, I think Kaname's thinking the same thing! Thanks! Yes, life has definitely smoothed out for them in that regard. There's still some issues of course, but even so they're in a much better place now than ever before. :) Thank you! I'm enjoying playing with the mystery angle on this one, so yay! :D Thanks again!

CrimsonLily82: LOL I guess those old business classes waay back in college were good for something other than catching up on my sleep after all then... XD Thank you! And thank you too for what you said about Kaname's past in this fic. I do indeed hope that it will seem unique and fitting for this series when it all finally comes out. *keeps fingers crossed* :)

Nope, not too much to ask for a bit of a recap on the more recent past at all! We actually get a good glimpse at that in this chapter. Not the whole two years, but at least the past few months.

Yes, I agree about the VK setting. Those are the same things that make me wonder about it. Also, the fact that we're told Haruka and Juri were at least around 3000 years old when they died, however, when we see them as what we can only assume is "young people" in the one Kuran family special that showed when Haruka and Juri were still in the process of getting together, they're wearing modern clothing and Juri is attending a very modern looking academy-style school, which would not have been present several thousand years ago in our current earth's past. Of course, just because Juri's in school doesn't mean she was school age, I suppose - we could have a Twilight thing going on here LOL but that isn't the impression I get off it, soo... *shrugs* Yup, nice vague setting indeed. Lets me be nice and vague in return. XD

Aw! I love the idea of Zero trying to read up on business, etc. to better understand things in Kaname's world. :) that would make him *cough* a far better partner than people like me... LOL who are just like: Oh, really? Mm-hm, yes, dear, that's fascinating... XD Actually you're right, I could see him doing that too. Well, his own work and studies are probably keeping him pretty busy right now (and him not understanding gives an excuse for me to put in explanations for all the readers' sakes LOL) but I wouldn't be surprised if he did do that at some point in the future! :) *loves the idea* Thanks for catching those typos! Eep, so many of them! *blushes*

Thanks again for the lovely review!

Lenko: Wow, really? You did that just so you could review? Thank you so, SO much! I really appreciate everything you said, it means a lot to me. *bounces happily* Yes, we'll definitely be getting a full look at how it effects both Kaname and Zero and their reactions and all. Yay! I'm delighted you noticed all the subtle hints in the other stories. Yes, that reaction to the nightmare was significant and will unquestionably be explained properly later. In the meantime it's definitely compounding his self-disgust and confusion and giving Zero some very wrong impressions as well. :) It's a good thing they are at a much more comfortable and trusting stage in their relationship. And yes, despite all the angst that may come, it's that love and caring that will pull them through. Confession and comfort will definitely be a major event in the story. No worries, it will all end well for sure. I'm a sucker for happy endings. :) LOL! I hear ya... ;) Well don't worry, the mystery about Yuki's death will (hopefully! *keeps fingers crossed*) enhance the other plotline, not take time away from it. :)

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! I am always incredibly pleased and relieved to hear that things sound real and believable. Aw! *blushes happily* Wow, as real as the manga? Now that is a compliment!! *hugs* Thank you so much for the awesome, awesome review!! Oh my, and don't worry, I adore long reviews. ;) Thanks again!

BloodiedRuby: LOL too many! XD Chapter 2 was around 15 pages long I think. Good thing you like long stories because I seem incapable of writing short ones! ;P Thank you very much! I'm so happy you enjoyed it! *chuckles* and wow, I am very complimented that you could get them confused! Thanks!!!!!!

DivinityofDarkness: *giggles and hugs tightly* LOL, no, no worries, nothing terrible happening just yet. I'm letting things sneak up slowly in their own time with this story. ;) Yes, she speaks! ;) I actually like Seiren a lot for some reason, so we'll probably see more of her as a tertiary character. I don't know if that will necessarily be in this story, but at some point. Yup, how could our dear hunter not go up in her estimation once she continues to see how much Kaname needs him? *dreamy sigh*

Yay!!! *bounces in her chair* Thank you so much! That's exactly what I hope to do with them - merge them into couple-hood without losing their characters, I mean. :) *hugs wonderful puddle of goo happily* :D :D Oooh, thanks for the bribes too! XD

HelloLish: Thanks!

Maydn: Yeah, that was a pretty long chapter, but I'm very, very glad to hear that it didn't drag. *whew* Wow, you think I write and post quickly? I think I love you! LOL I am always thinking that I write so slowly. I don't think I could ask for a nicer compliment then that it was like "reading a film", thank you! The truth is I often play situations out in my head as if I was watching a movie, and then I try to write them down as if I were transcribing one, so yay! :) *beams* thank you for saying that. Since so much of the chapter revolved around laying down foundation and explanations I was hoping that if we were kind of following along on Zero's coattails, then we the audience could more easily be filled in on everything through him being filled in on it, without it sounding too horribly dry or boring.

:D I have a positive love of imagining how our world and the vampire world would mesh, so I'm delighted that you like all those little adds and asides too, including the whole bit later with how vampires would turn the constant strife in third world countries, etc. to their uses. *beams* Yes, very true, Kaname is very gentle and loving with Zero, but that doesn't change his personality to others, glad you liked that mention.

LOL oops! No, it wasn't you at all, that was an error. Somehow several words got completely lost out of that sentence. Thanks for pointing it out! I fixed it in the chapter, and you can see how it was supposed to read at the top of this post too.

Thanks! Glad you liked the tea bit and all and *giggles* the office furniture line. ;) Oh yes, there is definitely a background / important connection to all the business stuff that's going on. Including a connection between Kaname and the CEO of Orion, you are quite right. :) LOL that's funny about that name, I never heard of that company. *finds herself giggling helplessly* Well, I should feel bad for making him suffer too then... but... I don't... O_O I'm a terrible person. LOL but then again, I know that he's going to come through all right and will get lots of nice comfort and all later... ;) Glad you liked that comparison too! Thank you very much, I'm so happy that you like the story surrounding everything and I hope that all those points you are looking forward to will continue to please! Thanks!!!

DarkPureblood: Yes, he does! Thanks!

DracOnyx: LOL! Well, I will very willingly take the blame for that! *giggles* Yay! *cheers for your writing and sends plot bunnies to nibble on you*

Sunless: Thank you! Yeah, I think that situations tend to be more believable or at least understandable when they are close to something we know. Thanks again!!

AnoymouslyStupid: Thank you so much!! Very glad you're enjoying it!!!

Nineorchids: *giggles* Really? Thanks!! Yeah, sounds like you and Zero were on the same thought wave there! ;) I really like the train wreck analogy there, you're quite right and I completely know that feeling! See, if they were real people it would be cruel, but since it's fanfic... :D It's just interesting! *cough* at least, that's my story and I'm sticking to it. ;) Thank you again!

YenGirl: LOL *peeks at the globe* cool! Yes, I'm certain Zero's been in and out of that office enough for everyone there to recognize him. Although naturally, only because Kaname's there. Yes, of course Kaname wouldn't stand for such things, unless... XD Mwahahaha... sorry, but you can't tell me that that desk of his has never been... eh... christened... 0:) LOL! Well of COURSE someone needs to be there to report on the lemons!! *nods vigorously and quickly forges a pass for herself as well* V: *whispers to YenGirl* Do you think they're buying it? ;D

Oh yes, Kaname has made very sure that Zero is accepted and respected wherever he has the influence to ensure it. :) Yes, Zero has come a long way. *smiles fondly at him* Which is good because Kaname needs him more than ever now. :)

You are very right, definitely more than just business going on. And yup, Kaname does need to have what it takes, both for the business world and for vampire politics, but YES that's why it is so vitally important for him to have Zero where his true heart can come out and he can relax. *dreamy smile*

LOL! I love the flags... *giggles at their use throughout the review* Yeah, it does sound rather natural to have Kaname explaining things to Zero. Good thing too because it's how the rest of us get to learn along with him. ;) *applauds* yup, you got it too!! *chuckles* well, you know, Kaname is under a lot of stress right now... *gets Zero to go over and give him a little poke and whisper in his ear to smile at YenGirl too, which (naturally, since Zero asked) he does quickly* ;)

Yeah, I thought it was kind of an interesting quandary that Zero is going to find himself in at times. He is a hunter, but he is also Kaname's lover. Being with Kaname means he'll get to know a lot about vampires that only vampires know - so how does he decide how much of that makes it into hunter knowledge, and how much of it he needs to protect so as not to betray Kaname's trust? Interesting conundrum for him. But, fortunately, not too much in this case since Kaname set him free on that. ;)

Mm, yes, so nice to see them that way and yes, the meeting will be an eye opener indeed. ;D Thank you sooo sooo SO much!!!!!! *hugs tightly*

Kyashii: Yes indeed! *hands out tissues* Thank you!!!

stallion14: Thank you!

catlover28: Thank you very much!!

zerokanda: Wow, thank you! I'm so happy you're enjoying it! LOL and hey, what's wrong with being a hentai stalker...? XD I'm glad you liked the "intelligent" bits in Ch2. I didn't really pull the exact situation from anywhere, I just kind of took the familiar elements that we hear about all the time and did my own thing with it. I'm happy it came across believably. Thanks again, so much!!! :) :)

Well, a relatively quick update this time! Thank you for all the lovely reviews! As always, you all are the best! I know a lot of you were hoping for things to come to a head with Kaname and Zero in this chapter, and they do... but it's not quite so straightforward. Some things are settled, but some things are left in even more mystery.

To me it seems that the underlying tenant of a lasting relationship is that it is not always perfect, but with a lot of love, forgiveness and an earnest attempt to understand one another you can weather the storms and that's kind of the angle I'm playing right now with where this fic is at. Hopefully it comes across okay. *sweatdrop* ;)

Review Responses for Chapter Three of "Secrets in the Dark" :

crimsoneyes44: Thank you! Very glad you liked it. :)

Sagakure: Thanks!! Yay for moe revival! Must not lose that, eep! *quickly sends over a team of bunnies with moe CPR equipment to be on standby just in case it needs reviving again* ;D

I'm sooooo delighted that you liked that lemon, brief though it was. Heheheh yes, poor Yagari, he's seen waay too much of them for his comfort probably. *snickers* Yes, I love those situations with the three of them too.

Yeah, it's so easy for poor Zero to get the wrong idea right now, even in this chapter at a few points. It's hard when someone you love suddenly seems disinterested, even if there are perfectly good explanations, one can't help but feel it just a little. BUT fortunately by now he definitely realizes that they have something solid and both of them are fully committed to making their relationship work, even when there are bumps. :)

Hehe!! OMG, I was so tempted to do that. Kaname having to bail Zero out was SUCH a tempting scene. ;) But I think that would have forced a more problematic confrontation between them on the way home then I wanted to have happen in this chapter unfortunately. *chuckles and saves the fun mental scene that would make for another fic possibly*

Aw!! *blushes* you make me very happy! I'm SO glad you find them that way. *hugs tightly* Thank you!!!!

stallion14: LOL! Isn't he always? ;D Thanks!

VaneCaos: Yup, he has something to do with Kaname's past. We'll actually finally get to meet him in... *glances at her chapter plan which has been bent all out of shape by some erstwhile plot bunny intervention* a couple chapters or so! ;) I haven't heard of that RPG, but it sounds fun, that's cool that it reminds you of it. I definitely want the setting now to be more mature and political like that and I'm glad it helps establish timeline too. As this series moves farther and farther away from the original VK timeline I am always trying to find ways to make the progression seeming natural, so thank you!

I think you make a very good point, if Kaname wasn't the way he is with the rest of the world, then the difference of how he is with Zero would be less precious. *smiles at them both then high fives* Guess we were thinking along the same lines there about getting to see Zero's world after having seen Kaname's. :D You're so right, it is almost a miracle really. *happy sigh*

Yes, everything is related, and you're right again about Kaname's state of mind. It's not necessarily what he remembers that is the biggest problem right now... it's what he doesn't, and the fact that he doesn't. :) Yeah, in my mind a part of Kaname's need to win and to be in control comes from needing to never be in a position again like he was back then, I'm glad you liked that too.

Thanks! LOL well human nature may be contradictory, but I'm definitely sooo so happy that you liked the chapter and the underlying plot too. Thank you! Hope you had a good holiday. :)

catlover28: Thank you!!!

xBloodyxAngelx: Oh noes! I hate it when that happens. *kicks FFN* Actually that "Help, I'm Alive" song does work rather well for the last chapter, and for this one too, I hadn't thought of that until you mentioned it. Cool! LOL! Yeah, I think Yagari would probably flush, although he'd act all tough and nonchalant about it probably. *chuckles, imagining it*

Yeah, I liked the idea of Zero riding a motorcycle. Somehow that just seemed sexy to me... ;D LOL!! Oh man, yeah, I love imagining what would have happened if Zero had gotten arrested too. I will definitely have to do that sometime in the future. XD Honestly, I don't know if the waitress will ever come into play in the story again or not, sometimes my muse latches onto things like that, sometimes she doesn't, I guess we'll see what happens. I think there will be a lemon soon. :) Can't promise how fine they'll be, but... ;) Thanks again!

Darkness Dawn: Yay! I'm glad you're feeling better. *hugs* LOL well, I can't exactly give away details of what will happen with that scumbag just yet, but Zero will definitely be very protective of Kaname once the truth comes out. :) LOL I love your nicknames! You make a very good point, Zero is perhaps even more sensitive to the perceived shift in attitude because of his past (sadly disastrous) relationship with Ichiru, who was very much one minute clinging to Zero and the next turning on him. I actually mention that a little in the chapter too! *high fives* But of course, with Kaname it's completely different. *huggles them both*

ROTFL!!!! Yeah, I want to borrow Zero too! Or Kaname! Or better yet, both!!! But wait... then they'd be so involved with each other they'd forget I was there... *suddenly perks up* wait, why was that a bad thing?! *drools and watches*

*hugs and offers tissues* Thank you so much!!

roro237: Thanks! I hope to write more sometime about Zero and the hunters and all. Don't know that it will come into this story, but I have some ideas for more, if my muse stays with me. *crosses fingers* Thank you!!

Arrienete: Thank you very much! I'm so happy that you enjoy the ride, even when it's a rollercoaster! :) LOL, until you get old and die? oh dear, well, uh, unless you're checking into a nursing home right now I can't really promise that *chuckles* but my muse seems to be going fairly strong at the moment, so we'll see what we can do! ;) Thank you again for a lovely review!

Chemical-euphoria: Thanks!

Lenko: Thank you! :D You're right, it's very unlike Kaname to do that. Fortunately, Zero kinda realizes that it is too. LOL and I think Kaname is missing Zero like crazy, he's just really screwed up right now *shakes her head* poor thing. *pretends she's not the one doing all this to them* 0:)

I'm glad you liked the parts with the hunters. I find it an interesting topic to ponder. I like the fascinating difficulty of Zero's position being both hunter and prey and walking in two very different worlds as he does. Yagari's such a dear... *hugs him* I'm glad Zero has him for those reasons too.

Well, it's not that this is the first *mission* Zero's been on, it's just that it was the first major group-op. Sorry for not explaining that better. I imagine that Zero's been on a number of missions already, both with Yagari and solo. In the manga it seemed that a lot of hunters' work could be done alone and dealt with simply keeping track of the kill orders and carrying them out if that vampire was in their area, or traveling to another area to hunt them down. I'm assuming that group operations requiring larger numbers of hunters are more rare and the Association might have been hesitant to plug Zero into one anyway, so that's why it was his first. I'm betting Yagari was placing behind the scenes pressure to make it happen. LOL very possibly Kaname too. ;)

Yes! Their relationship has definitely grown to where Zero feels more comfortable and able to be playful and Kaname feels secure and safe. Despite the bumps they're going through now, that remains true and that's what will help them through. *grins* Yagari walking in on them... such fun to imagine indeed. XD Thank you!

You make a good point, I don't think Zero really does know that he has a right to be pissed off and worried over that. I mean, he is but I think he feels kind of guilty and silly for feeling that way too. He definitely is starting to realize that something is wrong though, so things are moving in the right direction. Aye, poor Kaname too, he's so messed up and so fearful of hurting Zero because of it that he is accidentally hurting him in a different way, although it almost can't be helped. *hugs them both*

I'm glad you like the human/vampire world fusion, I have such fun with those things! Not to worry, Zero getting pulled over didn't turn into too big a deal, fortunately. And you get your wish, even though the full truth of course is not out yet, they do talk, and Kaname does apologize and Zero gets his mind set at ease at least on the score of worrying that Kaname doesn't want him or something. Thank you so, SO much for your wonderful review, I am sitting here smiling and bouncing in my chair with glee. I definitely meant it about long reviews, and I love your "essay"! LOL *hugs*

Eilara: Thanks! Mmm, yes, Zero on a motorbike = HOT. ;D And Zero is definitely doing too much thinking! LOL he even realizes it... but yup, it's hard not to sometimes. LOL! Yeah, I think he probably got quite the telling off. ;) Thanks again!!

zerokanda: LOL he is! And yup, I don' t think that aspect of his character will ever change... *grins at our dear, rebellious hunter* Thank you!

DivinityofDarkness: Thanks! LOL well I can see where that could sound a little funny. ;D But I just meant that he stayed on his case about it. LOL! Yeah, it would be interesting to see a vampire get into an accident, but fortunately Zero and his bike are safe and non-impounded! ;) I actually considered the same things, but I don't want to inject too much outside drama just yet, there's plenty coming... ;) *Zero and his bike both breathe a sigh of relief*

Very good analysis of what both Kaname and Zero are going through! Poor them.

LOL! *looks delighted at the truckloads of bribes, then suddenly wonders where she's going to put them all* ;D Well, it looks like it's working, got this chapter done pretty fast! Thank you soooooooooooooo much!! LOL well, must keep the goo happy then!! ;D

Nineorchids: Thank you! Mwahahah, yes, I thought the same thing about Zero's mode of transportation... *grins*

Sunless: Thank you very much!! :D

SkyChild: LOL yes, I'm afraid they are a little. Not quite as badly as in the past, however, thankfully. :) Although Kaname is kind of falling apart inside, we at least don't seriously have to worry about their relationship falling apart at all. They may have struggles, they may have misunderstandings and hurt feelings, but very little at this point could seriously drive them apart. :)

Yeah, the police would probably have had trouble catching up if Zero hadn't pulled over. XD Thank you! I'm very pleased that you're enjoying the story so much!!

G-17writa: Thank you!! I agree, Zero is the same only more mature. LOL yeah, *I* certainly wouldn't stand up either one of them... *drools and day dreams* mwahahah I also love the thought of him on a bike... *more day dreams* OOH YES! MUST RIDE BIKE WITH ZERO.... *drools* Thank you so much!

JerichoGirl: Thank you, I'm glad you liked the flashbacks. :) I think Kaname is noticing, now we just have to get him to the point where he can do something about it. ;) Thanks again!

YenGirl: Yup, that's what the chapter was meant to do, so thanks! ;D No, I don't think it's always easy being a pureblood's lover when you're not one, but fortunately our wonderful hunter is stubborn enough to be able to deal with it. *huggles him* LOL yeah, it's probably a good thing for Kaname that he can pull off that melt-your-heart look so well *snickers at all the butt kicking that has saved him from* But you're quite right. :)

ROTFL!!! That's right, every single inch of him! *buries her face in her napkin to try and keep from sniggering aloud at Yen and the snooty-nobles* You dork heads have NO idea!!! XD Yes, I was thinking of that a little too - the fact remains that Zero is inevitably in limbo between worlds, belonging fully to neither, but he's one of those people whose spirit is strong enough to handle that, and to eventually build bridges between those worlds as a result, I think. And of course, he belongs very firmly in his and Kaname's little world of two! ;)

Yeah, guys on bikes are often jerks in RL unfortunately, but Zero or Kaname... *drools shamelessly* Zero especially makes a delightful biker... *imagines him all done up with a leather jacket, boots and dark glasses to complement his tattoos and piercings* heheheh

Ouch, yeah, "friendly-fire" is not a fun way to get hurt. It was very lucky for Kio that Zero was so good! Yes, poor Zero, feeling that way about Kaname's distraction! LOL well it won't quite work out that way, although it certainly could have! *chuckles at how very like them that would be* Although there did manage to be most of those elements in there, actually. ;D Yay! I'm so glad you liked that whole bit with the flashbacks. That's right, those poor sods simply have NO idea! ;D But we do! :D *drools contentedly* Definitely have to write a longer version of all that sometime... *grins* I'm so happy you liked it! LOL and yeah, Yagari must have been pretty exhausted, or else not too nearby. XD

Well, I think Kaname now realizes what his behavior is doing to Zero. Even if there's still issues, I think they have come to some very important understandings with one another all the same and at least Zero is assured now that it isn't him. :) And *cough* don't worry... Kaname's not going to be able to deny his desire for Zero for very much longer... *cough*

Yup, it was minor, just a normal speeding ticket for the most part, fortunately. *whew* ;) Thank you!!!!! *muchly huggles*

BloodyRoseLove1: Thanks!

XquidditchxbeaterX: Thank you! LOL yeah, he might've had an accident if he hadn't gotten pulled over actually, so I guess that was kind of a good thing. ;)

WindStar: LOL! Yes! Much better than road smear! ;) Fortunately our dear boy escaped both an accident and jail, so really, his night isn't going so bad at all, is it? ;D Thank you very much!!!!

mercury.quicksilver: Thanks!!! No, getting pulled over isn't fun. *speaks from experience... oops!* ;D Yes, that important meeting is coming up soon... :D Thanks again!

Oh yes to a longer version of that flashback! *sparkly eyes*

Thank you for all the reviews! Sorry FFN was being kind of hinkey when I posted last time, and messed up with some of the chapter alerts (I personally never actually got one) but hopefully it won't have any such issues this time... *keeps fingers crossed*. Thank you all for your patience with the number of unanswered questions about Kaname's behavior that continue to build. These beginning chapters are taking longer than I expected, but some answers are coming in the near future, and of course, more will continue to come out at different moments throughout the fic.

Review Responses for Chapter 4 of "Secrets in the Dark":

The Musician's Quill: Thank you!! Yes, Zero's being very lovely that way, and Kaname really needs it now too. :) I am delighted to say that someone DID draw a pic of "Sleepy five-year-old Kaname"! :D If you haven't seen it already, check out Sagakure's awesome pic on Deviant Art. You can find a link to it a couple of posts back in my blog. (the homepage link on my bio).

Sagakure: Speaking of the insanely talented angel... ;D *huggles* Thanks!! Yes, I figured that having the past invade on what should be peaceful, sweet, intimate moments with Zero would really hurt Kaname a lot and make him angst even more. Poor thing! LOL yeah, it's no fair that somehow even just imagining them snuggling and watching TV is somehow drool worthy... XD Thank you! I'm glad I'm not the only one who thinks so!!

Kyaa... yes, Kaname is too cute sometimes. And I have to agree... he does manage to be utterly sexy even when he's not aroused himself. *drools and nosebleeds* LOL! Yes, I think Zero would have felt way awkward and weird if that had happened *giggles* although outside the current angsty situation, it would have been pretty funny. Z: *panting softly... suddenly looks up* K: *snoring gently* Z: wtf? XD

Wow, really? *has to move to a bigger apartment just to contain her massive head after all the lovely compliments* Thank you SOOO much! *hugs tightly* I know I've said it before, but I don't know how else to try and express it - it means the world to me that you enjoy my writing so much. *blinks, feeling happily teary and embarrassedly misty-eyed* :*)

G-17writa: LOL! That would make a great oneshot scenario, I can just see it. Hehe! Maybe I will do that sometime! Mm... *also waggles eyebrows and nosebleeds profusely at the mental images* Yeah... I know what you mean. XD

Well coupley should be a word... ;) and thanks! I had a lot of fun with the whole 'domestic' feeling of the last chapter. *sends you a truck load of tissues* Yes, I think you will need them for later on in this fic. Not just yet, fortunately, but soon. LOL hey, no worries, I wanted everything to have a very "normal" kind of feeling last chapter, so I'm delighted that it did. Guh... you had to go and suggest the idea of a taking-the-chocolate-by-mouth picture... *drools quietly* Now I want to do one... XD Don't know if I can manage it, but if I have time sometime, I may try. Thanks!! I'm glad you liked the cufflink one! :)

Mmm, yes! *nods* Either Zero or Kaname in handcuffs = HOTNESS. XD And I agree, Kaname is kind of the one who is going to need more "protection" of a sort in this story and Zero gets to step up to that role. Kaname spent a great deal of Blood Moon trying to save Zero from himself and now in a way, Zero is going to get to return that favor, just in a different manner. :)

It's a little difficult to answer that question without giving away too much that hasn't come out yet, but basically there are some things about this particular part of the past that Kaname knows and has always remembered, but there are some parts that he does not remember. Some of it is starting to come back to him due to reasons that have already been hinted at but will be made much more clear very soon and that is one of the things that is making him so unstable. (A little like how in the manga, Yuki started to freak out when her memories began coming back and she started seeing things she knew she should know, but didn't, etc.) The other reason for his current state is the situation he's grappling with over Mission Oil for related reasons that also have not come out yet but will soon.

To be honest, I haven't really decided in my own mind yet if either Kaname or Zero went all the way with Yuki before she died. They were definitely both her boyfriends for a while, so lots of kissing and making out, etc. but I haven't decided on the rest. If it serves a purpose in another story at some point, I may decide one way or the other, but otherwise I may just leave it up to each person's individual preferences and imagination on whether or not that happened.

Thank you very, very much for the review! :D

DivinityofDarkness: *signs for the delivery, eyes widening at the row of FedEx trucks trying to cram their way up our little street* Wow... *leans back in the door and calls back to her Fiancé* "Honey? I think we're going to need to get a bigger apartment, maybe someplace next to a storage facility..." XD LOL thanks! Whoop! thanks for catching the typo. Glad the goo is happy! *giggles and quickly offers it a box of chocolates just like Zero's* I'd give one of Zero's, but the boys have melted them and are currently... uh... licking melted chocolate off one another... *nosebleeds to death*

ROTFL! Now there we go, if Zero really wants to give Kaname some peace and quiet he should put Seiren and Izumi on the task of keeping people away... K: Hm, it's strange that I've not heard from anyone in over a month... Z: *innocent* Yeah, strange... now forget about that and come here, mm... S & I: hyaaa! *zealously chasing off random people who would bother Kaname* XD (and yes, Izumi's still around, but I don't know if I'll have call to mention her in this fic or not).

LOL yes, Zero's probably going to hate being mistaken for a school kid for the next however many years it takes him to slowly start looking a little older. ;D I don't know how many chapters this story is going to have yet, but it's quite possible it will be that many again. We'll see! Thank you very, very, VERY much!!!!

mercury.quicksilver: He is! *giggles* thank you!!

SkyChild: Thanks!! Well, LOL while I do think Kaname has both a sadistic and masochistic streak his problem there was definitely related to what's behind the door. :) More on that coming soon. :) Yes, poor both of them. Zero feeling all uncertain of himself and Kaname LOL well, actually feeling the same way, just for different reasons. Kaname needs to talk to Zero indeed... but at the same time, I don't think he has any idea what to say. I think part of the problem is that he doesn't know how to understand so much of what is troubling him right now himself, much less express it to anyone else. And you definitely hit it right on the head about the control issues. Mwahahah! Yes, of course Zero was wearing an apron, because I have decided such... *huge grin* Maybe he inherited the chairman's collection of them. XD *giggles* OMG, yes, him dressed in nothing but a frilly little apron... XD sheer nosebleed. Thank you!

Lenko: Thank you very much!! :D I know what you mean... I hate it when I'm stuck at work and really wanting to be reading something else... XD I'm so glad you enjoyed it! And oh no, don't worry, I don't think I could ever get tired of hearing that. My muse runs on sweet wonderful comments like yours, so they are not only appreciated but also very inspirational! :D

Yes! *dances* I wanted that feeling of comfort and domestic normality between them. I put them through so much in my stories (lol) that I like to show that in between all the angst fests they have settled down and made a nice life together for themselves, doing those comfy, every day things that couples do.

Yeah, Kaname not getting aroused by Zero is definitely a shocker all around! (and something that he fortunately (or unfortunately, depending on your perspective, LOL!) isn't having so much trouble with this chapter XD) No, Kaname won't really hurt Zero like that, he would never let himself, although... *clamps hands over mouth to not give things away*. Yes, explanations for those feelings of his are also coming soon. As for the lemon or lemons... kind of yes, kind of no. ;D

I have the overall plot outline for the story and a number of important scenarios planned out, yes. With some exceptions, I don't usually know details like exactly what each chapter will contain or how some situations will end up playing out until I get to them though. Usually I have a fair idea of what the next chapter or two will entail at any given time, but sometimes it changes depending on how much the current chapter up and writes itself and sometimes the story develops new and unexpected twists or directions along the way too. It's probably a tremendously messy and chaotic way to write, but it seems to work for me. *has a chaotic and messy mind apparently* XD Actually, while writing this response, I had to stop just now because I suddenly got hit with a new idea for something in the next chapter, so I had to go quickly jot down notes for it and now I'm back again. Like I said.. chaotic... ;D I'm very much the "I'm not ADHD I'm just - oh look a chicken!" type. (Or in my case "Oh look hot yaoi sex!" XD).

LOL yes, Kaname is like that, it's so hard to stay annoyed with him because he's capable of being so darned sweet and hurts so much inside... *sends Zero to huggle him* LOL hey, bring on the "novel" reviews any time! I love 'em! Thank you sooo much!!

Darkness Dawn: Thank you! Actually you're quite right, if Kaname could bring himself to admit to Zero about those urges without being too afraid that it would make Zero think him a monster or afraid of him, etc. I think that Zero's finally to the point now where he could be pretty understanding of it, since he's experienced some pretty scary and unwanted feelings along that line as well. There's a possibility I may have a conversation like that somewhere along the line in this story, but I don't know if it will fit in / there will be time for it or not. Yup, so Zero there! :D And nope, I think your nicknames are adorable! :D An author, huh? Well, that would be fun. Don't know that I could cut it though, or if I could write anything other than Kaname and Zero... *chuckles* but hey, anything is possible, right? Thank you very much!

Eyes17k: Thank you!!!!! :D

HelloLish: Wow, without a computer? Not fun! Hopefully you are back with one now. :D Thank you!!!

YenGirl: Thanks! I'm glad you like Night Haven. I wanted some place that could really feel like "home" for them. You liked the sweetness! *bounces and points excitedly* YG likes my tender scenes! Coming from the queen of sweet tenderness, I take that as a very high compliment. ;)

ROTFL!! Yes, Kaname and Zero were filling those roles (some of which shall not be named... XD) very well there. Ah, domesticity. ;) Mwahaha!!! *imagines Zero finding that tiny little violet heart print apron in his closet and blowing a gasket... and then being unable to hide it from Kaname who insists on seeing him in it... and then insists on Zero wearing it (and only it!) while cooking dinner for them.* Somehow, I don't think dinner would ever get done... XD

Yes! *dances exuberantly* You caught the tie back to BM! I wanted to pull on that buried fear of Zero's that someday Kaname wouldn't want him anymore. Of course it's not really the case, not the way Zero fears it, but it does appear to be happening now... poor them!

Zero aroused and Kaname not - who ever imagined that day would come! XD I'm certain neither of them. But, fear not... *comforts the lemons sulking around her feet and messing up her carpet* lemonyness is coming next chappy... XD

Yes, I fear I am not nearly so good at describing food as you and I inevitably wonder if the food I think of as normal over here in the west would be too different from the food they would be eating given what we've seen of food in the manga, so I leave it to the imagination whatever it was Zero cooked for Kaname for dinner. I'm sure it was good though. :D

I couldn't agree more. This part of Kaname's past (and all the hurt and erraticness on his part as a result) couldn't have come out any sooner or it would have caused major issues and blown them apart in some severe ways. They needed to be at a point where both of them could be fairly certain of each other's love. And yup, being a couple does go beyond just the physical. Sometimes it is just enjoying being together and doing all the little every day things. :) Plus, I like being able to show how they've grown in their relationship so that they're not entirely letting things completely build up until they explode between them anymore either. Even if it's nowhere close to full resolution, they do talk a little and come to understandings along the way, which is a much more healthy way to be, even when they have an angst loving author intent on making their lives hell, poor things. XD

Mwahaha! Yes, our dear Zero is growing up starting to get a little bolder like attempting to be (adorably!) seductive sometimes. :D *also drools*

Make out in a cell... *nosbleeds and drools* Well I don't know about the officers, but *I* would love to see that someday! *giggles*

Thank you thank you thank you!!!

XquidditchxbeaterX: Thanks! I'm glad you enjoyed it! I agree, he's definitely too harsh on himself sometimes. LOL and yes, too bad except that would tend to kill the tension in the story! *chuckles* But of course, it will come out eventually... :)

KATZUNITED-MEOW: LOL it is... *sweet sigh* thank you!! *hugs back*

Kitsune Demon Girl: Thank you very much!!

Nineorchids: Thank you!

broken-Angel-requiem-Soul: If he could stand to be away from Zero that long, I bet he would. Betcha that would make him unravel much faster though, being away from Zero completely like that... :)

Interstella: Thank you so much! Hope you caught up on your sleep! :)

Ebony-Knight: Thanks you!!!

Isabela Nobre: Thank you for the review! *beams* I'm delighted you're enjoying the stories. Your English sounds just fine to me, and I'm happy if the fics could be helpful too! I love Kaname and Zero as well *happy sigh*. Thank you very much!

Finally, an update! Sorry about the long wait, folks. Hopefully I can make up for it with a nice little (ha! little = entire chapter apparently) lemon. ;D There will be some spillover lemony action in the next chapter as well, along with some hopefully revealing further insight into why Kaname's so tied up in knots over the current situation that will probably answer a few questions, and create more LOL. So hang in there for that. ;)

Review Responses for Chapter 5 of "Secrets in the Dark":

Hanamaru: Thanks!

stallion14: LOL! Well hopefully this chapter made the cliffie worth it. ;D Thanks!

roro237: Well they didn't quite make it all the way back there... ;D Thanks! I'm so glad you like that name. :D

The Musician's Quill: *glomps back* Thank you!!! Hope college prep is going well. :)

xXxDarkenedAngelxXx: Yeah, I do that sometimes too. Thanks!

WindStar: Thank you very much!!

crimsoneyes44: Thanks! And I will as soon as my muse starts cooperating, honest. :)

UchihaxSasukexox: Well, Kaname definitely had a moment there, but fortunately there was no stopping things this time. ;) LOL well, they kinda traded off seme back and forth a little in this one. Kaname ended up more so in this chapter, although wait about a chapter LOL and we'll have the reverse be true... *rolls her eyes at the happy lemons bouncing around her feet who keep jumping into the story* Thanks!

Lenko: LOL! Glad to save you from studying anytime... ;D Thanks!!! Yes, don't worry, for the most part Zero's thoughts about that were just passing. Although they may play in a little later too, and in a way he's going to get to see why it actually isn't true and he's definitely the best person for Kaname. :) Ah... *grins at your picking up on that* yes, that crystal cube will be making another appearance eventually, it is something a little important, as we'll see eventually. :D

Thank you soooooo much!!! *bounces* LOL that was both fun and frustrating to write too, so I'm glad it felt that way. Yes, Zero was definitely missing that Kaname, but, uh... at least he got a good dose of him this chapter. ;) I have a lot of fun thinking up all those little plausible reasons for vampire stuff, so thank you very much for mentioning that, it makes me very happy that you like them!

Not to worry, the lemon did go fairly well I think, with minimal angst for the most part. :) Um... *offers angst resistant armor for next chapter though*. Yeah... *coos and huggles her plushies of the two boys* it is fun and sweet to see how their relationship has evolved, isn't it? I'm glad you like that there's no set dominance in their relationship either, it goes both ways at different times. And yes, Zero's definitely going to get the chance to protect Kaname in this fic. :) Yeah, I enjoy it when someone successfully bluffs their way through like that too! LOL

Thank you very much for saying that about the talking, etc. *hugs* I'm glad it doesn't feel like too much. You're very right, I am trying to go for a slightly different kind of angst in this fic and it is requiring a lot of explanation and set up. Yup! Rest assured, more action to come. :) Thank you!!!!! I hope you enjoyed this chapter, and it wasn't too angsty or painful either *gasp*. Thanks so much!

SkyChild: Yay! I mean, oh, I'm sorry... ;D *sends you several bottles of lemon juice* Yes, I'm afraid you're right and the worst is yet to come, but not just yet, fortunately. :)

catlover28: Thanks!!

Eyes17k: Thank you!!

Im-the-best: Thank you very much, I'm so happy that you've liked all the stories! Thank you for reviewing and letting me know, I appreciate it! Don't worry, your English sounded fine to me and I understood perfectly. Thanks again!!

Dira11: LOL! Sorry! ;D Here's more now! Thanks!!

Kitsune Demon Girl: Thank you!

HelloLish: Thanks!!! :D

Chemical-euphoria: Hehe thanks!!

Faithful Cherry Blossom: They are! ;D Thanks!

YenGirl: Thank you!! *grins happily at all the pink hearts floating around* Yup, it's so true, it totally doesn't matter that Zero isn't a pureblood, he and Kaname couldn't love each other anymore than they do! *giggles and nods in agreement about the spitting and pounding* that's right! LOL no, sometimes those we love the most are not always the easiest to live with, but fortunately it's worthwhile. :) *happy sigh* and you're right, it is very easy to love this pureblood. And this hunter too! ;D

Don't worry, you'll get to get a better look at that little cube later, and yes, it is significant, or will be later. *huggles you tightly for noticing* :D Yup, I'd say Zero was definitely Kaname's hero there, it was so good of him to want to be with Kaname like that, and just when Kaname needed him the most, too! :D

Heheh! yup, Kaname definitely has rubbed off on Zero in that way, our dear hunter is a little bolder and more mischievous now, even if still endearingly the same shy sweetheart at other times. *grins and crawls under the table with Yen to watch* Yes, I think too much abstinence for those two is definitely dangerous. ;D Leads them into all kinds of interesting situations when they finally just can't take it anymore. XD

Yes, who cares where indeed?! *also happily follows them into the men's restroom and brings a ladder since she knows they're going into the stall shortly. Tosses Yen a construction worker's hat and puts one on herself as she climbs up the ladder* We'll pretend we're fixing something on the ceiling if anyone comes in, see? XD Thank you sooooo much!!!!!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: LOL! Yup... *shakes her head at them* thanks!

Isabela Nobre: It is rare, which made it so much more fun... :D Thanks!! I'm so glad you enjoyed it!

charlie-becks: Thank you!!

XquidditchxbeaterX: Thanks! Yeah, sometimes the more you want to be alone, the harder it is... but of course, they worked that issue out their own way... XD *cough* There weren't too many problems this chapter I don't think, so yay! And nope, I think they're safely past that point. :) Thanks again!

Eilara: LOL I know what you mean... ;) Thank you!!

Sunless: Thank you!!

VaneCaos: Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed the chapter and felt it was needed. It was fun to delve a little into Zero's life with the hunters. I'm glad you liked that glimpse. I completely understand, I love seeing and imagining how the details of the VK world might work, etc. too. If my inspiration holds out I have ideas for a future story that would have a lot to do with the hunters and Zero's involvement with them, the issues with his dual nature, and his close ties to Kaname, etc. LOL, yes, angst and suffering do seem to be a hobby for our poor boys. XD Ah, but yes, at least they have finally come so far that Zero can realize he misses Kaname. :) And I have to agree, Zero on a bike = sheer drool. 8D* Thank you sooo much!! *hugs*

Maydn: Thank you very much! I'm glad it didn't seem boring or anything. :) I kind of think that Zero might run into a lot of issues like that in the beginning with the hunters. I mean, it can't be all that easy for everyone to accept having someone who is also part of the 'enemy' working alongside them. *chuckles* yup, those little lemons do like to hop in every now and again! I'm not sure if this story will have them coming out as a couple. Probably that secrecy will need to remain a while longer, but who knows? I've already acquired several new plot twists since I started writing, so anything is possible. ;) Thanks again for the review!

TenajHguoh: Thank you!! I'm so happy that you like them!!

Thank all for the reviews! *huggles each and every one happily* They are much appreciated! On a totally random note, its hilarious when Gmail tries to make sense of my review alert emails. You know how it has those targeted ads on the side and the top that try to vary to be relevant to the content of the email? Well, while reading through the reviews for this chapter, it was displaying all these home remodeling and cooking ads that puzzled me, until I realized that it was probably keying off of all the "bathroom" and "lemon" references! *snickers and is somehow really amused to be messing with her email program's little brain*

Review Responses for Chapter Six of "Secrets in the Dark":

stallion14: LOL yes, and it spilled over into this chapter too. O_o LOL Thanks!!

HelloLish: Thank you!!

narutofan1491: Thanks!!! :D

SinsRose: Glad you liked it! LOL where next...? I don't know, but I'm sure they could eventually come up with something even more kinky given enough time... *giggles* Thanks!

roro237: Thank you so much!! Yes, I think this was good for him, and we'll see what happens. Ah yes, why is Takuma in there? hmm... mystery deepens... ;D *hugs* thanks!

Nineorchids: Thank you! I'm definitely enjoying trying to drop little clues without being too obvious, so I'm glad that you find them interesting! I'd say that your guess is pretty good, although of course I won't say more than that right now. 0:) We get some more concrete info in this chapter finally that will probably start to make things form a hazy first impression of part of what might have happened, but there's some twists yet to come. ;) LOL yes, I think he could say that! ;) Thanks again!

darkHeartedAngel26: Thank you!!

Darkness Dawn: Thanks! LOL! Mwahaha... *giggles as she watches the boys play 'doctor'* No, my stories diverged from the Manga before we found out about the Ancestor thing, so in my back story that does not exist. Kaname is just Kaname, without that added confusion. LOL which is probably a good thing as I give the poor boy plenty of other trauma to deal with. XD Although you're right in a way, the memory clash he's experiencing in this fic is probably somewhat similar in feeling to what would happen with the Ancestor memories in the manga. But for very different reasons. :)

xXxDarkenedAngelxXx: LOL! Well I like it! Freezing hot... ;D I'm glad you like the feeling that who takes who is always up in the air. ;D Yup, Zero this time, wait a chapter or so, and it will reverse... XD LOL yes, the whole public place / fear of discovery thing definitely adds to the kink factor ;D. *adores those two so much* LOL yeah, I'd want to see those tapes too!! *sigh...* ;D Thank you very much!!

YenGirl: Yay! Thank you!!!! I'd say they both enjoyed themselves rather thoroughly... *glances at current chapter* ah... maybe a little too thoroughly *giggles*. Yes, Zero's so precious to Kaname that he even loves his grousing! *smiles* But do stop teasing him so Kaname... *shakes her head and pats poor flushed, needy Zero affectionately, placing her life in severe danger*

LOL! no, not much chance he was going to forget about that... ;) Glad you liked all the banter and word play between them. :) *tries to steady the wobbling ladder*

*hums unhelpfully regarding the issue of the past and Takuma's involvement* Sorry, not many hints I can give that would make sense just yet, but everything will become clear with time... :) And yes, our dear hunter has come a long away from then! *beams at him* They both have :) (is off-topically amused by the fact that Word thinks it's an error every time I say "dear hunter" because it thinks it should be deer instead... XD)

ROTFL! Yes, definitely Kaname's fault there. *giggles* but although Zero may complain, can't say he really minds. ;) Um... *blinks innocently and hides current chapter behind her slightly* Er... well, emotionally, Kaname was very gentle and loving with Zero. Physically... *cough* there may be some fallout. Although there is a definite reason I wanted things to unfold like this, one that will end up being quite important to Zero's understanding and Kaname's sanity and will make sense later in the story. *slips her 'clues' notebook back in her pocket*

Thank you so much!! Glad you enjoyed it!!!

WindStar: Thanks! The guy on the cell phone left without noticing anything. I did mention it in there, in passing... *looks up the line* Ah, here it is: "Can't... breathe... here..." he panted softly in dry amusement as he pressed back against Kaname. His voice was low but less guarded than before because they'd both heard cell phone man leave a few moments earlier. Ah, as for what happened to Kaname and Takuma's involvement... you'll just have to keep reading. :)

Lenko: *beams* Thank you!!! It's so fun to imagine them together like that, I'm glad you enjoyed it, and could appreciate the humorous bits too! ;) Yup, they're very well matched there. LOL very true, I don't think they've had such a close call in a public place since that time in CD. Zero has indeed evolved veeery much since then I'd say! Definitely less shy and so much more trusting and comfortable with Kaname. *happy sigh*

Oh ho ho! The mystery is doing its job then? Excellent! :D Errrr.... I mean... so sorry! ;D Yup, out of context all of that really does make no sense which is part of what is troubling Kaname so much and making him so unstable. I think the mystery is starting to get to him too. ;) UM... *sweatdrop* I really can't answer any of those exact questions at this moment without giving too much away, but there is definitely a big chunk of useful information in the current chapter that will help start setting the picture up a little. :) And we'll be finding out more about the cube in a couple of chapters.

LOL yeah, you probably are going to be feeling that way for a while... although Kaname is going to tell Zero a few things soon, just not everything. As for CD, it was actually a bit of a combo of both. For one thing, I was still fairly new at writing and I wasn't entirely confident about writing a lot of yaoi scenes, or whether people were going to like them or hate them ;D. (As opposed to now, when I think I write too many LOL) At the time and given where I was at with trying to move the story along, I didn't feel a need to get too deeply into Kaname's thoughts on it. I also already had the vague idea for this story kicking around in my head. I realized it would be a long time before I got to it, if I ever did, so, as you said, it would have made no sense to the readers at that time if I had gone that direction. I also didn't want to say anything then that would cause continuity errors later since I didn't know entirely where I wanted to go with it yet. Who knows, maybe sometime after this story is finished, or further along, I should go back and write a one-shot of Kaname's perspective on the first time Zero took him, that would be kind of fun.

Thanks! Glad you enjoyed the humor there! XD And that you're enjoying the story and the mystery and all! :)

Kitsune Demon Girl: Thank you!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Thanks!! LOL yeah... although it was probably good for him that he didn't, or someone was bound to wipe his memory... XD

Eyes17k: I love that song too! Thanks!

DiaSuru: Thank you!! LOL! *giggles at the cat*

Hanamaru: Thanks so much!

Maydn: Thank you, I'm glad you liked it! I wanted the resurfacing trauma to be complex in nature, so I'm very pleased that you said that! :) LOL yes, you just have to love the thought of Kaname getting out of a speeding ticket like that... XD . *beams* I'm delighted you like 'my' Kaname. I enjoy imagining and trying to write him in action in business/politics/pureblood coolness modes. ;) And of course, the little vampire info snippets are so much fun to think about and include too. Thank you so much!

catlover28: Thanks!!

Isabela Nobre: Thank you very much! :D I'm so happy you're enjoying the story and the mystery! Your English seemed just fine to me! Thank you for reviewing, I hope you continue to enjoy as the story and the mystery both unfold. :)

Im-the-best: Thanks! I'm so complimented by what you said! *blushes* I do have some ideas for Ichiru in the future. Since he's still alive and out there in my stories, if I keep writing long enough it is definitely inevitable that he'll make another appearance. :) Not in this story, but in the future. We'll see what happens! Thanks again. :)

*giggles* I know about those ads! I kept having this 'Zero temperature' ad that was engineering-related and when I wrote an earlier chapter of TOHOM, fried rice recipes kept popping up! *giggles again* As for 'deer hunter'? *blinks* Nope, Word, Vani got it right and we all much prefer 'dear'! :D

Thank you all so much for the wonderful reviews!! :D You know, although our boys have their issues with one another in this chapter, I think we can see how far they have already come in their relationship. Part of the test of a good relationship is how they handle the bumps after all, I think. :)

Review Responses for Chapter 7 of Secrets in the Dark:

catlover28: Thank you very much!

Kitsune Demon Girl: Thanks!!

WindStar: Thanks! Yup, good guess! And no worries, all those questions shall definitely be answered in time as things continued to unfold. :)

roro237: Yes, we understand a little better now the strain poor Kaname's been under. Thanks! LOL and I'm glad you liked the snail line! ;D

HelloLish: Thanks!

Isabela Nobre: Yes, those are very good questions! Ones we shall come to the answers of eventually. :) I think you're very right, of course Zero wouldn't hate him or leave him if he knew what had happened, but sometimes when you're the one hurting it's hard to see past your own fears and guilt. *wants to hug them both* Thank you so much! I'm delighted that you're enjoying it!!!

irmina: Yes, that is a question that will be revealed eventually. And nope, he never does seem to have enough of him. ;D Thanks!

kanshou87: Yay! And Happy Very Late Birthday! XD;; That's right, Kaname, you listen to her! Zero would never do that!! *sighs* But of course, Kaname feels that it is kind of his fault, even though it wasn't. *shakes head* LOL *ducks javelin* well here's the next chapter now! *writes herself a memo to get a shield for any future cliffies...* ;D Thank you!!

zerokanda: Yes, he would and yes, he should, but I guess the poor thing is dealing with a lot right now. Well, he kinda told Zero something this chapter, although not exactly the truth. But don't worry, the truth will come out eventually. Yup, and Zero is definitely going to get a chance to help in many ways! :D LOL Thanks!!!

Lenko: Thank you so, sooo much! :D *beams happily* Sorry about the suspense, but, um... yes, it is kind of meant to do that, so... *smiles guiltily and hides* thanks! I'm glad you like the little humor bits sprinkled in there, I shall definitely continue to try to do that! :) Yes, Zero does have a real friend in Aido now :D and yes! Aido will be showing up in this fic sometime in the near future actually. Right about the time that the plot thickens again... *smiles innocently*.

LOL where do I come up with it? Uhh... out of my twisted and bizarre little brain. Actually, here's how that line happened: I wanted Zero to call Kaname something like a nympho, and then proceeded to spend almost half an hour searching online trying to find a male equivalent of the term. However, it seems to be the general consensus that all guys fit that description, so no special name needs to be applied to it. ;) Anyway, there wasn't a satisfactory male version, so I decided to have Zero go with my first thought, and then, because of the other thing earlier, I thought it seemed natural that if he did, Kaname would comment on it and it would be more amusing that way anyway. :) So now you know my whole convoluted thought process on that... or you do if you haven't poked your eyes out with a spoon and gone stark raving mad trying to follow my weirdness, anyway. ;D

Thanks! I'm happy you agree about the control issues. I definitely think that that's a need they both have. And thanks, I'm glad you don't think I write too many lemons! XD Yup, the Nasser despising may definitely commence! *stomps on him* I'm glad you like the little twist in the set up of how things came to be in the past (LOL and the role in which Yuki's death plays in XD). We'll get an even better understanding of what exactly happened back then in a while.

No, Kaname wasn't thinking of Zero there, and believe me, he feels terrible about it too. ;) Even though Kaname didn't confess the full truth, a sort of version of it has come out now and you were right on the money about Zero's reaction. Poor them. And yup, the mystery of Takuma's involvement continues... Thank you sooooooooooo much for the lovely review, you left me with a huge, bouncy smile, as usual!! :D *hugs*

abstractular: Yes, he is... *sniffles and hugs him too* ROTFL! And yes, that's a great description of Nasser. XD Well, um, thanks!! I'm glad you hate him. ;D Thanks so much!!!!

Dira11: Thanks! And I wouldn't worry too much, our boys have each other now, and that will make a lot of difference in the present versus the past. :) Thank you!

DiaSuru: LOL yup! You're so right... ;D And ack, yes, the future is definitely shifting and somewhat sinister right now. Thanks so much!

VaneCaos: No worries at all! I'm just happy that you're enjoying it and very pleased to hear your thoughts whenever you have time to share them.

Yay! I'm glad that you can tell that it's all building up to a bigger picture, that's what I want it to do, so *whew*! You were quite right about Nasser there, and thanks! He is unfortunately very clever. We'll definitely be seeing how he and Nasser first met a little later on. :)

*beams happily* thank you so much! I am very fond of that bit of duality in our boys - how they are indeed growing up and maturing, even beyond their years, but yet they are in fact still young, especially in vampire terms, where they are actually very young.

I'm glad you liked the introduction of the pheromones and such. Yes, it does show the deeper level of trust between them now, and it is fun to introduce a little novelty into the situation given how many lemons I've written for them. ;D And I also wanted to introduce it now so that we'll understand how it works later in the fic when there will be some instances where that understanding will prove important.

One of your fantasies, eh? *huge grin* well cool! *bounces* Yeah, I was tempted to put the two scenes together too, but I was afraid the chapter would end up too long. Plus... *cough* I didn't expect the lemon in the last chapter to take up quite so much space. LOL It was supposed to be a footnote to the previous action, but everything in this story seems to be on steroids and takes its own sweet time to unfold on the page. XD

*hugs tightly and quickly makes sure the floor is squeaky clean* ;D Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts!! I really appreciate it. And like I said before, no worries at all, I completely understand how it is with life. Thanks!!

Claretgirl0: Yes, don't worry. Kaname and Zero will always eventually have a happy ending in my stories. They may go through hell to get there sometimes LOL but I am a completely firm believer in everything eventually working out. :)

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Thanks! Yup, lots of questions still, but there will be more answers coming. :)

Nineorchids: Yes, it was very traumatic the poor thing. I think you're very right, he definitely doesn't need any more leverage against him... we'll see what happens! ;D Thanks!!!

SkyChild: ROTFL! Yeah, me to!!! LOL and yup!

Qiieer: Well I can't give away what happens of course, but yes, Zero will definitely have a chance to be that for Kaname. ;D

DeepWaterBlack: Yes, he does have a lot on his mind poor thing. Thanks so much!

Maydn: LOL! *coughs and grins* Thanks! :D And yes, suspense is fun...! Or I think so anyway. ;) Ooh, yes, I like the tactile descriptions you were bringing out there, see, now you're suddenly making me want to go back and describe the bathroom in more detail. *chuckles* Although I don't think our boys probably remember much about it. XD But you're quite right, that's the same way I imagined it looking too.

Yup! The plot keeps thickening... *tries to hide the starch* I think it may be jello before all is said and done! Conspiracy indeed... *knowing smile* Hm, yeah, I think you you're probably right, it might have been better to cut the chapter off at the end of the phone call. I just wasn't sure if it would make it confusing to jump back to the present again with the start of this chapter, but it probably wouldn't have been. Although this chapter has ended up monster length again. *rolls eyes at herself*

Yeah, I agree it would have been fun to see more of Kaname working on the deal, but I felt I needed to move things on and get people a few answers sooner rather than later so everyone was more in on what was going on. Didn't want to stress anyone's patience with my enjoyment of the details LOL. However, everything isn't quite said or done yet - the deal is still in the works and things are still not turning out quite like they are supposed to (as we see in this chapter) so we will get to see a tiny bit more of that at least.

You are very welcome, I'm so glad that you enjoy my (probably rambly and incoherent) responses! :D It takes me around 4 to 5 hours sometimes to work through them all, so it can be a bit time intensive! But it's totally worth it, I really enjoy and treasure each review so much and I want people to know that. It is very special to me when people comment and review, it's a large part of what feeds my muse and fuels my desire to write. So thank you! :) *hugs tightly* Very, very, VERY much!!

YenGirl: LOL well, if we can't get the hospitals to supply us anymore, I guess we could always try that new blood energy drink! *snickers* Hehe yes, Zero is quite adorable that way, isn't he? Yes, I'll have to think about trying to do a little fic with that drinking contest sometime maybe. *grins* That would be fun. And yes, even if it was accidental... he definitely enjoyed it! *grins at dear devious pureblood*

*quickly hurries to steady the ladder, grinning broadly* Yay! I'm glad you liked all the cute / embarrassing conversation there. I thought you might... ;) Yeah, they are both very individual and they both have a need for control, but they work very well together I'd say. :D LOL I think you're right, somehow even a giggle from Kaname would manage to sound regal. He's one of those people who is always kind of quiet and composed, you know? So it really makes one have fun imagining what would ever happen if he truly got smashing drunk sometime and was being silly... Uh... probably ONLY in front of Zero. Oh yes, yes indeed, I think Zero does feel pretty special. And oh my yes, somehow getting out of clothing when in that kind of state is a million times harder than putting it on was. And yes, Kaname may not have been fully vamped out, but he was pretty close at least on the passionate side. He really did need Zero, for all the reasons you said so well! :)

Yes, I have a feeling that before this fic is over we may have to start a line for people wanting to decapitate, maim and otherwise cause bodily harm to Nasser LOL. Kaname was indeed far too young to have come up against Nasser last time, poor thing. A little older than that though, more like around 13 or so probably, because I sat down and tried to figure it out and I think that somewhere around 5 years have passed in my fics since the start of Crimson Door which was off the Manga timeline. So in the present, Kaname and Zero are probably around 23-ish and 22-ish, respectively. But I try not to go into exact times and ages because of the whole uncertain muddle about how vampire years actually compare to human ones. ;D

Yes, I can't really comment on who is behind it yet of course, but stirring up the mystery and memories of Yuki's death is pretty much guaranteed to be angsty and emotionally charged for both our boys. *wants to hug them and looks around for her plushies instead who quickly run and hide under the bed*

*soft smile* Zero does love and support his pureblood I'd say. Even when he's hurt and ticked like in this chapter, he's not leaving Kaname in any doubt that he loves him, which Kaname really needs right now. :) Thank you so much!! *huggles and sends lots of tissues*

Ebony-Knight: LOL nope! It doesn't! ;D *giggles* oops! What, me? Doing to you? *tries to look innocent* Thank you!!

Im-the-best: Well I can't comment on the future, but yes, unfortunately this situation is causing Kaname a lot of conflict with Zero. But they'll work through it. LOL and um, yes, Zero's going to be a lot sore. ;) Wow, really? I am so complimented that the fics could help you come to like our dear pureblood too and that you prefer them like that! wow! Thank you!!! LOL *hides from your mom* Hehe oops, corrupted another one, did I?

Thank you all for the wonderful reviews!! :D As always, you all inspire me so much! We get a little bit of action in this chapter and some interesting little wrinkles too... :) Once again, the chapter is way too long. *chuckles* I'm afraid I'm running short on time today and I really want to get this posted before I have to leave, so if my review responses are a little shorter than usual, that's why. But please know that I enjoyed and treasured each and every wonderful word! :)

Review Responses for Chapter 8 of "Secrets in the Dark"

Withered Black Rose: Thanks! I'm glad you're enjoying it!! Thank you for reviewing and sharing your thoughts!! :)

madameshadowenn: Thank you very much! I put a lot of thought and effort into developing the plots of these stories, so I really appreciate what you said. :)

Chemical-euphoria: LOL yes, I'm alive... even if it doesn't always feel like it. ;) And yup, we got more action this chapter! Thanks!!

catlover28: Thank you very much!

Sunless: Thanks!! :)

Sagakure: Thank you!! LOL and yes, that will be a fun part. *grins hugely* It's finally coming up now in the next chapter *smiles at the end of this chapter*. No worries, I've been completely out of time for a while *hugs tightly looks in dismay at her huge backlog of owed reviews*. I hope that life is letting you have a little time to relax! I miss you girl. *hugs and clings* and I'm glad you liked that CD! Yeah, it's so full of moe! :D

starberries bite: Thanks!!

kanshou87: Thank you! :)

Lenko: Thanks! LOL I'm glad you never feel the chapters are too long because, uh, this is another long 'un! Yes, Takuma will be appearing in this fic, and we will eventually find out more about what his involvement with the situation ended up being. One thing I can set your mind at ease over is that he didn't intentionally do anything to hurt Kaname, but everything else will have to wait for its proper time to come out I'm afraid. :) *ducks and hugs* Yay! I'm glad you liked that line. *beams* Yeah, Zero was actually very understanding with Kaname last chapter. I think he might have been a lot angrier if he hadn't been seeing over the past few days just how messed up over this all Kaname was. If Kaname had just been all normal and calm and like: oh yeah, and Zero? I might have to let someone drink my blood if they win this bet... that probably would have made our dear hunter go off like a rocket, but I think because it was obvious how distressed over everything Kaname was, it was easier for Zero to try to understand and forgive him. And no worries on that one at least, Zero came back fine from his mission. :) Once again, please don't apologize!! I LOVE your not short reviews! LOL ;) *hugs*

irmina: Yes, I think Kaname is grateful for that, and I think he does want to be honest with Zero, but he's just so afraid, poor thing. It will all come right eventually though. :) Thank you!

DeepWaterBlack: ROTFL!!!! *giggles at the scene and quickly lets Chibi-Kaname hide under her desk* Yes, I think Zero has been handling this whole situation in a very mature manner. It's good because Kaname really needs that from him. You need stability in your partner when your world is falling apart. ;) Thank you!!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Yes, they do, poor him! Fortunately, nothing really bad happened to Zero this chapter *whew* (I *cough* considered it, but decided we didn't really need any more angst just at the moment... ;D) Thanks!

SakuraGirl25: Thank you so much! I'm delighted that you're liking it, and that you enjoyed the way the discussion/argument unfolded and all. Thank you for reviewing! And YUM... *eats the toppings* ;D Er, I mean, updated! ;D

Darkness Dawn: Tipsy and listening to MSI, sounds like a winning combination to me! ;) LOL!! *gives chocolates to the chibis to cheer them up* You're right, that is just about exactly how it works! XD Ooh, you're right about Ichiru too... *cheers for your plot bunnies* Yes, fortunately Zero had enough of Kaname's blood to set him mostly right, and he didn't get into *too* much trouble during his hunt. *whew* (I know, I actually gave our boys a little break on that one, unbelievable, isn't it?) ;D Thank you so much!!

WindStar: Thank you, thank you!!!

HelloLish: Yes! *sniff* Thanks!

Im-the-best: Thank you! *sends tissues* Yes, so much pain they're going through... *shakes head* And you are completely right of course, Zero will have several very important roles to play in all of this! :D Well you were right, it wasn't a simple task, BUT Zero did return mostly unscathed, so yay! They finally caught a bit of a break. LOL Thank you again!!

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Thank you! :)

Nineorchids: LOL okay! *updates* ;D Wow, thanks! :D Er... sorry you couldn't sleep though... *starts distributing sleep meds with her stories* :D

Toxic Hathor: *high five* Well it sounds like you have awesome taste in music too then! ;D *giggles* Thank you!! The title of this fic was mostly indirectly inspired by Linkin Park's "Easier to Run" but I also love that it relates to "Whispers" because I LOVE that song and it also works really well for this fic. :) Thanks again!!

Maydn: Thank you very much! I'm so glad you liked the descriptions and all, and the business details. Yes, it definitely involves some research because I'm more like Zero than Kaname when it comes to the business world LOL so I'm very glad it seemed believable! :) And oh yes, I think it will get very interesting indeed when Zero starts to find out more. Thank you thank you thank you!

Dira11: LOL! Aw, thank you!! Well, if I ever actually do write a book of anything (I could dream LOL) I will definitely let you know! ;) Thank you sooooooooooooo much! *hugs*

Ebony-Knight: LOL yes, so true! ;) Thanks!

Isabela Nobre: Thank you!! :)

Kitsune Demon Girl: We shall see...! :)

YenGirl: LOL Well I certainly couldn't blame you for that! Zero was a definite sweetheart last chapter. He's been very understanding, patient and caring with Kaname through this whole thing, even when he doesn't know what's going on or why Kaname's acting so weird. It's been kind of hard on Zero, but even if he doesn't realize it, he is being exactly what Kaname needs. Kaname needs that caring, understanding stableness in him right now so much. *sweet, angsty sigh*

ROTFL!! *pulls Nassar's head over for you to hit* Here ya go! ;D I'm sooooo glad you liked that whole scene there and that line. :) I was very emotionally involved in it while I was writing those parts, so I'm really happy that it comes through strong. Oy! Our poor, poor boys! And you're right, there's so much meaning underlying that one line, so many layers to it. Hehehe *wishes that Zero would accept the ice for that tender burning spot but kind of doubts he will...* ;D And yes, Kaname almost forgetting to do that definitely showed how out of it and messed up he was. :S

You're very right, it will take quite a jolt to finally trigger the full confession... *stocks up on tissues* LOL and yeah, it did make it more real that Kaname was all kind of tripping over his tongue there in attempting to reassure Zero on that point. :D LOL! And I think that's the exact same thing that Kaname struggles with - wanting to bring Zero more fully into his world and yet being afraid that because of the unusual nature of their relationship, it will hurt him. XD Yes, it is my fault I suppose. ;) But it actually worked out kind of good in its own way. Hm, you know, I'm not really sure about the secret panel. I'm going to guess that Zero added it later when he was kind of personalizing the rooms to his needs, etc. But naturally, it's not a secret from Kaname. :) ROTFL!!!!!! hehehe Yes! *coughs* yes, he will indeed welcome Zero back with open everything... XD XD *giggles helplessly and hugs*

Thank you for all the wonderful reviews!! *hugs everyone* Hope you don't mind a little *cough* or a lot *cough* more lemony-ness on the horizon... 0:)

Review Responses for Chapter 9 of "Secrets in the Dark"

fahaar: LOL thanks! Well I'd *like* to marry them... oh, you meant to each other and not me? LOL darn. ;D Well yeah, I agree, that would be sweet! :)

Bassoonbg: Thank you! I'm glad you don't mind the long chapters and I appreciate your saying that! I do intend to use the hunter tags again, not sure if it will be super important again in this story or not, but I do have plans for it in another story, if I remain inspired and writing on this series. :)

Ebony-Knight: Aw, thank you so much!! *hugs*

Arribean: Thank you!! I should feel guilty about making you neglect your other stuff, but... *is awful* I'm so glad you like the stories! *hugs*

roro237: Thank you very much, I'm glad you're enjoying it!! I love slowly building up a plotline and watching it play out. :D

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Thank you!!! Glad you liked the chapter title hehe and the naughty lemons! ;)

YenGirl: *squees happily and waggles her eyebrows at Jeffrey Archer and Dan Brown* Hey, you should be afraid, YG thinks I could give you a run for your money!! *JA and DB look supremely unconcerned so BW thumbs her nose at them and continues to live happily in dream world* XD Aww, *huggles* thank you! And thanks for the (as always!!) awesome review! :D

I'm really glad that you liked the whole business with the tags, I thought it sounded plausible. We haven't gotten to see a lot of the HA in the manga, but one has to figure that with an operation like theirs there ought to be some kind of order in place to let hunters recognize one another, etc. I find it fun to try and imagine little details like that about how they might operate. When you think about it, they run a global operation comprised of trained individuals, many of whom probably are "minute men" so to speak who live other, "ordinary" lives and respond when called upon (since I can't imagine that the HA has the funds to support all the hunters full time without them needing other jobs, etc. Actually, I have yet to figure out where the HA would get any money from at all LOL). So I'm sure there's a lot of tradition and customs that go into how they perform their work in order to keep a disparate group like that cohesive. ... or I might be totally over thinking it. LOL but it's fun, either way. :D

*grins at the music and strobe lights* well, you know... Zero's so dang good at what he does, I have to find some way to make it a little trickier for him. ;D Yes! Zero's definitely come a long way and is definitely much more comfortable and proficient with his vines now. On a small totally unimportant side note, I find it kind of interesting to think of Zero using them a bit like a garrote sometimes, because in both the manga and anime when they showed Zero and Ichiru's parents in "hunter mode" briefly, his mom apparently favored a razor wire as a weapon.

Mwahahah oh yes, definitely can't help but think that Kaname's probably meddled in Zero's missions in the past - he's just clever enough to keep it pretty well hidden. ;D I love that you thought that too! Ooo, and I can't wait for more of HMN!! LOL glad you liked the "i" words too! ;)

*chuckles* er... well... yeah, while Kaname is starting to think maybe he really should tell Zero someday, I don't think he was in any real danger of doing so that night, no matter what Zero had answered in regards to the Pandora query. Kaname's kind of stuck at the stage of deep down knowing he needs to tell Zero before the peanut butter hits the fan, but still too ashamed and afraid, and there's the issue of him not being sure that *he* actually knows the whole truth anymore, so right now, his quandary is more whether or not he is ready to find out what he has made himself forget.

LOL yeah, the lemons look reeeeeaaaly happy right now... ;) Thank you!!!!!

Sagakure: Thank you!!!! I understand about being busy *makes a face at life* but I hope things aren't too crazy for you. ROTFL! Glad you like that mix of desire and apprehension - there's a WHOLE lot of it in this chapter. :D *coughs* and the next chapter... XD I write so dang loooooong that we don't even get fully into the whole "punishment" bit until next chapter, but hopefully this one will be enjoyable and the next one as well. *thinks that the lemons will be quite worn out after two whole chapters worth of action*. ;) *bounces and hugs*

VaneCaos: LOL I know what you mean about writing at work... *always wishes that her screen didn't face the doorway of her cube* ;) Thank you! I'm glad you like the "good" angst! You're completely right on about their feelings, and why they are hurting now - it is indeed because they love each other so much. But in the end that is also what heals and saves them both as well. :)

Yes, I definitely did have that multi-layered meaning in mind for the "don't walk away from me when I can't follow" phrase. I'm so happy that you picked up on it! I also agree about showing Kaname and Zero in their respective worlds, complete with the necessary business, social, economical, political backdrops. While those elements might be boring by themselves, I think that when used as a backdrop or to further the plot of a story, they can add a lot of depth and interest. I like it when I read stories like that anyway (like the one of yours that I was able to read!!) so thank you, I'm glad they come through that way when I'm writing them too. :)

Oh no! I hate it when I delete or lose a review after I've written it. *hugs*

LOL no, you're quite right, in good stories nothing ever happens randomly. :) You had cleaning teams too? That's awesome! I agree, it would be a lot of fun to see more fics dealing with how the Hunter's Association works, it's dealings with the vampire world, etc. LOL the Mafia, huh? You know, I think that's actually a really good comparison.

I agree that I would normally see Zero as very much a no-funny-business / fair play advocate. The only reason I think he strayed into a slightly greyer area in this situation was because this deal was so important to Kaname and he wants so desperately to help, AND because Khang and Girard were in fact culpable for the deaths at the club, not to mention what they'd done to the four ex-humans who had to be put down, but Zero knew that no law could touch them for their crimes. So I think he felt a little more justified in twisting their arms a bit for a good cause.

Oh! Neat thought! Guess the cube is a little bit like a Pensieve (from HP). It's different in function, because it's more like a way to access the memories than a place to store them (I'll go into more details on that in a couple chapters actually) but it's use in the story is similar. :D And I'm afraid you are very, very right about when and how it would be better for Kaname to "open the box" but... eh... yes, you're also quite right that for angst sake it will happen in the worst way rather than the best. XD Who, me? Torture? *innocent look* Thank you!!!

Lenko: *bounces happily* Have I mentioned lately that I love your reviews? LOL! Well I do! *hugs* thank you!!! I'm really glad that everything felt normal and like it could really happen. :) I agree, Zero does seem to have more vampire in him these days. I don't think he would be at all happy to think that, but it's true, even if only because he's not fighting that part of his nature tooth and nail 24/7 anymore. It also makes him a stronger individual, since he's been bringing the different parts of himself together instead of denying them.

Oh yeah, modern technology would definitely make the hunters' jobs harder. The information age means that it's harder to contain secrets, especially one as huge as that which they hide. But the Hunters have obviously learned to adapt, and at least modern skepticism would be on their side. Villagers in olden days might be prepared to believe rumors of vampire activity, but people now-a-days would be much more likely to write it off to hoaxes and crazies (or promotional activity for movies and tv shows! LOL) unless they were given a lot of really compelling proof. I find that whole double-edged sword of the modern world very interesting in this context. :D

Thanks! I thought that tagging thing was fun too, and would be especially useful for Zero, as you mentioned, because as is obvious from the little flashback earlier on in this story, other hunters really need to know when there's an ex-human on the scene that they should definitely NOT target. LOL and I am also not a fan of club music. I have this little oddity that I like to actually be able to HEAR what the people with me are saying... ;)

It's true, there's nothing glamorous about Zero's job - it's very necessary, but it's hard, often gruesome work, as much as or even more so than that of any soldier. You'd have to be very strong mentally and emotionally to live with all the things you'd see in that job and not let it drive you into the dark. Honestly, it's not really a surprise that most hunters would have a very dim, bitter view of vampires considering what they have probably seen and experienced. That's why it's especially cool that Zero's come as far as he has to trying to find the balance between his job and realizing that even those he hunts have or at least once had souls. :) Yes, with time we'll definitely slowly start seeing more hunters accepting Zero and befriending him.

I wouldn't worry too much about Zero and Khang's interaction, sometimes things actually do work out on the serendipitous good side every once in a while. ;) Yes, I think it does show some growth that Kaname is starting to consider facing his past instead of continuing to run from it, poor thing. I'm not sure how far into the story we'll be when it finally comes out, because I'm not sure how long this story will end up exactly, but we've got a little bit to go yet before we get there.

It *is* fun to see Zero starting to be more comfortable and playful with Kaname. I'm certain he would never have been able to do doing what he ends up doing in this chapter and especially next chapter in the beginning of their relationship, but they've grown together a lot in the past few years and familiarity breeds comfort and confidence, especially as you find what your partner does and doesn't like and how to please them, etc. I'm glad you like that too! Thank you!!

Nineorchids: Thank you! I'm glad that you enjoyed the twist regarding how Kaname's memories got locked up, and that you liked the idea of the tags! I have vague ideas about what Zero's tag might look like, ranging from the idea that there might be a Kiriyu family crest to the idea that he might just use his initials or the kanji for his name, or something. Haven't really sat down and designed it out, although it would be a lot of fun to do so. :)

Yes, I'm afraid Kaname always seemed like a bit of a masochist to me, and in the fanbook when they were asking different characters whether they were sadists or masochists (LOL I love that they even put that in there! XD) Kaname admitted that he was both very masochistic and sadistic, so I tend to think he would enjoy "punishment" play either on the giving or receiving end. ;) And, you make a very insightful and valid point about how that might play into some of the confusion regarding his memories... :) *zips her lips so as not to say more*

LOL and no worries, there's definitely no skipping over what happens in Zero's room... ;)

Toxic Hathor: Okay, I won't! ;D Thanks!! That's really interesting, I didn't know that about the history behind "Easier to Run". I definitely got that vibe from the lyrics, which was why it worked so well for this fic, but I hadn't known it was based off of real life. No wonder it felt so perfect!

Yes! That line from "Whispers in the Dark" just shouts Zero x Kaname, especially in the context of this story. LOL actually, this chapter and next chapter have a ton of inspiration from that song woven into them. Including the chapter titles of course, but you'll also see a nod to the line that you quoted near the end of the next chapter. ;D

Aw, thank you so much! I'm really glad you enjoy the feelings and 'heart' of the characters. I definitely have to agree with you on Sagakure and YenGirl's fics and I am very complimented to be included in that grouping! :D *hugs*

HelloLish: Thank you!!

SakuraGirl25: Thank you very much! I'm glad you liked it! Mmm yes... Naked Zero Butt = *MUCH DROOL* ;D I like it when couples make small talk like that too, so thank you! It's a lot of fun to see them both so domesticated. ;D Ooo! And don't fight the bunnies... *feeds them carrots* That sounds fun. ;D Thank you again!!

catlover28: Thank you! I'm glad that it made things clearer and you liked it. :)

Darkness Dawn: LOL yes, I guess for now we'll settle with being glad Zero didn't get hurt... *also edges away from Kaname's glare* ;D Thanks!! Hehe yeah, stupid Khang, he had no idea how deeply he was sticking his foot in his mouth there. *Tsk, tsk, now don't go name dropping when you have no idea what you're talking about.* ROTFL!!! Yes, Zero does kick ass, except with Kaname, and yes, my brain just went to the gutter too when you said that. ;D LOL yes, definitely hot lemons coming! No pun intended. ;) Thanks again! *hugs*

Withered Black Rose: LOL yes, yay for that! *giggles* Thanks! I'm delighted you liked the Pandora conversation! And while I can't say whether Kaname wins or loses, I will say that everything will eventually work out. :) Thanks!!

Kitsune Demon Girl: Thank you!!

Im-the-best: Yes, Zero and Kaname do have very different methods of getting things done, and both very effective in their own rights. :) Thank you very much, I'm glad that you find the characters retaining their personalities. Yeah, Zero does just seem the type to ride a motorcycle (which he of course paid for all-by-himself) while Kaname is more likely to have a car and chauffer. It's fun to contrast and blend their two unique personalities. LOL yeah, I think we'd all get in line to be "punished" by Zero or Kaname... *drools* Thanks!!

KanameZero4Eva: Thank you! LOL sorry for the cliffy, hope you enjoy the chapter! ;D

LOL okay, this is it, no more lemons for a while, I swear! ;D *swats her incorrigible muse for letting them play waaaay too much* I promise there will be lots of interesting, twisty plot stuff happening next chapter. *nod nod* Also, although a lot of folks were concerned, don't worry, Zero did not in any way hurt Kaname by what happened between them the past two chapters. The truth is, although Kaname was uncertain and unbalanced at times, it was important to him to do this, it makes him feel less broken that he could push past his issues. Sometimes you have to face fear in order to start getting over it. And of course, things ended up pretty delightful. ;)

Review Responses for chapter 10 of "Secrets in the Dark"

KATZUNITED-MEOW: LOL I know, right? ME TOO PLEASE!!! *jumps up and down waving her hand*

KanameZero4Eva: Thank you!!! :)

WindStar: Thanks! :D

NoemiC: ROTFL! Well fortunately Zero skipped that bright idea which would indeed have ended up VERY badly right now I think. LOL Thanks!!

roro237: Thank you! Yes, you are very right, no matter the issues, there is definitely no doubt about the love. :) 3 Thanks!!!

Lenko: Yay!!! Thanks! *hugs back* Glad you didn't mind the half chapter, or the fact that together they're so freaking long. O_O;; Yeah, a lot of my stories and chapters are inspired by songs, or at least fostered along by them. I am a music addict and nothing gets my creative juices flowing like a song that you can see a story to. :) I'm happy you thought it fit too!

Thanks! The clothes thing came about because I've always noticed how very fully covered Kaname usually is in the manga. We've seen Zero shirtless and with his shirt hanging open, etc. but the most Kaname shows is having an open neckline or (in extremely fanservicey poses like the blue roses one) a little bit of his stomach. There was an anime picture / poster of the main trio by a pool a while ago – Zero was shirtless in trunks, Yuki was in a swimsuit and Kaname was in trunks and a buttoned, long sleeve shirt. LOL. It was night so you can't tell me he was hiding from the sun. ;) Not that I've been staring at pictures of Kaname for the past few years and waiting for them to actually undress him a little or anything... *cough* oh nooo... 0:D But at least I thought that that actually worked rather well for this story. ;)

Yes, I agree, even though it's not at all unusual in a long term relationship to occasionally have one partner somewhat going through the motions for the sake of the other who is more needy at the moment, it's a little sad in this context because of Kaname's inner struggle. It is a difficult situation to watch too because Zero would feel bad if he had realized Kaname was faking, even though neither was at all at fault. Ironically though, that's part of why we love them... the fact that they would care about things like that. In my experience most guys are not terribly observant or overly concerned about those kinds of things. But not our sweeties... :D Fortunately, Kaname gets to forget all about his problems for a little while in this chapter and there's definitely some very, very real passion going on there. *happy smile*

Thank you!! I'm so happy that you liked all those bits, and how sensitive Zero really was to Kaname's feelings. :) Don't worry, LOL while I know it's quite a departure for me, for once things actually got better for them instead of worse. Fortunately, Zero didn't do anything that would have set off a truly bad reaction in Kaname, quite the opposite. Sometimes you just have to face your fears, remember that they're unfounded, and then let them go (or be so incredibly distracted from them that you forget about them entirely for a while). And I think that's exactly what happened with the two of them these past two chapters. Yup! :D Kaname definitely had real fun, not fake fun this time. :D *hugs you and your wonderful-as-always-review tightly*

Bassoonbg: Thanks! Don't worry, he definitely will! :D ROTFL love the way you put that. XD

Toxic Hathor: *is happily tackled* I have to agree that's probably the best song on Meteora. I think that often times some of the best / most moving songs come out of personal experience because the songwriter / singer really has a connection to the lyrics. It's awful that that happened to him, but I have so much respect for people who are able to take sad, horrible situations like that and turn them into something beautiful that can then reach out and touch others who might be going through the same thing. Back when I was just entering high school, there was a song that was obviously written from personal experience about something very painful by an artist that I admired a lot at that time. It actually helped me avoid doing something stupid and destructive because I connected with it so strongly. The fact that somebody I admired had felt that way too made me feel less alone and the fact that he had made it through gave me hope. :) I have mentioned that I'm addicted to music, right? ;D

LOL well that's fine, the more fangirling the merrier! ;D Oh dear! Sorry about your lack of sleep... *sends coffee along with this update* but thank you SOOOOO much!! :D *snickers* yes, it is Kaname's fault that he's so adorable. *nods* ;D Oh gosh, that saying SO applies to fangirls! :D Yeah, it wreaks such havoc with guys' egos when they have trouble like that, and poor Kaname has more reason than usual to be disturbed and embarrassed, but fortunately he's pretty much totally over it in this chapter... :D Oooh, heroin or dark chocolate huh? *giggles* thanks!!! *hugs*

catlover28: Thanks!! This story takes place a few years after Blood Moon and roughly five or so years after Crimson Door. Kaname and Zero have been in some kind of relationship with one another since Crimson Door, but they've only been in a consciously committed one wherein they both knew they loved each other since the end of Blood Moon. So in essence I guess, they've been sleeping together off and on for about five or so years and have been in an actual "relationship" for two or three years.

HelloLish: Thanks!

Nineorchids: Thank you!! :D Yes, you are quite correct, Zero does realize that something is hurting Kaname this chapter, even if he doesn't know what, with sweet results. Hopefully the update was not disappointing. Thanks!

CaseyAnn'sPrecious: LOL! Yes, those sneaky Greeks seem determined to make an appearance, don't they? *giggles* Thanks! I'm very happy to hear that you've been enjoying the stories, and thank you so much for reviewing, I really appreciate it!

Yes, our dear boys are kind of dense sometimes, but at least the cues they miss with one another now are no longer nearly as destructive (at least as far as their relationship goes) as they used to be! Everything is very much stacked against Kaname right now, however, there are some factors and twists that have yet to come into play, so we'll see what happens... :D And although I don't want to give anything away, don't worry too much about what Zero did. :) Thanks again, I'm delighted that you liked the chapter!!

Tsubasa-Enkou: LOL sorry, here's the rest! ;D Thanks!

Dira11: Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. It's always like that in fics or TV, I just want to shake the characters and make them spit out their problems because we get to see what both people are feeling and know it will be okay. Yet somehow when those situations happen to one in real life it feels way more complicated and it's never so obvious that it will actually be okay because you don't have the benefit of the reader/watcher's omniscient viewpoint. XD (OH what I'd give for a peek at the narrative version of my life sometimes so I knew what others were feeling! ;D) I think that's Kaname's problem right now, and yup, you're so right, he would not be Kaname otherwise, LOL! More posted now! Thanks!

VaneCaos: Yes, Zero will feel terrible when he looks back with understanding upon what happened. Fortunately for them at the moment though, things actually worked out okay. Thanks! Glad you liked the angst.

I do completely see what you mean about the timing of it all though. I had the same hesitancy, which was why I was initially apologizing for this lemon ending up so unexpectedly and unmentionably long. Honestly, I agree, from a pacing perspective I would have much rather preferred to have several chapters more of plot development before coming to another lemon. Unfortunately, because of how rapidly things are about to start unfolding after this chapter, it would have seemed even more out of place to have it later, or at least that's how it seems to me. I could be wrong, but I couldn't see a way to do it. :P And I really did want this to happen before everything hits the fan with Nasser and we start flashing back into the past, etc.

The timing may stink, but the reasons I needed this lemon to happen were twofold. (LOL whether or not they were GOOD reasons is probably debatable, but... ;D) For one thing, I wanted to plant the idea that Kaname can on occasion be a bit of a masochist when it comes to pleasure (which shows more in this chapter than the last one and was mostly absent from their earlier restroom encounter). And for another, I wanted to show that in a loving relationship like his and Zero's, that is not a problem and not scary – you can play, everyone can feel fulfilled, it's totally just for fun and nobody has to end up hurt or maligned. Due to what will come out later and some of what is causing Kaname's inner confusion and pain, that contrast seems important to me. Maybe it was already apparent to everyone and I didn't need to point it out again, but I don't want to get to later situations in the story and have people getting all confused and upset, thinking that what happens seems out of character or un-explainable. I know I have in fact shown that side of Kaname before, like towards the end of Blood Moon on the balcony, etc., but that situation was much more violent due to the circumstances and Zero did kind of hurt Kaname, although it was all okay due to their vampire-ness and such. I felt it important to show that Zero could be very tender and loving about it too. Plus, that other situation was in a different story and I don't like to assume that everyone reading this story has read that one or remembers everything that happened - I've gotten myself in trouble that way before since my stories have been building more and more on one another. And ... well, basically, I guess I over think everything ... ;P

LOL actually I think the real problem is that I get off on tangents when writing lemons XD *sweatdrop* so they get waaaaay too long. If I'd been able to keep this lemon to a couple of pages instead of *cough* two freaking chapters *cough* it wouldn't seem like such an interruption to the plot. LOL *hides under the bed* I fear it is my monster-ramble tendencies that get me in trouble. :S

Anyway, sorry if the pacing seems off, but I promise we'll get lots more plot next chapter. :)

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Thanks! LOL and yes, I do... ;) But where would the story be without it? :D

12nothing: Thank you!! Well, for a little longer, but not too much longer I think. ;) And yes, they both will get through it eventually. :)

Maydn: Thank you! I'm glad you found that interesting. I thought it was interesting to take a look at different kinds of enjoyment in a situation. After all, in real life it's not like a romance novel, especially in a long term relationship. You aren't always madly and desperately hungry for your partner every time, sometimes it creeps up on you slower or sometimes it's more about making your loved one happy. Anyway, I thought it was kind of interesting. LOL then I'm back to romance novel again with this chapter. *rolls eyes at herself*

Hm, yes, I think I was in an overly soft mood when I wrote that chapter and it showed in my descriptions. LOL oops! I'll try to be a bit more manly this chapter. *keeps her fingers crossed and hides in fear from K & Z who probably want to kill her for accidentally making them anywhere close to girly* XD Thanks!! :D

Hey there! Here we are again with another chapter. Thank you all so much for the reviews!! *huggles them all*. The plot begins to get twisty again in this chapter :D and we get to see a couple of other familiar faces, so hopefully that will be fun. Sorry for the minor cliffy, but this whole story has been giving me fits about where to place chapter breaks... *glares balefully at it*

Review Responses for Chapter 11 of "Secrets in the Dark":

KanameZero4Eva: LOL! Thank you!!!! I'm so glad you liked it and found it exciting. ;D

WindStar: Thank you very much! LOL yeah, fortunately I wasn't that mean to them, this time at least. ;)

starberries bite: Thanks!

EdenAthene: You're very welcome, thank you! I appreciate what you said. That is exactly what I want the lemons to do for the story and I am so happy that you saw them that way. :D *beams* And you're quite right, Kaname will indeed need that. Thank you again!

Lenko: You're welcome times infinity!! :D :D *grins, blushes happily and tackle hugs* Aw, thank you soooooo much!! I'm absolutely delighted that you enjoyed the lemons and found them useful to the story and character development as well. Yes, dominant and sensual Zero is yummy ;D and you're very right, Kaname is making some progress. :)

I can't say thank you enough for all the lovely things you said! *hugs them and reads the review many times* LOL yes, whether I ever have a chance to write it or not, I definitely have fun imagining them hosting some terribly formal and important dinner at that table in the future and Zero and Kaname keep remembering and looking at each other... XD.

Ah yes, that practical mind... *chuckles* although, come to think of it, I'm not at all sure they ever did remember to clean it before they left the next day... poor Izumi will probably end up stuck with it. Hahaha *imagines how red Zero will be when he realizes that - somehow I don't think it would bother Kaname as much.* K: it's her job, Zero, and she's very discrete, it's all right. Z: no, no, no... that is not in anyone's job description, this is so embarrassing! This is all your fault, I told you we should have cleaned it up then. K: My fault? Uh... remind me again, who was it that picked the couch in the first place? Z: Shut up... XD

As I mentioned a while ago when we were chatting on my blog, it wasn't Kaname's bit of masochism that surprised Zero there really, it was just the idea that Kaname liked that particular action. It's one of those things that can seem a little odd at first. 0:) Note that I said, "at first" XD. Although I probably won't have a chance to play any further with that in this particular story.

Yes, I think Zero responded exactly as Kaname needed most when he sensed that pain and Kaname got scared. Your hope is well founded. ;)

Oh gosh, yes, I really wish I could turn the light off with my mind too! Sometimes I'll be laying in bed and I'll just *stare* at the light switch, willing it to move... but inevitably, I'm the one that ends up having to move. LOL Out-willed by a light switch... pathetic... ;D *hugs tightly* thank you!!!!!

Dira11: LOL okay, I won't bury the key then... ;D Thanks!

HelloLish: Thank you very much!! I'm so glad you liked it!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Yup!!! Thanks!

roro237: Yay! I'm glad you don't get tired of them. :D Aww, thank you so much!! *beams and hugs* I love all the wOws! *giggles* Thank you!!

Toxic Hathor: Yeah, something was up with FFN for a little while... *glares at it* but fortunately it seems better now. *keeps fingers crossed* Thank you for making sure the review came through, I appreciate it! LOL glad the coffee helped, sorry you missed sleep again! ;) I'm updating before Sunday this time, so hopefully it won't cause any more trouble! ;D

I completely agree, you get a much better grasp of a situation and how to write it if you try to put yourself into it and imagine how it might be. And I am sure that your stories do NOT suck! We always tend to think that about our own stuff I think, LOL fortunately there are others to tell us otherwise! Thank you for doing that for me. *hugs*

Dark chocolate! :D Yes, I can definitely agree with that analogy! And I'm incredibly complimented that my fic could in anyway contribute to your coming to enjoy the fandom and the pairing! :D *is honored* ROTFL!! Yes, what is it with them and bathrooms indeed? *wonders if there's any kind of term for bathroom addiction* XD Thank you very much for the awesome review!!!!!!!!

Tsubasa-Enkou: Thank you very much! I really appreciate your saying that. I know what you mean, I've seen that too in some stories. I always try to keep my lemons a little different or throw in new elements in an effort to avoid them seeming repetitive, so thank you! I am very happy that it seems to be working. *whew* :) Yes! I have heard "Comatose" that is another Skillet song I adore! And it does indeed work so well for this pairing. *high fives fellow fan* :) Thank you again!!

DeepWaterBlack: *grins at you and the lemons* Glad you enjoyed it! Thank you very much!! LOL I know, who would have thought? Zero you sweetie... ;D *watches the lemons scamper off* hehe I'd watch where they go if I were you... lemons bouncing around in an office building can cause all kinds of chaos... ;D

SkyChild: Thank you!! Well, we're definitely moving closer to it now. LOL and I agree, it is not news to Zero that Kaname likes pain. Although he is still discovering the different forms of it that Kaname enjoys... 0:D Thanks!

Nineorchids: Thank you! Well there's definitely some inklings / foreshadowing in this chapter... ;D *coughs and looks around* yes, actually... *cough* I am considering writing such a scene. Not in this fic, but at some point in the future, maybe in a one-shot or shorter story. I'm certain it will indeed be rather tricky for Kaname to get Zero into it, but I have an idea of how it could play out rather nicely... *evil grin* It's a kink I'm rather fond of, so... yeah, gotta try it out on our boys at some point. 0:)

Kitsune Demon Girl: Thanks!

Im-the-best: No worries, I know how busy things can get. Thank you!! I'm glad you enjoyed the chapters!!!!

fahaar: Ooo! yes, that is very fitting indeed! :D :D :D Thanks!

february dream: *blushes and hugs* aww! Thank you! You are much too kind!! I'm delighted that this one is your favorite and that you've been waiting for it! *beams* I hope it continues to be enjoyable!! And don't worry, your English sounded fine to me!

Eilara: Thank you very much! You're very right about secrets, they do have that habit indeed! :X It's a good thing Kaname and Zero have a pretty strong base to their relationship now. Thank you again!

Fon-chan: Thank you very much!! I'm so glad you liked that fic, and this one too! :D

YenGirl: Don't apologize at all! You know how I am... *cringes at how hideously late she is now* I'm just happy that you liked them and thank you soooooooo much for the lovely reviews!! *hugs them and you with shiny eyes*

Mwahaha... yeah.... unwrapping Kaname... *drools* that does sound like a lot of fun, doesn't it? Yes, Zero was very (rightly) excited about that news, and he finally got to give it to him this chapter. :D ROTFL!!! Yes, poor Kaname, having the trouble of middle aged human males... XD Ah well, at least now he'll have a better appreciation for when things return to normal! LOL oh my and of course I wouldn't hate you for that... *cough* after all, I wrote it... XD I found it kind of funny in an angsty way as well. LOL yes, he was kind of thinking like a girl there... *giggles and hides from irate pureblood who overheard her* eep! ;D

*beams* Thank you!! I'm so glad you liked that whole bit and all the *cough* thrusting and all. 0;D Yup! He definitely called him 'my dear'! :D *snork* yeah, you're right, Kaname ought to learn to just keep a closet full of replacement pillows handy. ;D Sheets too, probably.

LOL yeah, Kaname's BS-ing skills come in handy all over the place apparently, but at least in this instance it worked out for the best. *chuckles and eyes the happy lemon and the missing key* uh oh... ;D *hides from bouncing lemons* Thanks, I'm so glad you aren't tired of them!

Yes, Zero is definitely a sweet heart here, there and everywhere! ;D They have both come quite a way, and even if he'll probably never totally lose that shy edge here and there, Zero especially has become a lot more relaxed and able to be playful and adventurous, which I am quite sure Kaname LOVES. ;)

*coughs* yes, he really should have washed first, but fortunately, like you said, they don't have to worry about things like that.. 0:) And I'm glad Kaname's thoughts and feelings there made sense! *giggles muchly as she watches Yen and the lemons scamper around the house, following the action* Thank you so very, very much! I'm so happy that you liked all the different locations and action. Yup! A fitting, perfect and enjoyable punishment I'd say. ;) Hehehe! And again, so glad the "handle" amused you so! And of course, they need and deserve a little quiet, sweet time together too... *happy sigh* LOL yes, I was rather imagining something like that with Izumi too! XD

Mwahaha... yes, I have such a kinky imagination... will definitely be playing more with the spanks bit in the future. *coughs innocently* Not in this fic, but at some point. *watches her mind play happily in the gutter* Yeah, it's sort of sweet and interesting that Kaname still has a tendency to often hesitate and ask permission before biting, but the other way round has become a very natural action for Zero. You're quite right, Zero would take from Kaname more often, which is probably part of why. :)

Yeah, I think Zero was around 13 when he moved in with the Chairman and Yuki, and thus met Kaname. Kaname's about a year older (although I'm not really sure how the whole vampire aging thing works) so he would have been somewhere around 14-15 when he met Zero. Although the age difference between them looked more dramatic because either Kaname has always looked old for his age or possibly because of whatever funky differences there are in vampire aging LOL. The bad experiences in Kaname's past happened when he was around 13-ish, so it would have been before Zero met him for the first time.

LOL wow! :) Well don't worry, I think your crown is still very safe, but aww! Thank you so much! I'm glad you liked the sweetness. *sends you a big hanky with little lemons embroidered all around the edges* Er... the lemons said to give this to you? And yeah, if that furniture could talk, right? ;) Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!! *big hugs*

VaneCaos: Hi! Thanks for the review!! :) *helps you kick real life, which is always a stick in the mud* I'm so happy you enjoyed the chapter! :D *grins* and I'm glad you liked imagining those parts. ;) Mmm... yes, I completely understand what you mean... :D *giggles herself silly* and again, I'm so tickled that you liked the "handle"! *falls out of her chair giggling* oh yes! Look at that, a handle and two knobs!! XD XD Brilliant! *dies in a laughing, coughing fit* And yes, definitely returning to the plot this chapter as more elements are explained and introduced. :D Thank you again, so much!!

Thank you for the hanky, lemons! *huggles it in delight*

And for replying to both my reviews, Vani... I loved the chapters (and the chance to wonder through their lovely house) and I'm looking forward to that little spanking scene whenever you write it :D

Cheers!

Mwahaha! :D Thank you! I'm looking forward to it sometime too. ;D

Sorry for the delay in posting, but thank you everyone for your patience and your wonderful reviews! I probably won't be posting another chapter until after the new year, what with the Christmas holiday fast approaching, but I'll be working on it whenever possible. I apologize, but my review responses are going to be much briefer than usual because I'm at work, trying to juggle things and do this at the same time, but I really want to get this out before I get truly lost in the deadline and holiday morass. So, sorry about the shortness of my replies, but please know that I appreciate EVERYTHING that everybody said soooooooooo much more than I can say!

Merry Christmas everybody! Happy Holidays!

Review Responses for Chapter 12 of Secrets in the Dark:

Eilara: Thank you! I'm glad you liked the descriptions of the cube. For some reason I could imagine that scene really clearly and I was hoping to pass it on the same way. LOL well hopefully that comeback will be, uh, useful for you! Thank again!

Araya-chan: Thank you very much!! *smiles and hugs* I'm sooo happy that you are enjoying the stories, and I really appreciate what you said! :)

HelloLish: LOL yup! Thanks!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Well now we have some answers! *hands you tissues* erm... and some more questions... *tries to look innocent*

Ebony-Knight: Very true! And thank you so much for what you said! :D

Lenko: LOL I don't think I could ever get tired of that... ;D Especially when you are so awesomely sweet and well... awesome about it! :D *needs to expand her vocabulary* Thank you!! *huge hugs as she grins her head off* It makes me SO happy that you're enjoying the story that much! I know things have been moving a bit slower with this story because there's a lot of talking and geo / political / business type revelations driving the plot, so I'm really delighted that you find even the mundane details (oh yes, of course we all ride in a limo to work... *snork*) enjoyable! :) Mwahahah and yes... gotta love that line. So surprising from Zero, but that's what makes it so fun. ;D Glad you like the appearance of some other familiar faces and we definitely got to see a LOT more of Aido in this chapter. I'll admit I have a hard time getting inside Kain's head, so I don't tend to focus towards him, but I like to use him when I can. Yes, I agree, I think that out of the other nobles, Aido is probably the one closest to Zero now, one of those fun/funny twists of fate. I dare say it started with them working on the charms together and grew from there.

No, the cliffie on the last one wasn't really bad. Don't know whether this one is worse or not or about the same lol. And you were quite right about the illness relating to Yuki's death in some way, that was indeed what Diachi wanted to tell him - good job picking up on the clues ahead of time! :D I'd say you're also rather close on a number of other things... *hums innocently and clams up* Thank you sooo much!

Bassoonbg: Aw! A junkie, huh? Wow! *giggles and hugs* Yup! You're right on target, the plague and the illness are connected and Aido does indeed have some very important (and troubling) puzzle pieces for Kaname. :D Good job catching all the little detail clues! Everything is more or less connected... we just don't see how yet. As for what Kaname is considering trying to remember... we'll find out more about that very soon. ;) Thank you!!! *big hugs*

fahaar: Hehe thanks for sharing your reactions! :D

roro237: Yup, it did!! Thank you so much, I'm glad you like all the little glimpses back in time and such. *bounces happily* Thanks!!!

chocoxlat: Thanks!

DeepWaterBlack: LOL! Well, I think poor Aido now has even more to worry about... :S Aw! *giggles* love you and your little reading lemon. Heh, yeah, Kaname has that death glare down pat, doesn't he? *shivers* Yes, actually, I have put a lot of thought into how to continue the Kuran/Kiriyu lines as well. I have some ideas on the subject. :D :D If I continue writing this series long enough, then that will be part of it. You know, it's funny, I always planned to have Zero end up the head of the hunters eventually, and then the Manga turned that direction too and I was like: yes!! It will be different in my stories, more difficult and through a lot more round about circumstances (Zero's closeness to Kaname in my universe makes it harder for the hunters to trust him and his objectivity right off the bat, there's always those who wonder if Kuran is controlling him) but again, if I keep writing long enough to get everything in, yes, I do plan to have that happen. Thanks so much! :)

Withered Black Rose: LOL oh noes! Thank you! :D Yes, poor Aido's in the thick of it again, even if it's not his fault this time really... ;)

Nineorchids: Yay! I'm glad you're enjoying the political / economic side of the story! (especially since we just got a lot more of it this chapter... *sweatdrop* XD). Yeah, poor Zero! I'm much more like Kaname in beverage choice, I prefer sweet things, but sometimes when you're not feeling well that can still not help. Yes, it definitely will come out at some point (soon) and Zero will be supportive, at least eventually/when it really matters. :) Thanks!

YenGirl: Yes, that is a big victory for Zero. Our baby has come a long way, eh? XD *giggles into her hands and unsuccessfully hides from Zero who looks like he wants to kill her* Erm... I have to admit that the anti-pheromones pills kind of made me think of birth control pills too! *rolls on the floor even though it's not that funny, just at the thought of Zero taking birth control pills* Oh man, he's so going to kill me.

Oh man, me too, I get carsick at the drop of a hat, especially if I am doing anything other than sitting forward and looking out the window. :P Yay! I'm glad you liked the way the gift bit came out. Kaname definitely needed some good surprises about now and Zero gave him a huge one!

MM!! *blanks out at the mention of Kaname and Zero kissing by the fountain in the moonlight* Dang...! There's a lovely mental image... *sigh* ROTFL! Aw, come on Kain, real men cry you know... *hides quickly* I must sidetrack for a moment and mention that I am really impressed with the way you're handling him in "In Silence". I have a heck of a time writing Kain personally, and I really like the way you do it! :D *chokes on her laughter* A-Aido, with highlights! Precious! XD

Yes, you're right, things are beginning to start coming together quickly now, or at least they will from now on. :) Thank you soooooo much!!! *big hugs*

Toxic Hathor: Don't even worry about it, considering how long it took me to get the next chapter done... yeah. Sorry FFN was giving you fits again. *bops it on the head* Hopefully it will behave better for you this time! ROTFL! *laughs about the metabolic fuel bit* Well, I don't think he was necessarily calling all Espresso "battery acid", Kaname probably likes it too, but he drinks it mixed with other things and Zero drinks it black.

Thank you, I'm glad that you're enjoying the story despite its slower / different kind of pace! *is so happy* Thanks so much!!

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Thank you!!!

Maydn: LOL ;) Nothing to feel guilty about! And I'm glad you liked the chapter and... ah... "tolerated" the lemon... ;D Yes, I agree, exploring some of Kaname's masochistic side is very fun. *high fives* Don't feel like a perv at all! I *cough* am very fond of spanking kink myself. I definitely want to have more in that direction at some point, but it an idea Zero will have to be eased into. *chuckles* and I admit, I was kind of putting out a feeler to see if anybody else was intererested in reading it or if it would get a negative reaction. I am very pleased that several folks seem interested, so... Kaname and Zero are both in trouble in the future! mwahaah! (not in this fic, but I have some one shot / short story ideas...). ROTFL! Well you're right, Kaname would be very handy to have in bed for that reason if nothing else... *nod nod* Yes, we get to see more of Aido's "spy" activities this chapter. LOL and I'm sorry that you still had to wait a bit for the next update, but thank you again!!

Im-the-best: Thank you! Yes, he does have an important role to play! Actually, no, Zero is the first person to have drunk Kaname's blood. Nasser did a lot to him, but not that, for reasons which will be explained when everything finally comes out. *hugs* Don't worry at all, I understand about lack of time (Yikes do I understand!) but I'm glad you're enjoying the story!

my name is paper YAH: An'swala is the country which is principally involved in Kaname's struggle over the Oil company with Orion. Check out Chapter Two of the story for a fuller explanation. :)

Dira11: Thank you! That's okay, you're better than me, I don't know enough of another language to even try! Thank you so much for what you said about this story, Crimson Door and my website! *big, bouncy hugs* Sorry it took a bit to get this chapter out, but thanks for your patience. I hope it's enjoyable!

Aw, really Vani? *blushes happily, pleased as punch* Thank you so much for saying that about In Silence and *grabs hold of Kain who is trying to make a run for it* You hear that, Akatsuki? Vani says that real men cry! *all other VK leading men who have been forced to shed tears at Yen's hand cheer in er, tearful relief*

XD

We will wait as we usually do, Vani dear. No worries!

Well, here we are, first post in the new year. :D Thank you all so much for the continued reviews and support, they mean a lot to me and keep me going!

Review Responses for Chapter 13 of "Secrets in the Dark"

KanameZero4Eva: I know, poor Aido!

Toxic Hathor: LOL yup! Didn't figure that any of my readers really wanted to hear about reverse transcriptase and DNA polymerases. XD Although my personal pet theory is that purebloods must naturally carry something very akin to that which allows them to turn people into vampires by significantly altering their genome / re-writing their DNA - if they survive the transition. The neat thing is that at least in theory it could be possible. Heh, yes, I get all excited when I can research and find semi-scientific explanations for things. I like authors like James Rollins who incorporate elements like that. ;) Thanks!!

Oh goodness, no! I definitely don't think that, and that is definitely not why Nasser has the name he does. Actually, it's quite the opposite. I named him that because I have a distinct fondness for Arabic names, I think they sound cool. I have always been fascinated by middle eastern culture and history. We'll find out some more of this as things progress, but Nasser isn't culturally Arabic and his surname isn't either. Since he's a pureblood, human ethnicities don't really apply, but he is what I would call vaguely Mediterranean in origin. That happened mostly because A) I wanted to explore the world of vampires outside Japan (although pureblood vampires are technically a completely different race all unto themselves, I think it's terribly dull to not have any kind of diversity, so I imagine that even if it's just the front they chose to show, purebloods could subtly alter their appearance to fit into wherever they live). And B) because in my universe Nasser is one of the oldest living purebloods. (Kaname's bloodline is older, but of course since there's no Ancestor issues in my story, Kaname himself is not).Way back when I created Nasser in my head several years ago, I thought VK was set in the present or near future, so in order to have him be as old as I wanted, he would have to have been around during the days of the fertile crescent back when it was the cradle of civilization, which means he would have had to fit into Mesopotamian society. Since then due to various developments in the manga, I've decided that VK is actually set thousands of years in the future, so I'm not tied to making things work with our current earth history anymore. But Nasser as a character was already formed in my head, and he has remained much the same. (Oh, and C) because I think Mediterranean guys can be very hot *cough*...)

LOL! Yes, leave it to Kaname to point out how suggestive that sounded! And thank you for saying that you like the way I write Aido! He's shown up a lot last chapter and this one, so that makes me happy. :) I have to agree, out of all of them, there's something especially sad about imagining Aido being sick, probably because of what you said, part of him reminds one so much of a little boy still. Oh yes, nothing like the scent of vomit to make you want to upchuck yourself... *shiver* Thank you! *beams happily and walks around on air* Oh no, your reviews could never be boring! *hugs* I appreciate them and look forward to them very much! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

usernaem: Thank you very much! LOL and oh yes, Kaname can have a dirty mind... especially when it makes Zero blush so cutely! ;) *snickers*

Chemical-euphoria: LOL! Yeah, how would you say that... vampireanity? Yeahh... no. Thanks!

Bassoonbg: Thank you very much! I love it when I'm able to pull in little bits and pieces of canon history like that and they fit in with the story. :) Yeah, 2010 certainly came up on us faster than it seemed like it would, didn't it? Wow. ROTFL!! VTD! I love it! You are quite right! They did need to be tested, that happens in this chapter. Aw, yes, poor Aido. He's kind of like a puppy, really, you just hate to see him in pain. :) Thank you again!!! Hope you had a great holiday!

Faithful Cherry Blossom: No, you're quite right, it's not! Thanks!

Ishasuki Mitochi: Very good train of logic there! That's exactly what Kaname was afraid of too. Some answers to the whole virus and how it relates to Yuki thing are in this chapter, but go ahead and keep those thoughts in the back of your mind, because all is not yet said and done... There will be more twists later. ;) Wow, thank you very much! *happy blush* I really appreciate your saying that. *big, big hugs* And don't worry about Zero, Kaname and the focusing cube. That whole issue is about to bust wide open after what happens next chapter, so get ready to hang on, because from here on out it's going to be a bumpy ride for a while. ;D

roro237: Thank you very much!!!

SkyChild: LOL yes, big old information dump there, but thanks, I'm glad that you enjoyed it and didn't get lost. :) *snickers* Yes, I'm afraid after this past year I just couldn't resist putting in that "flu" reference. Have to agree about how sweet a pensive, hurt Aido is. Aw... :) Wow, thank you! *pets Aido fondly* Don't worry, I'll take good care of him (innocently tries to ignore what poor Kaname and Zero have gone through in the past while she was taking good care of them). 0:) No, I'm afraid there is as yet no official English translation of any of the VK side novels, but there is a fan translation for the one story which I referenced, about Aido and Fuuka (the girl / test subject). I helped proof it once it was translated, so you can download it over on my blog (the "homepage" link on my FFN bio). Just type "ice blue sins" into the search box on my blog and it should be the first result that comes up. :)

Lenko: I know, Christmas came up scary fast, didn't it? New Year's too. Thank you!! I'm so glad it wasn't boring. :) I have to admit I am a complete mystery lover. I enjoy whodunits and treasure hunts and thrillers and just about anything where you're kept guessing for a while and given a bunch of different clues that slowly start to come together as things progress. I really wanted to go for a bit of a mystery flavor with this story, so I am ecstatic that you are enjoying that element of it! :D :D :D *bounces*

Thanks too for what you said about Kaname and Diachi. I find it very interesting to try and imagine / play out the subtle power games to be found in pureblood interaction, even among allies / friends. We'll be seeing more of those two later in this fic too. And speaking of things we're going to see more of, yes, we will see some more of Aido and Zero's relationship as well. Actually, their friendship will turn out to be quite important in at least one instance. :D Yeah, that trip really has screwed with poor Aido's head and thank you!! Glad you liked the way the back story from the novel tied in. :D

Well, I think in some ways Aido is a little less overly respectful around Kaname, but in other ways he hasn't changed too much, because with him I think a lot of it stems from the fact that he's more or less got a huge, ongoing crush on Kaname which has channeled into hero worship. So it's partly that tongue-tied-around-someone-you-like feeling (sort of like how in the manga he's very free with pureblood Yuki, but still not so much with Kaname). As time progresses, I think he'll continue to loosen up though. :)

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! *hugs* I'm so very happy that you liked the whole bit with the virus explanations and flashbacks, etc. :D Thanks so much for what you said!! Yes, it does raise a lot of worrying questions. Some of the answers for Aido's immediate present are in this chapter, but we're still learning about the virus, so more will come later. As for Kaname and Zero, very good thoughts / questions there! Once again, the immediate answer is covered in this chapter, but it is still no accident that these viruses are similar, although not identical, so keep an open mind for later. :D

Yes, I love Kaname and Zero being protective of Aido too, it just seems so sweet somehow. And they are all very lucky to have Zero! Especially since he's the only one graced with an understanding of these mysterious things like being sick... ;D Thank you again so much!

NoemiC: Thanks!! I love twisty stories and I'm having a lot of fun trying to keep this one in motion. LOL yeah, at this point it does kind of seem that everyone is screwed, actually more so than they even know yet... but of course, things will come around eventually. :D Yes, poor Aido, if you stop to consider the full implications, his condition really is horrifying like you said. Naturally, I have some ideas up my sleeve for working things out later, but things will get worse before they get better - for everyone. *innocent look* Thank you!!

DeepWaterBlack: *big smile* Well I won't tell you, of course, but I can say is that the level of deviousness in your thinking is kind of operating at the right frequency, however the details may come together. And yes, it is meant to cause Kaname harm and force his hand. How exactly... well that's what we'll find out. :) Answers about why Aido started showing symptoms are in this chapter, and I congratulate your deductive skills. :D Thank you!!! I hope you enjoyed your holidays!

Isabela Nobre: Thank you! I'm so glad you liked it!! Yup, those are all very good questions! Some are answered in this chapter, and some remain yet to be seen. :) Thank you again!

Ikarinogo: Indeed!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: LOL! Writing!!

HelloLish: *nods and sends him a get-well basket*

Araya-chan: Yes! Very good questions there! And some very good points. *nods approvingly* :D Of course I can't speak to any of them just yet, but everything will come out with time! :) Thank you very much!! Hope your holidays were great.

Sunless: Thank you! Well, if you want to know more about Aido and the ex-human girl, that's actually a canon story that was published in one of the VK side novels. You can download a translation of it from my website (the "homepage" link on my bio) by entering "ice blue sins" into my blog's search box. Please read the disclaimers regarding the translation accuracy, but it can definitely give you an idea of what happened.

Ebony-Knight: Thank you very much! Sorry for the wait in updates, but now that the holidays are over here's hoping it can get more regular again. *keeps fingers crossed*

Dira11: You're very welcome, thank you! :D I'm so glad you liked the background information. Thanks, I hope you had a wonderful holiday season too!

Im-the-best: LOL! Oh yeah, since this story has been posting slowly over a long period of time, sometimes one needs to go back and read previous chapters to remember what happened and make sense of current ones, especially since this has a fairly complex plot and I've got so many different threads weaving in and out. I have to do that with the manga sometimes, I'll have to go back and dig through my early copies to remember bits I haven't read in a year or so. XD Yes, poor Aido! You are quite right. Yeah, the illness that Yuki had wasn't identical to this one, although it was close. So in reality, Yuki would have died either way, but you're right, that doubt has always been very hard for Kaname to deal with, and even more so now. Thanks!!

Yuuni-chan: Thank you! Oh yes, definitely much too much for mere coincidence. :) Can't say too much about it yet, but there are definitely some twisted goals and means at work here... *nodnod*

Shadow Shadowsong: Cool! Thanks for reviewing! :) You're quite right, poor Aido does feel very guilty, although it isn't at all his fault. Ah! Yes, but of course, we must remember who this is happening too. Aido is indeed our resident genius, so... who knows what the future may bring? :D

You say they are more screwed than they realise? As in... Zero and Kaname might not be totally okay after the events of chp. 14? D: That would suck.

Well, I can't say without giving things away, but perhaps I should say that they are currently screwed in different ways than they suspect as of yet... ;) BUT everything will turn out okay in the end. :)

Thank you everyone for the awesome reviews!!! :D It's finally time for Kaname's past to start coming out, so we're going to be getting a lot of answers over the next few chapters... although of course, we will still have to find out how it all connects to the present situations etc., so they'll be plenty of mystery left to puzzle over a little longer yet, LOL. If it's hard to understand why Kaname's reacting the way he is to Nasser, don't worry, that will be explained soon, but for right now we're suffering along with Kaname's own intense confusion on that subject. Also, don't worry too much on behalf of Kaname and Zero's relationship. I don't think I'm giving anything important away by saying that it is pretty strong and solid by this time, so despite what bumps may come, they will eventually find their way through together. That being said... hang on to your seatbelts, because the ride's about to get both bumpy and angsty. 0;)

Review Responses for "Secrets in the Dark" Chapter 14

Toxic Hathor: Thanks!! Yes, I have anon reviews disabled. I hate to inconvenience people, but friends of mine have had bad experiences with anon hecklers or spammers in the past (mostly in other fandoms) so I just prefer to leave them turned off. Cool! I'm really glad you think the theory is interesting, especially since you've got way more actual medical knowledge than I do. :) I've spent a lot of time thinking about that one and trying to look up how it could work.

Oops, I think I wasn't clear on what I meant in that sentence about Nasser LOL *slaps her forehead*. Nasser the name is definitely Arabic and I think you're quite right about what it means. I actually used it partially because of the "victor over others" meaning, although mostly because I liked the way it sounded. ;D What I meant was that Nasser the person/character wasn't Arabic in origin (obviously, since he's a pureblood vampire), although as I postulate in the chapter itself, I figure purebloods can pretty much adapt to blend in wherever they want to.

LOL! Well, I think my fiancé might take umbrage with me being hooked up with a hot Mediterranean guy, but thanks for the offer! *drools in her imagination instead*;D

Heh, yeah, I was trying to imagine what having blood taken that way from a vampire would be like, and wondering if it would be sort of akin to er... gynecological type medical procedures which are definitely nothing like... um... I should stop talking now. *hurries on to a different subject*

Thanks! Yes, have to admit, I think Zero was cute there too! Wow, I have no clue what any of those –blast words mean, but I wish you very good luck with that! Thanks again, very much!!

KanameZero4Eva: Thank you!!!

Bassoonbg: Yes, I am completely feeling better now. Thanks! Glad there was no rust showing... *stops anxiously gripping her supply of waxes and polish clothes* ;D LOL that must be it, Aido must be waiting for you! *giggles and tries to help you find that buzzer* Either that or he likes his freedom to remain a freewheeling lady's man. ;) Thank you!! I hope you enjoyed meeting Nasser. Well... okay, maybe enjoy is the wrong word to use, but you know what I mean. ;) We definitely got some imparting of back history finally before the meeting indeed. As for cube memories... very soon now. Next chapter, probably. Heh, well in a way Zero did throw off his mojo, things might have gone quite a lot worse without him there. *smiles fondly* Thanks again!

Sunless: I'm glad you enjoy hearing about Kaname's past! I *cough* have to admit that I do too. It's such fun to imagine him as a little kid, especially in the happier times. Yes, I do plan on finishing Yours to Hold at some point, I just have a nasty case of writer's block going on that one and am waiting for my Muse to inspire me again. Thanks!!

catlover28: Thanks so much!!

roro237: Aw, thanks! *hugs* I really appreciate your saying that. I usually see everything playing out in my head like on TV when I imagine a scene, and I try to capture that, so thanks! Glad you enjoyed the chapter.

KATZUNITED-MEOW: LOL yes, you are indeed. :) *hugs* Thanks!

Vampire Winged Rose: Bum, bum, bum! *cue significant music* Yup, you caught the little hint there! LOL! *grins and giggles* Thanks for sharing your reaction, that was awesome! :D Yes, you are quite right, I'd say Nasser has a lot to do with Kaname's nightmares. We get a lot of answers this chapter, and more are forthcoming in the next few chapters as well. :) Thanks!

NoemiC: I think you are thinking very close to the truth there. :D ROTFL!!! Oh man, yeah, us poor normal humans, stuck with all those things we'd like to forget. As a friend of mine used to say, there are some things once seen that you can't ever un-see. XD

Thank you very much! I really enjoy growing everyone closer together and building up both the bonds of friendship and of love. I have to agree, I would totally flip to see Zero and Aido able to work together and be friends like that in the Manga too. Honestly, it could happen there, if Ms. Hino wants it to, they already have the right kind of antagonism between them that having them come around to end up being unlikely friends would be fun and meaningful. (unlike Kaname and Zero getting together, which I would also love to see, but know will never ever happen ;D). Manga!Zero just has to get over his vampire issues a little more yet. ;)

LOL yeah, if I had to guess anybody in VK as a possible voyeur (although probably only when it came to Kaname) it would be Aido. Sorry Aido! *giggles* you bring it on yourself. Although you're right, and that's what I was thinking too - in a sense we all are whenever we see movies or read manga or stuff like that and enjoy watching the lead characters kissing, etc. Thank you very, very much!

Lenko: *beams happily and finally puts her polishing clothes and rust-be-gone waxes away* Thanks! Haha, massive heatwave, huh? Sounds like our massive cold wave! Unless of course you mean Celsius... in which case... *sends you a massive tub full of ice cubes*

Nope, no, I don't think I could ever get sick of hearing that. *hugs* Although you may get sick of hearing me say thank you, but since nothing else seems to work quite as well, um, Thank you! XD Yes, I think you're very right, those probably are the only two people who would tease Kaname back. I'm glad you liked all the interplay between the characters, etc.

LOL! It's so funny because I've had the situation with the virus more or less planned out in my head quite a while now, and then last year the whole overblown Swine Flu thing happened and I was amused at how suddenly less sci-fi it all sounded. Thanks!

Yes, you're right, that's the kind of liking that I meant. Nothing weird, just that he enjoys seeing Kaname happy and open like that (especially since it does rather mean that Kaname trusts him/them enough to be that way with Zero in front of them) and he perhaps feels just a little wistful about it, like we do sometimes when reading a manga or watching a movie. Heheh yes, I think that's a cute picture too! LOL and yeah, leave it to Kaname to immediately think about taking clothes off after talking about putting them on... ;)

Thanks, I like playing with Takuma in that kind of almost-brother role to Kaname and now by extension to Zero as well. :) You're quite right, by this point Takuma does know about Shiki and his mom, although since I haven't finished "Yours to Hold" yet, I have to try and keep things vague, lol. That's a very good question about Kaname and Takuma. It's a bigger deal for Kaname to give his blood to people than most, and no one would expect him to, but I personally think that if it was the only way to save Takuma, Kaname would do it, in my universe anyway. Although, in my universe that would be an incredibly sticky situation, simply because of the way I've set up how bonding works. Kaname's drunk from Takuma in the past and he would not want to bond with him. They could probably get around that though if Takuma could take / was given Kaname's blood with no biting involved. I've pretty much decided that there has to be mutual biting and blood sharing for a bond to form. Considering that Takuma is actually from a pretty powerful noble bloodline himself, so that would also make him incredibly strong as a result, I should think. Nope, don't worry, the past when it comes out is all very tragic, but it won't wreck Kaname's relationships with anybody, not Zero and not Takuma either. Due to truth behind the way the situation unfolded... well, you'll see when we get there. :)

Yes LOL I do think they're getting kinkier as they all mature and get older. *snickers* Thank you for the awesome review, ramble away any time! :D

LuanRina: Thank you so much!!

SkyChild: Thanks, I appreciate it! Mwaha indeed. 0:) Yeah, they are kind of getting a little like brothers too there! It's lovely to see them all like that. *happy sigh* But... um... yeah, you're quite right about the about to get ugly part... *watches the storm clouds roll in and starts looking for cover* Thanks again!

Yuuni-chan: LOL yeah, that's Aido for you indeed. ;) Thanks so much!! Yes, I'm afraid you're right, Kaname's secrets about Nasser and especially the way they manifest in this chapter does kind of cause some trouble between them. But once Zero knows the actual facts... well, that will make a big difference. :) *hums* 'fraid I can't answer yet about who wiped Takuma's memory, but you are quite right that someone did. LOL! No, you're right, he wouldn't be Zero if he wasn't... well, Zero! ;D Thanks again!

HugAZombie: *giggles and hugs tightly* Aww! You're so sweet! Although I think my fiancé would have a tiny problem with that... ;D Thank you very much, I'm so, SO happy that you're enjoying the story and the characterizations so much. Yay! *floats around on cloud nine* :D

darkHeartedAngel26: Thank you!!!!

HelloLish: Thanks! :D

WindStar: Thanks! The way I figure it, Takuma's probably quite busy taking care of his own business concerns a lot of the time these days, but of course, I had to find a way to bring him in! And yup, his memories also are not quite complete in regards to certain past events. Thanks again!

Sagakure: Hi there! *big hugs* Yes, that's exactly what they're marking. ;D Yup! You are completely right. His actions towards Takuma were to get a reaction out of Kaname, not Ichiou, but of course, Takuma was still a kid himself then and he didn't / doesn't know that. I'm keeping mum on who did the memory wipe for now, but yeah, it could go either of those ways and you're right again that at this point, Kaname doesn't remember that either, since as we see in this chapter, there is a lot more of his memory sealed away than he previously realized. LOL and oh yes, TONS of angst coming. XD

LOL! And yes, it is kind of lovely, Aido getting to see those things. :D *hearts* Thanks so much for the review! I know you're super busy too right now, and I appreciate it. *hugs*

DeepWaterBlack: Hehe! Why not both indeed? ;D Thank you so much, I'm so happy you enjoyed those parts! :D ROTFL!! Yes, hopeless indeed!! XD

Isabela Nobre: Thank you very much! Yes, poor Kaname has been through so much and had to change so much from his natrual disposition. I think that's why I love so much that he gets to be more himself again now with Zero. *heart* And yes, there is something quite important in there... ;)

YenGirl: *big hugs* No need to apologize! I'm just happy and excited to death that you reviewed! I know how scarce your time is, thanks so much! LOL! Yes, Kain has been protective of Aido all his life I'd say, and trouble has been following the dear blonde for just as long. XD Oh good, I'm glad the technical stuff didn't bog things down. No, never been in politics thank goodness! But yay! Thank you for that! You know, there's an old joke about that word and how you can break it down into - "poly" meaning many and "tics" meaning blood sucking parasites, and I just made myself laugh by suddenly getting vampire connotations from the blood sucking part... LOL yes, I'm weird.

*giggles* tipped into the fountain, eh? Well if we can pull them in after us, then I volunteer! 0:) LOL well yeah, my mind must be dirty too. ;D And don't worry, I doubt Zero has learned to control his blushing all the time, just occasionally. Hehe, he'd have to, living with Kaname, or else he'd probably have a permanently rosy complexion. Yes! That's right, take that all you snobby nobles! *happily daydreams along*

LOL yes, if I think about it, I've had rather a lot of people hugging Aido lately. XD But what can I say? He's so cute and huggable and he needs it at this point. I'm glad you liked that. ;) And yes, I'm afraid any time Zero and Aido are together it often makes me think of If Only as well. Such a great fic. :D :D *sniggers* yeah, that's true, half Zero's cooties are probably from Kaname, so... *doesn't get a chance to finish because Aido is suddenly scrubbing himself all over the hunter, much to Zero's chagrin* XD

Yup, they've shared pretty much EVERYTHING. *doesn't bother trying not to sound perverted* 0:) I do give them a lot of angst I'm afraid, their lives are certainly never dull. They're getting a double helping this chapter too... *winces and actually feels bad for them* but they'll pull through with flying colors as usual. :)

Yes, the whole 'needs to be fresh blood' thing is my way of trying to explain why vamps don't just drink canned blood all the time. And very true about the blood banks! Yes, Aido does rather well at blabbing about things he shouldn't. *chuckles* ah, but we love you for it Aido, you know we do.

*hands Yen a pitchfork, tar, feathers and some nice hot pokers to use on Nasser instead since Aido's microscope is out* Here, try these... ;D Oh gosh, and yes, I give up trying to find appropriate terms for vampire time frames, it's so confusing, so I just use whatever sounds right and say to heck with it. ;P Awww... *coos at the cute little lemon hiding away in Kaname's pocket* He won't get a chance to play for a little while, but if he sticks close to those two, sooner or later he'll have a lot of fun. ;)

Thanks! I'm glad you liked the whole bit with Takuma and how I characterize him. Wow, I'm so complimented! *big hugs* Nope, Aido would probably not have used that analogy if Kaname was still around, and yup, it just seems fitting that Takuma would drive a classy, old school car like that. HEHEHE oh my, "sitting" indeed! There's a turn even my mind hadn't quite made, I applaud you! ;D!

Yeah, I think the past is kind of a difficult subject for both of them, and they're guys so they're not so apt to sit around and talk about their feelings or reminisce without provocation *rolls eyes* but I think that slowly but surely they'll end up crossing all those bridges too and getting to know all about one another's childhoods too. After all, you're quite right, they do have plenty of time. :) Mwahahaah! Ooh! Thanks! I like being devious! *feels very complimented*

Yes, poor Zero is going to be shocked when he finds out, although by that time I think he's going to be feeling so incredibly torn for and protective towards his lover that those other feelings will probably take priority. Thank you again soooo much!!

Araya-chan: Ouch, yeah, I remember those days! *sends you coffee and pillows* I hope your exams go well! Thank you!!! I'm happy you liked those parts. Yes, this chapter is the fateful meeting. Unfortunately, Nasser causes tons of trouble. LOL but you're right, if he didn't, where would the fun be in that? Thanks again!

Im-the-best: ROTFL!!! Yes, I'm with you 100%! Kaname can exagerate with me like that any time! *giggles* Glad you liked that part and the other parts too. Thank you so much! How did I become a yaoi fan? Well, I've only gotten into manga/anime in the past three years or so, so before that I was calling it slash. I first got into it in some movie and TV fandoms that I was into years ago (to read, I never wrote until VK). I first discovered Yaoi via some awesome fan works for the Full Metal Alchemist series (which was also my first introduction to manga), but I didn't become full blown obsessed until VK. Kaname x Zero I thought would be an awesome pairing since the moment I saw them both in the first volume of Vampire Knight. At first I was just trying to imagine how they could actually end up as friends (because I liked them both so much and wished they could understand each other), but then... I started having more delicious thoughts LOL. To be honest, when I first started Crimson Door, I didn't know that I was going to end up making it Yaoi, I was just writing my way along and seeing what happened initially, and then the ideas started forming themselves... and haven't let go since! ;D

Penguita38: Thank you very much! I really appreciate your saying that about the flow of the story and the ease of reading it. Yay! *happy dances* Yes, I have a rather bad habit of opening almost as many questions as I close in any given chapter. ;) But we're going to start getting a lot of answers now I think. Glad you're looking forward to the meeting with Nasser! LOL it's gonna be a train wreck... ;) How much Nasser knows about Zero and Kaname is a good question. Certainly, he knows that Zero is Kaname's protégé/bodyguard, and that they are intimate. Although, he would probably frame it in terms of Zero being his pet or his toy. He doesn't realize how deep their love runs, although he's aware that Kaname is very fond of the boy. He is already inclined to think that Kaname's generally too kind / weak, so I think at this point (especially after what happens in this chapter) Nasser just assumes that Zero is a favorite pet on whom Kaname dotes and is far too lenient. Kind of like the very strong attachment that some people have to their dogs. Fortunately for our boys, Nasser's own pureblood arrogance is keeping him from seeing anything more, at least for the time being. Thanks again! :)

portisHeart: Wow! Thank you for all the lovely reviews! It's been so much fun reading them as they came in, I really appreciate your going through and commenting on every chapter, that was lovely of you! I've read them all multiple times, so thank you! You're quite right, I like the way you said that. It is rather good fortune on Zero's part that his two strongest supporters on the hunter and vampire sides are also both very influential alphas in their respective worlds - Kaname and Yagari. :D And yup, apparently speeding tickets are the one universal constant in the galaxy. XD LOL oh dear, well, yeah, Zero certainly wasn't doing too much immediate walking after that until he'd had a nice little drink! ;) ROTFL!!! *coughs and dies over the new 'fashion statement' you mentioned in the CH10 review* hehehe erm.. yeah... ;) I'm glad you liked both the hot and tender scenes. *happy grin* Thank you! I do love the fact that I get to take everything to an even higher level with them because of their vampire-ness. *heart* No, afraid I don't know where Kaname got his focusing cube, but if I ever find an outlet, I'll let you know! I could certainly use one as well... LOL Thank you again, so, so, SOOOO much!! :D

General16: Thank you so much! Wow! I really appreciate your saying that! :D

Wow, I'm totally blown away by the response to the last chapter, thank you everybody!! I was quite nervous about it for many reasons, so I'm delighted that so many of you really liked it!! :D I'm afraid I'm sick again (ARG!!!) so I apologize if there's a higher than usual error rate in the chapter. :P And if my review responses are a bit brief or lackluster because of the sluggish state of my congested brain right now, but please, I hope everyone knows how much I really appreciate each and every review, thank you!!!

Review Responses for Chapter 15 of "Secrets in the Dark"

KanameZero4Eva: LOL sure, you can kill him! Unfortunately it won't kill him in the story, buuuut... ;) *passes out Nasser clones to vent on and tissues* Thanks! :)

Naurel A: Thanks! I'm trying to create Nasser in such a way that although you positively hate his guts, he's still an interesting/clever character, so I appreciate your saying that. I love mystery/suspense stories too and we're finally starting to get some answers now, with more to come. I don't want to give too much away, but I'd say your theory about the pheromones is a very good one. ;) YAY! You noticed the clues I planted in the previous chapters! You have no idea how pleased that makes me. Yes, the whole thing earlier with Zero and the pheromones, etc. was indeed groundwork. I can't answer the other questions yet, but again... I'll just say that your theories are very good. :D Thank you soooo much! :D I'm glad you liked the chapter and all those moments you mentioned!

Penguita38: LOL I'm sure that's what Zero wanted to do too, but you're right, it does show both his growth and maturity and how much he cares for Kaname and understands how things have to be in his world that he has more restraint now then when he was younger. :) Yeah, it's not easy on either of them, the way their relationship has to play in public because they have the unfortunate situation of the vampire caste system being against them. :P

I can't tell you Nasser's plans regarding Zero, LOL that would give things away, but of course, we'll see what he has up his sleeve eventually. ;) Thank you, thank you, thank you!! You definitely did NOT bore me, I loved every sentence! Thanks again!!

zerokanda: LOL! Well maybe I'll borrow your arsenal next time! Sounds like you are prepared. ;) Yeah, and if you think Zero's mad at Nasser now, just wait until after he gets done finding out about what the creep did in the past... :D

chocoxlat: Thanks!!

AnonymouslyStupid: Thank you very much!! I hope you survived the wait too! ;)

Ita-chan1: I'd say those are some pretty good guesses... ;) Well, in this particular instance I'd have to sort of agree actually. At this moment, because of what happened in the past, Kaname is more vulnerable than usual. Nobody can be strong all the time, but fortunately he's got Zero to be a safe place when he is weak. :) It's an interesting turn around, because in "Blood Moon", Zero was the one whom Kaname was trying to put back together and help grab back onto life (around all their misunderstandings lol) but this time around Zero gets to be Kaname's anchor. :) Thanks!

portisHeart: Thank you!!! I'm so glad you liked the chapter! Yeah, Nasser is a little different, he's evil in a very vampire way, I think - beautiful, seductive, ruthless, brilliant and heartless. He really personifies the dark side of what vampires can be in a way I don't usually get to show because all our favorite vamps aren't like that. :) Thanks again!!!

LuanRina: Thank you very much!

SkyChild: *sends you a gun* ;D Yes, Nasser's definitely the most evil person I've ever tried to write. Hehe actually, that makes him kind of fun to write. XD *is shot* I can't give away his fate, but eventually everyone gets what's coming to them, I think. :) Yes, the fallout was definitely much worse than that, and I think a lot of Kaname's self-worth issues are going to make a lot more sense before we're done with the flashbacks, poor thing. Thanks!!

Ebony-Knight: LOL okay, I'll send all the extra pitchforks your way! Thanks very much!!

Lenko: Wow, thanks! I'm delighted that this is turning into a favorite! It is nice that despite the turmoil they're in now, in other ways their lives are more stable now, including their relationships with each other and their other friends. :) Thank you, I have fun with all the little details and trying to think of how their society could work, how it would be effected by the longer life spans, etc. and I love it when others enjoy that too! Yeah, poor Kaname was unfortunately out of his league the first time he crossed paths with Nasser (not his fault, he was still a kid even if he didn't see himself as one). Once again, some questions have already been answered this chapter and more are coming up. We'll soon find out how Takuma comes into things, probably the chapter after next, or thereabouts.

Yeah, it is almost odd to see Kaname as young. He's very mature and way ahead of his years, able to outclass most vampires way older than he is. But when someone like Nasser shows up, you start to realize that he is actually very young, not just in human terms but especially in vampire terms. Makes everything that Kaname has done and continues to do all the more impressive actually, I think, when you realize that he's barely been alive for more than a few heartbeats of time in vampire terms. Also makes you wonder just how awesomely impressive he'll be as he gets older. If he was as old as Nasser... LOL Nasser wouldn't stand a popsicle's chance in hell. :D

LOL yeah, Zero is awesome and I had so much fun trying to look at things through his perspective. Glad you liked that!! *whew* yes, we must hide Zero's true importance from Nasser-the-nasty... *edges in front of him*

Good questions one and all, the answers are coming soon! I agree, you summarized Kaname's feelings and reactions perfectly there. He is so used to being in control and being the strong one that this situation is doubly difficult. Actually, we're now going to be seeing some of the many reasons why he feels the need to be in control all the time and why he feels that weakness is so detestable and frightening. Thank you so much!!!!!

EmberSH: LOL! I know that feeling! Well Kaname may not be handling the situation incredibly well, but I think that once the details come out, it'll make sense why. Thank you so much, I'm glad you like the characterizations and all! :)

HugAZombie: Aw, thanks! :D

General16: LOL sure, I'm letting anyone who wants to kill Nasser. He's a pureblood, so somehow he just manages to miraculously keep coming back to life so he can continue to appear in the fic. XD Thank you so much for what you said! I'm so happy that it can be inspirational like that! And I bet your writing is much better than you think it is, we are always more critical of our own works I think. :) Thanks again!

Isabela Nobre: Thank you!!!

Chemical-euphoria: LOL! Good nickname. Thanks!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Yeah, I do that too... ;) Thanks.

blackblood1616: Thanks!! LOL yes, I love Zero in protective rebel mode too! He's sooo fun like that. ROTFL! Well, we'll have to see what we can do about getting Zero an ass to kick. XD He's certainly going to want to by the time he's done finding out about Kaname's past! Zero's vines do respond to his emotions, but by this time he's got enough control over them that they don't usually come out unless he lets them. However, we will definitely be seeing them before this story is over. ;) Thanks again!

Shadow Shadowsong: LOL! nasser the un-capitalized. XD Thanks!!

Toxic Hathor: Thank you very much!! Yes, Kaname and Zero have really grown as people and grown together as lovers since those early days. It's lovely to see them together really. *happy sigh* Well... when I'm not overloading them with angst anyway! XD Wow, you found the meeting that intense? Yay! That makes me very happy. LOL Glad you explained about Fred... Hi Fred! *waves at skull who gives her a blank stare* ;D Thank you!!!!!!!

Vampire Winged Rose: *nods* yup! How right you are! *orders a torture catalogue to find more implements to use on Nasser* Those are all good questions! Some are already getting answered this chapter and more will be soon. Thank you!

Bassoonbg: Thank you, I appreciate your saying that! Yes, I think you're right, this is definitely more of a mature fic for many reasons, I'm glad you're enjoying the complexity of it too. *grins* I'm glad you liked those lines! Yes... *cough* one of those things where you're like: AH! OH NO!... wait, don't stop... XD *high fives* I'm glad you like dark fic scenes, because there's going to be a fairly high concentration of them over the next couple chapters... *hugs Kaname remorsefully* Nope, not confusing at all, you made perfect sense, and thank you SOOOO much! *beams happily*

roro237: Thank you very much!! SO glad you're liking it! *hugs*

starberries bite: Thanks!

Arribean: Thanks, glad you liked the pitchforks, LOL. *chuckles* Indeed! Hands off, buster! Yes, now that the truth is all about to finally come out, Kaname will finally start being able to at least begin the journey back to normality, even if it's going to get a bit darker before it gets lighter as it were. Oh yes, I have to agree, I think Kaname probably would have been much more likely to remove a few body parts from anyone he found kissing Zero... XD Thank you so much!

Sunless: Yes, he does! Thank you!!

february dream: You're very right, and that's exactly what he does too. :) Thanks!!

YenGirl: ROTFL!! Oh boy, you have no idea the gutter into which my mind descended upon reading the 'rolls' comment... XD *thinks Kaname must be rubbing off on her* Yeah... *would also like to do that to their necks* It's funny, ever since I got obsessed with VK I've had a thing for necks like I never did before. *chuckles* Oh yes, Kaname wouldn't share anybody with that creep, but most especially not his Zero. :)

Thank you so much, I really appreciate what you said about the way I write Kaname. I love his character so and I try to do him justice, it makes me very happy that you think I do. *bright, blubbery smile* Yes, Nasser is a total snake *glowers at him*. He totally took advantage of Kaname's lack of experience in a way that he should be ashamed of if he had a single decent bone in his body. But of course, he doesn't. :P Parts of this chapter and the upcoming ones are probably going to be kinda hard to read too, but don't worry, the good part is that Zero is finally getting to see and understand what's hurting Kaname so and he will be able to help a lot. :) *hugs them both gently*

LOL yes, a lot of that scene you already knew. I'm glad it was still tense and suspenseful though. :) Although I think a couple parts I didn't do such a great job making it work with the way the story ended up leading into it, but... oh well. :P Fortunately everybody seemed to like it anyway *whew*. Yes, poor Kaname is still out of his league with Nasser, although a lot of it is because of the hidden past. Once that gets dealt with it will help some. At least he'll know what he needs to be guarding against.

Yup! That's exactly why I introduce the anti-pheromone pills, and had a lot of what happened earlier happen. :) So Zero could understand what was going on... in this case, perhaps better than Kaname did. Oh yes, we'll definitely be getting an explanation on how and why Nasser could momentarily take over Kaname like that, never fear. *big hugs* THANK YOU!! I know it was an awful scene, but I'm so glad that it felt that vivid to you. :D Yes, actually, I did go over that part a number of times trying to make sure it worked and made sense, lol, thanks for noticing! :D I'm glad that it flowed understandably. Zero really kind of doubly saved Kaname there... both by physically breaking up what was happening before it went too horribly far and because Kaname's love for Zero is the only thing strong enough to get him to fight even when he shouldn't have been able to. :)

We'll soon be finding out where his flashbacks of the blood and a lot of his fears come from. And yes, Kaname's past with Nasser (or at least as much of it as he remembered) was indeed what I was referring to in CD when I said about his older, longer ago scars. Yes, Kaname does feel pretty worthless right now, but not to fear, fortunately he has Zero to help him work through that and convince him how wrong he is. :) *soft smile* Thanks again!!!

DeepWaterBlack: LOL so true *drools*. ;) Yeah, it's hard for Kaname to admit to what really happened, even as much as he remembered wasn't something easy to recall. But both we and Zero are about to find out exactly what happened to him in the wake of that situation in the past now. Poor thing! Yes, it was a good thing Zero was there at the meeting. As badly as things went, they could have been SO much worse if he hadn't been there. LOL! I like the idea about the Artemis Rod, that would be rather fitting. ;D Thank you so much!!!

Angel Arashi: Hi!! Thanks so much for reviewing, I really appreciate it! :D I loved hearing what you thought. YAY! I'm so happy that you like the stories!! *grins* Uh oh, I helped corrupt you to the yaoi side, eh? :D Mwahahaha! Er, I mean, so sorry... ;D *hugs* Thank you for what you said about the chapter. I'm glad that Kaname didn't seem weak to you. Yes, that's exactly what I wanted to try and depict - he's just very confused and off-balance. You hit it exactly on the head - Kaname's history with Nasser is indeed a large, additional contributing factor to why Kaname has such major control / vulnerability issues. Thanks!! And because Kaname equates vulnerability with failure he doesn't see himself as a victim, he feels this is all his fault, which is why it's so hard for him to share it with Zero, because he doesn't see how Zero couldn't hate him for it. We know otherwise, of course, but it's always different when you're the one in the middle of the situation, and in this instance Kaname's perceptions are all very skewed by his own confusion and hurt.

Thanks! I'm glad you find Nasser interesting. He's actually a lot of fun to write, especially since I did create him from scratch. We indeed will be finding out a lot more about him as things progress, but I won't give away too much yet. ;) Thank you again so much! It definitely worked, your lovely review gave me a great day! :D And no worries at all, I didn't see any mistakes. Thank you!!!!

catlover28: Thank you very much!!

Schattengestalt: Thank you, I'm glad you enjoyed the previous story and that you're enjoying this on too. I know the feeling, I want them to be happy too! But then... there's nothing interesting to write about if it doesn't get angsty sometimes. XD But at least I can promise that everything will work out okay for them eventually. :) Thank you again!

Im-the-best: Yes, Zero definitely did what we wanted to, at least as much as was possible without creating an incident that probably would have turned out badly. XD You're quite right, he's matured a lot over the past few years. :) He also understands Kaname a lot better too. Yes, I think the thought of Kaname and another pureblood together would be extra hard for Zero, because even if he doesn't give a damn about the vampire caste system, he's exposed to it frequently enough to know that from an external point of view, Kaname would be much 'better matched' with someone of his own rank, and who is natively of the same species. But of course, *we* know that there is no one on earth who is a better match for Kaname than Zero (well, since Yuki's dead anyway XD)! And Kaname certainly doesn't want anybody else. :) LOL that sounds good, when I'm done with Nasser I'll turn him over to the readers... THAT ought to make even a snotty pureblood like him quiver with fear! mwahahaah! Thank you!!!!

Lillythemarshmellowqueen: ROTFL! Who knew the underworld had internet? Betcha they have dial-up... *shivers* XD Well, fortunately, Kaname isn't actually bonded to Nasser (OMG... they would be so screwed!) but you're quite right that there is something biological similar but different at work here. Yes, some of Kaname's behavior is reminiscent of Yuki before she awakened in the manga-verse, I kind of felt that the repressed memories trying to break through would probably manifest in slightly similar ways. As for what was repressed... that's what we're starting to find out now! LOL well hopefully you were resurrected in time to read this! ;) Thanks!!!

Maydn: LOL well thank you for saying 'awesomely long' instead of 'insufferably long' XD Yeah, I think you're right about trying to break it out a little more, but thanks, I'm glad you could still make your way through it! *beams* and thank you for what you said about the plot! I've put a lot of thought into it, so that makes me happy. No, you haven't forgotten anything, I've not done any actual flashbacks to when Yuki died, just talked about it. We may have some flashbacks like that later on, I'm not sure, it depends on how a couple of scenes in the future work themselves out. LOL glad you liked that bit about the blood test etc. I take it as a good sign that you want to hurt Nasser so badly! ;D I'm glad you liked the encounter. It was challenging to try and play out a conflict that was happening almost entirely on an invisible level *whew* so thanks for what you said! Well, you don't have to worry about bonding, it's not that, but there is definitely more to it than we know as of yet, as we'll be finding out quite soon. Yeah, it's nice to see Zero being much more understanding and protective of Kaname now. :D Thank you soooo much!!!

NoemiC: I agree, it is interesting to see the other sides of people like that, and I'm glad you're enjoying seeing this more vulnerable side of Kaname. Yes, definitely fun as a writer. ;) LOL well they're not bonded, so you won't have to freak about that at least, but we'll see soon exactly what did happen. ;D We're finally delving into the past full bore now, so most of those questions will now be answered over the next few chapters. :) Yes, Zero is definitely handling this much better than he would have in the past. He understands Kaname much better too, so he knows when there's something really *off* like there is right now. LOL glad you liked that line! Thanks!!

Araya-chan: Thank you!!

OurWonderlessDream: LOL well, no worries, Zero is about to find out exactly what's up with Kaname. *hugs them both* Thank you!!

HelloLish: *sends you tissues* Thanks. :)

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Thanks!!!

yuki-tenshee: LOL! Oh yes, I've had moments like that. Where your mind suddenly takes a detour when you're supposed to be doing something else and before you know it you're grinning idiotically and people are wondering what's so amusing about the budget meeting... XD hehe LOL and don't worry, Zero will have lots of time later to get hurt... *hides from Kaname* ;D Thanks!!

lotdues: Thank you! I really appreciate your saying that!! :)

Thank you all for the reviews!! :) I have yards of authors notes on the chapter, so I won't bore you by repeating them here, but thanks again!

Review Responses for Chapter Sixteen of "Secrets in the Dark":

KATZUNITED-MEOW: LOL yes, indubitably, he'll live. :) And don't worry, despite Kaname's fears, I don't think anything on earth could make Zero leave Kaname by the time this is all done coming out... ;)

Chaeramir: He is indeed a slimy creep, LOL! Thank you!!

Shadow Shadowsong: LOL um, okay, I uh... won't tell you! XD Thank you very much!

KanameZero4Eva: Yes, poor Kaname is really in a state right now! :S Thanks!!!

Vampire Winged Rose: Next chapter is here!! Got it done fast as I could! :) LOL well you are in good company, I think everyone, including Zero feels that way about Nasser about now! ;D *hugs* Wow, you do that? *blushes* thank you!! *hugs again*

Sagakure: hehe that's okay! *hugs fellow sadistic fan* I completely understand. 0:) Yeah, Zero's going to be a big help to Kaname with all of this, which is something Kaname desperately needs. Thank you!!! Your happy hyperness is infectious, wee! :D *runs around and hugs*

Maydn: Thank you so much! I really am so happy that you're enjoying it! We'll find out more about what happened to Seiren and how much she does or doesn't remember next chapter. Thanks!!!!

General16: LOL!! Thanks!

LuanRina: Thank you!

zerokanda: Oh my! Well, I can't kill him off quite that quickly I'm afraid, buuuut... *gives you plenty of Nasser clones to dismember any way you see fit* XD LOL unfortunately yes, Kaname does play the tragic hero far too well, but he'll definitely always get a happy ending (and sometimes happy mid bits too lol) in my stories at least. :)

SkyChild: Yes, it's pretty bad. It's more than just the physical with Nasser. The creep messed with him mentally and emotionally as well, as we'll see as things progress. *stabs Nasser a few times for good measure* Yup! His love for Zero and Zero's for him is indeed what's going to give him the strength to get through this. :) You're right! Kaname and Nasser do have a connection of sorts. It's not a bond, not like Zero's and Kaname's, because Nasser and Kaname have never shared blood (as is explained this chapter) but Nasser did create in Kaname a physical need/connection that has to do with pheromone exposure, etc. It will be explained a little more as things progress. Thanks!!!

Lenko: Thank you!! *hugs* Yes, I'm afraid you're right, it was just the beginning, now we really start descending into the dark, but at least everything is finally coming out. :) You're quite right, it has shaped a lot of Kaname's life. Even the parts he didn't remember have had an unconscious effect on him, so it's good that Zero will finally get to understand some things. Yeah, Kaname has the double whammy of being a pureblood and a Kuran. I imagine it's kind of like the curse of being a king, there's upsides and downsides and so much of your life is not your own. if you are selfish enough to not care or if you have no need to step outside convention (like you marry the right person, etc.), then it's not a big deal, but if you take your responsibilities seriously or happen to live outside convention... then it's a huge weight and a hassle. Poor boy. :)

Hehehehe yes, my mind definitely took a trip down that gutter as well. 0;) And yes, yay Zero! He's becoming so grown up and mature. *proud, shiny eyes* No need to feel evil, I completely understand and I'm glad you've been looking forward to this. ;D Oh yeah, this will have quite an effect on their relationship, naturally. Zero is going to be more careful of Kaname in some ways, and in some ways Kaname is going to need that, and of course in others Kaname is angst over any changes because he likes Zero's other sides too, but they'll sort it all out together with a little time. In the end, I don't think it will permanently change much, at least not in a negative way.

I considered having Kaname actually tell Zero... but somehow, this seemed way more angsty XD and way better for Zero getting the full picture, because Kaname telling the story is always going to gloss over things or not go into much detail, it's just the way of things, no matter how open you want to be, there's some things you're not going to spell out... but this way, Zero truly does know everything. Thank you!! I'm glad you like that. And yup, you got it exactly right. Oh yes, Nasser will eventually get what's coming to him for sure! We'll find out more about what Seiren does or doesn't remember next chapter. :) Thank you soooooo much! Your reviews always make my day! :D *hugs*

Ebony-Knight: Thank you!!! :D I'm so glad you like the way it's progressing and that you enjoy Kaname and Zero's bond. :) I'm so complimented that they were the first you read and I really appreciate what you said. *blushes and hugs* Thanks!

Dira11: Thank you very much!! Yes, poor Zero's going to be reeling after all this for sure... Kaname too for that matter. *nods*

Yuuni-chan: He is lucky indeed! If Zero hadn't been there... I think things would have ended up very badly. *whew* Yes, still have plenty of pitchforks! *sends you one* ;D Thank you!

portisHeart: Thank you! Yes! You describe it beautifully, that's the same kind of image I was seeing in that scene too! You're quite right, this is going to be a definite nightmare. LOL thanks!!

funga-fu-fu: Well, although Kaname and Zero do share everything, the fact that Kaname's a pureblood means that even if he drinks Zero's blood, it's not going to change his own, because his is more powerful. So while Zero has been physically absorbing a lot of Kaname over the past years, and one might actually taste Kaname in his blood, it's highly unlikely that one would taste Zero in Kaname's, although I'm certain at different times he is definitely covered in his scent. :D *ha, take that stupid Nasser!* XD LOL and no, believe it or not I love Kaname... I know, very hard to believe at the moment. o_O Actually, Kaname probably wishes I liked him a little less, because I tend to beat up on the characters I like... no, don't ask me in what universe that makes sense. XD *hides from the men with straightjackets who are hunting for me* Well, unfortunately that is what's going to happen I'm afraid, so please, if that sounds icky or hurtful to you, don't read this chapter, I don't want to traumatize or disgust anyone. *nervous smile* I have a more full warning and explanation in the author notes on the chapter, but suffice it to say it is necessary to the story that we understand certain things, but if you would be more comfortable skipping this part and coming back when we return to the present time at the end of the flashbacks, that's totally fine! :)

Toxic Hathor: *sends you tissue and hugs* :) Hope the exam went well!

Isabela Nobre: Thank you! Yes, I think together they will get through even this. :)

Penguita38: Well your review seemed plenty coherent to me and very enjoyable! :D Yes, Kaname is in good hands now, hands he needs very much right now. *soft smile* He's so afraid of losing that, but of course, we know he won't. :) Yes, Nasser. Is. Slime. LOL thanks! Glad you're looking forward to it, even if terrified. ;) *giggles and slaps her mind for frolicking in the gutter over the 'put out' bit* XD

I'm feeling much better now, no longer sick, yay! Thanks for asking. Yup, Zero is definitely going to be reeling from this, and he has to try and balance that with not accidentally letting a currently very fragile Kaname misread his reactions, but I think he'll manage. :) Thank you so much!!!! Sorry I still owe you an email as well, I'm a little behind on things right now. :P *hugs*

DeepWaterBlack: Ummm... yes, I kind of did... *sees starts* XD This chapter isn't terribly wrapped up either... *hides quickly and buys a neck brace* LOL ;D. Hehe that's right, my fans do have pitchforks! *smiles brightly until she suddenly thinks that that could go either way...* ;D No, I'm afraid Nasser was definitely much more evil that that, you're quite right. LOL although that cute pink dress image got me too! 0:D Oh yes, already have all that planned, Seiren's involvement in the situation and what she does or doesn't remember will be revealed next chapter. Yup, Zero would follow Kaname anywhere, and vice versa. :) LOL *giggles over the thought of telling those two to get the hell out of hell already* XD Thanks!!!!

Lillythemarshmellowqueen: Thank you, I'm glad you liked the whole mind bit. *hugs tightly* I'm afraid there are going to be some rape scenes, but only in the next few chapters, and I'll clearly mark them all, so if you don't want to read those parts and just wait until it's over and Zero gets to comfort Kaname, that's totally fine. *hugs again*

Arribean: LOL well cool, glad I could help corrupt... er... increase your sadistic fangirl nature and share the Kaname love. XD Yay! Thank you!!! They both have come a long way indeed. *nods* Thanks! I'm glad you're looking forward to the next few chapters as it all comes out. Sorry about the cliffhangers, it's kind of impossible not to have them at this point I'm afraid... *tries to put pillows underneath them all* ;D Thank you sooooo much!!! *hugs*

roro237: Thank you!!! It makes me so happy that you're enjoying it and are so involved! Yes, it is very intense writing these chapters now. Thank you so much!!

OurWonderlessDream: Unfortunately you're quite right. LOL well, they can relax between stories at least. XD They have had a nice, quiet two or three years since the events in Blood Moon to just hang out and enjoy life, so... I'm not all cruel to them *cough* only when I'm actually writing about them... 0:) Thanks!

Angel Arashi: LOL yes, yes I am... *tries to blame her muse who just jabs her with a pencil* ow! Well, okay, maybe not as sadistic as she is... *rubs her arm* Thanks! Yes, poor Kaname, he is terribly innocent in some ways here. It does make it worse somehow. XD *chuckles* well, you don't have to read the chapter of course... ;) Yes, I know exactly what you mean! There's that huge disconnect between fiction and reality, I have decided to not try to worry too much about it and enjoy fiction for what it is. ;D So yay! Glad you're looking forward to it. And of course, the eventual comfort is always all the more sweet when the hurt before has been so awful. *nodnod* Thank you!!

catlover28: Yeah, I know what you mean, it's been kind of like that to write it too. Thank you!

HelloLish: yes, poor thing! Good thing he has Zero now to hold onto him through all the returning memories! :)

Tatari00: Thank you so much! I hope you're right and you enjoy them! *keeps fingers crossed* Thanks again!

Schattengestalt: Yes, you're right, the worst is just beginning... *huggles them* Definitely a good thing that Zero is there with Kaname *nods*. Really, the stableness of their relationship now is almost the only way that Kaname's memories could come back and he would have a chance for healing afterwards instead of just mind blowing desolation. Totally with you on that, Zero would definitely not leave him and won't think those things about him at all. I think you predict his emotions and reactions quite well! Thank you so much!

NoemiC: Wow, yeah... I don't want to imagine Kaname's life without Yuki or Zero either. O_O The poor thing, he would never have had any real love. It's actually an interesting thought to ponder... I have to wonder, considering all the pain he's lived through and all the people who only want to use him - without anyone to love him or for him to love, would he eventually just wall his heart away and let it die so it wouldn't hurt anymore? It's interesting, because without his lovely, gentle inner heart, he could probably be pretty scary, and not in a good way. *shivers and hugs him tightly, so happy he has some goodness and happiness in his life* Thanks!

Random Person: Thanks, glad you're enjoying it!! LOL well, now we're starting to find out, that's for sure... ;D Thank you!

Im-the-best: Yes, I think you probably will hate him more this chapter, and next chapter... somehow, Nasser seems to be the sort that inspires a positively growing hatred the longer you know him, LOL. *grins* the next time they all cross in the present will indeed be interesting. Can't say more, but it will be interesting. *nods* :) Thanks!!

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Indeed!!

Gaoh07: Thank you so much! I really appreciate your saying that! LOL well I can definitely promise the first! Won't comment yet on the second so as not to give anything away... 0:) Thanks again!

Thank you to everyone who reviewed! I was pleasantly surprised and touched by how many of you shared your thoughts and reactions, I think it may have been one of my most reviewed chapters to date. Thank you for all the lovely support, encouragement and understanding. I know this is one of those tricky and highly emotionally charged topics, it is for me anyway. So I really appreciate that even those of you who found it too painful to read or are waiting to read until the comfort has arrived to take the edge off still took the time to share your feelings and your support. I was so nervous I almost made myself sick over posting the last chapter, but you've all been very lovely and supportive for the most part and that means a lot to me, it really does. *grins and blows her nose* Okay, before I make myself start blubbering, I'll get on to the review responses. But I just had to say an over-all thank you to everyone first. You are a great lot of readers, and I can only hope that my writing can continue to live up to entertaining you all. Thanks for giving me the chance to do so. :)

One thing I want to mention because a lot of people were asking in the reviews is that in terms of things getting "worse" this chapter and next chapter, it's not necessarily on a level of brutality, although Nasser continues to be a Class A Jerk. Rather, it's more that it gets worse along psychological and emotional lines, because while Kaname could deal with having been badly hurt and rationalize that it was simply torture, he has a lot harder time dealing with having been made to enjoy it, and the other things that will happen in the next chapter. Nasser's real game goal is almost more the rape of Kaname's mind than his body, and that's sort of what we're going to see play out now, although the physical stuff also continues.

Review Responses for Chapter 17 of "Secrets in the Dark":

KanameZero4Eva: *hugs tightly and offers a whole box of tissues* Yes, Nasser = BIGGEST CUR IN THE WORLD right now. ;) Thanks!

crimsoneyes44: Right now I'm pretty much only updating this story, but I will update my other one soon as my muse gets off her butt and helps me get over the case of writer's block I have going on with it. :P *prods her muse with a stick*

LuanRina: Yeah, I don't think Kaname could imagine what could be worse either after his memories were gone, but now it starts to come out. Thank you so much! yes, Kaname is definitely going to need Zero when this is through, and Zero's going to be right there for him. :) *hugs* Thanks again!!

General16: Yup, very safe to say that. XD Thanks for what you said, I'm pleased that you can kind of understand where Nasser's coming from. It's very interesting to try to imagine what might happen to a mind that's lived that long and seen so much, especially, as you said, the whole vampire / pureblood part of it. Thanks!!

kanazerosukenaru: Thank you so much, I really appreciate what you said. *big hugs* And yes, I rather think that Kaname is very wrong about how Zero will react. By this point in their relationship, Zero is both ready and strong enough to be exactly what his lover needs at this moment. :)

Dira11: *hugs tightly* :) Aw, thank you so much for that! *gets kind of misty eyed and smiles deeply* Yes, friends stand together. I'm so happy that you feel close enough to them in the story to want to be there for them like that. :) *hugs again*

Lenko: Thank you!!!!!! :D Well we're definitely finding out what happened, and we'll get some good Zero/Kaname comfort soon! Probably chapter after next if things go as planned (which they don't always, but... *keeps her fingers crossed*). Aw, wow! Thanks! I'm so pleased that this is becoming your favorite story! *blushes happily* The plot is probably one of the most twisty I've attempted to date, so thanks for saying that! (I only hope I can continue to pull it off... lol) And it is nice to see Zero able to be the strong one for Kaname for a change.

It's fun that you mention that about Zero's past, I've actually thought about that a lot too, and we'll touch on it a little during the aftermath of these current chapters too. :) You think of them in context of my universe? Really? Wow, thanks for that! *gives big hugs as she tries to keep her swollen head from getting too large to fit in the room* XD Please share your random thoughts anytime, I love 'em!

Oh yes, next chapter takes us back to the Ichijo's house so we'll definitely be finding out more about that "safe room" in this story. Takuma knows about it, although not everything, Ichiou is very good at covering his tracks and putting a nice face on ugly things. Ultimately, there isn't really anything Takuma can do about it though except feel rotten on Kaname's behalf. Actually, I have an interesting little 'further back' back story snippet regarding Kaname, Takuma and that room, but I don't know that it will work its way into this story or not, we'll see.

Thank you for what you said about Nasser! He's such a tricky, interesting character to try to capture right. The fact is that he's really quite brilliant and devilishly good at what he does (emphasis on devilish lol). The problem is that he hardened his heart and let go of his soul so long ago that everything has become merely a game for him now. In a way, I could almost see (my) Kaname becoming like him after several thousands of years - dark, brilliant, jaded and ruthless - if the gentle heart and caring conscience within him (that in essence makes him who he is) was snuffed out early on. If Kaname hadn't had Yuki and Zero and even the Night Class and the Chairman in his life, if his parents had not held the beliefs they did, if he had been alone and saw only the evil, betrayal, pain and hatred that the world had to offer, if Nasser had gotten hold of him under those circumstances, without anything to pull Kaname back to the light... you can imagine how differently he might have turned out. Anyway, thinking about that kind of makes it more interesting to write Nasser. BUT! The big difference of course is that despite the hell he has been through Kaname *chooses* to hold onto his gentle heart even when he's repeatedly told its weakness. He chooses to place value on things like love, loyalty and the happiness of others, to be better than just his vampiric nature, and although Nasser will think that makes him weak, we know that in actuality, it is what makes him strong. :D AND I *will* quit rambling now, I swear! XD

LOL yes, a bit of intentional irony in Kaname's thoughts there. ;D Poor thing, at least he got to experience it the right way later with our wonderful hunter. :) Yes, Zero is going to have to be very careful about his reactions, etc. But they'll work it out. :) Oh yes, complete fluff fest is assured. It will probably take more than one chapter for all the comfort I intend to get in there. XD Thanks again!!

Toxic Hathor: LOL well thank you for reading the warnings properly, and for reading on. ;) I totally agree, I think there's a huge difference between portraying something and promoting it. Thank you very much for what you said. :) *dramatic gasp* wow, you're right though, fiction as a whole seems to be ignoring the terrible issue of Anatomy exam trauma! There should probably be a whole book dedicated to it! XD hehe Of course, I felt the same way about Calculus, but let's not go back into that dark corner... some things are too scary for even me, after all! ;)

OH YES!! Completely agree about Kaname, he's definitely seriously awesome. *nodnod* :D (I'm sure he wishes I thought he were a little less awesome, considering my proclivity to put my favorite characters through the wringer lol). *giggles* you're so right, a hoard of rabid fangirls could probably make even Nasser look like a fluffy easter bunny. Naturally, we'd have the very best of intentions, but... yeah... XD

Thanks! Yeah, Nasser actually does fancy himself a kind of mentor to Kaname and that definitely ups the creepy factor. Even more so since he really doesn't think he's doing anything wrong in the way he treats him. He actually believes it's all for his benefit eventually. :S (Not of course, that he doesn't realize that he's hurting him, he knows that full well, but Nasser has his own unique mores and doesn't consider hurting someone to be "wrong", soo....) Yes, when you get into vampire ages, things get all whacked and relative. *nods*

Yes, Zero should have been able to be his first, poor thing, and that's just killing Kaname in the present now too. *snuggles him* Zero will help him with that though. LOL! Um... yeah, guess I'm glad I'm not a med student at this moment, somehow I think explanations like that would be a little more info than I would want to know... XD Please don't apologize, rant away, I love it! :D *big hugs and sends a survival package for exams and the next time your sis locks you in your room LOL*

PhoenixWhite1120: Thank you so much for what you said. I'm so glad that you liked the chapter and that it didn't come across as too disturbing to read. *whew* Thank you!!!

SkyChild: Thanks, glad you found the warnings adequate. *hugs* and thanks for being with me. :) You're so right about Nasser, that is exactly what this is for him. He is a fascinatingly (and disturbingly!) twisted individual. The word sociopath comes to mind, but I think it is probably more complex than that. *smiles* Ah, you see deeply and very keenly into characters, I must say. I don't think it's giving too much away to say that yes, Nasser is indeed "training" one he whom he hopes will someday be able to match against him in a thrilling end game that he considers worthy of himself. He doesn't necessarily plan on being the one to lose/die, but without that possibility being there, without the danger, there would be no excitement. As for what Nasser's plans are for Zero... *hums* that I won't comment on yet. :D Thanks again!

portisHeart: LOL well thanks, sorry if I over-warned, but I am naturally neurotic about my writing and figured better safe than sorry. ;) We'll see if this chapter and next chapter end up qualifying as truly "worse" or not. Again, not sure if it does necessarily as far as simple physical brutality goes, but mentally there's a lot of mind-fuckery that's going on too. :P Thank you so much!!!!!

funga-fu-fu: ROTFL! Ack! *runs away from the loony bin collectors* Now why'd you go and tip them off to my location like that...? XD *giggles* Thanks! I'm pleased that you actually started liking Nasser, odd as that sounds. I understand what you mean, there are many levels of the word 'like'. You can really like someone as a bad guy while happily hating their guts. :D Actually, those are my favorite kinds of villains because it means I'm getting to see enough into their minds to understand them a little. So thanks! Hehehe!! oh, yes! I get the reference to the joke now *bops herself upside the head for being slow and chuckles* Thank again!

Araya-chan: Yes, poor thing! *is glad that Zero is currently hugging him tightly in the present* :) Thank you very much! I really appreciate what you said, and that the story has managed to continue to hold your interest. *beams happily* Yes, the angsty-ness won't last much longer, probably one more chap and then we'll get some good, much needed comfort to break things up. :) Thank you!!

Naurel A: LOL! *nods* Yup, a bazooka is definitely a better choice... *starts upgrading everyone's pitchforks* Thank you for reading the chapter, especially since it's not usually your cup of tea, I really appreciate your saying that it was well written. *hugs tightly* Yes, not to fear, there is going to be LOADS of comfort coming very soon. :)

Isilen: That's okay, I completely understand. Everyone's druthers are different. I feel that it's necessary to show some of what happened (not all of it, I gloss over and summarize a lot towards the end of this chapter actually) because it's more than just what physically happened to Kaname, it's the way Nasser did it - the things he said, the manipulation of situations, the mental and biological games he's playing on Kaname, these are the things I feel need to be shown in order for other situations to make sense. There's more going on here than just the mystery of Yuki's death, although that is a major part of the plot, but this is actually also groundwork for future stories too (providing I keep writing). But it's okay, I totally understand if you feel differently about it, everybody has a different style. LOL and don't worry, when the time comes, revenge will be sweet. :)

I'm afraid I don't really understand what you mean about it not being Vampire Knight though?? All my fanfiction has always been AU. I mean, it's kind of impossible to write fanfic and have it NOT end up AU when it's for an ongoing series like VK. When I started writing two years ago, we didn't know Yuki was a pureblood, much less Kaname's sister. We didn't know how Haruka and Juri died or even what their names were. We didn't know Kaname was the ancestor, or that Ichiru would end up dying to "complete" Zero, etc. etc. So naturally, since I'm not writing oneshots or stand alones and I've ended up with my stories building on one another more and more, they have gotten increasingly AU as time progressed. I always state that in the author notes, and really it would be impossible for me to try to tie events back to the manga's canon by now. I mean... isn't Kaname and Zero ending up together wildly AU right off the bat? If you mean because Nasser's an OC and he features rather heavily in this story, that's just because there aren't any other canon bad guys living in my universe to use. I mean... Sarah doesn't fit the bill and Ichiou and Rido are dead (in my series). Believe me, I am not a fan of having OC's as major characters, since I prefer that fanfiction be about the characters we're fans of. But sometimes they are a necessary evil. The two places I don't mind them is a) as tertiary characters who only show up to further situations in which our favorite main characters star, and b) as villains who show up to create new problems and challenges for our favorite characters in order to further a plot. If you don't like them even that far, I can understand, but again, not really much choice of villains left otherwise at this point.

I'm sorry to hear you're losing interest in the fandom as a whole. I know VaneCaos mentioned a little while ago that she's going through similar feelings and I can relate. Having fallen in and out of love with many fandoms in the past, I know how depressing it can be when interest starts to wane and you want to hold onto it, but the spark just isn't the same anymore. I'm sorry too because it sounds like you're feeling pretty down right now about a lot of things. I hope it gets better and you find something to make you smile. *hugs*

WindStar: Thank you! Yes, it is at a really sad point right now, but things will get better, never fear! :)

HugAZombie: Thank you so much for saying that! Yes, I think I know what you mean. It is a really sensitive topic, so thank you for saying that about the way it was handled. :) LOL I'm glad I'm not the only one who yells at their computer screen too... ;D *hugs* Thanks again, very much!!

juz-a-reviewer: Thanks!!

Ebony-Knight: *hugs tightly and sends you truckloads of tissue* :)

Schattengestalt: Yes, poor Kaname. I cry for him sometimes when I am writing too. Thank you for what you said about Nasser, I really wanted people to get a better glimpse into his character through all this, so thanks! You're quite right and very insightful about him and his motivations! Those are all things he wants, and the reasons he wants them. You're also quite right that if Kaname hadn't forgotten a lot of the stuff that happened after, it would have shaped his life differently. Despite the pain it's causing now, I think it's probably a good thing that it could wait to be dealt with until Kaname was in a position where he had someone like Zero to be there for him, and to counter the horrible mind games that Nasser played on him. :) No, Zero won't leave Kaname, no way, no how! *smiles* and eventually, Kaname will be able to believe that too. :) Thank you so much!!!

Lillythemarshmellowqueen: LOL yup, that about sums it up! ;D

Yuuni-chan: LOL well yes, I can promise that everything will work out good for everyone but Nasser. ;D Thanks!!

Angel Arashi: Thanks, I'm glad that it was actually less awful than expected. ;) These next chapters aren't really that much worse in a physical sense, they're perhaps more worse on a mental/emotional level, so hopefully it won't be too bad. A lot of what makes it worse for Kaname is because as things progress, because of Nasser's manipulation, he starts to think that he somehow wanted or participated in what happened to him. Thanks! I definitely didn't want Nasser to end up a run of the mill 2D villain, so thanks for saying that! You hit the nail right on the head with what you said about him. *nodnod* Very perceptive. Yup, it does kind of make everything make a messed up kind of sense. LOL no, no, I completely understand what you mean, and while I will gladly continue to supply pitchforks and various other torture devices to be used on him, I'm really glad you like the way he is gaining in depth. Heh, and yes... couldn't resist that small moment of irony there... ah, Kaname, don't worry, when the time is right and the act is something beautiful instead of something ugly, you'll understand why people might *cough* enjoy something like that. ;D Thank you again so much!!!

EmberSH: Thank you very much! *hugs tightly* I really appreciate your saying that, and I'm happy that you are enjoying the whole hurt/comfort theme. ROTFL! Well, yeah, unfortunately stalking me probably wouldn't really help me write any faster... but thanks for the thought! XD

Jiggary: Thanks! I understand exactly what you mean about Nasser. ;) LOL NASA, huh? Well there's a connection I definitely never considered! Nasser is actually an Arabic name that I liked (I like a lot of Arabic names, I think they have a very neat, musical sound to them). One of the meanings of the name can be "victor" or "triumphant" which kind of works for his track record and how he sees himself. Originally, way back when I first conceived his character I thought that VK was set in more or less current times, so for Nasser to be as old as I wanted him to be, he would have had to have been around during the whole Mesopotamian / cradle of civilization days, hence the original reason I gave him a Mediterranean name and envisioned him as coming from that region. Since then I've more or less decided that VK actually is taking place thousands of years in the future so that was no longer really a concern, but Nasser's character was already formed in my mind, so I let it remain so. LOL and yes, apparently that was a rather long story. ;) Thanks again!

Arribean: LOL! Yes, I definitely hope you don't see any one who looks like him in that case! ;D Thank you!! I'm really happy that you like the stories and that you liked this chapter so much! Yes, vampire pheromones are a pain, at least in this case. They wreak a lot of havoc in this story for sure. *nodnod* Thanks for saying that about Nasser, hehe I'm very honored that he is your favorite OC villain! RTOFL! Nooo.... I don't think anyone would willingly enroll in the Nasser Academy. XD Thank you again!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Yup! So true about Zero!!! ;D

Vampire Winged Rose: LOL yes, poor Kaname... *is probably going to have to go into fanfic author protective custody (kind of like witness protection) after this so Kaname and Zero can never find her* XD And don't worry, it's not really two more chapters of that exactly. This chapter is on the shorter side and next chapter will have a lot more plot-ish stuff in there too. I completely agree about Kaname's personality, he is all about control, especially of himself, so him being in a situation where he has none is doubly horrible. I also agree about the trickiness of writing his character and trying to keep it from sounding too OOC. Thank you very much for saying that!! *coughs* Yes, um... I think I do enjoy giving Kaname angst far too much... for some reason that always happens when I really like a character... O_O *Kaname starts a campaign to get BW to pick a new favorite character* ;) Thanks again!!

Aschenvogel: *chuckles* yeah, that was a looong author's note, wasn't it? I completely understand not wanting to read the hurt until you can follow up with the comfort. I've actually done that with some stories before too. I appreciate your reviewing and letting me know, and I really appreciate what you said too! Thank you so much for that. *beams and hugs tightly* I hope when you do read the chapters that I can live up to your faith and expectations. :) *hugs again*

fahaar: *quickly tosses you a life preserver to keep you from drowning or drifting too far* hang in there! :)

Daxemon: Hi! Nice to hear from you and thanks for reviewing! That's fine that you haven't to this point, I'm just glad that you've been enjoying the stories. :) Thank you so much for taking the time to share your thoughts on those fics! *bounces in happy delight* It means a lot to me to know that you liked them! *hugs tightly* Oh cool, you're somewhat new to VK? Then welcome to fandom! *throws confetti and hoists an only slightly misspelled welcome banner* I promise we are all only partially as crazy as we seem... *nods emphatically and tries to hide the straight jacket she just escaped from behind her* Don't worry about being crazy, lol, we all are. I am very hard to weird out, trust me. ;D Thank you so, soooo much for what you said, you made me very happy. I hope you continue to enjoy the story!

1 Random Person: Yes, he definitely is that. :P *nods* Thank you very much! I'm really glad you liked it. :)

not quite emo-yet: Thanks, I couldn't help but worry, but I appreciate your saying that. Some of how this relates to the later plot will come clear over the next few chapters, but some of it will take a little longer to fully come out. We have a number of important things set to happen in the "present" timeline of the fic as soon as we get back to it. :)

Penguita38: I completely understand, it's like that with writing sometimes too. *hugs* Thank you very much for what you said. I wanted it to be dark and disturbing, but not so much so that it was impossible to read, so thanks. :) No, no, don't worry, the past / flashback only continues for this chapter and then next chapter, then we get some tender, much needed comfort and TLC. And while this chapter and the next one will continue to be dark, I wouldn't really say they get darker necessarily, just more mentally confusing and emotionally twisted up on Kaname's part, poor thing. *smiles and hugs tightly* I know I already said it and will probably say so again, but really, thank you so much for all your kind words. It means a lot to me that despite it being very difficult material and a sad, dark subject you wanted to stick with it and found the writing enjoyable/powerful and that you saw the deeper doorway we're getting into Nasser's twisted mind. *tears up a little and hugs again* So glad you're not scared off, what would I do without my Genius Playlist pal?! ;D Thanks again!

OurWonderlessDream: Wow, your favorite angst writer? *blushes* I am very complimented! *hugs* Yes! *nodnod* Nasser must definitely die horribly eventually! ROTFL!! Lots of comforting and kinky sex, huh? *chuckles* well, we'll see what we can do. ;D thanks again!

Ikarinogo: Thanks!

fujoshii92: I'll update as fast as I can, promise! Thanks!!

BeautifulSimplicity: Thank you!

NoemiC: Hm? On no, no indeed, I'm sure no one would mistake you for a sadistic fangirl. Nope, uh-uh. 0;) Yes, exactly, it definitely wouldn't have been wise for him to forget everything entirely. We start seeing this chapter what Kaname might consider to be worse, but what truly tips the scales comes next chapter, as well as the long-awaited explanation of Takuma's involvement in all this. :) Yup, definitely serious mind games and manipulation ahead, poor thing. Thanks so much!!!!! :D

VETTI'S DOLL: Thank you so much for what you said. Wow, I'm extremely complimented that you actually went from hating Kaname to being a fan and being able to feel for him through the course of these stories. He's such a deep and complex character, often in the manga or anime it's not easy to see what's in his heart because of the masks he is forced to wear when facing the world. I love written fiction because we get the chance to get inside his head and see more of what happens behind those masks. I'm so happy that you enjoy the stories, and Kaname too! *big hugs* Thanks!

realityfling18: Thanks!

roro237: *hugs* that's totally okay! Like I said to Aschenvogel earlier, I do that with fics on occasion too. It's definitely easier sometimes to make it through the angsty parts when you know you can go right on into the comfort and let the pain be eased away. I can get very emotionally involved in what I read, so believe me, I understand. :) Don't feel silly at all! And if you want to wait all the way until the comfort starts chapter after next, that's totally fine too. *hugs* Thank you so much for reviewing and letting me know, and for your kind words. I hope when you do read the chapters, they do not disappoint.

HelloLish: Yes, he really has, poor thing!

Im-the-best: LOL yeah, I guess on a sheer physical pain and injury scale this doesn't really hold a candle to Five Hundred Miles, does it? XD I hadn't thought about it like that. Well, actually this won't get that bad either. This is more emotionally and mentally hurtful and dark than physically like that story was. Most of what Kaname considers to be the worst parts of this situation, are actually not physically all that bad, but it's the way his mind and emotions were manipulated by Nasser until he feels he was responsible for everything that's really killing him, as we'll see by the time the flashback is over. You hit it right on the head when you said about rape victims feeling worthless and corrupted. Oh yeah, Zero will definitely not do anything that Kaname fears and will be exactly what his lover needs. *smiles gently* LOL well I wish there was a universal language too, but hey, you apparently speak, write and read more than the measly ONE that I know, so I'm endlessly impressed!! Thank you very much!

VaneCaos: Nah, I doubt anyone will hate you, and that includes me. ;) Let me just say right up front that while I am quite sad that we don't see eye to eye on this and that you didn't like it so strongly, I definitely am not angry with you or anything like that. *hugs* :) Everybody has different likes and preferences, it would be a very boring world if we were all the same. I actually get very ticked at people who think that everyone has to agree with them and if someone doesn't then that means that what the other person thinks is wrong and bad. :P That's a BIG pet peeve of mine. I think it's important to respect others for what they feel, believe or like, whether or not you agree or feel the same way. So no worries, okay? :) We can disagree and still be friends. (Heh you should hear me and some of my friends discussing politics... XD).

Honestly, it was kind of obvious from the start that you weren't going to like this part of the story, it's not really a surprise to me. I'm a little surprised that you read it at all, actually, what with the warnings and all and the talks we had before about skipping it (I definitely recommend skipping this chapter too). I'm sorry if you didn't like the way the scene came out, I'm probably just not creative enough or a good enough writer to have imagined how to do it differently. Maybe with time I'll get there, I don't know. I know the scene was rather graphic, and believe me, I was nervous about that. The problem was that I wanted to show what was happening around and during the rape, the mind games that Nasser is playing, the way he's toying with Kaname on many more levels than just the physical. The physical and mental realms are very tied in what is happening, and somehow just saying that to me doesn't get across what I want to get across. Maybe I'm taking "show don't tell" too far and I understand that you don't feel that it was necessary to describe the situation in order to get the point across, but I'm afraid I really have to disagree on this one. I feel it was necessary, and I can only write things the way that I feel they need to be shown. I think it would have been a deep disservice to Kaname's character to have shown how messed up he is by what happened, and then just gloss over the situations that caused his trauma. It would end up seeming that he was being rather weak and silly about it all, rather than imparting the full horror of what he's been through. Something that's going to end up playing a role in this whole situation is what could probably be considered something akin to Stockholm syndrome, which is something that in my experience is almost impossible for people to really understand unless they can get some kind of insight into what the person in question has been through. Take kids who come from an abusive home - you wouldn't believe how many people just can't understand why they don't say anything, don't try to get help and don't run away. No one will say it was your fault, they'll all give lip service to understanding the situation, and that you're not to blame, etc... but in their hearts, you can tell they're wondering why the hell you didn't do anything, even talk to a teacher or something, especially if it's something that spills over into the teen years when you're supposed to be smarter. People may think they understand, but in my experience, very often, they don't really. Again though, that's just my opinion, and I respect that you have a different one. :)

I completely understand that you don't like violet or non-con stories, just like I can understand that there are people who do. There are people who enjoy things like BDSM both in fics and in real life, and people who don't, just like there are people who like yaoi and those who think it is disgusting. I understand and am sorry that you don't like this story because of the non-con elements, but I'm afraid the one thing I don't really understand is what you or Isilen mean about not seeing Kaname or VK in this. I mean, all that we have happening here is that Kaname is being hurt and abused by someone. It's dark, certainly, but there's a lot of dark and violent stuff that has happened in the canon, including Zero's parents getting brutally murdered before his eyes and him being turned into a vampire / tortured while his brother looks on smiling, Juri sacrificing herself in front of her 5-year-old daughter, various themes of implied incest (whether or not Kaname and Yuki are actually brother and sister, Juri and Haruka most definitely were), Shizuka being locked up for Rido's benefit (presumably to keep her either from running away or to keep her sexually pure for him - they don't say this, but honestly, why else lock up someone's future bride?), Rido using Shiki's mother as a means of producing a son to be a 'doll' for him that he could use AND presumably destroying her mind either while or after he did it (probably not rape since any noble would have willingly submitted to a pureblood and she may very well have been in love with him even, but do you really think she wanted him to do whatever it was he (or someone else, but I'm assuming it was him) did to destroy her mind? He or someone had to have done something, since vampires don't get sick and therefore are also not likely to be naturally disposed to mental illness), Kaname tearing out Shizuka's heart, Kaname killing the entire council, Zero apparently drinking/eating his twin brother as he was dying, Takuma presumably fighting with and killing his own Grandfather, and now also the fact that Rido very possibly killed Juri and Haruka's actual baby Kaname as an infant in whatever terrible thing it was he did. If we're going to go on an awfulness scale, I'm afraid that killing babies has to really take the cake for me. Until I know more about the chapter for sure, I don't want to assume that's what happened yet, I might be misunderstanding something (actually, I rather hope I am!), but if it is what happened, then I personally find that far more detestable and dark than rape. All that doesn't even touch on the number of disposable vamps and hunters who have also died along the way. The body count in VK just keeps rising, it is definitely not a light read. So, if we're just talking about atmosphere and theme, VK can be pretty dark. I don't see what it is about this instance of darkness makes it so terribly AU? Honestly, I would think that the idea that Kaname and Zero could possibly end up together or be sexually attracted to one another would be WAY more AU. ;D

Again though, it's totally fine if you completely disagree with my interpretation of things and the way I see the manga. I'm just explaining how I see it, not saying that you should see it that way too. Many people can look at the same thing and each get something different out of it. I'm content to agree to disagree. I'm really sorry you didn't like the chapter. I strongly recommend that if you decide to continue with this story, you don't read this chapter or the next one. If you still want to give the rest of the story after that or other future stories of mine a try, that's awesome! If not, that's okay too, I wouldn't want you to read something you didn't enjoy. All I ask is just please don't hate me or be angry with me, anything else I can live with. :)

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Indeed!!! *hugs them*

yuki-tenshee: That's a good question. To be honest I've kind of avoided really mentioning what kind of bike Zero rides, mostly because I am not a very mechanically car/motorcycle/things that go "broom" kind of person. XD Don't get me wrong, I love cars and bikes, but I like them from an aesthetics point of view, I don't know the technical details. I couldn't even name a kind of motorcycle off the top of my head except for Harley Davidson, and I definitely don't think Zero drives that. I imagine it would be powerful, sporty and sleek and I also was imagining it in black or silver, although I could also see him with red. The color keeps changing in my head, LOL. I looked up the bikes you mentioned and I think that any of those would work really well!

Eyes17k: LOL thank you!!

Liera Antionette: Oh yes! This story is a work in progress, so it's definitely getting continued, it's just that I'm writing the chapters and then posting them, so sometimes it takes me a little while to get the next chapter finished and ready to post. Thank you so much! I'm really glad you are enjoying it!!

Skrita: Don't worry, it won't be much longer now and I'm definitely trying to keep it from being any longer than absolutely necessary. One more chapter after this one (which will be more plot-angsty than abuse-angsty) and then we'll get lots of wonderful, gentle, comforting sweetness for poor Kaname! Thanks!

kanshou87: Cool, welcome back! Hope your trip went well. :) Thank you!! I'm very glad you liked the chapter! The reason that both Seiren and Takuma don't know what happened will be explained as things progress. Actually, we find out why Seiren doesn't know in this chapter, and Takuma will be explained next chapter. No, Zero definitely won't desert you, Kaname dear! :) Thank you so much! :)

WOW... my review responses are NINE PAGES LONG in word. That's only a couple pages shorter than the chapter itself! O_O LOL no wonder it took me almost all day to write them. *must stop rambling so much!* XD

Hi there! Thank you all so much for the reviews!!! As always, you feed my inspiration and make me want to continue writing! :) Thank you so much. I'm sorry that I haven't posted in a while, work has been more insane than usual the past few weeks, had a couple of big deadlines and extra junk to do. But here's an extra looooong monster chapter to make up for it! LOL, no, I'm not kidding, the thing's fifty freaking pages long. So if I had broken it up and *had* been able to post every weekend the past few weeks, this is probably about where we'd be at anyway. Hopefully it's not too long and doesn't bore you all to death. Or make you want to kill me more than you already might. :S Promise this is the last of the awful flashback stuff, next chapter we're returning to the present and some nice TLC for poor Kaname. And of course then eventually we'll move back to the present time plot and begin to see how things play together. The flashbacks are over, but this story itself is far from close to being done. :)

Review responses are really short this time I'm afraid because of lack of time and general brain-deadness. Sorry about that, but please know how much I appreciate everything that everybody said!

Review Responses for Chapter 18 of "Secrets in the Dark":

darkHeartedAngel26: LOL yes, characters like him are great to hate. ;D Thanks! No, I haven't read that lately, haven't read anything actually because of the work crunch, but I will have to check it out soon as I have a chance!

WindStar: Thank you! Yes, I think this chapter probably qualifies as the worst now, poor thing. But at least it's all out in the open now and he can start to heal... *trembling smile as she watches Zero hold onto Kaname tightly*

Isabela Nobre: Thank you very much! I really appreciate what you said. Yes, there's a little bit of comfort at the end of this chapter. It's already so long, I couldn't put too much in, but there will be lots next chappy. I agree with you about VK. *nod nod* Yes, at some point we will probably get the chance for Kaname to see into Zero's past too. :) Yup, Ichiru is still alive in my universe. He's not going to make an appearance this story, but if I continue writing I do have plans for him. :) Thanks again!

1 Random Person: Thank you, I'm glad you liked that part. Yup, ultimately it's love that has gotten Kaname through everything all along. :) First Yuki, and then Zero. :) Thanks!!

Hikara-Hime: LOL that's okay, it made me cry too. I've gone through a whole box of tissues on this story so far! ;) Thanks!

catlover28: He will, don't worry! :)

literaryrxn: Thank you!!

HelloLish: Yes, it's so sad! Yup, Nasser will get his comeuppance eventually and the boys will indeed work through this and come out stronger and even closer on the other side. :)

JollyBigSis: Yes, poor Kaname, he went through way too much in the past. As much trouble as his hidden memories caused in the present, I think it's ultimately for the best that he erased them back then, it would have screwed up his life big time to have to live with all that before he was capable of dealing with it. No, you're not reading too much between the lines, you're very observant! :) I don't think I'd call it love really, but definitely fascination and possessive desire, yes. The nature of his attraction to Kaname and what he wants from him becomes a lot clearer in this chapter, but be advised, Nasser is a sneaky SOB who never fully reveals his hand. We know a lot about his motivations and schemes now, but there's a lot more hidden beneath the surface that only time will reveal. :) We definitely got a whole lot more info on Nasser's thoughts and feelings this chapter, so hopefully that was interesting! Thank you so much!!!

Angel Arashi: Wow, thank you! Er... that is, I'm sorry it hung around in your head like that, but, thanks for what you said! I'm happy that you found it well done. :) Yes, a rape of the mind is exactly what Nasser did to him, and did again even more devastatingly in this chapter, poor thing. You're very right, it's his own perceived complicity even more than the act itself which is the hardest for him to deal with. Thank you SO much for what you said! I'm so glad that you liked the way the emotions were depicted, and the whole thing in general. Yeah, I don't know how else to show what I need to show about what happened without walking through Kaname's pain like this, and I really appreciate what you said about that. I agree, sometimes the painful things need to be brought into the light and I'm very relieved that you didn't find it complacent or done in a bad way. Yes, Nasser does seem to be a special case, I agree... good thing he's fictional indeed! Thank you again soooo sooo much!!!

Im-the-best: Yes, that is the worst for him, indeed. *hugs him tightly* He was so alone for so long. But not anymore! :) He has Zero, and that will help a lot to make things better. :) Oh dear, that's not good, I hope the dizziness has gone away? *hugs* Have fun with senior year! :)

B O S T O N Tea Party: Yes, very apt quote! Thank you so much!

Penguita38: LOL that's okay, considering how long it took me to post, you weren't late at all! Yes! So true, Yuki was the anchor that kept him grounded at that point and always drew him to the light, and that is indeed why her death was so crippling for him. Thanks! ROTFL!! Okay, well, I will try to never do that then! *giggles and gives her computer virtual antibiotics just in case* I have to totally agree, I much prefer to "see" things happen in a story rather than being told that they did (with the exception of sometimes when you have to as a segue or summary and it's not very important stuff). *nod nod* Thank you again so very, very much!!

Dira11: Thank you!!

Maydn: Thank you! I'm really glad you liked the whole bit with the fire and everything that followed. Sometimes it's almost more difficult to figure out how to portray the aftermath of something like that then the thing itself, so I appreciate your saying that. Yes, I have to admit I probably was holding back a little with the descriptiveness during the rape scenes themselves. Not really intentionally or consciously, but since I tend to envision the scene I'm writing happening in my head and watch it play like a movie so I can describe it, I think the emotion tended to grab me more than the detail in those instances. Sorry about that. Glad you liked the aftermath! Thanks!! Yes! That's exactly what I wanted to show about Yuki's significance to him, etc. Thank you. Yeah, it's definitely different since everything is AU, but no less important. :) Yes, the memory erasing part is in this chapter, as well as what happened at the Ichijo's. Hope it's interesting!

chocoxlat: Thanks!

Withered Black Rose: *sends you another pitchfork* sure! :) Yes, it was a very sad chapter, and this one is too, but next one will bring lots of comfort! Thanks!

All righty! Now we get some good TLC going for poor Kaname. :) Still angsty of course because he's so hurt, but Zero is exactly what he needs and willing to do pretty much anything to help him. *sweet smile* Thank you all so much for the reviews!!! *runs around hugging everyone tightly*.

Review Responses for Chapter 19 of "Secrets in the Dark"

KanameZero4Eva: Thank you!! Yes, he is and yes it does suck big time! :P Poor thing! Fortunately he's getting some help now. :)

Qualyn: LOL thanks, glad you didn't die of old age. ;D And thanks for reviewing and sharing your thoughts, I appreciate it! Thank you, thank you, thank you! *blushes and smiles over everything you said* I'm sooo happy that you like the stories and the plots that much! :D

PurpleEyed: ROTFL yeah, it was a monster. I hope to never write a chapter that long again. XD But thanks! Yeah, good question, I'm not sure which lemon is the longest either... 0;D

Dira11: Thank you so much! I understood perfectly, no worries. *hugs*

KATZUNITED-MEOW: LOL! Well that would definitely work! But I think the story would end too quickly. I still have a lot of twisty plot stuff with An'swala and Aido and the Satos, etc. to hopefully pull off before it's over, if I don't write myself into a corner. XD

eternaltorture: LOL thanks! Yeah, I figured it was better just to get it done than break it up. Thank you, I'm glad that you liked the look into Kaname's past and the understanding it brings. XD Yes, I know what you mean. If things had been different and it had been consensual, they would actually be quite an interesting pairing. Hopefully this chapter could live up to expectations! And there's some more sweetness coming next chapter too, after all that hurt, we have to have a good full dose of comfort too I think. :)

vampireunicorn101: Thank you very much!! I'm so glad that you're enjoying the story and all its twists and turns, and that Nasser is interesting to you. Thanks again!

darkHeartedAngel26: Yes, poor guy! Thanks. :)

Sagakure: Aww! *blushes and hugs you muchly* That's so sweet of you to say! *tries to hold onto her massively inflated head, which will barely fit into the room now, so it doesn't float off* ;D Thank you SOOOOOO much! I really don't know what to say, you made me so happy I'm just sitting here, grinning like an idiot and literally bouncing happily in my chair. There was so much happening in the chapter, and a lot of little detail that took forever to get just right, it really makes me so happy that you enjoyed it and I loved hearing what you thought about the different little bits like Kaname and Takuma's relationship and Ichiou's behavior towards Takuma when he was hurt, etc. *beams and continues to bounce around like a demented Easter bunny*. Thanks! Nasser kind of fascinates me too. I think it's impossible not to hate him because of how we've been introduced to him, but I'm very happy that a lot of people are able to get the complex like/hate feeling towards him that I feel and that I wanted to convey. :D Thank you again, soooo soo much!!! *feels all inspired and wanting to write more now* 3

literaryrxn: Ditto!

roro237: *hugs* Thanks! :D Glad you stocked up on tissue first. Yes, poor Kaname, he really went through hell there, it's no wonder he needed to forget and now that he remembers its messing with him so much. *wants to hug him but lets Zero do it instead* Thank you so much!!

Shadow Shadowsong: Thanks!!

TenajHguoh: Thank you very much! I really appreciate your saying that. :)

kanazerosukenaru: Thank you! That's so nice of you to say, it makes me very happy. *beams* Hopefully this chapter was also good. I can't comment much on the future yet without giving too much away, but I definitely think your thoughts on the possibilities are very interesting. :) Thanks!!

LuanRina: Yes, the poor thing! Thank you soo much!!

Liera Antionette: Yes, come back Kaname! :) And I think you're right, Nasser does have a certain attachment to Kaname. I don't know that I would call it love, but there's definitely something there. Thanks!!

portisHeart: Thank you so much! I'm glad it wasn't boring or too disturbing *whew*. Thank you for sharing your thoughts on the events and how they played out. It is always so much fun to me to hear what people thought of different situations and events in the chapter, so I really appreciate the way you walked through it like that. :D *bounces* Yes! I really wanted that complicated chess-master feel to the whole thing, thanks! Yeah, even Nasser is incredibly clever and good at what he does, but he's not infallible, he made some mistakes with Kaname that in part cost him what he ultimately wanted. Even if he did leave the poor thing such a mess that it's hard to feel too glad for it. *shakes her head and nudges poor Kaname gently into Zero's loving arms*

Poor Kaname, he has a real complex about being something evil, so what happened with Takuma definitely topped off his total decent into mental hell. It really wasn't his fault, and fortunately Takuma's perfectly fine, but it's one of those things that has subconsciously contributed to his fears all these years that he's going to hurt those he cares about. Yes, Zero is the key to Kaname being able to eventually heal from this. Not only because of the love and support he represents, but also because he has seen what happened, and from an outsider's point of view, he can slowly start trying to get Kaname to see the game Nasser played on him for what it was. :) Thank you again so much!!

Sri Lakshmi: Thank you very much!! Yes, Nasser will eventually get what's coming to him for sure. :)

Naurel A: LOL well you know, death by fangirl is probably the worst fate in the known universe, so really I almost have to pity fanfic villains. ;D ...but not too much. :D Thank you so much! I really enjoy trying to find partially scientific answers for some of those seemingly supernatural elements of vampire power. I'm very relieved and complimented that as a biology major you don't look at my pseudo-scientific reasoning and laugh yourself silly. ;D Thank you for saying that about Nasser. You nailed him right on the head there, that's exactly how I see him and want to portray him. Yes, definitely comfort first! :D That started this chapter, so hopefully it was enjoyable. :) Thanks again!

Araya-chan: Thank you!! I really appreciate what you said. *hugs*

Imaginary Fushia: LOL! I'm glad you like him. Actually, you're quite right, despite the horrible way he did it, a good part of what he wanted to teach Kaname was actually useful stuff. Nasser's a selfish bastard, but he's a brilliant and well versed one. I agree, it's the complicated ones that are the most interesting, and also the hardest to defeat. :) You know, I have to agree again, although Kaname sees what he did by forgetting as weak and cowardly, it was actually quite the opposite. Giving up is easy, but it takes a lot of strength to go on living, and to do whatever it takes to make that possible. He would not have been able to deal with what happened back then and somewhere inside, even if unconsciously, he was smart enough to realize that and strong enough to wall the past away until the time should come that it could be dealt with. Yup, I completely agree! Thank you again!

Charmed-Snow: Thank you for the reviews! I'm glad you're enjoying the story and it's fun reading your reaction to the different chapters. Thanks!

Kai's kitty: Thank you very much!! LOL I like the word you invented. ;D That totally should be a verb. *nodnod* I appreciate what you said very much, I'm so glad you liked the chapter and found it so interesting! *hugs* thank you! No worries, I'm just very complimented that you chose to review now. Thanks again!

Cauliflower346: Yes, I agree!! And don't worry, that's exactly what Zero wants and what he intends to do too. Thanks!

JollyBigSis: Thank you! :D Nasser and his underlying motivations are quite fascinating I think, I'm delighted that you think so too. Charisma he definitely has, in spades! I am very pleased that you picked up on the subtleties of how he himself is slowly getting more entangled in his own game then he realizes. He tries to teach Kaname that you can't care about anything too much or it limits and traps you, only to find that he himself is investing more in this than he expected. It's an interesting and complex situation because he's smart enough to know how to seal himself off from risk, but is choosing to play with fire instead. For example, killing Kaname when he had the chance would have been the safe path if he wanted to make sure there would not be anyone who could threaten or challenge him in the future. But after all these years being "safe" doesn't really interest him anymore. He's choosing to create a threat instead, he's choosing danger because in its absence he's started to feel like he's no longer really living. In creating that threat, he also is becoming enamored with it, because it makes him feel again like he did when he was young and the world was less weary to him. Kaname makes him feel that way. :) So yes, I definitely have to agree that Nasser is more attached to him than he'd like to admit, or even fully realizes yet. Thanks!! I actually did want that part to feel a little poetic and wistful despite how odd that seems, so yay! *happy dances that you thought so* Thank you again!!

WindStar: Yeah, it was loooong all right! Thank you so much! You're quite right, the horrible trauma with Nasser was compounded and topped off by what happened with the Ichijos. If those events had not followed, Kaname might not have ended up wiping his memory actually. Although in the long run I'm not so sure that would have been a good thing, since he was better off without them until now. Yes, Takuma is a sweetie. It's so good that Kaname had him around growing up, even if he wasn't always sure whether he could trust him or not. We know he could. :) Yeah, from the outside Nasser could see what was happening, but I think Ichiou was too close to the situation, too certain of Takuma to entirely realize that his grandson wasn't just acting like Kaname's friend.

Oh yeah, future interactions with Nasser are going to be very different after this for both the boys. Yup, definitely very complicated! :D LOL well I definitely didn't come close to dying reading your wonderful review, although lots of bouncing and grinning did take place. :D Thank you!!!

sweetsour-bublegum: Thank you! LOL yes, Nasser will eventually pay for what he's done. And not to worry, Zero is definitely going to cuddle and comfort and try to help Kaname a lot now! :) Thanks again!

Chemical-euphoria: Thanks! LOL oh man, that would be really angsty and messy, wouldn't it? Since Takuma has no chance of resisting him and it would certainly add to Senri's not-too-great-love of purebloods in general. O_O I can only really imagine Nasser doing that if he thought it was a way to get Kaname's attention, but I certainly wouldn't put it past him. Well, I don't have any plans for that right now, but who knows? :)

Lenko: *grins and hugs and also runs around in delight from your wonderful review* LOL yeah, I know what you mean, required reading vs. fun reading is so different! I'm definitely glad that mine fell into the latter category! It is?! Your favorite! Wow! *happy dances in her chair* I'm glad you liked the bits with Kaname and Takuma. I really like seeing them as friends growing up together like that too. It's such a cute relationship, and Kaname needed a friend like Takuma. It's so cute, I can't remember where I read it now, I think maybe it was in one of the partial little summaries of stuff that came from the fan book maybe, but somewhere I got the impression that Takuma would liked play act from whatever book/manga he was currently reading (now that we know his dad was an actor, not a huge surprise there). AND he would get Kaname to join him and play along. XD Hehe I got the impression that Kaname was supposedly 'putting up with it' and going along for his sake, but I just bet he had more fun than he'd admit. I love the mental images that gives me of the two of them playing around and going on imaginary adventures. Young Takuma as a fanboy who dragged Kaname through his fandoms with him is just too cute and awesome to imagine. ;) ...and I ramble, endlessly. XD

Thank you for what you said about Nasser! Yes, he is definitely one twisted but brilliant individual. :) I think that Kaname's masochism is definitely something that is a natural part of his character (I love the contrast it provides to his natural power and arrogance too!). It's one of those predispositions that it seems like you're almost born with really and it's a part of who he is. Nasser didn't create it, but he did see it and use it against Kaname. The way I see it, Nasser taught Kaname how to fulfill the desires that he already had, but sadly he did it in a cruel and demeaning way that made Kaname feel guilty and dirty about those needs instead of the much better way that he and Zero re-discovered them later (since Kaname did not at that point actually remember ever having experienced pleasure with Nasser). Nasser trained Kaname's body to crave and respond to pain which I do think has probably influenced his later sex life to a certain extent. His body was seeking what it already knew it wanted even though his mind was unaware. Ironically, that might have actually been a good thing considering the tumultuous beginning of his and Zero's relationship, although it doubtless added to Kaname's inner self worth issues.

As I see it, it shaped Kaname, but not too much. Honestly, I think Kaname would have been more or less the same with Zero with or without Nasser's earlier interference. He would still occasionally want and enjoy the same sub/dom play, and Zero would still be the perfect mate for him because he can be both, and he can dom without degrading Kaname. Naturally, however, all this revelation is going to have an impact on things now. Especially since Kaname is going to question how much of his desires came from the way Nasser trained him, etc. and Zero is going to be quite afraid of ever hurting Kaname like that. Yet those desires are natural to Kaname and he's still going to want them, perhaps even more than ever because he wants so much to prove that he belongs to Zero and not to Nasser, and as you said, Zero would do almost anything for him... so I think they will be having some things to work out for sure. :) Not to worry, it will all work out eventually, and their relationship will continue to be delightfully kinky. XD

Ah yes, Nasser's grand plans... you noticed that, did you? ;D Well no comment on that yet, but yes, it was an important little bit of info to keep in mind. 0:) I'm sure Takuma would understand now too, looking back on it with adult eyes. I'm not sure whether he'll ever get his memory of that time back or not though, we'll see what happens. Lots o' comfort coming right up! :D And lots more coming next chapter. :) Never, never apologize for your wonderfully long reviews, I love 'em! Thank you sooo much!

Atheist1: Thank you!!

Schattengestalt: You're completely right, it's because Kaname thought he must have been willing, because he couldn't see that Nasser had manipulated him, and that he wasn't really choosing all the things that happened which broke him the most. Poor thing! Thank you! I'm glad you liked the biological explanations too. I love trying to make things seem plausible. So true, Kaname's tendency to blame himself for things that aren't his fault are part of his character, and Nasser used that against him. You're quite right again though, Kaname is / has become more than just a pawn to Nasser. A challenge to fill his emptiness is a very good way of putting it.

I definitely agree, he had to forget, his life would have turned out much differently if he hadn't. I will actually look at that a little in the next chapter, so I won't ramble too much about it here, but if he'd remembered, even if he'd been able to struggle through and resist the draw Nasser represented, he would have been much more withdrawn and afraid/unable to love. He probably would have held himself further away from Yuki to keep from hurting or tainting her, and I can't imagine how he could ever have opened up to Zero. The out-of-control-ness created by their bond early on would have freaked the hell out of him because it would have seemed too much like what happened with Nasser. *shivers* Yes, it's a very good thing that he forgot until now. Again, you're correct though, he didn't quite do the memory wipe right because of the circumstances. That's mentioned in this chapter actually. As for the cube, Aido said they are pretty common, so Kaname probably already had it just because it's one of those common household item type things. But he only started carrying it around after the hidden memories started to trouble him and he began wondering if he should unlock whatever it was he'd hidden or not. Thank you again so very, very much! :D

Angel Arashi: You know, I have no idea what the proper name for that part of the scrollbar is either. XD LOL yeah, it was the chapter that never ended all right, but thanks! I'm so glad you enjoyed it! Thank you, I'm glad it had a 'full circle' feeling. There were a lot of ends to tie up and pieces to slide into place in the chapter, so I'm very happy that it felt completed in that way and everything made sense. Thank you, thank you, thank you! *beams happily* I like "Unrelatedly" too. I think it should be a word. *nods* I'm very interested in finding out more about that time span in canon too. Thanks! I'm glad that you enjoy my version of it. It's one of those interesting situations, like when you have a young prince growing up under the thumb of a controlling regent who both uses and resents their young lord's power and therefore takes it out on them in private. There's that interesting mix of public power and private helplessness.

Those are some very interesting questions about Nasser. I don't think anyone is actually born evil, although they can certainly develop such tendencies from a young age especially if they are brought up that way, which I rather imagine was the case with him. I wouldn't be at all surprised if Nasser had in turn been taught these things by someone else early on in his life. His choices are his own of course, after all Kaname's gone through hell and managed to hold onto his inner goodness, but you can still feel a little sorry for him if we consider that Nasser quite possibly teaches as he himself learned. And because as you said, while his choices have led him to incredible power, wealth and control, they have also completely cut him off from ever experiencing real love. Nasser's all about manipulation and staying ahead of the game, but it's hard to truly predict or control that which you don't fully understand, so yes, if I can pull it off without it being too corny and trite, the fact that he doesn't fully understand those aspects of Kaname (and Zero :D) will indeed play into things. Well I'm happy that the review wasn't short, I loved all your thoughts, thank you so much!!!!

ShurikenC: Thank you!! Yup, Zero will never give up on him. :)

fahaar: So true!

Ebony-Knight: Thanks!!

Jiggary: LOL yeah, I understand, I felt exhausted after writing it. XD Thank you so much!!! No, I've not tried to write anything original yet, but maybe someday I will, even if just for fun. Thanks again!

Isabela Nobre: Yes, made perfect sense, thank you! Oh yeah, Zero definitely feels guilty poor boy, and a lot of other things too. Lots of comfort scenes this chapter and more next one too! Thanks!

deka: Thank you so much! So glad you enjoy the characterizations! :D

KatzLite: Thank you!!

kanshou87: LOL well good, avoided the javelins then! ;D Thank you very much! I'm not sure whether Takuma will ever learn the complete truth or not, but there will be some touching on it later on in this story.

DeepWaterBlack: ROTFL! oh dear! I wonder if your insurance will cover 'fanfic related aliments' XD Mine is all kinds of useless in that regard... ;) Thanks!! No worries about reviewing, I know all about how life gets in the way. :P It's cool whenever you're able to. *hugs* Glad to hear everything has settled down with your job. Yay!

Thank you so very, very much for everything you said! *beams happily* I'm really glad you're enjoying everything. LOL yeah, I hear you, I wish I had that ability sometimes too... 0:) Either to make others forget, or myself. Okay, I will keep that in mind for a possible Nasser ending! *chuckles* Can't promise exactly how it will go down, but I'll definitely try to make it satisfying for all concerned. You're so right, we deserve some TLC after all that too! ;) Hopefully this chapter got things off to a good start on that count and we'll continue on next chapter as well. Thank you again soooo much!!

Im-the-best: Thanks! :) Yes! That phrase fits this chapter very, very well. Actually, the title is even similar! No worries about the time, I completely understand. Thank you very much for reviewing!

Penguita38: No, I've never had anon reviews enabled, friends with more experience told me from the start it wasn't a good idea so I haven't. Sorry for the extra steps, but thanks for reviewing! :) LOL you are SO not an idiot!! *hugs* I love your wonderful 3am review and it's not at all incoherent! Thanks for not thinking my monster chapter was too long! XD Yeah, poor Kaname, the whole 'willingness' thing was what made it so bad for him too. I'm glad that you found it good (in a dark way). LOL well you'll have to let me know what the psychic says! *wonders if she'll figure out that I'm just crazy* ;) It was really interesting to work with Takuma in this chapter, so I'm glad you enjoyed his parts. Thanks! I always thought the impact of he and Kaname growing up together was a fascinating topic because for him it's kind of like growing up with a movie star living in your house. They're the one everyone wants to see and pays attention to. They're the one everyone looks at when you're together and people probably try to use you to get to them. But at the same time, Takuma is understanding and keen enough to see that Kaname does not enjoy the limelight and that it has in fact brought him nothing but pain and people who want to use him up for their own purposes. Thank you again very, very much! Genius Pal. *giggles and hugs*.

Shibuya Kazuya: Thanks!

Kitsune Demon Girl: Yes, he should know better, but I think he's too scared and hurting right now to be rational. Fortunately, Zero will help. :)

YenGirl: SQUEE!!! Hey girl! Long time no see! I was so thrilled to see your name pop up on my alerts! :) Thanks for squeezing in the time to review, I know how busy things are for you now. *hugs and feels even more guilty that she is still uber unforgivably late in all her reviews* I suck. I'm sorry. *more hugs* LOL yes, poor Kaname, feeling unworthy of Zero. He loves you, Kaname! Totally!! *wants to shake him and hug him but lets Zero do it instead* "Fathoms deep in love" I like that! Very good way of putting it.

Thanks for saying that! I always take it as an especially high compliment when you like the way I write Zero because you write him so well! :) No, nobody's perfect, and I think we love people for their imperfections as much as anything else. It's those little things that make us 'human' (for lack of a better cross-racial word XD) I think. But oh yes, he's so intrinsically good and so much what Kaname needs right now. :) LOL I know, I should really start calling them men by this point, but I can't help calling them boys as well. Ah well, you know, vampire ages are different and all that, so... *holds on to such excuses* 0:)

I completely agree, as painful as it was for both of them, it was really the best way for it to come out, with them connected like that. It would have been very difficult for Kaname to explain, and he would have been very hard on himself in the retelling. Zero might have been able to read between the lines, but it would have been harder and he wouldn't have gotten the full picture of what his lover suffered, which will of course be very important in helping him recover. *prods them gently to one another so they can hug and hold onto each other* Thank you sooooo much!!!!

The new chapter is wonderful, as your chapters always are! :D *urges to fanart the bathroom scenes so much* Jumpy Kaname behind the shower curtain goes straight to my heart. X3

:D The one directly physical thing I was worried about for the two, you answered in this part of your review replies:

""As I see it, it shaped Kaname, but not too much. Honestly, I think Kaname would have been more or less the same with Zero with or without Nasser's earlier interference. He would still occasionally want and enjoy the same sub/dom play, and Zero would still be the perfect mate for him because he can be both, and he can dom without degrading Kaname. Naturally, however, all this revelation is going to have an impact on things now. Especially since Kaname is going to question how much of his desires came from the way Nasser trained him, etc. and Zero is going to be quite afraid of ever hurting Kaname like that. Yet those desires are natural to Kaname and he's still going to want them, perhaps even more than ever because he wants so much to prove that he belongs to Zero and not to Nasser, and as you said, Zero would do almost anything for him... so I think they will be having some things to work out for sure. :) Not to worry, it will all work out eventually, and their relationship will continue to be delightfully kinky. XD""

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~! XD3 It is EXACTLY as I had hoped. X3

Since the masochism etc. were natural tendencies in Kaname and Nasser just made use of them against him, it's not like it could "go away" or anything, and since Kaname would strongly want to proove to Zero and himself that Nasser didn't ruin elements of their private life, it makes so much sense that he would feel even MORE compelled to give himself to Zero completely, in kinky submissive way and many other ways.......... 8D~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *epic drooling and nosebleed at the mind images* XD;

*has all sort of mind images for when Zero's TLC has healed Kaname a bit more* XD XD

Thanks!! :D Yeah, he's so cute and sweet like this... *wants to hug but thinks she'd probably get killed at the moment* ;)

Oh yes, those feelings and desires definitely aren't going anywhere. For one thing, definitely too much a part of who Kaname is and what he enjoys, for another... *cough* well, let's just say I understand how he feels. 0:) *glomps*

Finally a slightly more normal length chapter... just ignore the fact that it is technically kind of 'to-be-continued' and will spill over into the next chapter as well. 0:) Still TLC-ing Kaname, but I figure he needs it (and so do we). I think he's finally starting to really grab back on now thanks to Zero. :) Thank you all so much for the wonderful reviews!!! *runs around hugging everybody* :D

Review Responses for Chapter Twenty of "Secrets in the Dark":

Shadow Shadowsong: Thank you! Yes, Zero is definitely being very good to Kaname, which is exactly what he needs right now, and Kaname's slowly but surely starting to pull out of it and grab back on to life and to hope. :)

General16: Thank you!!

Hanamaru: Thanks!

darkHeartedAngel26: Thank you very much, I'm so glad you liked it! Kaname continues to make further progress on that front in this chapter. :)

DragonGirl444: Thanks! yes, Kaname definitely needs it. :) Oh yes, Nasser will get his eventually. ;D

Dira11: Well don't worry about it at all, I think the words you did find were great! *hugs* Thank you so much! LOL *sends more tissues* well, I *cough* make myself cry often, so... at least you're not alone. ;) *hugs again* Yes, definitely light at the end of a tunnel, and even more so now. Thanks again!

Blurred Reality: Thank you! I'm really glad that you like the way I've been handling Zero's character, and Kaname's reactions to his memories. Thank you so much!!

Araya-chan: Thank you very much! Yes, it will take a little time for Kaname to truly stop blaming himself, but I think he's well on the way now, with Zero's help. :) Thanks again!!

LuanRina: Yes! Finally! He really needed somebody to tell him that too. And aww, yes, so lovely to see Zero open his heart so much to our dear hurting pureblood. :) Thanks for the birthday wishes too! *hugs* Glad you liked that bit with Zero's past as well. LOL oh yes, don't worry, there will be lots of nice Zero angst in the future too. 0:) *cough* Have to agree, he does look so gorgeous that way... XD Thanks!!

Ikarinogo: Thank you!! :)

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Maybe, maybe not... not telling yet. 0:)

KanameZero4Eva: Yes, so hard but fortunately they both have something wonderful to cling to in each other. :) Thanks!!!

catlover28: Thank you!!

kanazerosukenaru: Wow, thanks!! I'm so glad you liked it so much. Yup, Kaname is slowly but surely starting to get back to a place where he can begin to use that amazing mind of his to see what's really going on. ;) Thank you again!

Taiyoukai89: Thank you so much!

KatzLite: Thanks!!

Atheist1: Thanks, glad you felt it was necessary, and those different parts of the chapter! :D

roro237: Yay! I'm glad. Thank you!! Yes, that was terribly sweet of Zero, he's being so good and patient with Kaname. *sweet smile* LOL yeah, guess Zero will have to snuggle Kaname for all of us. ;)

LaurenGlen: Nope, no worries, that part is all over. It's all sweetness now at the moment. :) We'll get more plot and angst again soon, but the dark parts are done. :)

SNlois: LOL!!! Well hug and kiss, sure! ;) The other one would be a little difficult unless you're a guy, and then my fiancé might have a small issue with it, but... ;) *giggles and hugs* Thank you soooo much! It makes me so happy that you have enjoyed the past few chapters so much!! *blushes happily and hugs some more* Thank you for saying such lovely things! I really love writing and it means a lot to me that you enjoy my efforts.

LOL So Nasser has been demoted to THING status, eh? no less than he deserves! *snickers* Don't worry, what you said makes complete sense! I'm glad that you enjoyed the angst and the comfort both. :) They are indeed kind of flipsides of the same coin, you can't have one without the other, IMO anyway. ;)

Aw, wow! You're just determined to make me grin until my face cracks, huh? *continues happily grinning anyway* :D Really, thank you so, so, SO much for everything you said!!!!!!!!!!! *heart*

deka: Yay!! Thank you!! :D

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Thanks! Well this chapter isn't as long as the others, but I'd hardly say it was short, so... will do! ;)

portisHeart: Thank you! I'm glad you liked the inclusion of that bit of Zero's past, and the little additions to that scenario. I totally agree, it's often so much easier to be understanding towards others than it is towards yourself. Fortunately Kaname and Zero are once again perfect for each other on that score. They've both been so scarred by life really, yet together even that can be something beautiful, since it lets them understand each other and in so doing, in a roundabout way, also themselves. Thanks again!

Gwen Truong: Well good, glad you didn't think it was too long. Thanks! Yes, Kaname is lucky to have Zero, no one else would have been able to comfort him so well, not only because they're in love, but also because few other people could really be able to relate to the pain, like you said. :) Can't comment too much on what is yet to come in the story, but yes, they are going to have to be dealing with Nasser again, and things will be interesting. :) Oh yes, that's definitely not the reason Kaname for Kaname's lovely kinkiness, so we'll get to see more of it in the future for sure. :D Thanks again!

Demigod 360 Degrees: Thanks!!

JollyBigSis: Thank you so much! Yes, it was really intense still, even though it was a comfort chapter. Kaname was so hurt it wasn't easy to get past that. This one is a little calmer, there's a little angst in there still, but it's softer (or at least I think so) and continues to work itself out more and more. :) LOL yes, I know, you can't help but feel a little frustrated at his inability to let go of some of the self-blame he feels, but I think he's getting there slowly. I agree about the reason it was so humiliating to him.

LOL yeah, exactly, his judgment has definitely been clouded. Naturally he wouldn't really think so little of Zero, but he wasn't thinking about it like that - he was only seeing it from his perspective and he felt so worthless and horrible that he simply couldn't imagine that anyone could love him. *shakes head* Fortunately Zero has set him straight! ;D The whole thing has really taken a toll on Kaname. In a way, I think even the very fact that it has affected him so deeply as to make him act so unstable and almost out-of-character contributes to how horrible he feels because he is semi-aware of the idiot he's making of himself and it only feeds the problem, creating a vicious cycle. But he's starting to pull out of it now, thank goodness. Yeah, Zero and Kaname did kind of switch roles in this situation, didn't they? I think it's good for Zero to be able to step up and be the mature, solid one through this turmoil. He's obviously got it in him, and Kaname certainly needed that. :)

Unfortunately you're quite right, Kaname recovering his memories is a bit of a double edged sword. It's impossible for them to not affect him now when he has to deal with Nasser, and Nasser will no doubt try to use that to his advantage, but at the same time, at least he knows what he's fighting now and can start trying to guard against what Nasser does to him, instead of being as clueless and defenseless as he was last time they met. Zero will definitely be quite important to him through all that is to come. :) Thank you!!!!

VETTI'S DOLL: Thank you very much! *hugs* Aw, I'm so happy you enjoy them so much, and this one in particular! :D

Schattengestalt: Thank you, I appreciate your saying that. I'm glad the feelings came through so clearly. It's true, it's so hard to be in a situation where there isn't really a clear 'right' thing to do and all you can do is try your best. But Zero has tried really hard and is willing to be patient and understanding, he just keeps loving Kaname and ultimately that's what Kaname needs the most as they slowly figure it out together. :)

Yes, exactly, Zero could do that because he has had quite a while now to deal with those memories and hurts until they've become manageable, while Kaname feels like what happened to him might have just happened yesterday since he never had the chance to deal with it until now. Yes, they both have a long way to go, but they'll get there together. :)

You're quite right that there is still the physical aspect to work out. Kaname's still dealing with that dichotomy of being a little afraid himself, but even more afraid of Zero not wanting to touch him. So he needs Zero to touch him to prove that he doesn't, even though it makes him a little afraid... LOL very circular, but fortunately they'll work all that out as they go along too. :)

Oh yes, the future as the rest of the story unfolds is going to be quite interesting now... ;) Thanks, hope you had a good Easter too! Thanks so much!!

Lenko: *giggles and hugs* Ah, hon, you always make me smile soooo big. :D Yes, your feeling was right. Last chapter was getting Kaname calm enough to no longer be self destructive or suicidal, now this chapter lets them deal with things a little more calmly and comfortably, including the hesitant testing of the waters regarding how this has affected them, and it does lead to the beginning of a different kind of comfort, which will continue next chapter. 0:) (you knew I couldn't go too long before another lemon slipped in, right? ;D) Yes, poor Zero is a bit doomed either way. He knows this is probably not the best time and Kaname probably isn't really ready to deal with this, but he also knows now that trying to resist will hurt Kaname more than giving him what he wants. It's going to be a very fine line to walk, but it will be a sweet one too.

Thanks! I'm glad you felt Kaname's pain was realistic and so was Zero's sometimes struggling attempts to help. It's so true, you really can't always say the right thing at moments like that (LOL yeah, unless maybe you're Kaname XD *snickers*) but how much he wanted to is pretty much just as important. :) *smiles sweetly at them* I'm glad you liked the bit with Zero's past too. In the manga there's that whole missing span of time between when Zero is bitten and when you see his parents dead. He was covered in a lot of blood and there's no way to say it was all his. It's easy to imagine that terrible things could have happened in that missing time, and it would make so much sense with how he is later. I definitely want to go more in depth with it in the future. Probably not in this story, but the next story will have cause to focus more on those events, if I stay inspired and keep writing. :)

Yup, you are totally correct about Kaname wanting Zero to take him for those reasons, and is going to have all those conflicting feelings about it. And poor Zero too. LOL you hit the nail completely on the head. :) *big hugs* I love your epic reviews!!! :D Thank you again so much!!

Liera Antionette: Aw, thanks!! Yup, they are both sweeties. :) Thank you so much!

alyssaxr: Thank you!!

YaoiWolf-Forever: Thank you, I'm glad you liked it!

magz21: Thank you very much!

DeepWaterBlack: LOL! Well glad that the flat bum was worth it... XD Yes, life can definitely suck, but it is made much better by having someone who really loves you there. :) *nods* Oh yeah, Zero definitely earned a lot of reasons to be loved here, it's true, not everyone could have dealt with Kaname in that condition, or be able to mentally or emotionally deal with what happened to Kaname and what it's going to take to try and help him get back on his emotional feet again. :) ROTF! Yeah... I want to hug too, but guess they do kind of have their hands full with each other... *hugs DWB instead* XD LOL oh my, Sparkly Cross mode, eh? *giggles* Well, we will get to see how Kaname will react to that very soon now... ;) Thanks so much!!

vampireunicorn101: Thank you!!! Yes, healing takes time, but they're definitely on the right path. :) Thank you, I'm glad you feel the progression is realistic. We definitely get more comfort this chapter, and next chapter too. But we will start getting back to the plot after that so we can eventually find out more about what's happening with Aido and all the other ploty things too!

Skrita: LOL yes, I can... ;) Apparently a lot. *snickers* yes, definitely cheesy at points, I'm sure this chapter was also. Ah, well, what can I say... I feel so bad for them after all the angst, I can't help being probably overly sappy in trying to give them comfort now. ;) Thanks!

WindStar: Thank you!!

starberries bite: Thanks!

OurWonderlessDream: *sends you tissues and hugs* Thank you so much, I'm so glad you liked it and that it moved you that way. :) Aww! Thank you for saying that!! *hugs again*

Yuuni-chan: Thank you very much! Yes, so hard to see them go through this, but so sweet as they start to overcome it. Definitely very lucky to have one another. *sends you more tissues and pitchforks just in case they are needed* ;)

YenGirl: *hugs tightly* Aw, well thanks so much for giving it a try. *more hugs* Don't worry, Kaname will be okay, he's got Zero to help him make it all better now. :) Yes, at the time when Kaname and Zero were first together in the infamous warehouse ;D Kaname only remembered having been hurt, so he kind of knew what not to do, but was still sweetly clueless on what should be done since he'd never taken anyone (and at that point didn't recall ever having experienced pleasure with anyone else either) although of course, he managed to figure it out rather well. ;) Thanks! Glad you liked the CD references. They talk about it a little more in this chappy too. Thanks!

Kitsune Demon Girl: Thanks!

Angel Arashi: You're very welcome! LOL and sorry, I still have to say it - your review was not at all useless or stupid! Loved it! Just like you don't mind my long chapters, I CERTAINLY don't mind your long reviews. Love them. Honest! I am very honored that you enjoy the story enough to want to ramble about it! :) LOL yeah, I try, but I couldn't really avoid a bit of corny in that chapter, or this one. Especially when someone's trying really hard to convince someone else of their feelings like Zero is with Kaname. ;) Sometimes you need a little syrup after all the angsty bitterness. Or so I figure...

Thanks! I'm glad you felt I did Zero justice in this, and that he feels like the original one, just matured and grown a little. LOL! Aw! *giggles at imagining all the cute, fond sounds* I agree, it's somehow more perfect that he isn't perfect :) Real people don't always know what to do or say, but his heart is in the right place and he tried so hard, that's what counts. :)

Oh yes! I agree, you can pick up so many interesting little things like that when you go back and read the manga. It's a great series, and that quality also makes it SO much fun to write fanfic for. :) Thanks!

So true about Kaname too, there's a huge difference between what makes sense, and what you feel in situations like that. Thank you! I agree that his inexperience and natural reserve definitely contributed to how hard he took what happened. But yes, he is slowly but surely starting to see the truth, now he just needs some time... and a lot of love from Zero. :) Thank you again!!

Im-the-best: LOL! Yes, I understand that feeling! Hahah your poor brother! ;) Fortunately, it's starting to work out now. :) Thanks, I'm glad you liked that part! You know, I bet Zero's symptoms were much the same as Fuuka's, except he understood what was happening to him and had a lot of emotional baggage regarding vampires, so I think he probably felt a lot more horror over it all. It was probably also more painful eventually because he apparently fought his change and resisted drinking blood for four whole years after he was turned. Considering that Fuuka started feeling the hunger after not even a full year had passed, one can only imagine what kind of hell it was for Zero, and why his thirst was as desperate as it was by the time he finally couldn't control it any longer.

Thank you all for the reviews! :) Sorry about the delayed chapter, the end of the month is always a super busy time where I work. :P

Review Responses for Chapter 21 of Secrets in the Dark:

B O S T O N Tea Party: Thank you so much! I'm very complimented by what you said. Well, I don't really have a secret exactly, but what I do is I try to imagine a scene in my head, as if I were watching it on TV or in a movie, and then describe what I'm seeing. For emotion, I often draw on little bits and pieces of different things that have happened to me in my life and how they made me feel, then try to imagine how the characters I'm writing about might react instead, since they're all quite different than me, and kind of go from there... if that makes sense, which it probably doesn't. LOL Thanks!!

DragonGirl444: Yes, he definitely did need it! :) Thanks so much!

kanazerosukenaru: They really are. *affectionate smile* It's definitely a big step forward for them that they talk about things now instead of letting their misunderstandings grow gigantic before they realize they need to deal with them LOL. Yes, we'll probably hear about Aido next chapter. Thanks!

roro237: *smiles and sends tissues* Yes, he certainly was. Thank you very much!!

Atheist1: Thanks!! :D LOL yes, it's always amusing when someone knows they're being corny and can't seem to find a way around it. ;) Thanks!

deka: You're very welcome, thanks so much!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Thanks! :)

Imaginary Fushia: Thank you! I'm delighted that you enjoyed it so much! Hopefully you will enjoy this one too. :D *hugs* thank you again, so much!

JollyBigSis: LOL yes, it is very frustrating when someone you care about can't seem to get out of the pit that pain of some kind has tossed them into. It's frustrating when you want so badly to fix things for someone else and you can't. *nodnod* And of course our boys and their propensity to misunderstand one another don't exactly help the situation. XD But at least they are much better about that now than they used to be.

Yes! You noticed that connection. :D What Kaname was feeling and wanting was indeed very similar to what happened with he and Zero after Ichiou died. In part I think that's a little of why he wanted it so much now, because now already knows that there is a forgetfulness he can find in Zero that he can't really find anywhere else. For a little while, everything else can fall away and he doesn't have to think about it. And of course, as you said, there's also the very big issue of him both wanting to replace the past with the present and needing proof and reassurance that nothing has changed, and that he is loved as completely as before. Fortunately, however ill-advised it may have been on one level, it all worked out for them this time. :)

Thanks, I'm glad you liked the references to the past, and the journey that has brought them to where they are now. They really have come an incredibly long way, and I find it very interesting to think about. LOL I'm glad you enjoyed the emotional rollercoaster too and that it didn't drive you too crazy! XD Thank you so much!

Gwen Truong: You're welcome and thank you! :) Oh yes, we definitely get yaoi this chapter... a lot of it. ;D

WindStar: Thanks!

Seraph in Flight: Thank you!!

LuanRina: Thank you so much! I'm glad it felt that way, that's the feeling I was hoping for. :)

portisHeart: LOL yes, they are that, aren't they? Fortunately they're both getting much quicker on the uptake now. ;) Oh yes, next / future meetings will be very interesting... ;) Thank you very much!

KanameZero4Eva: Thank you!! *hugs*

Araya-chan: Thank you very much! I'm so happy you liked it! And yup, major lemon-ness in this chapter! ;D *hugs back* thanks again!

1 Random Person: Thank you! It is interesting and strange to see him that way, and Zero's been an absolute dear. :) Yes, future interactions with those three are going to be very interesting indeed. ;) Thanks again!

VETTI'S DOLL: Thank you!!! No, I don't think Nasser will be in the next chapter, but we'll probably be seeing him again in the near future.

Liera Antionette: LOL I know *shakes her head as well* ;D Thank you so much! And yes!! you should write something! :) *nodnod*

catlover28: Thank you very much! :)

Im-the-best: Hehe! Yes, that seems to be the best remedy at the moment! For them and *cough* for us of course... ;) Fortunately you were quite right and for once, things did not go badly for them. :) LOL your brother escaped this time, eh? :D Yay! I'm so glad you liked the whole kiss bit. There's a lot of emotionally similar moments in the current chapter, so hopefully those will be enjoyable too.

Yes, looking at how much of the story is left to go yet, I think this fic probably is going to end up longer than Crimson Door and Blood Moon. Originally I thought it would be around the same length, but I'm certain now that it will end up longer. Most all of the questions raised in this fic will be answered in this fic, although *cough* there may indeed be some elements that carry over into another story that I already have in mind for after this one... *shakes head at herself for her inability to end things and leave well enough alone*. We'll see. As always, it depends on whether I stay inspired to keep writing or not. :) Thanks again very, very much!! *hugs*

Angel Arashi: Yup, large lemon delivery in this chapter! ;D LOL nah, I doubt I'll ever regret saying that about long reviews. ;) *hugs* LOL yeah, I know what you mean about loving and envying them in turn... *sighs* guess I'll just have to content myself to watch (and drool) from a distance! Thanks! I'm glad you liked that bit with the tee shirt. I had this great image of Kaname sitting on the bed that I wanted to get across, I'm glad you enjoyed it too. You're right, they have kind of change positions from Blood Moon, since it's Zero's turn to help Kaname this time. LOL! Hey, nothing wrong with that, the gutter is a great place to live, at least for one's mind. ;) No such thing as too many yaoi fanfictions... 8D

Eyes17k: Thank you! I'm very glad you didn't think they were repetitive. :) I really appreciate what you said, thanks very much! LOL and that's right! Be afraid, Nasser, be very afraid... ;)

vampireunicorn101: LOL well I doubt we could make it through one of my fics without wanting to bash their heads together at least once... ;) I agree, there is something so compelling about him when he's vulnerable. :) Thank you very much! LOL and hopefully this chapter will make up for ending the other one like that. ;)

darkHeartedAngel26: Thank you so much!!!

magz21: Thank you!

Schattengestalt: No worries, I'm late posting too (as usual lol). Hope the trip was good! Thank you very much, I'm glad you liked the chapter! You're so right about how both Kaname and Zero are feeling right now. Kaname feels tainted and can't entirely forgive himself, so he naturally assumes Zero can't either, while Zero just wants so badly to help and comfort him that he doesn't want to do the wrong thing. Fortunately they're slowly working it out together and while full healing will take time, I think they're both in a much better place now. :) Yes, I agree, it was definitely important for Kaname to realize that it would have been worse in the long run if he hadn't forgotten. I again agree that there will indeed be moments in the future when Kaname may have flashbacks during intimacy, but I think it will get easier and easier with time to just push them away and not let them hurt, much like Zero has pretty much learned to do now when Kaname bites him. :) Thank you again!!

Dira11: Thanks!

Kitsune Demon Girl: Thank you! :)

fujoshii92: Thanks! :D

YenGirl: *hugs* Thanks!! LOL! Yes, as innocent as that I daresay... *giggles as the boys roll their eyes and wonder if they will ever live that warehouse down* ;D Nope, boys, sorry, you won't. *coughs* oh dear, yes, um, well when you put it that way I do seem to put poor Kaname through the wringer. I'm certain he is very sick of being liked by me about now. XD But on the upside, I did at least make sure he has Zero! *dreamy smile*

Yes indeed! While that could certainly apply to Nasser, never to Kaname! *huggles him* ;) Well Kaname already had his ticket for the plane, the other half of his original round trip ticket, so he just had to check in and convince them that they didn't need to see his ID. LOL Good thing he was a pureblood, I'm certain no one else could work their way through airport security like that. :P Yes! Definitely a good thing that spark remained. :)

LOL you're so right, definitely not love at first sight for them, but unlikely love is often the most interesting. :D And is a sure indication of how right they are for each other, indeed! *nodnod*. Thank you! I'm glad you liked the swordplay parts. I love imagining them at it... *drools* hehe and yes, I'm sure that's where Takuma got those muscles... ;D

Yup, except that it would probably choke me to say "poor Nasser" I have to agree that in a way, you almost have to pity the fact that he has obviously never known real love, since he has such a low opinion of such things. Almost... ;) LOL! I love you waving the pitchfork in his face from the back. *giggles* I nearly choked on my coffee on that one. ;D

Thank you!! Yes, I don't care if it sounds clichéd to say, it's still true that love is what saved them. First Kaname's love for Yuki, then Zero's love for Yuki, then Kaname and Zero's love for each other. :) *huge, happy, sappy smile* Yup, Zero is all he truly wants and needs and there's definitely no doubt about how much they love each other. Thank you so, so SO much. I really appreciate everything you said. I know how hard it was to read and review those couple of chapters, and truly, I am so touched that you did. *big, big hugs*

Yeah, it's not hard to imagine at all that suicide would have been on Kaname's mind at a moment like that. But fortunately Zero was there for him, to help him through until he was able to get over that initial reaction. :) Thanks, considering the buckets and buckets they cried the past few chapters (Seriously... maybe I should get an IV drip in here in case they start to suffer from dehydration!) I'm really glad you felt they were all appropriate. ;D And it's so true, after everything they've gone through together, there's definitely no pride loss between them. *smiles*somehow I thought you might like the carrying bit.

Well at least the number of lumps the boys get from us bopping them on the heads is getting smaller as they catch their misunderstandings more quickly. LOL yes, I have rather gotten the impression that you liked that particular scene from CD... ;D and yes, I did have the general idea for this story in mind then. I think waaay too far ahead. XD Aw, thank you so much, you are much too sweet! *hugs* I'm glad you liked the bit with the flashback to Zero's past in VK. They have both come through quite a lot to make it to where they are now. *hearts*

*giggles* "vampire hunter-lawyer" wow, now that sounds scary! XD Yeah, it is interesting to realize that very soon Kaname is going to be acting like his normal self in front of the rest of the world, that's a role he plays well, but we know that he has Zero with whom he can show the other sides of himself when they're alone. :)

LOL Oh yes, must check out the lovely, soft material... the fact that it happens to currently be adorning a cute vampire butt is just incidental... *innocent smile and nod* I'm glad you liked those parts. I could imagine them in Zero's drawers too! (And my mind just went into the gutter with "Zero's drawers" XD... but considering the chapter I just posted, my mind has obviously been in the gutter for a while LOL).

Thank you so much for everything you said!! I really don't know what to say or feel that I'm probably saying it lamely, but I loved hearing everything you liked about the last chapter!! LOL yes, I'm jealous of them too... *sigh* *heart* Heh and that was some pretty impressive control there! ;) And you're so very, very right! All those fears they had in the past about one or the other either tiring of them or wanting to leave them... so unfounded and unnecessary, and the great part is I think they're both finally starting to realize it. Thank you so much, my friend for all the wonderful reviews!! * hugs*

Sagakure: Aw, thank you so much!! *big hugs* I'm really glad you didn't think it was too sappy or anything. Oh yeah, there's definitely a difference between how someone might behave normally and how they might behave when in a traumatic situation like this. Yup, they are definitely getting better at catching the misunderstandings sooner now! *gives them a thumbs up for figuring it out in the course of one evening instead of a year or two LOL* It's really so good that all this is happening now, after Kaname and Zero are fairly established in their relationship, because Zero is able, ready and very willing to be so tender and careful with him, and Kaname has a safe place where his vulnerability will never be used against him, so he doesn't get pushed back into that black place that Nasser left him in years ago. *smiles softly at them* Mwahahaha oh yes, comfort by lemon FTW. XD *giggles* Naturally very fun for us, but it also seems very much what Kaname would want and need given the circumstances too, so thanks! I'm glad you think so too.

I LOVED the surprise!!!!! SUCH an AWESOME page / drawings!! Love love love it!!! *hugs again* Thanks!!

Lenko: Thank you!!! :D LOL that's totally okay, I know all about RL and getting behind at work... *gives her work a squinty eyed look and aims several sharp kicks in its direction... which only serves to scatter papers everywhere and create more work... great... ;D* LOL yeah, that's a subject I'd ace too! That and procrastination.... 0:) Yay! I know I always say it, but it's true, I'm so happy that you like the chapter, the story and the whole series.

*large, innocent smile* A child you say? Yes, that would be rather fun, wouldn't it? ;D Actually... yes, I do have a number of ideas on how that could happen, some adventures surrounding it and some lovely and amusing moments regarding the natural travails of parenthood, etc. I don't know whether I'll ever get to the point of writing them or not, but I hope I do, it would be fun. :D LOL nooo... go right ahead, random 2am thoughts are some of the most fun! ;) *chuckles* Yes, those pajamas were so much fun to imagine! Glad you liked them too. :D

You're right, it is unlike Kaname to open up like that, but he needs to be able to sometimes, and it's good that he was able to now. As you said, not much left to hide at this point, but in a way even that's not a totally bad thing, since Kaname has always had a tendency to be a little overly secretive (and we can totally understand why what with everything that's happened to him and the way vampire society views weakness, etc.) and it has always driven Zero batty (haha! No pun intended! ;D).

Yes, what you said made perfect sense. I wanted it to be kind of sweet and sad at the same time like that. Fortunately as things progressed, it turned more fully to the sweet side of things. :) Thank you! I'm so glad you liked those parts and are looking forward to the lemon. :D You were right, it could have gone badly, but it didn't. Fortunately all went well for them for once.

We'll be seeing what's up with Aido and the rest of the situation next chapter. I agree, his situation is very interesting (and difficult for him, poor thing!). Don't worry, I won't let anything permanently bad happen to him. :)

No need to apologize at all! The length was awesome and it made perfect sense! Hope you got some good rest! Thank you again!!!!

Penguita38: Nothing to forgive! LOL um... *blushes and shuffles her feet* yes... especially since *cough* I am once again SOOOO behind in my emails and responses... *pathetic, apologetic smile* So sorry! I will be responding soon, promise!

Thank you so very much! I'm really glad you liked both the chapters. *high fives* and I guess we do think alike about more than just music! :D I agree, it's totally feasible that that was what was prompting his outburst then. I mean seriously... he was going after a pureblood with a table knife and even if he was young, he'd already been trained as a hunter, he had to know that was essentially suicide. Thanks!!

Mmm, yes, there's something very compelling about the thought of Kaname wearing Zero's clothes like that and for that reason. :) LOL yes, that's the whole trouble with boys in general, isn't it? At least these two are slowly getting better at the whole communication thing. Thank you again very, very much!! *hugs*

On-These-Wings: I'm glad you found and are enjoying the story, and that you liked the others too! Mmmm yes, sleepy Zero = hot and Kaname falling asleep on Zero = adorable. ;) I'm very complimented that you like my writing style. Thank you so much for the great reviews!

Thank you all so much for the awesome reviews! I'm really glad everyone enjoyed the lemon... ;D This chapter we dive back into the plot, hopefully you'll enjoy that too. Sorry again for the delay. Also sorry that my review responses are so short and lackluster at the moment, it's only because I'm exhausted and dealing with a lot of crap in RL. I probably wouldn't have even gotten the chapter written without all of the lovely comments and encouragement to keep recharging my muse. But each and every wonderful review has made me smile, lifted my spirits and kept me inspired to keep writing despite all the RL junk. So please forgive the less than adequate responses and thank you all very much!

Review Responses for Chapter 22 of Secrets in the Dark:

Atheist1: Thanks!!

Hanamaru: Thank you very much!

WindStar: Thanks! Yes, exactly - not entirely healed, but definitely on the way. :) Thanks for catching that typo, I fixed it. *slaps pesky personal pronouns for running around and causing trouble* ;D Thanks again, glad you enjoyed it!

kanazerosukenaru: Thank you!! *beams happily* I'm very happy you liked it! Yeah, I felt that was the right kind of pace for this chapter too. I understand what you mean about Kaname thinking about what needed to be done at that point, but sometimes we can't help where our minds go even when we're contented and happy. I wanted to give a nod towards the events that start unfolding in this chapter, but possibly it didn't flow as well as I intended. Sorry about that. :) Thanks again!

Taiyoukai89: Thank you!! :)

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Thanks! Glad you liked it! X3 Hope you like the plot stuffs in this chappy too.

deka: Thank you!! I'll try ;D

roro237: *grins and offers you tissue for both issues* Thank you!! I'm sooo happy that you liked it and enjoyed the lemon and all. :D :D ;D And you're very right, around the hotness, it was a very important time for Kaname with him being able to start really believing that Zero loved him despite the past. :) Thanks!!

General16: Thanks! :)

Mica363: Thank you, I'm glad you liked the emotions and writing as much as the lemon, I really appreciate your saying that! :D *hugs*

Pink Bead Girl: *blushes happily* Thank you very much for what you said! It makes me very happy that you enjoyed the chapter so much! I'm glad you liked the slightly more descriptive style, I was hoping that it would heighten the emotions and experience rather than detracting from it. *whew* :) I love the way you described what Zero's tender love did for Kaname, it's such a good, true, and lovely way of putting it. *heart* You definitely didn't word it at all poorly! Thank you so much for everything!

portisHeart: Thanks! Glad it wasn't too long. :D *big hugs* So happy you liked it!!

Araya-chan: Thank you! I definitely agree, this has/will actually make their relationship even stronger, as have all the different trials and tribulations through which they have gone. :) Yup! We get to see how Aido's doing this chapter and even a glimpse of Nasser-the-dirt-bag too LOL. Thanks!

SasuHiroki: Thank you very much! I'm happy you like the lemons and honored that I could be inspirational in any way. :D Especially where lemons are involved... ;3 Thanks!!!

Dira11: LOL yup, took me a while to make it through all that... ;) Thank you so much!!! *giggles and hugs you tightly* It's so sweet of you to say that! *happy blushes* Thanks!! Yes, our dear boys have come quite a ways indeed.

SNlois: Thank you! :D :D LOL yes, I think I can imagine the smile you described, because that's the one I got from reading your review! Okay, got it! Descriptiveness = good! :D *giggles* Thank you so much! *joins you on cloud nine and hugs you tightly* You're so right, although Kaname doesn't see it, we can see how strong that determination means he really is. :) *is still smiling like a happy loon* Thank you again!!! I appreciate everything you said so much more than I can say!

animaven: Thank you!!

EmberSH: Thanks! :D I think the drawn-out-ness (lol new word!) of it was more a symptom of Zero's slight over-caution than anything else. Heheh glad you liked the dimples bit. 0:D *chuckles with some embarrassment* Yeah, I wasn't sure about the mushroom descriptor, but I was at a loss for how to describe *cough* that particular shape and sensation gracefully. Sorry if it was disruptive, I'll keep that in mind. ;) We get back into the plot in a big way this chapter, so hopefully that will be enjoyable too. Thank you again!

Schattengestalt: Yes, I think they understood each other a lot better in that chapter, or at least, they pushed through the misunderstandings more easily until they could meet and understand one another. :) Thank you! I'm glad you didn't think it was too descriptive. Yeah, it was a huge step forward for Kaname to actually admit what he was feeling to Zero. You're completely right about how this whole situation has deepened his trust of Zero and their closeness. So true, everything Zero did, from going ahead when he didn't know if it was wise or not because Kaname needed it, to holding back when he needed to so as to be careful and considerate of Kaname's fragile mental state showed so clearly how much he loves him. :) *happy sigh* I know, they're kind of the ideal relationship, huh? Not really sure such a thing can or could exist in the real world, but hey... *dreamy smile* I'll take fiction.

*whistles innocently* I can't say what Nasser's plans are yet regarding Zero, but they will start coming to light soon and may not be what one might expect. :D Very interesting point you bring up about Ichiru. You're right, he is indeed still out there somewhere. He may or may not have anything to do with this story, but one way or another, I do have plans for him at some point. We'll see if I get that far. :D Thank you so much!!

vampireunicorn101: Thank you!! Yes, Kaname definitely needed the comfort after everything that has recently come to life. *nodnod* Thanks!

fujoshii92: Thanks! *dreamy smile* yeah, I wish so too! LOL

Jiggary: LOL! Yes, it is about time. ;) Nasser is up to many nefarious things, only time will tell us what they are. :D Hehe I'm glad you like him! Yes, I can see what you mean about Naraku. :D There are those bad guys that you love and hate and love to hate. ;D Thanks!!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Yes, poor boy! Thanks!

darkHeartedAngel26: *grins and bounces* thank you so much!!!! *hugs tightly*

KanameZero4Eva: Yes, he really was! Thank you!!!

On-These-Wings: Thank you very much, I appreciate your saying that!!

Gwen Truong: Thank you! Sorry there was a bit of a wait again for this chapter too, but hopefully it's enjoyable. Glad you liked the descriptiveness and that the mushroom part didn't bother you. XD Hahaha yes, the sword comparison kind of made me smile too. Thank you again, very much!

kanshou87: Thank you!! Yes, it is hard to see him that way, but fortunately he's coming around slowly. :)

Bevtan888: Thanks!

magz21: Thank you!

YaoiWolf-Forever: *hugs and sens you tissue* Thanks so much!! I'm so happy that you liked it and found it sweet! Yup, on with the plot now!

Ruby626: Thank you! I'm glad you liked it and that you enjoyed the slightly more descriptive style. :)

Liera Antionette: Thanks!! Glad you enjoyed it! ;D *gives you another stick to keep poking your writing with* ;3

Ebony-Knight: Thank you! :D You're very right, Kaname definitely needed that gentleness from Zero right now, and Zero was so lovely in the way he gave it. *heart* Thanks!! And thanks for reviewing CH 20 & 21 too! *big hugs*

VETTI'S DOLL: Thanks!! I'm happy that you liked the descriptiveness. 8D

Angel Arashi: *offers extra wipes to help with the cleanup* :D Thank you so much!!! I think you made perfect sense! *hugs* And don't worry, it never gets old or tiring to hear that you liked the chapter. I'm fairly neurotic about my writing LOL so it doesn't matter if it's been said before, it's a huge encouragement to me to know each time when I'm doing something right. :) I'm utterly thrilled that you enjoyed it so much! *happy dances* And I'm glad that you liked the balance and didn't find it sappy. :D It was interesting to try the slightly different style with the lemon, thanks for sharing your input on it! Definitely agree, it needed to be a lot more than just sex for them because of Kaname's fragile state. Thank you so much!

Zero was indeed so awesome with Kaname *happy sigh* and I think they both benefited / grew a little along the way. Yes, Zero had seen the flickering hint of those scars before in the past, he just could never quite understand what they were or where the hurt came from, but now he knows. It's true, whether or not he's able to see it himself; Kaname has saved Zero as much as Zero has saved him. I like the symmetry of how they both make one another better and stronger through their love. Like now, a big part of the reason Zero can be as sweet and careful with Kaname as the pureblood needs is because Kaname has been so with Zero in the past. One way or another, Kaname has helped Zero through a lot of Zero's trauma and issues with being a vampire and vampiric urges, etc. so by this time, Zero's ready to be the understanding lover who can be so open and accepting of his partner, because he's started becoming a lot more accepting of himself... if that makes sense. LOL I ramble, sorry, but like I said, I like the full-circle way that kind of works between them. :)

*large grin* Oh yes, I definitely think that someday in the future, Zero will be able to make Kaname come from being bitten and *cough* I certainly intend to have fun with it at some point. *made herself nosebleed as well while planting that little future hint/suggestion* XD

In answer to your question about whether Kaname has really accepted that Nasser's a lying bastard... partially yes, partially no. It's not going to be easy for him to fully grab on to it just yet. It was in part something he was trying to tell himself to help overcome his apprehension, but the seed of that truth has also taken root in his heart and will grow with time. I think it's a case of where he knows it's true with his head, but it will take a little while yet for that knowledge to really work its way into his heart and feelings.

LOL well, I admit, I'm a music addict. I listen to music a lot – while I'm working, driving, writing, etc. So usually what happens is I'll be listening to a song while I'm doing something else and then suddenly I'll find myself paying attention to the lyrics and think how much it reminds me of such-and-such a scene. I'm glad you liked that one too! Thank you so much for the awesome review!!

Kitsune Demon Girl: Thank you!

Sagakure: Thanks!! Sorry you've been swamped, I completely understand the feeling! :P I'm really happy that you liked it! I'm glad that the slight change in style didn't feel out of place or anything either. :D I totally agree - the emotions and sensations and what's going on in the characters hearts and minds is a huge part of what makes something hot or not for me too. I didn't want to dampen that at all or make it squicky by being more descriptive, so I'm glad you didn't find it that way at all. Thank you so much for what you said!! *dances and hugs* Hehe and oh yes, definitely going to explore that whole 'come from biting' thing at some point! 83 Thank you again!!

Vampire Winged Rose: LOL! I haven't played that game, but I did look it up on youtube and you're right, that's hilarious! *giggles* Thank you so much!! *hugs* I'm so happy that you're enjoying it that much!! *beams, blushes and floats away to cloud 9 million* :D Thank you sooooooooooooooooo much for everything you said!!

Bevtan888: Thanks!

Siry Pop: Thank you very much! I'm so glad that you like the story! *sends you tissues and a privacy screen* ;D

Im-the-best: Thank you! Yes, I rather think Kaname was expecting it to be more uncomfortable and more of an ordeal than he let on as well... and was also pleasantly surprised when everything ended up feeling so much more natural instead. :) Cool! Happy 200th to Argentina! Good luck with your projects and have fun! *hugs* Yeah, life's not been too fun just recently, but it'll get better, it always does eventually. Thanks, I appreciate your saying that. :)

Maydn: Thank you for the reviews! LOL I have to completely agree, CH 19 was WAY too long. Thanks for wading through it; I'm glad you were able to enjoy it over time despite the length! I'm delighted that you picked up on that whole vibe with the Ichijos / lower-blood vampires. I really like trying to subtly look at things from different points of views, not necessarily to say that it's a correct POV, but to try and make it understandable how some people could think that way. LOL hm, that made a lot more sense in my head before I tried to say it. You said it much better though, so hopefully you understand what I meant! ;) I also love putting pseudo-science, like the biochemistry aspect of what happened between Kaname and Nasser, into the mix and it makes me very happy that you enjoy that as well! Our brain/body chemistry affects a lot of the way we see things and interpret situations. If you feel happy, you think you are happy, if you feel aroused, you think you're attracted to someone... but what if those feelings could be artificially manipulated? What if there were people who had that power and could do it to suit their own ends? That's part of what happened to Kaname in the past that messed him up so badly and it's a kind of a scary and fascinating thought to ponder.

Well if your review is full of hearts, then my response is full of smiles! :D I'm really glad and relieved that you liked the psychological aspect and felt that Kaname stayed true to who and what he is despite being so badly broken. *whew* I was quite concerned about trying to depict that adequately, so it makes me extra happy to hear you say that!

Yes! It's neat that you should mention that about the whole erastes/eromenos type social structure and relationship. The ancient Greek form of sponsorship between adult males and younger ones (as well as other traditional themes of patrons, apprenticeships etc. that have existed over the years) was a large part of what inspired my mental image of the vampire protégé system. As you said, for Nasser it would seem very natural. I'm glad you liked the angsty heat in the chapter too. ;D Wow, your favorite chapter? Cool! Thank you so much for everything you said!

Yes, I have to agree, parts of Ch 20 were a little frustrating because Kaname was so low. I wanted to convey the incredible frustration of when you love someone and they just can't see past their pain enough to believe or understand how much you love them and how good a person they really are. LOL I may have done so either not well or too well, I'm not sure which. ;D Yeah, a good portion of the reason Kaname was so messed up was because mentally part of him was still trapped in the past as if it had just happened because of the mental scaring and all. I was kind of going for the idea that there was almost a fragmented piece of his personality that had never grown up past that point which was now trying to merge back into the adult, mature person he is today, and making him sort of OOC for a while. Again, that was the intention, not sure it came off too good. :P Sorry. Thanks! I'm glad you liked the descriptions and the nods back to the previous stories at those points. Yeah, Zero has started to realize how much Kaname has done from him now, even though he didn't used to as much. He's been maturing a lot, and has made a rather large step even further forward because of recent events, including the deep, yet almost matter-of-fact realization that he and Kaname are pretty much a forever item now. :) Nope, you're very right, all the words in the world, no matter how right, can't fully heal someone, although they can help. Kaname is definitely going to need more time (and chapters XD) and Nasser isn't going to make it easy, but of course, everything will work out eventually. :D

Oh yes, you should check out the song from Ch 21 if you have a chance, it's really a sweet one. :) I'm glad that you didn't find the misunderstandings between them in that chapter too distressing. I have to agree, compared to Blood Moon they are much more minor and easily overcome, especially since our dear boys are now doing a lot more of that valuable relationship building tool called talking... LOL. You're right, it probably would have flowed more smoothly if I could have spread the timeline out a little more. Maybe I should have tried to find a way to work that, I'm not sure. I was concerned about losing momentum or things starting to feel disjointed and they unfortunately didn't have a lot of time to spare before things started getting dicey again *glances guiltily towards Zero*. A lot of things are going to happen very quickly over the next few chapters on a very condensed timeline, and the fact that Kaname is still coming fresh off the recent emotional upset and not thinking as clearly as usual is an important factor which I didn't want time to dull. Still, there might have been other ways I could have worked it, sorry it felt rushed. I'm glad you liked Zero's doubts and insecurities on that topic, yes, it is bound to play a role in their interactions in the future but of course they will get past it... no doubt in a very delicious and kinky manner. ;D Thank you again for the reviews! :D

DeepWaterBlack: LOL! *giggles as she sits with Kaname and watches Zero-chibi chase dwb-chibi around* :D Thank you so much! I'm glad you liked it! Oh yes, loads of trouble yet to come, hehe. Thanks!!

JollyBigSis: Thank you!! :D I agree, this has forced Zero to mature and become stronger. Although it's awful what Kaname is going through, some positive can still come out of it for both of them. On occasion it can be good to reverse roles, I think. For Zero, I think it has helped him step outside his usual modes of interaction. He has never really displayed his softer emotions as easily or confidently as Kaname has in the past. Not that he didn't have those feelings of course, it's just that he's generally more tsundere in nature about how he displays them. Plus, Kaname has such a strong, confident and compelling personality and nature that it was easy for them to unconsciously maintain a certain amount of status quo in the dynamics of their relationship. As long as Kaname naturally kept 'pursuing' so to speak, then it was easy for Zero to remain the more reserved one and everything balanced out. But now, the fact that Kaname desperately needs Zero to be the perceptive, gentle, reassuringly confident one has really drawn him out of his shell and allowed him to discover that not only can he fill that role... he can do it very well! :)

Yes, poor Kaname was essentially a real mess, but he does indeed start to find a little peace or at least solace as things progress. I completely agree with you - despite what he thinks, he is definitely not weak. Wounded, vulnerable and hurting yes, but not weak. :) Thank you very, very much!!!

CrimsonYani: Thanks for reviewing! It's great to know that you've been enjoying the stories, I'm so happy to hear that, thanks!

Lenko: LOL RL seems to be in conspiracy to rob us all lately! _ *gives it a shifty glance* I'm glad to hear that your craziness should be easing soon though! Thank you so much! Glad you liked it!! Yes, I couldn't help finding it terribly interesting that in a way Kaname and Zero are once again very similar in this regard. What Shizuka did to Zero and what Nasser did to Kaname have many similarities, especially from vampire or hunter perspectives. It seems quite fitting then that they have both been instrumental in helping one another heal from those traumas. :D

I completely agree that it was a good thing for Zero, really, to be the way he was in the last chapter. Like I was saying to JollyBigSis just a little above, it's been really good for him to come out of his shell. And, like you said, to be able to be in control without being vamped out. I'm certain Kaname enjoyed it as well. ;D I love Kaname's kinky and playful side too, so never fear, he will eventually get over what he's going through right now and it shall definitely re-appear.

Thanks, I'm glad you liked the little differences with the lemon, but that it didn't feel too different. LOL it will be fun and interesting for me to see how the future lemons play themselves out too. We'll see how the boys are doing when we get there. ;) Thank you again so, sooooo much!!! *big hugs*

Eliante: LOL oh dear! ;) Thank you!!

Thank you all very much for the wonderful reviews!! :D I love hearing all the thoughts and theories that are floating around! I can't comment too much or respond very clearly to them most of the time in my responses because it would give too much away about the story (and I'm a mystery/suspense fan, what can I say?) but I'd say that everyone has more or less touched on some little piece of truth along the way, although how exactly those pieces all fit together may or may not end up being somewhat surprising. :D *knows she is being frustratingly vague* LOL sorry! ;D But thank you all again so much!

Oh, it's probably common sense, but I figured I should mention it anyway - my review responses often contain spoilers for the current chapter that I've just posted. So if you don't want to be spoilered, read the chapter first and then the responses.

Review Responses for Chapter 23 of "Secrets in the Dark"

KanameZero4Eva: Thanks!! Yes, questions, questions... eventually there will be answers! :D

catlover28: Thank you! Glad you liked the change of pace! :)

fujoshii92: We find out this chapter... at least in part. :D Thanks!

kanazerosukenaru: Thank you so much! LOL yes, nobody seems able to catch a break in this story, although it could have been a lot worse for Zero really... not that he would necessarily agree with me at the moment LOL. Thanks!!

Taiyoukai89: Thanks!

Atheist1: Thank you!

Withered Black Rose: LOL here you go!! *gives Zero back* although you might have to fight Kaname for him at the moment. ;) Don't worry, although Zero certainly didn't have a good time of it, I wasn't really too evil to him. :) hehe *hides in protective custody* thanks!

Shadow Shadowsong: Thank you! I'm so glad you liked the chapter. Yes, lots of secrets going on. :) \

deka: LOL yes, it was, sorry. ;D Thanks!! Yes, poor Zero! Thanks again!

Sagakure: Heheheheh *hugs* Yes, poor everybody! (I think that almost always goes for most of my chapters it seems XD). I thought you'd like the bits with Nasser and Kaname. *innocent smile* 0:) Yeah, Nasser is scary smart and perceptive. Well, stuff did happen to Zero, but fortunately nothing too serious... LOL okay, there's probably something wrong when I don't consider being beat up and left chained up naked in the woods to be serious... XD I *cough* meant in comparison to what could have happened and what Kaname currently fears happened. As for what if any connection exists between Nasser and the Satos... *hums* Can't say yet. 0:) Good question though. :D

Aww! Yes, I could totally imagine Kaname doing the same thing with Zero's notes! *hearts* Glad you liked that whole bit. *hugs* I hope that life and work is treating you a little more gently now.

Gwen Truong: LOL yes, for some reason Aido is kind of cute when he's sick. ;D Yeah, they're interested in each other, although we shall have to wait and see what happens. Oh yes, poor Kaname and Zero - eep! The whole situation is very volatile and dangerous. Thanks!!

portisHeart: Thank you!! I'm so glad you liked the multi level action, I was hoping that would come across okay and wouldn't seem too disjointed or anything. Yay! Hmm, yes, the timing of everything is very disturbingly coincidental, isn't it... 0;D Yes! I have to agree, Aido was definitely the wrong vampire to infect. He's going to end up playing a pretty important role in the scheme of things before all is said and done. We'll have to wait and see on Naija's role in all this. Thanks!! I love thrillers and I wanted to go for that kind of feeling, so thank you!!! You're very right about Nasser and Kaname's respective strengths and advantages. *nodnod* Thank you again so much! *blushes at your kind praise* :D *hugs*

Aschenvogel: Thanks! Yes, I like to try to balance out the emotional stuff and the action and plot stuff, I'm glad you liked that switch too. Hopefully the wait wasn't too long for the next chapter this time. Thanks, LOL I'm surprised myself sometimes when I look back at how many hundreds of pages I've written now over the course of the last few years. It's been a lot of fun! Thank you so much for what you said. :) *heart* I really appreciate it.

literaryrxn: Thanks! :D

Araya-chan: Yes, many questions indeed! The who and why behind Zero's attack will come out with time. We get some answers now and next chapter, and more later as well. :) You are remembering correctly about what Nasser said (or rather thought). :D How that plays into everything I can't comment on just yet. 0:) I'm glad you're enjoying the bits with Aido. LOL!! yes, that's a great mental image of him. Cuute! You're right about his feelings for Naija, it will be interesting to see how everything ends up going down. Yes, very good points about the Satos there, so many questions... :) We do indeed get back to Zero's situation this chapter and fortunately find a little resolution for him. See? I'm not totally evil... most of the time... ;D Thanks for what you said! That would be fun! LOL I doubt it will ever really happen, but who knows? ;) Thanks so much! *huggles you and your lovely review*

LuanRina: Thank you very much!!

HugAZombie: LOL! Thanks!! *hugs*

Dira11: Yes, we're definitely starting to gain momentum now I'd say. Thank you so much! LOL yeah, I think the line of people waiting to dance on Nasser's grave is pretty long... ;)

fahaar: Well there's an interesting thought! :)

1 Random Person: Thank you! Yes, a lot of things are starting to unravel and come partially to the surface. I'm glad you're enjoying the developments! LOL yes, I'm certain to screw up on the science somewhere along the line as it is not my thing. Thanks for letting me know about that and for the explanation. That is really interesting! I suppose we could try to assume that Aido's idea of a microscope and equipment, even those he keeps at his home, might be significantly more powerful than one might expect, since he is quite well to do and can afford his toys. Or perhaps he had them installed after this whole situation started so that he didn't have to be at the lab 24/7 to monitor his own condition. Thanks for the insight!

Yup, totally right about it being a trap. Poor Zero! I like your thoughts *nodnod* even if I can't comment on the whys and wherefores of it all yet. But I will say not to assume that the situation is over just because he's been found. :) Thank you, I'm soooo glad you like all the twists and turns! :D Thanks again!!!

DeepWaterBlack: LOL! Thanks!! Heheh *giggles at the grief Yagari is giving you* well, you're in good company at least. ;) *glances at the chapter* Yeah, nobody gets much of a break in this story, although at least it wasn't as bad as it could have been for poor Zero this time. Thank you! I know what you mean about love/hate relationships with cliff hangers, I usually feel the same way. Hm? Carrot? What carrot? *fails at looking innocent* 0;D Interesting, interesting thoughts! We shall have to see what unfolds with time... ;D Thanks again!

Schattengestalt: Thank you, I'm glad you liked the previous chapters and the recent ones too. As for Aido and the virus... well, I can't say what will happen with him yet, but yes, there is still a piece missing for some things to be completely understood. :) Can't comment on the who, how or why of anything yet, but yes, you are quite right about there being a bigger plan than can currently be seen. Everything will connect up eventually and we'll see how the pieces all fall into place. Thank you very, very much and I hope you did get some sleep eventually! *hugs* Definitely not upset about two reviews instead of one lol! :) And you're right, he wasn't kidnapped, although I did leave that deliberately vague in the previous chapter so that people could assume either way for a while. You didn't miss anything, it was intentional lack of definitive info... kind of like how I can't say much about that needle that he felt yet. 0:) Thanks again!!!

WindStar: Yes, poor Zero! My take on invoking Zero's taming seal is this: Yuki, as a non-hunter, could activate it through the bracelet because it was of hunter craft and made for that purpose, which is why Cross gave it to her when he found out that she was letting Zero feed on her. However, since we know that the Hunter's Association made a habit of keeping a fair number of tamed vampires in their 'employ' they must have had multiple other means of invoking those brands and controlling the tamed vamps. Can't confirm or deny about Nasser yet, but I agree that he would go to pretty much any lengths to obtain his objectives. :) Thank you!!!

Jiggary: Thanks so much!!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: We'll have to wait and see! ;D Thanks!

Bassoonbg: Yes, poor Zero is definitely in need of some saving. Oooh, you noticed that little mention of the other missing hunters, did you? *claps in delight* As always, I can't really comment on the exact significance yet, but very good catch on that. :) Thank you so much!!

vampireunicorn101: Yes, we definitely need to get Zero back to Kaname, I agree he needs him! :) Indeed, there are so many questions out there... it will be fun to bring them all together as things continue. Thank you very much!! :D

xXIcEGoDdEsSXx: Thank you!!!!! So glad you liked it!!!

roro237: Aw, thanks! *hugs* Yay! I'm sooo happy that you enjoyed it and were pulled into it so much! Thanks for what you said! I'm glad you enjoyed the little details about Seiren and Zero and Aido, etc. Thanks again so much!!

Megan Danielle: Thank you!!!!! :D

YenGirl: LOL yeah, well, I think everybody hates the flu. *giggles* I had a lot of fun trying to see it from the perspective of someone who never usually gets sick however. LOL! Like Aido thought... being human must be awful! ;D Oh yes, definitely been there done that.

*Giggles* thanks! I'm glad you enjoyed Aido's *cough* smoothness with Naija there. *giggles evilly* and yes, there's something terribly cute about Kaname and Zero snuggling like that. So true, you, I and all those other folks do know that Zero could never resist a call like that. *hums* um... maybe I'm that cruel... 0:) But only for a little while!!! *points quickly to this chapter* See? They're all back together again and Zero is... um... mostly okay-ish. *nodnod*

*grins* Glad you liked the married bit... *winks back* And I'm certain Seiren's heard a lot of things she'd probably rather not hear... unless of course, under that stoic and unreadable exterior she's actually a closet yaoi fangirl like us, in which case she has a rather awesome job. ;D

LOL oops, yes, apparently I do love Zero that much too... poor thing. Sucks to be a fictional character I like. XD Well, while Kaname certainly has plenty of his own nightmare material, I think his unconscious mind was picking up on Zero's distress in some vague way through their bond so it was in part Zero's nightmare he was having when he awoke. :) And yup, nobody notices all those little things about Kaname like Zero does. *sweet sigh*

Thanks! *grins* I'm glad you enjoy the almost-not-quite-friendly banter between Kaname and Yagari, those two are so much fun to play off of one another. :D Yes, that's quite a lovely image indeed... *huge smile*. Oh yes, he totally has to drive a truck, it just seems right. ;D Glad you liked the mention of Cross in there. Given his amusing propensity for calling Kaname out on 'emergancy' errands that weren't I could totally imagine him doing that to get Yagari to a birthday party or something of the like. haha he's so lucky he survived. XD Yup! Zero will definitely be all right in the end. :) Thanks again!!!!

cheburashka: *grins and tries to pick up the falling hair* oh dear, um... do you want this? ;) Yes! So many questions!!! I want to comment so much but I can't, must keep mystery LOL. But thank you for the review!! *makes a little tombstone for you for when you're dead and buries a computer so you can continue to read* ;D Thanks so much!!

vampirecaroline: Thank you, I'm glad you find the idea interesting! :)

Kitsune Demon Girl: Yes, poor Zero!! Thanks!

Skrita: LOL well we don't know yet what that prick meant as of this chapter, but we will eventually... 0:) Thank you!!

Maydn: CH22: Thanks! :) Yes, that's a good way of putting it, learning how to talk to one another has indeed been a huge part of why Kaname's and Zero's relationship has gotten so much better. (500 Miles takes place in a world where they're already in a similar place to where they are now in SiTD emotionally, so there isn't too much misunderstanding going on there either, or maybe there just isn't time around trying to survive LOL. Unfortunately that isn't one of my best fics though, IMO).

Thank you so much for what you said about their growth as a couple and as characters, that's exactly what I was hoping for - that by the time we got to where we are now where they can understand each other so well and work their way through the hesitations and misunderstandings with more ease it would feel natural because of the long road it took them to get here. So thank you!!

LOL yes, I'm sure the lemon was probably too long, but thanks to you and everyone else for not minding. ;D I was tempted to go more angsty with the lemon, like you mentioned (sadistic fan over here too ;D) but in the end I guess I kind of felt I'd put Kaname through enough by this point and I wanted something to work out relatively easy for him for once. ;)

The next chapter did indeed return to the plot, and we saw Nasser again, so hopefully that was enjoyable... ;)

CH23: Thank you very much for saying that. A lot of thought and work has gone into this particular plot since it's so involved and I love clue planting. :) It's the kind of story I like to read, so I'm doing my best to try and write it that way and it makes me very happy that you enjoy reading it too.

Aido is a sweetie, I'm glad you enjoyed the parts with him and his interactions with others. *whew* and that the technical / science blah-blah wasn't dull as a result. I am not a huge fan of when they go off on overly detailed 'this is how it works' tangents in Sci Fi, but I do like some explanation and there is a point where it's unavoidable if your plot revolves around something like this whole virus situation. It's a tricky line for me to figure out how to walk, so thank you for that!

Yeah, I also find it interesting to consider what kind of effects a long term diet of Kaname's blood would have on Zero. Obviously it makes him strong, but it's doing so by making him more vampire, which means it also is making him more prone to vampire weaknesses. It's a fascinating situation that I do hope to explore more in the future. Thanks! LOL yes, the downside to having Zero becoming so powerful is of course that it becomes harder to get him into trouble. I'm happy you liked the way it went down in that chapter. In general, the fact that Zero is a tamed vampire, which means that ultimately there is that doorway to controlling him which can never really be removed or denied is very interesting to me. It worked really well in this situation and I might someday return to that thought again as well.

Couldn't resist tossing Yagari into the mix too, wee! It's always so much fun to watch he and Kaname interact. Thank you for what you said about the details, I love little things like that and I could definitely imagine Cross doing something like that to Yagari at some point (or possibly more than once LOL) - this was after all the same man who kept telling a young Kaname that Yuki had been kidnapped or attacked just to get him over there to see her latest cuteness XD (such a wonder he survived being that way with both Kaname and Yagari lol). Thank you too for what you said about Kaname and Nasser's interactions. Yes, we'll probably get to see Kaname in dark pissed off mode at some point along the way before the end of this story I think. Thank you again!!

Liera Antionette: LOL! :D *hugs* yes, eeeevil cliffie! But at least it got resolved fairly quickly for the most part. :) Oh my, the bunnies are tugging you all different directions, eh? They do like to do that sometimes... *eyes them reproachfully but they blissfully ignore me* ;) Thanks!!

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Thank you so much!!

SNlois: *grins and hugs* aw, thank you very much! I'm delighted you liked the chapter so much! LOL and thanks, I'm glad you're not bothered by any possible believability issues, I appreciate that. :) ROTFL! Glad you like both the techy plot stuff and the smut... *giggles* Yes, I'm definitely on the 'more' side of that scale I think... XD No, believe me, it could never get tiring to hear! *hugs again* It makes me very happy that you like all the clues, etc. I have a lot of fun trying very hard to lay things out in that manner and build the mystery, so I definitely appreciate your saying that! :D

*smiles over the crazy energizer battery rabbit line* You draw such great mental images! XD And your theories are great! I really, really wish I could answer your question for you, but I'm afraid attempting to answer would give away way too much about the plot and what is yet to come. Sorry! But I will promise that by the end of the fic when all is said and done Kaname and Zero will both end up okay, so maybe that can help a little with the tension. :)

Aw, yes, sleepy Kaname is totally adorable. :D *also wants to hug* LOL and believe me, I have the same kind of twisted mind... ;) Thank you again so much!

Arribean: Thank you! Eep! Yes, poor Zero, poor Kaname! Hang in there, boys, this chapter will leave things in a slightly better place! :)

Anomaly25: Thank you very much! I'm happy that you've been enjoying the stories and the slowly building relationship between Kaname and Zero. Mwahaha well that is rather how Zero woke up actually... ;) That's a very interesting question about Yuki's bracelet, ah the bunnies, the bunnies! Good questions about Yuki and Aido and the disease too, unfortunately ones I can't answer yet without spoiling things, but good questions! :)

LOL yes, I wonder what happened to Lily too? Maybe Zero brought her to live in the stables at Night Haven. I like that idea. :) Interesting question about what happens if a pureblood bites an animal. It's never been addressed in the series proper, but in the Vampire Knight DS game there is in fact a rabid Level E dog, so if we are to take that as at all canon (although I dunno if one should with it being a game and all) one can only assume that animals are also able to become vampiric and purebloods could in fact turn them... although I have a really hard time imagining why a pureblood would go around biting dogs and horses etc... although, come to think of it, I suppose it's one way that they could get the animals to not run away from them. Hahah now my mind is wandering all over the place too. ;) Cool, I'll have to check that manga out when I have a chance. Thank you again!

azure witch: Thank you!!! *hugs*

Im-the-best: Thanks! Yup, poor Aido, definitely not a coincidence. There is indeed a conspiracy going on... but how and why and who?? Ah, questions, questions. Can't say much now, but we'll find out with time! :) I must agree though, the Sato's connections to the pharmaceutical world are rather interesting, don't you think? :) And yikes, yes... there are a few eerie similarities to the way Zero was attacked and the way Yuki was attacked. What it means remains to be seen, but that similarity is not going to entirely escape some people's notice, as we will see next chapter.

Wow, you write the review out twice (including the translating I mean)? Thank you so much for putting such effort into it! I really appreciate that you go to such lengths and admire your language skills! Please never worry, you are always totally understandable and your reviews are a ton of fun to read. Thanks again!

Penguita38: No worries! Life gets in the way for all of us, I totally understand. I think we could pretty much agree to all try to pretend that the month of May never happened and be happier for it... at least I could, lol. Anyway, I'm just glad you're still enjoying the story! :) Thank you for what you said! I'm happy that the parts with Zero were suspenseful and engaging. Yes, some disturbing similarities there... It will be interesting to see how it all comes together. 0:) LOL yes, poor Aido. I didn't realize when this started that I'd end up liking the chemistry between he and Naija so much. But, of course... we still don't know exactly what part she plays in all this. :) Yes, I remember, and thank you again for that. *big hugs* :D

Darkness Dawn: LOL oh dear, sounds like your life has been about as much fun as mine lately! :S *hugs tightly* Hope things are better now. Very good questions about what's up with Zero, to which I cannot yet give you any very good answers, but we'll see soon. :)

LOL sorry, Zero didn't get raped this time, maybe another time XD *is shot*. I think that would have been pushing things a bit at this juncture, given the current circumstances with Kaname LOL although I can completely see your point... XD Definitely too hot for his own good. *thinks we both need to hide from Kaname now* Mwahaha no need to apologize, sadistic fans are fun. 0:D I like all your theories. Can't say one way or another yet, naturally, but at this point any of them could be possible! (Um... well, maybe except for it being Seiren, although that would certainly be an unexpected twist! LOL!) We shall have to wait and see how it unfolds... ;) Thanks again!!!

Angel Arashi: *hugs* hope life is giving you more time and sleep now. But your review was definitely neither random nor nonsensical, thanks!! I'm glad their sleepiness came across in that part, it was pretty fun to write them like that. :D It is too bad they had to be separated so soon, but at least they're back together now. :)

You're so right about Kaname. He sees it exactly opposite, but the truth is that his interactions with Nasser last chapter do in fact show how strong he really is. He deals with everything incredibly well, despite how he's feeling inside. LOL and Kaname and Yagari are always fun to see interact. :D

No, you are correct, there has to this point been no mention of how the virus does or would affect an ex-human or a hunter. Those are some very interesting questions, I guess we shall have to wait and see! Oh no, I love your theorizing! It's so much fun to hear everyone's thoughts on what's happening! I love mystery stories and I love trying to figure out what's happening before the end, so theorize away! :D As I said in the general note at the start of my responses, I think everyone has struck on a grain of truth in one way or another, and we shall eventually see how it all ends up coming together. Thank you so much!!

Thank you all sooo much for all the great reviews!!! Sorry it's taken me a while to get the next chapter out. This weekend is super busy for me. I don't have long and I also apologize for the very short and pathetic review responses, but please know how much I appreciated everything that you all said! :D

Review Responses for Chapter 24 of Secrets in the Dark:

HugAZombie: Thanks!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Ow, yeah! LOL thanks!

Bassoonbg: Thanks! Glad you liked wolf!Kaname! :D *wants to pet him so bad* Very good question... we shall have to wait and see. 0:) LOL oh no worries, bashing bad guys is perfectly acceptable XD *thwaps Nasser over the head with an extra large mallet* No, you're quite right, don't think Yagari was nearly as accepting of that little stunt. ;) Thanks so much!!!

JollyBigSis: I agree, there are far too many 'coincidences' floating around out there for comfort, aren't there? :) *innocent look* OMG yeah, Kaname having to deal with Nasser for any significant length of time right now without Zero around would be BAD. So glad you liked those sweet parts too! LOL yeah, thought it would be interesting to mix it up a little so CH24 did actually have some surprisingly semi-light-hearted moments. I'm glad you enjoyed it, and thank you so much for what you said about Kaname in his other forms! I'm especially delighted that it read well and made sense even without having first seen it in the manga. LOL yeah, I think my favorite part of that chapter were all the Yagari and Kaname interactions, especially when Kaname was in dog form. XD As for what's behind it all, I think those are some very interesting thoughts you have there. :) I agree about how Nasser thinks of Kaname and the danger Zero would be in if Nasser truly understood his importance to Kaname. Many interesting things are ahead... Yes, Zero does get some nice TLC from Kaname this chappy, even if there's a few things still unresolved. Thank you again so much!!!

Jiggary: Thanks!

Skrita: LOL yeah, decided to give Zero and the readers a break there... ;) His captivity lasted only as long as it needed to... mwahahah yes, I am being cryptic. *checks wicked plot twist up her sleeve to make sure it's still there, which it is* 0:) Yes, I'll definitely try to give them some lighthearted sweetness at the end, they certainly deserve it.

catlover28: Thank you very much!

Atheist1: Thanks! Sorry about the wait. I'm glad you liked the chapter. Yes, who, why and what indeed? Very good questions that we still don't know the answers to... but we will, very soon. :)

roro237: LOL thanks!! So glad you liked it!! And yes, Kaname is gaining a little bit of his footing back, which is god to see. Thank you again!!

Pink Bead Girl: Thank you! *hugs* I really appreciate what you said. I didn't want to be over-descriptive, but I did want the reader to be able to see everything happening as clearly as I could in my head, so I'm very happy that you could feel like you were there. :) You're so right, that amazingly indomitable spirit of Zero's is something truly lovely. *heart* You're quite right, Zero's cuffs definitely did not get that way on their own, or by accident. :D Thanks!! This was my first time trying to describe Kaname using the shades and I was unsure about how I was describing it at points. So glad you liked that! *is grinning like a huge, silly loon* Thank you for EVERYTHING you said, your whole, wonderful review left me grinning and bouncing and happy! I'm not nearly doing it justice, but truly, thank you!!

Liera Antionette: I love imagining Kaname!Doggy too. :D *wants him for a pet* LOL oh yes, evil plot bunnies. ;D Yay! Thanks!!

literaryrxn: LOL yup!

Elbee: Of course I remember you, silly! :) Aw, thank you! Don't worry, I know all about how RL is... *kicks it repeatedly* Thank you! I'm so pleased you're enjoying the story. *hugs* Oh I don't think it sounds weird, I agree, Yagari is a very interesting and complex character. We'll probably see him at least a little more in this fic. :) LOL yes, bad for Zero but good for the fangirls... *also dodges him* XD Ah yes, the needle... very interesting question. That is definitely a possibility at this point, and in this chapter it's the one Zero is most concerned about. We'll have to see how it continues to play out... 0:) Thank you so much for the lovely review!!!

riya-chan: Thanks!! Glad you enjoyed it!!

KuroAngelique: Thank you! We are winding up to the beginning of the climax now, haven't quite hit it yet though, I is slowwww... LOL well don't worry, I'm sure we'll get chances for Posessive&Angry!Kaname going berserker on Zero's behalf. ;) Thanks again!

Kai's kitty: Thank you very much!! Nope, he didn't like that at all... ;)

fahaar: Can't say yet... 0:) *hugs* but whatever happens, it will all be okay eventually, promise.

Taiyoukai89: Thanks!

deka: Thank you!!!

zerokanda: LOL yeah, Vassalord is awesome. :D Thanks!

Gwen Truong: I think you are quite right, things definitely feel off about all this, don't they? 0:) Thank you!!

sweetsour-bublegum: Thanks! Yeah... *pets him... or wants to* ;D

Araya-chan: Thank you very much! Writing wolfie!Kaname was so much fun, it's wonderful that you enjoyed it too. :) Hope your finals went well!

zerojouno: Oooh... that would be a very nice picture, wouldn't it? *dreamy sigh* Sadly, I can't draw animals worth a darn, but maybe someday I'll try. :D Thanks!

kanazerosukenaru: LOL yeah, really! They have no idea how dead they'd be if Kaname gets his hands on them. :D Hmm... yes, what is that we smell in the air? Nothing good I think.... ;) Thank you!

darkHeartedAngel26: Thanks!

Schattengestalt: Thanks so much! LOL I'll have to keep the thrilling warning in mind... ;) You're quite right, Zero is very strong, especially in spirit, but yeah, he definitely needed Yagari and Kaname to find him, he would never have made it home by himself in that condition. I agree, I also tend to think more 'wolf' than 'dog' but Yagari was unlikely to follow something he thought was a wolf, so that's why he considered it more of a dog. ;D Thank you, I'm really glad you liked that whole bit. Yes, the needle prick Zero felt does play a role in this story. What exactly that is, still remains to be seen. That very question is rather heavily on poor Zero's mind right now, in fact. There is also more than meets the eye about his attack... *nods* games are afoot indeed. We're slowly but surely creeping nearer to answers, although they're not here yet. You're very right about why Zero's nudity hit Kaname so hard at this particular moment. Yes, Kaname brought Yagari back to Night Haven too. Thank you!!! I'm glad you enjoy thinking about all the different possibilities, I hope you will continue to enjoy seeing how it all unfolds!

Dira11: Yup, LOL! Thank you!!

Withered Black Rose: Thank you!! I can't say yet what it all ties back to, but things are definitely going to start heating up now... :)

DeepWaterBlack: Yay! Thank you!! Yes, we still have so many questions... answers are coming soon, or at least some are. Yeah, was a little nice to Zero this time around... LOL you gotta love it when my idea of being "nice" to a character involves them being beaten, tied up and left naked in the forest for almost a whole day. XD *shakes head at herself* But I'm glad you liked the reprieve. :) Man, yeah! I want an avatar too! :D Maybe a dozen of them! LOL. Heheh yes, naked Zero + protective dog is kind of nice to imagine, no? :) I can't comment on the needle prick yet, as that question is still active. We will have a partial answer next chapter though! Thanks again!!

Angel Arashi: LOL well Zero has now picked up those concerns regarding possible infection, poor thing. We shall have to wait and see what happens... :) *whew* thanks! I'm so glad the chapter didn't seem to drag. Hehe yes, the universal duvet-fight :D thanks! Oh yeah, we'll get the Bloody Rose back to Zero in a little while, couldn't separate them for too long. :) I thought that kind of made sense with the hunter handcuffs, thanks! Yeah... *sweet smile* they do make quite a pair those two. :) Zero's situation with the Association is an interesting topic to me. It's different in my fics than in the manga because of the much different circumstances, so yeah, I think you summed it up well. His relationship with Kaname is a double-edged sword when it comes to the hunters. I want a Kaname dog too! :D :D and yes, their heartbeats do usually synchronize when they're close to one another (in my universe). :) More specifically, Kaname's tends to sync to Zero's, perhaps because he's the more vampire of the two. It's just one of those little things I mentioned occasionally in Blood Moon and it was another little way for Zero to realize who the 'dog' really was. Kaname and Yagari were SO much fun to write in that chapter *giggles*. I think neither hunter was expecting to see Kaname show up as a dog and had other things on their mind, so that's probably why they didn't realize it sooner. :) "Unrelatedly" :D we'll have to wait and see what they eventually find out regarding the cuffs, but I think you are very perceptive. :) Thank you!!!

Sagakure: LOL yup! Definitely been dying to use that element and just couldn't resist putting it in here! *wants Kaname wolf for a pet so bad... although my cat now wants to disown me even more than before* XD Hmmm, no, Zero might be having issues because of something else... but just what remains to be seen... 0;) Yeah, Yagari and Kaname interactions are so fun! :D Thank you!!!! OOOO!! Yes!!! *tries to feed your Zero and wolfie!Kaname art urges* :D *hugs*

vampirecaroline: Thank you very much! LOL and you will hear them, at the beginning of this chappy! :D

LuanRina: Thank you!! hehe that part was so fun to write. Thank you so much!!

portisHeart: Thank you, I'm really glad you liked the slightly different elements in the scenario! *beams and hugs* Thank you so much for what you said! I know currently sound brain dead and lame right now, but I really appreciate it!! *blushes* 4D? Aw, thank you!!!!!!!

1 Random Person: Ah, very interesting thoughts there... very interesting. :) We shall have to wait and see. :) And you're quite right, Zero getting found that quickly was not necessarily part of the plan. :D Hehehe LOL well I like your dirty little mind! *hugs it* :D Thank you! I'm so happy you're enjoying the mystery of it all! And I promise there will eventually be answers to all the questions that will explain all. Thank you again, so much!

Anomaly25: Yes, why indeed? Hmm... guess we'll have to wait and see... :D HAHAH well, yeah, I never tried it naked either, but I agree... ;) Thank you!

DizzlyWib: LOL oh yes, livid is right! :D Thank you!!

Kitsune Demon Girl: Thanks so much!! LOL

Mica363: Aw, thank you!!! *big, big hugs*

YenGirl: LOL yes, true, Zero does put up with a lot really hehe but 'tis worthwhile. :) I'm glad you liked the slow, gentle pace. Kaname definitely needed it and Zero was the perfect person to set it. :) Yeah... *happy sigh* they are perfect for one another that way and I kind of liked and found it interesting that this time, Zero was able to consciously realize that Kaname needed him to save him, unlike the previous *cough* warehouse *cough* time the pureblood was this messed up. It was a total turn of the tables to have Kaname be the shy, hesitant one, but so sweet to get to see Zero stepping up and being the reassuring confident one for his beloved. :) *heart* Aww... *giggles blushes and hugs you tightly, getting squirted by the lemon that was still bouncing around on your lap... oops! -wipes eyes-* I'm so happy you liked that bit where Zero was thinking about Kaname and all. Kaname's been such a (understandable) flake the past few chapters and currently thinks he's so pathetic, I kind of wanted to hit on the fact that Zero was aware that wasn't true, and knew the strength it took for Kaname to love him, and to do those things for which society would label him 'weak'. Thank you for mentioning it and saying such lovely things! *hugs again, pushing the lemon carefully to one side this time*

Hehehe oh yes, definitely going to have to go down the 'orgasm by bite' road at some point! :D ROTFL! Yeah hip bones are really sexy for some reason. *giggles and ducks, then falls on the floor while continuing to giggle* LOL no problem, I realize that might not have been the best description. Heheh maybe you can help me come up with a better one that does not involve edible fungus? XD *beams until her face hurts* Oh man, I'm sorry, I'm not nearly doing your review justice, but I LOVED it, it totally made my whole day, thank you SO much for all the lovely things you said!!!! *huge, huge hugs*

love332: Thanks! That's something that Kaname was afraid of too, but thankfully for them both no, Zero wasn't raped.

Marla-the-tourist: Yes on all counts, and I agree, if it were any more fishy it'd be swimming in the ocean! :D Thank you so much for reviewing! And it's okay, I understand how hard it is to know exactly what to say in a review sometimes. But I'm glad to know you're following the story and enjoying it! And your English is great, by the way. :) Thanks!

Maydn: Thank you, I'm glad it was! Yes, it is rather worrisome, isn't it? 0:) Zero's real concern for Kaname's emotional wellbeing when he himself was in such a nasty position is indeed telling of how much he loves him and what a care taker he is. :) *sweet sigh* Thanks! I'm really glad that once everything got going it didn't drag any more *whew* and I agree, Yagari and Dog!Kaname are way too much fun! Will have to try to think of ways to use Kaname's 'shades' again in the future. :D You're quite right about it being easy for Zero and Yagari to assume the most straightforward reason. Kaname does feel more uneasy about it, although I don't think he knows exactly what to think yet at this point, especially because he is still unsettled and all. Thank you again!

Lelouch lamperouge britannia: Thank you very much!! :D Very interesting questions there! *waggles eyebrows* we shall have to wait and see! :D

Im-the-best: Yes, poor thing!! LOL yeah, it is funny that Yagari got along with Kaname's dog form rather well really, but then, as you said, he didn't know who it was. *wonders if he's going to look suspiciously at all large black dogs from now on* Yes... that's rather what Zero is worried about too now. :) Thank you!!

Demicat: Thank you!!!

OurWonderlessDream: LOL!! Yeah, really! Thanks!

twingem2: Aw, thank you so much! Well, folks have been encouraging me to try writing something original. I don't know, maybe someday I will. Thanks again!

YumiKiryu: Thanks!!! :)

Lenko: *hugs* trust me, you have not been a horrible reviewer. Because if you look in the dictionary under the definition of a horrible reviewer, you will see my picture there. :P And no, trust me, I don't get tired of hearing you say you like the story at ALL!!! :D *hearts and hugs* I think you're right, I'm not sure Kaname does entirely know the internal struggle Yagari has over things like this or how much he might question where he's letting his loyalties lie these days. It's easier for him to see with Zero, but Yagari has gotten pulled into that conundrum to a certain extent too because of his closeness to Zero. :) Yeah it is actually good for Yagari really, it's helping broaden his worldview. Although you're right, it would be interesting (and angsty) to see what would happen if his loyalties were put to the test and he had to choose. LOL well, I think that Yagari and Kaname do actually get along all right, they just have one of those kind of relationships and like to needle each other. With time, they too will probably eventually grow closer though. :)

Oh yes, so many questions and mysteries... Thanks! If things keep to plan, we will still be seeing Zero get a little support from some hunters, but I can't say for sure. Sometimes things take on a life of their own and planned events change dramatically by the time I get to them. LOL so we'll see what happens. LOL oh man, yeah, I don't even bother trying to get my mind out of the gutter anymore. XD Sorry for the semi-incoherent response, but thank you so much!!!

starberries bite: Thank you!

Thank you for all the great reviews! Things are starting to swing into gear now... although we still have a lot of ground to cover. *throws her hands up at how complicated she ended up making this plot* LOL I'm sure a lot of you will be relieved by a few developments in this chapter, although others... may be more concerning. :)

The situation with Zero is going to play out a little differently than some may have been expecting or fearing, because as I said, all is not as it seems, but almost everyone has touched on different elements of the puzzle at different times, so you all deductively rock! :D

Please know that in reading review responses, you will probably be spoiled for the current chapter, so don't read them before the chapter unless you don't mind being spoilered.

Review Responses for Chapter 25 of "Secrets in the Dark":

vampireunicorn101: Thanks! LOL yeah, true, if they could catch a break there wouldn't be much story to tell... but they did in fact catch a bit of a break this chapter, with Zero, as you'll see. :)

Taiyoukai89: Thank you!!!

LuanRina: LOL well if so, then I think we can all be considered officially sick. ;D Thank you very much!!

Espanglish: Thank you for reviewing! :) And thank you for what you said!! *blushes* I'm so glad you are enjoying the story! Ah, you saw that connection with the current events and past events too eh? Good job. :) Thanks again!

portisHeart: Yes, many dark clouds abound, and just as soon as one clears... another appears, lol. Yes, way too much there for coincidence, don't you think? 0:) Thanks!! Sorry for the cliffie last time and... um... *cough* this time. ;D

HugAZombie: Thank you!!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: ROTFL!! I love your logic! Although we could take it another round and assume that since I said it wasn't as it seems and everyone assumes it is because I said it wasn't then maybe it actually wasn't... er... *falls over because her brain has just been tied in a knot* LOL

roro237: LOL yeah, I want them to lick my owies too! *sigh* :D Thank you so much!!!! Well, as usual, we get some answers this chapter along with a lot more questions... 0:D

Rightside Reflection: Wow, speedy reader! Thanks!! I'm really glad you're enjoying the story, and don't worry, there is a lot of plot stuff showing up towards the end of this chapter and next chapter will also be plot-heavy. :)

Hudatzky: LOL *hugs* well thanks for giving up sleep just to read! Hope you got some rest afterwards! Thanks again!

Gwen Truong: Thank you! Nice to know my chapter lengths aren't too unbearably annoying LOL. You're so right, *I* certainly wouldn't mind watching them make kissy-eyes either! XD Thanks so much!!

1 Random Person: Thank you! Yeah, I thought it would be kind of interesting to see Zero's reaction if he thought he might have the vampire equivalent of a STD. XD Yes, I smell a rat too... :) LOL!! I could just see that!! *falls over laughing at the idea of such a ransom call* Thanks!!

catlover28: Thank you!!!

Liera Antionette: Thanks! Yes, that's exactly the problem Zero has this chapter! Although fortunately it doesn't have to last too long. :)

melloxmatt4ever: *hums innocently* I can't really answer that yet, but hold that thought... ;) Thanks!

Atheist1: Thank you!!

VETTI'S DOLL: LOL yeah, unfortunately it's this dang stupid thing called "life" that makes it take so long right now... *rolls eyes* but I shall continue writing as much and as fast as I am able. :) Thanks!! LOL okay, I won't tell you that. :) No, actually, that wasn't the case, as we find this chapter, although it was certainly a reasonable thing for Zero and everyone else to fear. What exactly did happen... that's something we'll find out next chapter. :D

Whether or not I will write more VK fics after this one depends on if I remain inspired and continue to have time. I definitely want to, and I certainly have the plots of several more stories in my head. This story isn't the end of the whole Blood Moon plot arc and there are more sequels I want to write for sure. I can't promise because again, it depends on if I stay inspired and if RL doesn't completely kill me as it has been trying to do, so we'll have to wait and see, but I do hope to write more after this one, yes. *keeps her fingers crossed*

Kai's kitty: Thanks!!! *hugs*

kanazerosukenaru: LOL well don't worry, you didn't miss much as it was something to fear, certainly, but the actual explanation remains to be seen... Thanks!

darthpredator: Thank you so much! Wow, it was the first you ever read? I am so honored! Aww... you're so kind to say such things! Thank you so, so, SOOO much!! *blushes and hugs* (sorry, if you know me for any length of time you will find that I am unforgivably huggy XD). And your English is fine by the way. Thank you again!

Araya-chan: Yes, you're right, it would be very bad if Zero couldn't drink Kaname's blood anymore. :S Well we still have more questions than answers in this fic, but we're right on the verge now of discovering a whole lot of them. :D Thank you!!! Glad that finals are going good. Wow, a kindergarten teacher? That's awesome! Good luck! And I hope you get hazard pay. ;D

Anomaly25: No worries, there's a lot of things that haven't been explained yet, so some details won't make sense until they are. :) Yes, you're quite right, there is no doubt some better way Zero could have handled that situation, but he was not thinking terribly clearly and to be honest I think he's a little traumatized still from having seen how hideously hurt and vulnerable Kaname was the other night. He's in protective mode and too worried about Kaname's state of mind to want to risk it. Fortunately they'll get it all sorted out this chapter without too much angst. LOL Thanks!!!

Kitsune Demon Girl: LOL thank you!!!

Penguita38: Thanks! :D I'm really glad you liked those parts! *hugs* And I'm sorry I'm slow in responding again... *hangs her head* I'm working on it though, and I have a bunch of new recs for you too, soon as I can beat RL into submission. LOL :) *hugs again*

fahaar: Thanks! Yup, it will all be okay in the end. :)

Chocolateshots: Yikes! Yeah, that would be dangerous given the uncertainty! But fortunately, in my universe Zero can't take blood tablets still, so he couldn't do that. Thanks!!

Schattengestalt: Thank you very much! Aw, that's kind of you to say! *beams* Yeah, that's so true, Yagari may trust Zero, and he may somewhat grudgingly respect Kaname, but that's still quite a ways from accepting vampires or their vampiric abilities (well, Kaname's anyway, I think Yagari could actually be okay with Zero's :D). You're quite right, if Kaname had tried to do that with Zero in BM he would have freaked out worse than Yagari LOL. But things are so different now. :) Yes! Again, so true - Zero's determination not to risk infecting Kaname despite his own need does indeed show how much he cares about him :) and it is kind of cool how although Kaname thought the beating had caused a relapse of Zero's self hatred, it was actually love that was making him hesitate. :) It was actually the latter with Aido, fortunately. I think he'll start feeling better now that his fever has broken, except... well... *glances worriedly at the end of the chapter* LOL yes, I'd say they're all in a pretty mess anyway... :D Well, hopefully you'll have time to read this chappy before you leave, I hope you have a great holiday! Thank you again!!!

DeepWaterBlack: ROTFL!!! *giggles until she cries over the whole "air Kuran" thing* I'll fly those friendly skies anytime! :D Kaname actually broke the glass accidentally when he first saw Zero naked in the woods. XD And you're right, I think they must have all those people on speed dial! What? Me? Scary? *tries her best to look innocent* However could you think that? 0:) *tries to shove her muse, who was delighted by your suggestion and is now strutting around in leather and spikes, into a closet* She's the evil one, really, I'm all butterflies and daisies... 0X3 Well, this time we actually did get some good news for Zero, although... yeah, still a cliffie. ;D Thanks!!!

starberries bite: Thank you!!

SNlois: LOL thanks! :D Yes, Zero is very clever. It is always SO much better to be safe than sorry! :D And it was rather important in the scheme of things that he went over to Aido's this chapter. Fortunately I wasn't too cruel to him for once (*gasp* I know, what a shock, right? LOL) however, that's not to say that that needle prick he felt isn't going to be quite important quiet soon... 0:) Mmm! Yes, I agree, Kaname is beyond cute! *blushes and hugs you tightly* Thank you soooooo much! You always put such a big smile on my face! *squeezes until she remembers you need to breath* oops... 0:) *backs away and tries to pat you back into shape* :) Seriously, thank you for everything you said! :D

Bassoonbg: Thank you! I'm glad you liked that description. I was trying to figure out an understandable way to describe something so out of the ordinary and finally came to that analogy, so thanks!! Yes, you're quite right, there was nothing random about recent events, as we are about to find out next chapter... :)

YenGirl: Yes! I am quite certain he is thankful every day that he didn't do that! :D LOL yes, poor Zero, I'm certain he would like it if I loved him a little less too. But I wasn't too wicked to him, was I? It could have been so much worse... *knows she has a rather skewed idea of what 'not too bad' is* XD Yagari is so fun, it's interesting to delve into those parts of his character and background that the manga hasn't really shown us, and of course I just love playing with he, Zero and Kaname together. They've got such a great mix of personalities. :D Thank you! I love that you like that mix too. LOL although it really does seem that Yagari is fated to keep seeing one or the other of those boys naked either apart or together, doesn't it? *snickers*

*dreamy smile* yes, yes think positively like that Zero... or at least let us... *ducks the acorns and pine-cones* heheh LOL well no, I don't have any experience with the police, but... uh... I might possibly have some with handcuffs. 0:) I know, how dare they take the BR?! Well, don't worry, Zero will definitely get it back, and in a roundabout way its theft is actually going to help them a lot. :) Ha! Take that stupid baddies. :D

ROTFL! Yes, true, Yagari has not seen Kaname completely naked in a way. Hahaha I can just imagine Yagari saying something about that sometime and Kaname giving him a glare, shocked that he'd mention one of those very private times he had witnessed and Yagari grins and is like "I mean when you were using the dog shade..." although he of course intentionally let him think otherwise. *giggles* LOL oh man, um... not sure we'll ever get a shade lemon, but a little foreplay wouldn't be too hard to imagine... *is repeatedly shot* Thank you so much for everything you said!! *uber hugs* Means tons to me that you liked the chapter! You're the bestest! :)

Well, to be honest I don't think Zero considered the possibility that he could have been violated while he was unconscious. Fortunately he doesn't need to worry about that this time. But oh my word, yeah, Kaname would have gone nuts if that had happened right now *shivers*. Not sure that even Zero could have stopped him from going on an instant rampage to track down and slowly eviscerate whoever was responsible. Zero may never be fully accepted by everyone in general, but he certainly is by Kaname and Yagari. :) LOL yup, I'm certain Zero could take Bloody Rose to bed with them and Kaname wouldn't care anymore. *giggles endlessly over the 'pet' line* Ooo! *happily feeds your Kaname Zero and Yagari muses a high sugar, high caffeine diet* :D

I love the idea of the Kaname-bat messenger system!! Heheh who needs intercoms?! And in the manga Kaname's bats did actually summon the council, so... *giggles* Although actually, what probably happened was that while Kaname was transporting Zero and Yagari back to Night Haven, he called for Seiren, who was predictably in earshot, and told her, and she in turn went and gave the instructions to Izumi. :) Or Kaname could have gone and found Izumi himself and then returned to the study, he is able to function independently of his shades when he needs to / wants to. Although since Yagari was fighting him, he probably needed more concentration on them, hence why I assume he just called Seiren. :)

Oh yes, I have a feeling that Yagari has been to Night Haven a number of times since BM. :) Holidays certainly wouldn't surprise me! After all, he's like Zero's family... and he doesn't appear to have much other family himself either, so... :D LOL yes, sorry, I do have to make things complicated, but don't worry, as we find out this chapter, fortunately, Zero isn't sick. :) Thank you again!!!

vampirecaroline: Thank you!

Siry Pop: Thanks!! Actually, who created the virus hasn't been revealed yet, so don't worry, you're not missing anything. Most everything is still a mystery, but we will be finding answers very soon now. :) Thank you!!

Thanks for the wonderful reviews and your patience! Next chapter is finally here, yay! :)

Review Responses for Chapter 26 of "Secrets in the Dark"

love332: Thanks!!

melloxmatt4ever: Thank you! :D Hey, no fail at all! *hugs*

portisHeart: LOL thanks! I'm certain there were a ton... XD Yes, I agree, Zero's actions did actually work out for the best for all those reasons. :) Heh yes, lots of nice imagination material there... ;) Thanks again! And you were quite right, 2 weeks this time, but fortunately not longer! :)

KATZUNITED-MEOW: Perhaps! We shall see.... :D :D

Shadow Shadowsong: Yes indeed, poor thing! Thanks!

Chaeramir: Thank you!!

LuanRina: Yay! *hugs* thanks! I'm glad you liked the long chapter. :D I seem to write a lot of them... LOL ;P Well, answers to some of those questions are in this chapter, and answers to more are coming next chapter... :D Thank you again!!!

Kitsune Demon Girl: Nope! Yay! LOL thanks!

Taiyoukai89: Yes, it would be! eek! Thanks!

Atheist1: I'll try! ;D Thanks!

siamesefish: LOL thank you! Glad you're enjoying it. ;) Yes, poor thing!! Thanks, I'm glad you liked the shadow wolf thing. :D Oh yes, we'll definitely be seeing Zero's powers again before all is said and done in this fic. Quite spectacularly actually, but... *clams up* can't say more yet. 0:)

roro237: Yes, the plot continues to thicken and boil indeed! And all is still not quite as it seems either! :D Yes, they have grown so much. Thank you very much!!!!!

VETTI'S DOLL: Yes, poor Aido! :S He should have known he needed to be scared, since I like him... *cough* (no sane fic character would ever want me to like them, apparently... XD) LOL so true, can't stop the lemons!! *shudder* hehe thanks much!!

Gwen Truong: Thanks! Well I'm not likely to pair Aido up with anyone in this particular story, but we'll see if it ever happens in the future. He is such a cutie. :) Well, I may write out the limo part as a side/bonus story at some point... actually, I really want to, I just have to have time. :D Thank you so, so, soooo much for what you said! *hugs*

deka: Thank you!!!!!! Hehehe yes, he is so smexy like that!! Thanks again!

Dira11: Cool! Thank you so much! You're very right, that really is the first rule for them, I agree. *hearts*

aoi-himesama: No need to apologize! *hugs* I'm just glad you like the stories, thanks!! LOL no, trust me, it never hurts to say... *huge, sheepish grin and more hugs* Knowing people like it is a big part of what keeps me inspired to keep writing, so thank you! LOL ooo! Yes! I could imagine that too, rock on! ;D Yes, he is too young and handsome to die (LOL), so maybe he will yet be okay... we shall see! ;D Thank you!!!

Bassoonbg: Eek! Yes! Why indeed? *waggles eyebrows* intrigue upon intrigue! We shall know all soon... :D Thank you!!!

DeepWaterBlack: LOL yeah, having a lot of them lately... *glances guiltily at the end of this chapter* Yes, good news there for sure! And thanks. :) Mmmm yes, that is indeed one of the reasons why Zero and Kaname make such an awesome couple... *drools along with you* Yes, I agree, totally not fair for him to look so hot when he's mad... *continues to drool* Errr... Batman and Robin? *falls off her chair laughing* yes, you are cruel! *snickers as K & Z look down in horror at what they're wearing* LOL better run fast! *cheers you on* Thanks!!

HugAZombie: Aw, thank you!! I really appreciate your saying that. :) Thanks so much!

JollyBigSis: 25: Thank you! I have to admit that I love watching Yagari and Kaname interact, it's very entertaining to me, especially when they're interacting over Zero. :) I'm really glad that you enjoyed it! You're very right, Zero's connection with Yagari and Yagari's acceptance of him is very important to the young hunter, and to his ability to bounce back from stuff like this. He needs that bond with someone who is part of that world, and more specifically he needs it with Yagari whose approval has always been rather important to him. *nodnod* Yes, you describe Yagari's and Kaname's different types of protectiveness very well, that's exactly how I see it too. :) Yeah, it was actually rather good for Kaname to be able to be there for Zero through that, helped him find his feet a little more again. :)

26: LOL yes, 'fraid so! Thanks!! Yeah, it was pretty easy to understand Zero's reasoning there. And that's it exactly - Zero is not one who deals very well with those kinds of things, he'd rather act decisively and take care of matters as quickly as possible, which is what he did, and it all worked out all right for them this time. :) Hehe yes, it wasn't much of a serious altercation between them, even if Kaname was pissed with him at first LOL. I guess they've gotten to that point where they're comfortable enough with each other that even when they're at odds they can still appreciate one another. XD Of course *cough* I think you'd have to be dead to not appreciate Kaname and Zero's hotness levels in just about any situation... *cough* It was rather random, I'm glad you liked that! Thanks! Yes, you're right again, Nasser is influencing their lives and interactions far more than either of them want. That's hard for Kaname because he feels both dirty and that it's all his fault, and it's hard for Zero because he's trying so hard not to let it influence anything because he knows how horrible Kaname feels when it does, but it's just a difficult situation for all involved. Yes! Very true! The dread of losing Zero certainly outweighs everything else to Kaname and in many ways Zero is what keeps him both grounded and able to look more towards the future than the past. :) As for Aido, well... um... *cough* I can't promise about harm, but... um... it will all work out! *huggles the poor thing* I'm rather attached to him too. :) Thanks again!

Araya-chan: EEK! I know!! Poor thing!!! Hehe yes, very sexy... mmm! Thanks!!!

Schattengestalt: Oops! Sorry! LOL well, here's another chapter for you when you come back! ;D I'm glad you actually liked the cliffhanger though. I'm weird, but I'm the same way, sometimes I like the edge of anticipation and the fact that you sit there wondering so many things while waiting to find out what happens... glad I'm not the only one! :D *hugs* I hope you're having a great holiday by the way!

You're quite right, Zero is amazingly strong in that way, and he is much too hard on himself. *nodnod* Yes, I daresay Aido will survive the virus. Now it's just... other things, he has to try to survive. 0XD Zero and Aido are so fun together, I love watching them grow as friends and I'm so happy you enjoy that as well. As canon, huh? Thanks!! *blushes and hugs* Yes, it is different from how Aido feels about Kaname. Aido would do anything for Kaname without a moment's hesitation and their friendship is sweet and fun, but it's not really one of equals like Aido and Zero have grown to have. In a way, the utter awe Aido holds for the pureblood sort of prevents them from having a relationship quite like the one he has with Zero or Kain. Kaname is not 'one of the guys' and he never really can be because of who and what he is, except with Zero, which of course is why their relationship is so special. :)

Yes! Kaname feared many things, but not that Zero had abandoned him... subtly very telling, I think. :) It does indeed show that deep down, Kaname believes what Zero has told him. He believes that his lover won't run out on him because of what's happened, and that's so important to his ability to continue healing. His being able to accept his desire for that kind of intimacy with Zero was another good step. No, he wouldn't have felt so exposed or self-conscious afterwards in the past, and Zero wouldn't have been quite so worried either, but there are bound to be some little bumps like that for a time. They're coming along pretty well I think, and I agree with your assessment. :)

Ah yes, Aido! What has happened with him and why? And what was Naija's call about?! So many very good questions! Some of them get answered this chapter, and some will be answered next chapter. :D LOL yes, that's about what happened all right! Mmm, yes, I agree about Kaname wearing Zero's clothes... ;D No, definitely not too long and you didn't ramble at all! I enjoyed every workd, thank you soooooooooooo much!!

love332: Thank you! I'll try not to! ;D

catlover28: Thank you very much!!

KuroAngelique: LOL *cough* I have to watch public squealing too... ;D Thank you so much!!! I'm really glad you liked it! *hugs*

Liera Antionette: Yes, poor Aido! I'm certain he is not at all pleased to have been such a main character in this fic. I betcha he wants me to focus back on Zero and Kaname again *snickers* poor thing. LOL yes, imagination is indeed a wonderful thing though... ;D Thanks!!

SilverAqua: Thanks!!

AvalonParadise: LOL! oops, hope that didn't spoil your coffee for you! ;D Don't worry, I don't think any of us are true fans of blood no matter how we like vampires. LOL it's sexy for them but not so much in RL. ;) Thanks!

Lenko: *beams and hugs super tightly* As always, thank you soooooo much for so completely making my day! :D :D I'm glad that you liked the little allusions to how well they know each other, like Zero's knowing how Kaname would react to being woken up like that, etc. I have such fun imagining little things like that *happy sigh* And yes, Zero was very strong and very sweet to be so concerned about infecting Kaname. It's fun/funny because this is probably the only time I'll get to play with something akin to an STD scare with either of them *snickers* so it was kinda fun to think about how it might play out. ;D

Thanks! Glad you enjoyed Zero and Aido together, they're such fun! I know what you mean about Aido, despite my yaoi loving self, for some reason he does seem like more of a lady's man to me, unless it was someone special, like what happened with Kaname and Zero. It would probably also have to be somebody kinda special for him to bottom, because you're right, let's face it, he tends to have quite the attitude and not too many semes would put up with him XD. I could totally see it happening, but it would have to come about in the right way. (Now if Kaname or Zero weren't taken, I could see either of them working out just fine LOL...). And whether male or female, I agree it would definitely have to be someone very special for him to actually settle down into a serious relationship, because he is just one of those people (although with much more heart of gold and much greater capacity for loyalty and devotion then those people usually have LOL).

Mmm yes! It's so yummy imagining Kaname in clothing like that. I wish I could draw clothes (or anything LOL) properly! Oh yes, Kaname definitely still has his 'I could so easily kill you' mode, and he's delightfully sexy in it. XD IMO anyway. Yes, I really want to write that car scene. I even intend to, I just have to get time... :P *kicks life repeatedly* Thanks!! You're right, it was actually a pretty important, if subtle moment for them. You're also right about the way their relationship has shifted through these events. Kaname always wanted it to be a relationship between equals, but you're right, because of how much he helped Zero throughout everything and because Zero was in so many ways just a fledgling vampire, it didn't always feel that way. But now I think Zero too can be very sure that they are equals, Kaname does need him just as much as he needs Kaname, and perhaps most importantly to Zero, he is able to help Kaname as much as Kaname has helped him. *sweet smile*

Yes, poor Aido! I think if Kaname and Zero had been less urgently distracted by what Zero was going through, they might not have left Aido until Kain got there, but... well... then the story wouldn't play out the way it needs to, would it? ;D Thank you - to the millionth power!! :D

Maydn: 25: Thanks! Yeah, it was interesting to see how Yagari would react to seeing that there was something 'off' about Kaname, even if he didn't know what. I agree, that possibility definitely had to cross Zero's mind, there's too much going on for it not to no matter how messed he was. Zero has grown a lot, and I think that continues to show in the fact that he could look past the way the attack ripped at his own past scars enough to be concerned that there might be more than met the eye. There was, of course... even if not exactly what he expected, poor thing. :)

26: I'm glad you liked the pace in that chapter and the change of mood thanks! I agree about the lemon, that's exactly why I didn't write it out there. I always worry that about scene changes too, especially when trying to show several different things happening concurrently in different locations, so I'm delighted that you felt that worked out okay! *beams* Thanks! I know, it's all rather tangled on the who's betraying whom category right now, lol. Even with everything that has just come out we don't yet have the full picture. I love suspense and mystery in case anyone was wondering. ;)

Oh my yes, what happened to Zero will actually have very significant consequences, but they'll find their way through it. It is a good thing Kaname is back in the game (even if he's still dealing with things and not at entirely top form at the moment) because it's very much needed now as things unravel. Who? Me? Meanie? *chuckles* yes, Aido is a dear and still has a very important role to play in this story... Thanks again!!

Im-the-best: No problem, thanks! Oh there was definitely something nasty about that needle prick... just not what any of them had quite anticipated. We see that this chapter. :D Hehe yes, yay for the return of impromptu sex to their relationship XD *giggles* it is a good thing for them to be moving on, despite the ghosts they are still dealing with. Only way to dispel them really is to just keep pushing through them. :)

In answer to your question - yes, it would be very fun to do some stories dealing with the recent events in the manga relating to Kaname's past as the ancestor, etc. I LOVE how Ms. Hino is so very clearly showing (what we've known all along) how very similar Kaname and Zero really are, it makes such awesome canon fic potential for them eventually becoming friends *cough* or lovers *cough*. I don't know if I'll have time to do anything like that, but it would be a lot of fun. However, of course, as you mentioned those would have to be separate / stand alone stories. Because I started this series with Crimson Door, way back before we even knew Yuki was a vampire in the manga, there's a lot of things by now that make my stories very AU from canon, and the Kaname/Ancestor issue is one of them. In this, and most of my fics, Kaname is not the ancestor. He's simply a young, very powerful pureblood vampire who was the natural child of Juri and Haruka. I love the new twists in the manga, and would love to play with them though, so yeah, maybe a one shot sometime! That would be fun. We'll see! Thanks!

alyssaxr: Thank you! yes, poor Zero. Yeah, you're right, it would probably have been really painful for him to ride his bike in his condition, so I'm sure that worked out for the best! ;) LOL yeah, I think Aido will have to appreciate what humans go through a lot more now... XD Ahh! Yes! What if it wasn't meant to inject anything? Very good question. Mwahaha. :) Thanks again!!

SNlois: Yes, you're very right. I would say that the **** has definitely hit the fan now. ;) LOL thanks, glad I could amuse! ;) *hugs* Aw, thanks for saying that. LOL I guess I do feel the need to apologize a lot, I'm always worrying I'm doing something wrong and somebody won't like it. Geez, heh, that makes me sound really pathetic, doesn't it? *tries to shove her neuroses back in the closet with an innocent look* Thank you SO MUCH for your lovely, kind words. You build my confidence up like whoa! :D *beams like a very happy idiot* LOL aw heck, that's okay, breathing is entirely overrated anyway! *hugs back and giggles and reels around dizzily* XD T-thankss!

LOL oh yes, mwahahah Zero is so fun to torture. All our favorite vamps suffer so beautifully... XD *hides from them before they decide to see if the reverse is true - eep!* So true! There could be no greater proof of Aido's friendship for Zero then that he would actually hesitate or even consider trying to lie/not respond to KANAME on his behalf. Heh Zero should feel very honored. Definitely not the end of the story, but yup, I'm also definitely a big fan of HEA so... :) I do promise to try compensate for the missing lemon in the future LOL. I want to write that scene if I can, if not, well, you know there will be more of some kind from me eventually, I'm lemon-addicted. XD Thanks again very, very, very, VERY much!!

1 Random Person: LOL thank you for that, I'm certain the science was incredibly bogus but at least we know Zero isn't sick! ;) *tries to dust her medical FAIL under the rug with an innocent look* Yes, it does beg that question indeed, doesn't it? :D You're completely right, it was a complex and complicated plot, one that we finally get to start seeing in motion in this chapter. I may yet write more detail for the car scene, we'll see! ;) LOL!! Yes, I'm sure that the no sex thing would definitely worry Kaname as well *giggles as she tries to imagine him dealing with the idea of not being able to touch Zero* geez, poor man, I think he'd go nuts. 0;) Yup, Kain's a sweetie too. Thanks!!

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Thank you so much!!! *hugs*

Withered Black Rose: Eep! LOL well don't worry, I think Aido (and therefore I) will live... ;) Um... *starts backing away* I can't really promise about the *cough* not harm part though... *makes a break for it* XD

kanshou87: Thanks! Yes, that's exactly what Zero feared *nodnod* Very selfless of him and I'm glad he was okay too! :)

YenGirl: Yes, it did take tons of willpower - that's our wonderful, sweet, selfless, responsible hunter all over, isn't it? *happy sigh* LOL yes, of course it couldn't be easy but... ;) Hm, yes, I'm sure Aido is not at all pleased to find out that he has made my favorite characters list, but it's true. 0:) Of course up until this chapter he's really only been dealing with a super bad version of the flu, so... yeah, been there done that, now he can appreciate us humans a little more. ;D

ROTFL!! Yes, I was thinking of Aido's thoughts about Yuki's pajamas in that other ficlet when I wrote that, and I just had to have his sisters have given him something cute and embarrassing that he wouldn't have been wearing if he hadn't been sick and not expecting company. *snickers*

*drools* yes, I just bet Zero has some really nice clothes. He's not a fashion conscious kind of person, nor a snappy dresser like Kaname, but he obviously has his own sense of style (his earrings change at different times in the manga, and any man who has that many earrings and changes them out occasionally has to have sense of style IMO ;D). *nosebleeds imagining him in different outfits* ...and Kaname certainly looks good in them too... *nosebleeds some more* ;)

Yup! Kaname and Zero can have disagreements or be ticked at one another now without it being a three alarm emergency! *chuckles* I guess they have settled into a pretty well established relationship. :DAw, yes! They were very sweet in the car and all, it's nice to see them slowly getting over those bumps, and I have to admit that the image of them cuddled up in the car like that afterwards makes me all happy. *melts* HAHA well I'm sure that the drivers are used to discretely checking the back of the limos for anything that needs to be done after a trip. You know, in case the mini-bar needs restocking, or there's empty bottles or gum wrappers that need to be thrown away, or suspicious wet spots that need to be cleaned up... *snickers* Hmm, I wonder too about whether he was carried or not, but neither Zero nor Kaname will tell me... ;)

Poor Aido, he's not going to make it through this story unharmed I fear, BUT everything will work out okay and YES, I definitely want him in my future stories. :) Aww, well, don't worry... *hugs your inner Aido x Zero fangirl* they will have their moments... :) Yes, the pieces are starting to fall into place now! Although who knows yet if we can completely trust the picture they are forming? Who knows indeed? We shall see... :D Oh, and I know I mentioned before about how the Bloody Rose being taken would be a good thing in a strange way - I know it doesn't look like that yet in this chapter, but next chapter we'll see why that is. :D*hugs* Thank you again so much!!

Anomaly25: Indeed, the future is not a very safe picture right now! :) Thank you very, very much!!

crimsonPAINT: Thanks!! Yes, they are so great and sweet together... *happy sigh* I'm glad you like the fact that my stories are a series, I'm having a lot of fun writing it and it makes me happy that others enjoy it too! LOL yes, the wonderful world of Yaoi... *nosebleeds* thanks again!!

Lillythemarshmellowqueen: Indeed! eeek! Thanks!

Micro chibi baka-san: Thank you!

Thank you all so much for the awesome reviews!!! *runs around huggling everyone* I'm afraid I am almost completely out of time at the moment as I have really been pushing to get this chapter done and out this weekend around all the other crap happening in my life, so my review responses are going to be very horribly short and pathetic. I'm sorry since the wonderfulness of your reviews deserves so much more :S but please know that even if I am unable to adequately express it right now in each individual response, I deeply, deeply appreciated each one and thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and your time with me! :)

Also, FYI, I'm leaving Tuesday and am going to be away for a couple weeks (hence the reason I pushed so hard to get one more chapter out this weekend before I left). I will be back towards the end of the month, but there will probably be a longer than usual gap between chapters as a result. Sorry about that, but I'll write as fast as I can when I get back. :)

Review Responses for Chapter 27 of "Secrets in the Dark"

Taiyoukai89: Yes, it was and nope he's not! Thanks! :)

Qualyn: He is! :D Thank you!!

fujoshii92: mwahahaah could be... ;) Thanks!

KATZUNITED-MEOW: LOL thanks!!

Atheist1: Yes, poor them! :S And I think you're right about who is in the room... ;) Thank you!

1 Random Person: Thank you so much!! Yes, never fear, no matter how dark it may look, they will eventually find a way out. :D And you're quite right about how valuable Aido is having survived. :D Kaname did have to do that, but thankfully they were careful, even lacking paper cups. (Although they think that would probably have been easier! ;D) LOL well no, I haven't really considered trying it professionally, but who knows? Maybe someday. :) Thank you again so much!!!

Shadow Shadowsong: 0:) I think you're kind of right. Could it be that someone is possibly playing Kaname and Diachi against each other...?? Dun dun dun... ;) I bet you were right about what's in the room. ;) Thank you!

WindStar: Thank you so much!!! I really appreciate your saying that.

kanshou87: Thanks!! Arg, yes, sneaky bastard... ;)

Faithful Cherry Blossom: Don't worry, they're confused as well, who is responsible seems to be a moving target at the moment, but I think they're on their way to clarity now... :) And don't worry, Aido will be okay. Thanks!!

roro237: Aw *giggles and blushes* thanks! Your hope was confirmed, Aido lives! ;) hahah well I think Kaname and Zero are rather going to want his head too... ;) LOL thank you soo soo much!!

catlover28: Thank you!!

Gwen Truong: Hehehe yes, yuuuuuuuum wet Kaname... XD Yes, I promise. Aido's okay! :) Thank you very, very much!!

LuanRina: Yes! Everything is finally coming out in the open! Glad you're enjoying it, thanks!!

love332: Thank you!!

Eve Amedeus: LOL thank you so much!! I'm glad you enjoy the stories and the twisty-twervy (is that even a word? lol) plots. Thanks!!

SNlois: Yup, gotta hang in for the HEA. :) My philosophy is that you can create any kind of trouble and mess everybody up grandly throughout the course of a story so long as it all ends well. ;D And it will, even if it's hard to see that right now, because you're right, they are in an incredibly bad place right now. Although since Aido wasn't supposed to survive and he did, things have already swung a little more in their favor than before... :) Aw, thank you so much!! *is so happy you like the whole twisty-ness of the plot*. You're quite right, Kaname is the one to worry about right now actually, because he would throw himself on the fire for Zero, and Zero knows that too and is also worried. Fortunately, our boys are also very clever, as they shall soon begin to prove. :) Hahah yes, Nasser is a class A bastard for sure! LOL!! *giggles, loving the idea of being a super magical fairy with tasty sweets* ;D And I think you're right about what Zero found... *hides the apology* what? hm? LOL *gives big beary crushing hug back* thanks sooo much!!

AnonymouslyStupid: Thank you!!

Espanglish: Oh dear! *gives you special glasses to make sure your eyes can't escape* ;D Thank you very, very much!!!

literaryrxn: Hmmm yes, everything does seem rather connected in that direction, doesn't it... 0:) Thanks!!

aoi-himesama: Yes, poor them! Fortunately *whispers* Aido will be okay!! *huggles him carefully* Thank you very much, I'm so happy you liked the chapter and all the unfolding events and twists. Thanks!!

Marla-the-tourist: Thank you so much for saying that! *beams* A lot of time, thought and effort has gone into this particular plot so it delights me to hear you say that. :) That's a very good and appropriate saying for this current situation I think... :) Thank you again!!

melloxmatt4ever: Fortunately he's not! *whew*! It will indeed be interesting to see how they get out of this one! Thank you!

DeepWaterBlack: LOL *hugs you tightly* Aww, thank you soooo much! *giggles* you are so sweet! *stirs the plot pot, watching it congeal into a very thick goo indeed* I'm so happy you're enjoying it!! Yes, Kaname is so capable and clever and powerful that you pretty much have to maneuver him into a position where he'll be damned from every side in order to truly snare him up. *nodnod* And to do that, you have to be pretty darn clever yourself. D: Yes, it will indeed be interesting to see how things turn out with Diachi now, especially after Aido's little revelation at the end of this chapter. :D *stirs the pot some more* Thank you again tons and tons and tons!! *more hugs*

Chaeramir: *hugs and blushes* Thank you so much!!! We'll find out very soon now who exactly is behind all this, but I think most of you are already guessing the correct way at this point, especially after this chapter's turn of events. :) Thank you again!!!

Sqwizal: Thank you very much!! I really appreciate your reviewing and sharing your thoughts with me. It makes me very happy that you're enjoying the story and the way the whole plot is unfolding. :) Nope, not too aggressive, I rather think he deserves it at this point, although they have all been manipulated by an expert. :) Thank you, thank you, thank you sooooo much for everything you said! :)

Sagakure: Your deductions are quite right! Those were in fact the ashes of his attacker, not Aido himself. :) Yes, it's definitely good that Nasser still doesn't realize how important Zero is to Kaname. *sweatdrop* although Nasser certainly is trying to use this situation to his full advantage. ;) Yes indeed, one can only hope they can make Diachi believe them in time, no? :) Thanks!!!!

gdchikadee102: LOL sure, go ahead! ;) Wow, thank you so much for saying that!!! :) *hearts*

BeautifulSimplicity: Thank you! And ouch! I hope you're okay! *sends you lots of well wishes for a speedy recovery*

Qiieer: Thank you very, very much!!

Eyes17k: LOL uh oh! *puts the hospital on speed dial* ;) Thank you!

Araya-chan: Yes, they're in quite a spot all right!! :S They were about to be in an even worse spot and they didn't even know it until the end of this chapter either, yikes! LOL yes, Zero is hoping the same thing about Kaname not doing something stupid... ;) LOL no worries, I know ALL about interruptions :P Thank you so much!!

awesomealicia89: LMAO!! Thanks!! ;D

Passion-Discovered: Thank you!! I'm not sure at this moment how long the story will be exactly. It's going to be my longest one yet for sure because it's certain to be longer than 30 chapters. I'm not sure how much longer at the moment. We're actually nearing the end now, but there's still a lot that has to happen, so I guess we'll see! I do have a plot (or several plots actually LOL) in mind for another story /sequel after this one, yes. I want to write it, and right now I plan on writing it, but that's dependant on me continuing to have time and inspiration. So I can't promise, but I do want to try to write more stories after this one if I can, yes. :) Thank you again! :)

pheecat: Thank you very much! I'm glad you like the plot as well as the lemons. ;) I tend to like that sort of balance between them too, so thanks! And yay! Aido lives... ;) Thanks again!

KuroAngelique: LOL you're quite right to not believe that. ;) Yup! Next chapter it was... as for Diachi, well... we'll see. Depending on how things work out... it may be possible. Maybe... *glances at the end of this chapter* ;) *snickers* it is fun how the whole blood purity issue crops up in both HP and VK. XD You're quite right about that lack of trust becoming a double edge sword. *nodnod* Thank you so much!!

starberries bite: No, fortunately he didn't! :)

Kitsune Demon Girl: Yes, poor all of them! Yes, one wonders indeed... we shall find out for sure very soon. :) Thank you!!!!!

YenGirl: LOL yes, I think he will have a chance to get used to that. ;) Thank you! It was kind of fun trying to imagine what the aftermath of such a fight might look like, and how it might appear and read to people coming onto the scene after it was all over. *grins and tries to find a relatively undamaged place on Aido's body to which the medal could go* ;) Yes, of course he's alive. *chuckles* I could hardly kill Aido, I like him way too much. *coughs, glancing at this chappy and knowing he wishes I liked him a little less right about now* 0:) Aw, thank you! *hugs* While I doubt I am ever about to topple anyone off of the best seller's list, I really appreciate your saying that! :)

Yes, you were completely right! That's exactly what the blood was for. *nodnod* hehe *grin* thanks again, still glad you like that chess analogy... *continues hiding from Zero over the comparison* ;) Mmm yes! *soft, starry smile* that's the lovely, awesome thing about them, that lovely belief in one another and the ability to be what each other needs most... :) I know that's probably an idea that I positively beat to death until everyone's sick of it LOL but I can't help it, love that about them. :) *hearts* Yes! That's exactly what's up with Aido! ERR... I mean, the weak and injured part, not the formaldehyde part! ;D Thank you so much hon!!

NoemiC: Yes, poor Kaname, he was in a bad position having to make some not so great choices there. :S You're spot on about where Aido was. :) LOL yes, who knows indeed? It's always darn tricky to say for sure whether a vampire is dead or not... *nods in agreement* :) Thank you! I'm so glad you like all the complexity and twists that the plot has taken. I like it when I can completely spin things in a different directly from the way they seemed to be going and yet make it make sense. *whew* so I really appreciate your saying that it does make sense! ;) Yes, I have to admit I love it when little things like that end up eventually popping up in the manga too! Tells me that I can't be thinking too far off at least. :) Thank you again sooo so much!

vampirecaroline: Thank you!!

VETTI'S DOLL: Thank you very much! Yes, poor Zero, I think he's rather sick of being the pawn. Soon he's going to change that though... ;) LOL yeah, Nasser! Really!!! *glares at him* Of course... I don't think there really is anyone his age anymore, but... ;D Thank you!!

AvalonParadise: Well if the situation were desperate enough, I actually wouldn't put that past him at all! D: LOL well don't worry, Aido's alive!! ;D

Liera Antionette: I think you are quite right! :D Yes, they're still rather confused on that point too, but I think that the end of this chapter and the next chapter will finally clear up Diachi's role in all of this more clearly... :) Thank you so much!!

Im-the-best: Yup, we're getting into the thick of it now for sure! :) I agree, way too coincidental all around... *nodnod* And you're right, his willingness to do anything for Zero is a concern in this regard! Fortunately, our dear boys going to manage to cook up a few plans of their own soon I think and start to fight fire with fire... Wow, you're right, this fic is now over a year old! ;D Wow... time flies! Thanks!!

Schattengestalt: LOL well not really... Not unless they have computers and internet in the afterlife... ;) Oops, sorry for the sleepless night! Well, don't give up hoping for Aido just yet... :) You were quite right about him being alive, and about the important, in fact pivotal role that he has in all of this. I think I can safely say that his surviving this attack when he wasn't supposed to is the small event that will eventually result in tipping the scales back in Kaname and Zero's favor eventually. :D

No, Kaname wasn't able to be terribly objective when talking to Diachi, and neither was Diachi for reasons we'll know more about next chapter. So maybe... :) *waggles eyebrows* I'd say that all your thoughts and suppositions are very insightful! :D Thank you very, very, VERY much!!

Jiggary: Thanks!

Bassoonbg: yup!! :D He was! Ah, indeed, sometimes it is easier to see things when you're not in the middle of them, yes? ;) Thank you!!

Lovesucks01: He is! :) And they're starting to suspect that... ;) Thanks!

x-YaoiWolf-x: LOL well I'm glad you like angst too then! ;D You're quite right, there are a number of things Kaname might have been able to see if he wasn't so involved and mixed up in the situation, but of course, that's rather a good reason to have made sure that he was, isn't it...? 0:D Thank you!!

Dreaming in Shadow: It was! ;D Hahahahaha yeah, there's an excellent reason why Zero could never be given to them... *wards Seiji off with a hunter pitchfork* XD HAHAH Oh man! ER... sorry about that class thing...! XD *chuckles* although I don't blame you for feeling that way about him one bit! Hahahah *coughs and agrees with you while hiding from Kaname so she doesn't get shot too* ;D LOL Rido, huh? Darn, if he weren't already dead that would be quite an interesting twist indeed! ;) Thank you so much!!

mookyul: Yes, everything is coming at them rather fast and heavy, poor them! Thank you!!

Lucid-Dreams x: Thank you very much!! I really appreciate what you said, it makes me very happy that you enjoy my writing! Kaname and Zero do make such a great couple, don't they? I'm glad you don't get tired of the lemons either. ;) Thanks!!!!

deka: Thank you so much!!!!!

Dira11: You're welcome! I'm sorry you couldn't comment on my blog, not sure why it wouldn't let you, maybe blogger was having a glitch... *kicks it* :P Thanks!!!

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