I want to xD What've you read? Quite frankly, I'd never heard of him until...eh, don't remember how I came across his name. It was on the internet, though.

Carmilla, eh? Right, then....

-Giggles-

EDIT: Oh yeah! I was going through a list of French writers on Wikipedia!

My Faux-Arrogance won't allow it!

But you know it even if I do not say it aloud! Like a crappy romance novel ;D

TOO BAD. -Dumps Edward into a pit of sharks and sets Edward Elric on him. Then jumps in with a Daisy because those are freaking painful.

xD

Oh yeah...I almost got hit by a rifle today. I didn't notice until the trainer came over to tell me xD

Hmm, I know someone who works at the movie theater. If I learn his hours, he'll get me in for free....Oh the joys of band kids(:

Though there aren't any movies I want to see, beside Cirque Du Freak, of course, but I almost don't want to see it, if you know what I mean.

I finished my World History Essay, that's we've had for more than a month, in 2 hours. I could've done it in less time, but facebook was distracting me, along with the self motivation thing. I have very little of that.

I feel like talking a lot. Toda I have a lot of caffine because I was up late last night, by the way did you know all the cool people are on facebook at 10-1am? Anyhoo, lots of caffine, so I am EXTREMELY hyper, and still!

Laaa deee daaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Friday is To Write Love On Her Arms day. Write "LOVE" on the inside of your arm to promote people to get help for self harming. :D

Yeah, I know what you mean -glare at the director-

...I've just realized...on drill, the cut thing at the joint that connects the thumb to the hand...I got it too early ._. In drill people with rifles get it, but people start developing it later. A guy was surprised when I he saw it =__= And it only heals halfway before you go back to drilling. Haha, I won't be feeling any real skin there for a while...

Tea :)

Oh Booky -- you're one of the people I meet on this forum who actually has a life :)

Love? XD I don't think anyone at drill would like that.

Son of a **.

I broke my thumb this morning!!!

I woke up at 4 AM PST

I've read Justine.

xD Icy, thanks for the elongated display of masculinity, and the suggested display of a faux love.

Tee-hee. I don't really have a life.

I'm going out clubbing with some friends today. And yesterday I spent the day watching scary movies with some bandies. So I suppose that I do have a life now, but I'd rather be on the internet. Strange, huh?

I told a friend I'd rather have a fantasy boyfriend than a real one. She hasn't thought I was sane since xD

Hmph. I'm too much of an anti-social, politically changing, mind-altering person to have a real one. Plus, does he really want to put up with me laughing at what my online friend's are saying while my rl friends are doing stuff that doesn't amuse me as such?

But anywho, BOOKY.-huggles-

You are one of the few that has a life. And you still find time to get on here - strangely, you've always seemed like someone who would live in California to me. I don't know exactly why, but your temperament on the internet matches much more of my state of residency than it does to me.

Poor V. -bandages it up-

-Gives Icy a lot of sleeping pills-

I'm not tired though ={P

Justine?! REALLY!? XD How was it?

Clubbing, huh. I call that a life -- I lost mine over the years. I guess that's what happens when one goes to school in another town for a few years -- there's a fine line between people from there and people here.

I went marching today, for the Veterans' Day parade. Just to say, the person in front of my was annoyingly slow, and we had to stand around for three hours before doing anything. Everyone thanked us for..."serving our country." And we can all point out that we're not even in the army.

FINE, ICY. -Hands you a bunch of absinthe-

:D

lmao Dot!

Was that sarcasm? XD -Squeezes you-

Does band even count as a life? Becasue that's all it is. Band has taken over my not-quite-a-life and now I'm just a band kid.

I seem like a California person? Odd.

I've never even been to California before.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I do love to scream randomly(:

Band counts as life

I have a life... at school. At home I just go on the net and often I just do my own ** rather than hanging with friends

Screaming randomly? -- I used to do that a lot when I had a life at school :) I pretty much lost life outside of school years ago. I want to hang out with friends.

Booky. You are awesome.

...My wrist hurts...xD

Thanks, but how am I awesome?

Why does your wrist hurt? Drill?

I have found a brilliant man to look up to! My biggest disagreement with him is his view on religion, but that's beside the point. He=WINNAR!!! Thomas Hobbes=God... though he doesn't believe in hell so no heaven? So no God excepting what his 'Sovereign' declares... Google him and click wikipedia to 'Leviathan' a book written by him. I read the important parts of it on wikipdia! Tis a winner

You just are, Booky :D Yeah, it hurts because of drill.

Hm...Icy...

Sugoi~ :D

What's the difference between "ma" and "mon"? :? Is it something sex thing? -- like ore and watashi?

Sad thing happened today. No one in my class, when asked in English, know what "brother" is in French. I was practically screaming in exasperation, "FRERE!"

Cool. We flood for a few days and then die XD

Lol Dot, are you liberal? I despise those filthy fools! Mwahahaha! xD One of my best friends is proliberal, my other best friend is proconservative! I'm pro-totalatarianism, I take Darwinistic beliefs and apply it to real world. I had a great discussion with a third friend of mine during PE and found out that he also supports it! Woot.

Today I checked out a book from my school library on Musolini... my school is proliberal and I'm surprised I even found /this/ albeit it was written by a liberal but so far his predudices have been minimal.

Did you know Ghandi and a whole lot of other people supported Musolini? lmao!

Um...I don't know xD I sort of am, but I'm not sure where I stand with government. Totalitarian...eh, The Handmaid's Tale is a wonderful device for freaking people out. It's a little -too- tight for my liking. Totally, I understand a need to not waste anymore...but this is just ridiculous.

Heh. I don't care about Ghandi. Kill me, but I don't dwell on his acts. Mostly I just think of Mao Zedong a lot. In one photo, he looks nothing short of noble, but in the others he reminds me of my grandfather.

Mon is for masculine, ma is for feminine, except when the word starts with a vowel, so ami is a friend that is a boy, amie is a friend that is a girl, but for both you'd say Mon ami, of Mon amie. Copin is another word for a friend-boy, copine is another word for friend-girl, but you'd say Mon copine and Ma copine.

YES. OMFG, EPIC. EPIC. One of the best books. Ever. In the existence of ever.

I love how no one calls a thirteen year old girl out if she states that she is 'clubbing'. I guess that's our society today~

Well, if you decide to visit this state you're welcome to blend in better than I ever will.

BOOKY :D I always miss the chance to flood with you when you're here.

I'm becoming really anti-social and shy in school. And my weirdness is expanding. Hmph. I just really dislike my school I guess. I went to my school's rival school to play at their football game (coincidentally, the one I made a pact with my best friend to go to and the one my family forbade me to go to) and I started to cry really badly. The band tried to comfort me, but I didn't want to be comforted by people who only care about me when I'm hurt so I drove them away. When we got to meet the people there everyone assumed it was because I missed them that I was crying so they told them that. I guess it was that, too.

The other bandies miss the kids at that school, but seriously, as mean as this sounds, they'reessentially all my closest friends and so I think that we missed each other a lot more than the people who missed them only when they saw them.

THANK YOU ICY FOR CALLING ME A FILTHY FOOL. ;)

-Disregards the political garble Icy spews-

I'm liberal. Liberal-conservatist. But I don't like to conform, so I guess I'm just me.

'Mon' copine or 'Ma' copain can refer to 'boyfriend' or 'girlfriend'

You're welcome Cheri ^_^

lol! Liberal and Conservative are opposites! Liberals want change and Conservatives was to stay the same, or more correctly Liberals in America think Obama is right that the government should control Healthcare, abd Conservatives want less government all around.

It is a sad thing about 13 year olds clubbing lol

Weirdness is awesome ^_^

Don't like to conform? So you want to conform with all the other nonconformist who are trying to not conform by fixing up their own group so they can nonconform together? XD Sorry I was watching a rerun of Southpark where Stan becomes a nonconformist by hanging out with a bunch of Goth 4th graders xD

And to end this on a sour note: I speak of the philosophy of the powerful take power! Philosophy only becomes Politic when it's attempted to be put into effect.

^Reply to Cheri. VReply to Dot

By Totalitarian, I mean that the head of state has the right to enforce control on whatever they wish.

What's The Handmaid's Tale?

I only recognize Mao Zedong's name because he's a Leader on Civilization IV.

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Hi Booky

The Handmaid's Tale. -Smile- It's a book, Icy -- feminist, dystopian, and takes no ** with decency and controlling banners.

Eh. I am surprised, Cheri, but what can I say? -- at least, I can't picture you table-dancing or kissing some random old man who's gay.

Something really interesting happened at drill today -- it touched me; I sort of teared up at it. -Small smile- Let's just say, that apple and another one I had on a trip with my friends were the best God damn apples I've ever had in my life. And churros are cool.

Thanks for the French lessons, guys -scribbles it down in mental notebook-

Yeah, I know about totilarianism. I just don't approve of it, and my impressions are mainly composed of lack of waste. See my Global test and The Handmaid's Tale.

Mao Zedong. -Small smile- Communist leader. He said that "political power grows out of the barrel of a gun"; the gigantic picture of the old man with the mole on Tiananmen is him. He's on the Chinese bills too. He was a powerful man, though his siblings were executed by his enemies. Y'know, Chinese Civil War, with Guomindang and all (Kuomintang, but I'm Mandarin so...haha). The communist party and that guy whose surname I can't remember right now, whose party fled to what is today Taiwan. On my first visit to China and Tiananmen at age four, I called him Mao yeye -- the rest of the time, I always thought of my own yeye. I think you should be able to tell what yeye means :/ If not, go watch Kai-lan, which is surprisingly accurate, aside from a tiny little screw-up on one thing in one instance and "Hou Hou." Seriously, Hou Hou? Okay, that's accurate, but it sounds funny.

I woke up at seven today to go to drill, and stayed in the optional session, and I have a cold, and I was really dizzy and disoriented near the end. Yeah. If I weren't so stick-up-** about sleeping in the day, I'd go to sleep now.

What I mean is that I do whatever the ** I want to do, when I want to do it, in exactly the way that people would further ostracize me.

Alright Icy, than I am ignoring your philosophical garble that I interpreted as political garble due to the liberalism talk.

xD I was only joking, Dottie. By clubbing, I mean going to the band room and dancing to music that was never meant to be heard - you know, make an ** of myself and such.

I miss eating apples. They were almost my favorite food.

The Handmaid's tale. I loved it, but I would have preferred it to be set in a different time period.

Mao. Ah, I remember when I almost envied the teenagers under his reign.

Are you okay Dottie? D: -wraps you up in a nice 'ole blanket and gives you a bunch of persimmon-

You know...I can give up all hopes of going to Princeton now. Drill team requires a lot, and it makes everyone's grades drop. I'll probably end up in some average, boring one, like Stonybrook or Berkley. Or -- Gott forbid -- the big one in my town; also mentioned in that book that features Bangledeshi people in my town. What a freaking shame that the town's big college which is the center of all things sucks so much. At least I'll have the strength to ward off angry insane mothers now.

xD Haha. You're probably going to hang out with everyone? -- for my military program, there's going to be a "military ball" at some point, at which I'll be alone, and we're supposed to dress up too. Except for the boys -- they wear their uniforms. How...traditional. I don't like parties.

Apples. Ah, apples~~

Why in a different time? I myself like it the way it is, though I'm just saying and not trying to yell at you indirectly for having an opinion.

And I recommend Slumdog Millionaire, originally published as Q and A, by Vikas Swarup. You'd probably find a lot of parts unspectacular, but it does teach a lot about the difference between Hindu and Muslim (now I'm getting the hang of it...and ironically, they hate each other's guts just like the Chinese and Japanese, but people always associate the two), and it's written well enough. It doesn't hold back that much, either...the main character gets addicted to sex with a prostitute and falls in love with her; his best friend Salim (yeah, but he's not the prick he is in the movie) gets molested by his idol in a movie theater and almost raped at a young age; Gudiya, a friend of the main character, is molested by her drunk and failage father; and this other guy from England gets sort-of raped by a gay guy. Yeah, gay guys have a lot to yell about the book, though I think it's based off fact, and the author said it's only the strong over the weak. There's some hetero molesting, too, like an incident in which a guy tries to grope some girl, and I think it happened a little more, I don't know.

Mao Zedong. I never thought much about him -- to me, he was just the guy who looked like yeye, and had his face everywhere. I am impressed by the Long March, though; communist or not, they certainly did make it through hard effort. I'm glad that Jean Fritz (holy hell, Fritz) wrote a book about the march -- first person I know of in the Western world who actually mentions that and credits the party. Controversy aside, I hate bandwagon jumpers. There are corrupt officials, but I'm getting sick of the stupid assumptions that China is a rathole and all of its people are brainwashed communists. Oh God, I swerved to indignation again.

Thanks a lot, Cheri. -Gingerly hugs you- Oh right, persimmon...I had one last night, it may be the reason my throat improved. I went to sleep...and woke up four hours later .__. I didn't mean to be unconscious for so long.... But I feel better now.

Oh God, my mom's lecturing my brother on being the only boy in our broken little family xD Yes. I think he's a girl.

I woke up at 7:06 just 'cause that's what I do.

Power grows out of the barrel of a gun? True enough ^_^

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Yes, do ignore my philisophical beliefs ^_^ All I'm saying is that they have the /right/ it is correct for them to do as they wish, it may not be 'right' or 'wrong' merely that it is correct

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University of California Berkley? Why wouldn't you want to go their? It may not be Ivy Leage, but it's good.

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Apples are good

California? XD I like California...though I'll miss the cold in a New York January. I remember, in San Jose, how it was so...-warm-. Like, cool, but it didn't feel like winter.

Then I'd get to stalk you guys there :D You, ezyl, Cheri~~

Yes. The book was contrasting him and Ghandi. Nah, Chinese people and New Yorkers like to duke it out :D Love my background.

Yeah, they are. Though I don't have patience for them. But whatever~

...Wait. What?

...I think my e-mail's been disconnected to FF :/

Aw Cheri): That really stinks. I can't even imagine my school without my friends. If it weren't for them I couldn't go. Litterally. The only reason I can pull myself out of bed everyday is knowing that they'll wonder where I am.

Dude, I have a 55% in my world history class for doing exactly zero work. Yet I'm the only one in the class to ever raise my hand and answer a question. Don't you find that sad?

What the hell is up with our blog?

It's been inactive .__. Somebody PM ezyl?

You do it.

My sister is being really nice and making me eggs. ^_^

I'm always making my brother bacon and eggs X__x Does that make me a good sister? -- I don't want to be a good sister, I want to be an evil sibling...

Right then xD Off to ezyl I go~!

I didn't sleep last night. I kept thinking of my best friend, Abby and how stupid it is that I'm going to my high school. Ugh. They think I'm a crappy clarinet player but I know that I'm worth something because I can play much better than the annoying ones, though I'm not as good as the section leader. I'm beginning to dislike the drum major; he prefers the girl I always rant about to me when it comes to leading the lines, and I know that I DON'T WIGGLE WHEN I MARCH like others do.

I cried at school today. I miss her when I go to a school, and it makes me want to cry. So I do, and I'm not as strong as I can be so people pity me but I really don't want sympathy. More of an analysis of my behaviour, but not of the psychologist. One of the peer helpers brought me to the psychologist lady - she's nice enough, but I'm not crazy enough to spill my guts to an adult.

I'm just ** off ... and a wittle hung over, to be honest. But alls well.

Mine and Rainy's birthday is tomorrow. I'm more excited at the fact that Rainy is going to be at least a wittle more excited than I am.

BERKLEY -raises fist- THEY.BOOED.DURING.THE.STAR.SPANGLED.BANNER

Who does that?

Ahh. California - that reminds me.

I think I've made up my mind - I'm going to leave and go to New York when I graduate high school. I'm graduating high school - if anything, that's the least I can do for my famille.

Then I'm going to New York. Maybe I'll go to college. Maybe not. But I'll move to East Village and live next door to my friend whose moving there.

... And if you're still there Dottie, I'll stalk you.

And that does make you a good sister. Your brother will remember it - little brothers never tell their older siblings what they think of them until they absolutely have too. My brother did that when someone told him and my sister I got shot. I don't know why they believed the ** - but it was a great bonding experience.

Response: I would like The Handmaid's Tale to be set in a different time period because even though I love the transition from modern day to this sort of Middle Ages persona, the question "What if this is one of those 'what if' stories about if America failed to get independence from the British?" And the way that all technological increases diminished struck me as something too many computer addicts would rather die than not have, and rebel.

But that's just me.

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You just got ninja'd. :]

My sister doesn't normally do things for me, I ussually go get her food or a cup of milk, so it's nice.

THEY BOOED AT THE STAR-SPANGLED BANNER. My school's drill team will enjoy kicking their ** xD If only they had the program and were a high school. Bloomberg was at the Veterans' Day Parade too :/ Damn. At the beginning; my mom told me. AND WE WERE STANDING AROUND FOR THREE HOURS WAVING TO DUCK PEOPLE AND LISTENING TO THE COLLEGE'S MILITARY MAKE FUN OF US AND LOOKING AT THE SUITS FROM THE OTHER HIGH SCHOOL THAT TOTALLY RIPPED OFF US.

Oh, you are, Cheri? -Sparkles- Right. I'll stalk you back. But if you're a pedo, I'm arming myself with my pickax, lol. Jk. But you know what I mean.

Unless I somehow do get kicked off to Princeton, which is highly unlikely now that I'm on the drill team.

-Hugs Cheri- I hope it comes to pass, but you won't forget her either D: That's all I can say, but I really mean it. -Somewhat awkward-

...-Stares at hand- My trademark wound is healing.

It's Carlos-kun's birthday tomorrow too xD I wish all three of you a happy-** birthday! -Hands you guys stuff I got from Alaska and a Daisy rifle, because they're sexier, if not more painful, than Springfields-

-Snorts- Hells yeah. I'm the one that took care of the brat when our mom was working and totally by coincidence he had a cold and an alarming fever. Pft. I bet he forgot that. After all, I am almost the black sheep of the family, if not already.

I see.

| =_= |

You just got Three Kingdom'd. No, that's not supposed to be squinty eyes, that's supposed to be tired eyes -- but STILL FIGHTING.

That's so cute, Icy~ -w-

Aww. That's so sweet of your sister, Icy. Send her my regards :]

Pssh. If you're a pedo I'm going to fight you with my Southern California gorilla style very-effective-in-getting-pedo's-to-stop-trying-to-rape-me fighting style.

I took a test today - I'm apparently going to the seventh layer of hell.

... But since the Marquis de Sade and Claudia are there too, I don't think I mind as much as I should.

Hmph. That's a bummer. I gave them dirty looks the whole game.

Thank you Dottie. -wubs you-

Thank you for the kind sentiments and the presents - I do enjoy receiving sexy things. xD

I bet you five dollars he will remember! Brother's aren't supposed to remember the awesome things their older siblings do for them until they are afraid that they'll lose you, or if they do.

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WAAASSSHHHA.

Soupah ninja moves.

XD I'll fight you with my banana skills. As in, yellow on the outside, white on the inside. But the white is tainted with yellow :) Drill skills and Kung Fu are going to hurt. -Flourishes pickax- I have an unhealthy obsession with the pickax, don't I? It was cool to use in gardening, and I felt uber macho, sadly. I'm not worth raping, anyway xD On the bike and with the pickax, I always feel kickass.

Hmph. If you're going there, I'm sending you up to heaven and going to hell myself for your sake :/ And my friends if they should stray anywhere near there.

Heh. Maybe.

Oh fine. You're on xD

Yayyyz~

If I ever do become competent enough to go to the championships of armed drill and help hold the number one title we've had for years, I will be nice to my opponents :) Wtf, that was random.... But yeah. Berkley, huh. When I get to California...

| =_= | SHAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

Fine.

I'll use my coconut skills - brown on the outside, white in the inside (until it waits too long, and changes different colours).

I HAVE THE BANDIES SKILL. Pickax - naw, it doesn't appear as though you have a shrine of it, do you?

That's what I always say - I'm not worth raping. But you are - I bet you're more aesthetically pleasing than you portray yourself to be.

We could be right next to each other - and like, have JFK next to us for no reason at all. xD

Do you intend on living in California? :O

8DDD

-power puff girls theme song-

You know what I want right now? Some nice 'ole nargles eggs. Then I can raise them to eat wrackspurts and rid the world of the dreaded ticks of fury.

Fine. My tennis racket xD -Runs away from Tezuka-

Nah xD

Hells yeah :D It's been marked as a particularly dangerous landing spot as an airport too O.O My mom came to America that way...

Nah. I plan to always stay in New York. It'd be nice to visit California again, though -- I've been there more times than I've been to Virginia or Pennsylvania or Maine.

xDDD I feel like raising an army of Heliotropes.

Hmph. I wonder how a real winter is like - it actually does now in California, but only in the Mountain areas where I don't live. So my summers are either warm, or cold with wind.

CALIFORNIA, knows how to parrty. Calliffoorrniaa, knows how to parrrtaay.

Heliotropes.

-Imagines militia men running around doing mucho appealing stuff-

I went to the Californian mountains as a little freaking bugger. It was cold up there, if memory serves me well. On my last trip, not counting how I flew there to get home from Alaska last summer, I was there for January and February. The mild weather shocked me, and the sudden change of weather when I got back to New York shocked me even more.

New Yorkers are wonderful. Germans will probably drop dead when they see our traffic and watch us yell :) German traffic scares the ** out of me; they'll wait even if a freaking bird lands in front of their car. Italian traffic is worse than Chinese traffic, it seems. I'll know for sure next month :/

BUGGER. YOU SAID BUGGER :D

Reminds me of when I went to Hawaii. It was really warm - the temperature suited everyone but me fine. I liked it all right, but the need to wear skimpy clothing was there and I do not like to show too much of my body.

Then I got back to California, and it was like 62 degrees - my city's Mediterranean climate differs greatly with that of Maui's 90's.

New Yorker's seem really fun :D

My mom told me that Obama spoke Shanghainese -cracks up- Omg. I speak Mandarin, I can't even identify Shanghainese, I just think it's warped Chinese and definitely not Cantonese. xD

Bugger. Yes. :D

Hawaii. Heh. I will go there. Someday. Unless the world really ends a couple of years from now. Heh.

New Yorkers xD

Gorilla or Guirilla? lol

Shanghaiese? Wtf is THAT?

I have no more Fs! Woot! Now I have a pleasant 2.5 GPA ^_^

On related news for UC and Calstate schools Sophmore and Junior are the only grades that count. (I live right by UCI which is just a bit south of UCLA and I think USC *isn't really sure where USC is but assumes it's nearer to LA than the OC*

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